Daughter Said: It's A Shame To Have A Father Like Me

Now on the Happy Family program, Yu Ye fainted in front of everyone for the first time,

He lay on the ground, unable to tell whether he was still alive or not,

Because the shriveled chest and the lifeless breath are very weak,

As if the last man of the old age was dying,

the feeling of loneliness,

Yu Shuying walked over tremblingly, but the emergency doctor also came and began to give first aid at the scene. A large-scale program like itself is equipped with a medical team.

This man is rescuing,

And Yu Shuying stared blankly in front of him, Liu Shi's eyes were joyful, and finally he couldn't help being excited.

In the guest area, some guests were complicated to speak.

01 Guest Chen Cheng sighed complicatedly: "He has been carrying this brain cancer for 16 years, and now he has finally collapsed. Yes, after all these years, it is too uncomfortable, and it is completely unbearable."

Guest Xu Hong, head of Poetry House, has complicated eyes: "How can you die, you must come back to life, this era still belongs to you, how can you die, you must not die!"

"Nine Seven Three" and guest Han Hong also sighed: "I don't see you owe Xiao Shuying now, you have been paying silently, so will you owe Xiao Shuying in the future? I don't believe it, I don't believe it. 99

cold wind howls,

Very sad moment.

Until the sound of the playback screen woke up everyone,

Now the show, this man who has been fighting the disease for 16 years is rescuing,

while the playback screen,

Surprisingly, Xiao Shuying was ten years old, five months old,

Yu Ye was discharged from the mental hospital for the second time. Note that he was discharged from the hospital. Before, he had been in several times intermittently because of scattered confusion.

now discharged from hospital,

Just proposed to banish Xiaoshuying,

And Xiao Shuying also had the idea of ​​​​a pianist at sea because of seeing the pictorial.

this moment,

This scene.

The screen continues.

It was the next day, and now the relationship between father and daughter seems to have changed.

While eating breakfast, Xiao Shuying said calmly: "Our school is starting to have dormitory. I will stay at the school first and come back on Saturday and Sunday. 99

"Well." Yu Ye nodded casually,

This very perfunctory attitude made Xiao Shuying's pupils complicated and full of disappointment.

After that, she silently took the quilt to the school,

Arriving at the school gate, she glanced at Yu Ye again.

"You... do you sometimes think I'm a burden?"

"Because of me, you have become a divorced father with children. Without me, your life might be better, and you might have a good family." Standing at the gate of the school, under the light of the morning sun.

Xiao Shuying has actually wanted to ask this question for a long time.

She didn't know if she was a burden,

But she thought she might be,

And Yu Ye didn't say anything, just looked at his watch and said it was almost time for class,

Xiao Shuying was indifferent and silently entered the school gate,

And Yu Ye stood there for a long time, many people didn't know what he was thinking at that moment, he didn't shrug his shoulders, his eyes didn't tear, he looked like an ordinary person, but when he suddenly turned around, at that moment he suddenly fell,

It hurt a lot, but he still stood up expressionlessly, didn't care about the bruised wound, pushed the electric car away silently,

He turned his back to the setting sun,

The sound is also weak.

"You are never a burden.

"I have never regarded you as a burden,

"You are my only family in this world."

"It's the only courage I have to live.

He was pushing the car, his tone was so lonely and his expression so lonely,

He is now in a state of being heartbroken and helpless to the extreme,

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He pushed the cart halfway, and then suddenly sat on the ground. At this moment, he didn't know why, and suddenly felt very uncomfortable.

He curled up, sat on the side of the road, bowed his head, held his head,

the weather is warm,

But he felt very cold, the kind of helpless cold.

He didn't want the child to live in, nor did he want the child to quickly start renting a house outside, leaving the child to support himself.

But he had no choice,

uncontrollable schizophrenia,

The pain of the limit of the mind is tortured,

Fainting and helpless again and again,

Visible death is coming,

These are all approaching.

What do you want him to do!

"What should I do...."

Yu Ye looked at the cars coming and going, and watched some passers-by with children walking by,

They have beautiful smiles,

They look very sincere,

they are all so well,

but it has nothing to do with him,

He could only push the car in loneliness and go to the bank to repay the loan, and he still has a loan of over ten thousand.

Then he went to the hospital to buy painkillers,

I bought my own electric tricycle and sold it,

The goods from the ferrule booth that I pulled before have also been sold,

Then he looked in front of him filled with loneliness,

At that moment his grief was real, real,

In the afternoon, he took medicine and rode into the campus again, this time in the evening, he put on a hat,

Then I watched from a corner of the campus,

until the dinner bell rings,

He saw his daughter from a distance, she was not happy, but she went to the cafeteria to start cooking, and when she was eating, she still ate slowly and sadly,

In the distance, Yu Ye watched quietly by himself,

Until his daughter went to the evening class, he was still watching, his eyes were lonely, and he looked at it as if he sighed for a long time. . .

Hearing that my daughter has become a lot quieter,

Yu Ye's eyes are very reluctant,

Until the end of the evening class, the daughter and other girlfriends go to the dormitory,

He watched calmly, then he left silently,

Now out of the school gate, pushing the electric car, he and the stars and moonlight move forward,

He said weakly: "Don't blame me, don't be angry after that, you have to grow up quickly."

"Hear no, grow up quickly. 35

"I can't even cook for you now, 35

"You have to grow up quickly, mature quickly, and have good works. 35

"Don't be afraid of anything in the future.

"Xiao Shuying, don't blame fate when you are reincarnated into this family, I will try my best to make you change the shackles of fate.

"Father doesn't have much ability, so he can only help with this.

His voice was so weak, so desolate,

Husky, powerless, bitter and mourning.

Until he went to the roadside stall at ten o'clock, making lo mein.

"The boss has a small bowl of noodles.

The boss is a fat man. He looked at this big man strangely, and actually ate a small bowl.

After cooking, Yu Ye ate slowly,

He is so uncomfortable now that he can only eat slowly, but he only ate half of it, and he paid to leave.

back home, alone at home,

He stared at the ceiling in confusion.

I also looked at my daughter's bedroom, the lights were off,

home alone,

At this moment, he was very confused, and looked at the front and the surroundings dully.

until stagnant for a long time,

He was on the balcony, silently starting to paint,

The story of the pianist at sea,

he is painting,

Yu Ye felt the rapid passing of life, and now he can only do as much as he can in 0.4,

At the same time, he also checked investment information from time to time, such as TV dramas, etc. He was observing,

He desperately checked everything, thinking of leaving more cards for his daughter.

until midnight,

He hasn't slept, can't sleep,

The humming roar of the head, as if there is a door in the head, squeaking back and forth,

It was really distressing.

Now he looks at the bright moon, and his eyes seem to return to the three-year-old Xiao Shuying,

He took out the envelope, it was clearly written by him, he said it was left to her by his mother,

Then he hummed,

The dark sky hangs low,

The bright stars follow,

insects fly,

insects fly,

As long as you are with me,

The roses on the ground wither,

Not afraid of the dark, not afraid of heartbreak,

As long as you are with me,

This moment was the only happy few seconds since his schizophrenia.