Concubine Raiders

When eleven Niang went to college, she came alone with a lot of expensive things. After all, she was young, and there must have been many friends and laughter. But love and other things are still separated. Even if you go into society, Because of the professional relationship, I have to come into contact with a lot of very dark things. The good thing about this contact is that people are calm and mature, and the bad is that people are not easy to trust and rely on. There has never been a happy little girl's age in the eleven Niang's life!

when she came to this age, she was forced to be in the position of an extremely unfortunate commoner girl, facing a cold mistress, Sisters without brotherhood and mother without ability still need her protection. The only one who can help each other is the maid whose status is worse than her. None of these people can become her confidant in spirit. What a lonely and lonely situation it is.

I saw that she had only one copy of the nine regions of Dazhou all day long. It seems that I can't help but think of the man who has been in prison for many years playing chess with himself in Zweig's novels. This is how helpless and terrifying it is. I don't know how a man like eleven could not be divided if he was put in a cage with his broken wings and kept awake with the only thing available to keep his mind awake in order not to be crazy. In the end, the man was still schizophrenic. Fortunately, the novel won't let her do so. It's praiseworthy to be patient and strong, but it's not good for her spirit to have no proper channel to vent. Although she found embroidery to prepare for survival, she also tried to prevent her thinking from derailing just like any chess player.

if she could become a monk successfully, it might be a good way. It's a pity that she didn't succeed.

eleven Niang is very lonely. Forced to hide the true self in front of everyone. Even if I married, I met a man who couldn't really understand her. The Marquis may have the virtues of many traditional men, but he also has the deep-rooted bad habits of many men, Such a man can be a good husband for the weak women of the original era, but it is hard to match for a woman who has social experience in previous lives and is proud and tough in nature. In particular, Shi Niang may also have the spiritual cleanliness fetish of women who love themselves very much in our times, How disgusting it is to endure a man with several women. Toothbrushes can't be shared with men. It's not even about love. This is a kind of instinct. So I am very sad to see that eleven Niang in such no love night to endure her husband's sex, just bitter.

Eleven Niang has the courage to face the reality, but no matter how brave and excellent, the more tolerant and lonely she is. Status, wealth, good husband, in fact, can not bring true happiness. Only when the self finds the realization of self and the realization of self value, can there be happiness! I really can't believe that eleven Niang will find out how to understand here. Maybe it's just some relatively warm family life in the end, facing a husband who wants to be good to himself. But it's impossible to imagine that eleven Niang can freely and frankly show her inner self. Therefore, spiritual loneliness is impossible to get rid of

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the nine regions records of Dazhou