Daughter Said: It's A Shame To Have A Father Like Me

And now playback the screen,

In Xiao Shuying's bedroom, she listened to the regretful voice of the anchor.

"They are hidden from history."

"Following generations will not know their names.

"But they live forever, always passing on the blood of fearlessness to us.

"Who said that standing in the light is a hero..."

At this moment, Xiao Shuying was stunned,

She suddenly found out what the real meaning was,

the background of the song you want to compose,

This is, that is, the people who give silently, they are helping the country and the people throughout the years.

"The Lonely Brave... the Lonely Brave.

Xiao Shuying kept saying,

She is so excited now that she knows the core content of the song,

playback continues,

On the roof of the 12th building, there are actually water tanks, and it is also full of garbage, and there are some garbage left by children who barbecued,

In the month of July it smells dirty,

But Yu Ye didn't care, he was immersed in how to shape each word into emotion, and then let the audience hear the sadness of that history.

Now he said that the white-haired Anxi of the Tang Dynasty was alone,

Three thousand Taoist priests in the late Ming Dynasty,

Anti-Japanese Fearless Air Force,

In the last sentence, he is asking back, what is a hero?

At ten o'clock, Yu Ye went downstairs to go home. He was quietly afraid of disturbing the child's thoughts. He went back to the living room to pour water and take medicine. Then he took out the silver needle and pierced it towards the acupuncture point on his arm.

This is an old Chinese traditional Chinese medicine recipe. Through acupuncture and moxibustion, the bloodletting of acupuncture points can relieve the pressure of headaches.

but to no avail,

His head was still trembling with pain, he silently wiped off the blood, and then tightened his temples with the soft rope again.

He went back to the hut, curled up,

As soon as I closed my eyes, my eyes were full of auditory hallucinations, as well as discomfort from various organs. It was like a very uncomfortable feeling.

But he just curled up silently and whispered,

"It's so cold.

"Really cold...."

But it was obviously July, the north was hot, but he was curled up, and the side effects of a lot of painkillers also hit,

he said, but also sweating,

Every time I fall asleep it's torture,

It's better in winter, but the complications of brain cancer in summer are really uncomfortable.

it hurts,

He didn't know whether he was crying when he was awake or crying in his sleep,

Psychiatric painkillers can't solve this extreme pain after all,

Especially tonight, it's very hot,

The small sparse shadow room is blowing with a fan,

There is also a small fan in Yu Ye's room, but he didn't blow it, it was too uncomfortable, it was blowing straight,

At this moment he woke up,

Eyes wide open, pupils and irises are bloodshot,

He unknowingly walked to the balcony, and then stepped out of the balcony. This was the third floor, and he had one foot hanging in the air,

At this moment he suddenly woke up again,

He grabbed the balcony railing,

"It hurts.""

He wailed, this time it suddenly hurt so much, he didn't know why,

so desperate,

Under the heat, the body curled up, but the forehead was full of sweat,

He couldn't sleep, the side effects of painkillers, drowsiness, was completely useless on him, the feeling of being unable to sleep, dizziness, retching, nausea, and pain in every organ, all these combined,

He looked down at the stage, his eyes suddenly turned fierce.

The third floor is fine, head down, there is still a high probability of death,

At this moment, he is ready to jump,

The light in Xiao Shuying's bedroom is turned off, it seems that the child is going to sleep,

Yu Ye was stunned,

At that moment, it is difficult to describe his eyes. One of his feet was hanging in the air, the other was stepping on the edge of the cement, the veins on his hands were exposed, and his pupils and irises were bloodshot.

But the despair in his eyes could not be suppressed.

until he saw that the lights were turned off in the child's house,

He silently stepped in with one foot,

He was calm and tough before, but,

But I can't stand this moment

You know, I can't stand it anymore, that sense of despair and collapse cracks,

can't stand it,

But he looked indifferent, endured all the indifference, then he went out, locked the door, went to the rooftop,

In this ten-thirty dark night,

Outside is a black factory with bright lights, a KTV nightclub singing and dancing, and a lot of drunk young people yelling something.

But this has nothing to do with Yu Ye, he just stayed and looked at the dark night,

A hoarse roar.

"My child is still being bullied by others,

"How did you die!"

"Live, live.

"She is being bullied!!!!!!!!

The voice was hoarse, he didn't know whether he was crying or not, but at that moment he was so desperate

This was the first time he wanted to commit suicide,

one foot out,

This was also the first time he couldn't hold back, he had held back before,

But this time I don't know why, I suddenly felt extremely uncomfortable, like all the side effects of the previous drugs broke out,

At that moment he couldn't stand it,

He suddenly felt that he was going to believe in fate,

But he just collapsed and leaned against the wall, roaring at the gray sky, as before,

"Go to the fate of f*ck!!!!!"

"I didn't believe it before, and I don't believe it now!"5

"You've taken my best, you've taken my best!

"Next, don't try to take me away."

"I won't leave the world."

He went downstairs, washed his face, grinned in the mirror,

opened his mouth and smiled,

to force myself to laugh,

Then he sat silently by the balcony, boiling water, still simmering unknown Chinese medicine.

The wind is blowing very hard,

He didn't sleep that night,

overnight,

He was afraid of being mad,

When the sun broke in the early morning, Yu Ye got up and started to cook,

he said softly,

"Am I going crazy..."

"Why can't I control myself..."

"Is the spirit going crazy..."

Yu Ye whispered, the hands that washed the rice were shaking, and there were circles of water marks...

And now,

On the program stage, everyone was stunned at this moment,

What was Yu Ye's image in the past,

is lonely,

is bleak,

is calm,

It is to deal with everything lightly, it is to deal with one thing ruthlessly,

He has always shown the love of life,

Hope for the future.

But not now, for the first time now he collapsed and stayed up all night, sitting alone,

Guest Alejandro got up, he scanned the audience and opened the microphone,

"At that time, he was diagnosed by brain cancer medicine, and he would have side effects such as sudden death, brain stem hemorrhage, and serious mental illness..."

"Now the first one is here, the ultimate mental torture, this torture is more uncomfortable than death.

"His willpower was almost overwhelmed."

Alejandro spoke, then he looked at the man tremblingly, he walked towards him, the blond foreigner started to cry,

And now many people suddenly think,

Yu Shuying said,

The man was later admitted to a mental hospital,

Is this the cause of the attack?

The first time he had a seizure, he almost couldn't help but want to die. . . .

And now the barrage is full.

"He really wanted to die at the time, but the scene where Xiao Shuying turned off the lights woke him up. If he died, Xiao Shuying would live in darkness for the rest of his life."

"The first time I saw his willpower collapse for a moment, what did he have to bear."

And the screen playback continues,

It was the second day of Yu Ye's illness, during the day,

After breakfast, Xiao Shuying looked at Yu Ye suspiciously,

Rarely does this man miss work today,

"I'll take a rest today," Yu Ye said,

"Okay." Xiao Shuying nodded, she only thought that this man was so thin and thin,

the first time,

Yu Ye didn't go to work in such a hurry, he was lying in his small bedroom,

body fluttering,

In the evening, when the meal was ready, he barely recovered a little, and when he went out, Xiao Shuying went to the bedroom,

Waiting for that [Morning Light] anchor.

The anchor did not start,

she muttered,

And now the picture is,

Yu Ye went to the rooftop, turned on the phone, opened the anchor software,

click on record,

he opened his mouth,

The voice grew hoarse,

"Have you ever seen this kind of smile? During the Anti-Japanese War, a traitor's lackey smiled, and people were angrily scolded him as a bastard and said he deserved to die.

"He was shot with a smile on his face."

"But decades later, people looked at the files and he was a real undercover agent."

"He is the epitome of a martyr on the hidden front. He endured humiliation for his beliefs. Before dying, he just smiled and looked ahead.

"He's dead, and there are still people around.

That voice Xiao Shuying felt that the anchor's voice was much more hoarse,

But the rendering of that emotion is more and more amazing,

She can really see that smile in her mind,

This made Xiao Shuying's mind more and more rich in this song,

I know more and more how to write,

She began to slowly write down 057,

both are brave,

The wound on your forehead, your difference,

They say to sew up your wounds,

Who says that a man covered in mud is not a hero!

At this moment, Xiao Shuying wrote the first paragraph excitedly,

In her mind, the anchor was explaining, and under his artistic voice, she saw the undercover undercover covered in mud, smiling before she died.

"This anchor...he is so sad.

"I can really see those who hide in the dark..."

"I must write this kind of song." That year Xiao Shuying strengthened her belief,

put the screen to continue,

anchor voice,

"He has sons and daughters, his family is very good, he is very happy, he is an undercover narcotics police officer,"

"But one day, unfortunately, his identity was discovered by a drug dealer who killed his wife and children in revenge. In a moment, he had nothing. 35

"I saw his appearance, he was kneeling on the ground, and I could feel his surging sadness and the desperately suppressed despair across time and space. 35

"Did you see that the faces of the dead are still on the monument, and the living are alone in the wilderness..."

"He said, I am actually very afraid of death, but I thought that because of my existence, someone could live well because of this, and suddenly I was not afraid. 39

"If you walk through a wasteland, please slow down, because there may be heroes who sleep here..."

the sound ends,

Xiao Shuying was stunned for a moment,

She was thinking a lot in her mind, and the sad anchor's explanations made her see countless real people who didn't stand on the front.

She suddenly thought of what the anchor said: Whoever said that standing in the light is a hero.

this moment,

She began to write,

I love you walking alone in the dark alley,

I love the way you don't kneel,

I love you and confronted despair,

Who said that playing ordinary chess is not a hero,

Who said that a hero is the one who stands in the light!

this moment!

Xiao Shuying stood up excitedly, waving her book with lyrics,

She saw that she was going to be a blockbuster,

On the rooftop of Baijia District,

The man fainted,

On this lonely rooftop, his mobile phone fell to the ground, and his face was still bleeding from the gravel on the ground.