First love after marriage

I looked at my father, who was always not good at talking. Today, it seemed that he suddenly became a nag. It's more suspicious and nagging than my mother used to be during menopause.

Unconsciously, my eyes became red.

"Come on, Dad, stop talking. We're really nothing. I think Cheng Shi is too busy recently. In addition, I'm close to the due date, and he has to take care of me every day, so there's something wrong with my state. "

I held back my tears and whispered to comfort my father.

I don't know if it was an illusion. At this moment, I suddenly felt that my father was like an old child.

But who could have thought that I was moved by my father with tears in my eyes.

At the same time, I tried my best to say good words for the man who had betrayed me. All the pain and fatigue were slowly swallowed by me.

At this moment, I can hear what I have been sticking to for a long time is broken. In the bottom of my heart, in a moment, fragmented, flesh and blood blurred.

At my insistence, my father finally stopped questioning.

In order to cover up, I had to pretend to be a little sleepy, and then turned over to sleep.

I'm really afraid. I can't help holding on like this. For a heart full of holes, suddenly there is a warm harbor. It's too easy for me to put down all my precautions and completely collapse

I don't know when I went to sleep. Anyway, when I woke up vaguely, it was already daybreak.

The ward was empty and there was a breakfast on the table at the head of the bed.

I shook my head slightly to wake myself up, but I vaguely heard the voice of a woman outside the ward door. I'm not very familiar with this voice, but I don't think I'll feel strange.

The voice of tossing clouds and rain with my husband on the phone, the voice of cynicism and sarcasm when my amniotic fluid broke.

Before I could think too much about why this voice appeared outside my ward, I was shocked by the faint words.

"Really, Cheng Shi, you believe me. I wanted to find her to show off that day. Forgive me. I really love you. For you, I'd rather bear a curse and be said to be a shameless junior. "

Yang Lili's voice clearly came into my ears, but this is not the most critical. Most importantly, what she said later.

"I want to ask her to give you up to me. Ask her to help us and let us be together. I didn't expect such a thing to happen. "

Yang Lili poured out like a song and tears. Even I was moved by the sadness and pity in her tone.

I believe that if I were a man, seeing such a weak woman would raise my instinctive desire for protection.

"Lily, you're not wrong. It's me. I'm an asshole. I can't give you fame and happiness. These are accidents. You don't have to blame yourself too much. " Sure enough, I heard my husband Cheng Shi's voice.

In his words, I could hear him through the door, trying to suppress his love and remorse.

Hearing this, I suddenly wanted to laugh inexplicably.

My husband, who is called a good man with twenty-four filial piety.

Now I am still weak because of amniotic fluid rupture, and the child is still in the observation room. He didn't show any pity for his wife and children.

However, for the woman who only had fish and water love with him, he just said a few words wrongfully, which made his tone completely unlike him.

The coolness in my heart gradually enlarged. I thought I had experienced these and was very strong.

However, at this moment, somehow, I still felt a deep pain in my chest.

"No, Cheng Shi, you don't understand. Such a thing happened originally. You should hate me anyway. If it weren't for me, maybe such an accident wouldn't happen, and your child wouldn't be in such danger. "

Yang Lili's voice came again. I forced down my emotions and listened carefully.

I really want to know what moths this woman can play and what she can say.

"But Cheng Shi, I've been thinking for a long time. I can't convince myself. I can't watch you live in her deception. So I'm determined to tell you whether you blame me or hate me. "

When Yang Lili said this, a very bad premonition suddenly rose in my heart.

Sure enough, her next words were like a bolt from the blue, which made me angry and powerless.

"After her amniotic fluid broke that day, I only saw a lot of blood flowing down her legs. I was scared and my first reaction was to call you. "

"And then?" Maybe Cheng Shi was also intrigued by Yang Lili's previous words. Yang Lili only stopped a little, and Cheng Shi couldn't wait.

"But she rushed over like crazy and took the phone from me. Then she asked me not to call you, and picked up her cell phone and called the man... "

The man? Needless to think, Yang Lili must be talking about Xiao Ziyu.

When I heard this, my chest heaved violently because of anger.

I've never been so crazy about killing someone like this moment.

Yes, in my mind, I just want this woman who robbed my husband and is still gossiping to die.

If she died, would the whole world be clean, but before I had too many other emotions, the door of the ward was suddenly opened from the outside.

Cheng Shi stood outside the ward with an angry face. I saw anger, frustration and hard to hide disgust from his eyes.

"Oh, you're awake. When you wake up, you don't need me to wake you up. " Cheng Shi stared at me like two sharp swords, as if he wanted to pierce me with his eyes.

It doesn't matter. I'm full of holes anyway.

Even if Cheng Shi's eyes can really pierce my body, I don't care.

Are you afraid of biting when there are many lice? With more scars, you won't be afraid of pain.

"I'm tired now. I want to rest." I stared calmly at Cheng Shi's face, the man I knew most in the past few years.

At this moment, I don't even have the strength to explain. I don't want to explain anything, because I think it's really unnecessary.

My body seems to have been emptied of all my strength, leaving a shriveled body. Even the strength to lift my arm has been completely lost.

"Jiang Li, I think I need you to give me an explanation." Cheng Shi's face was full of anger, and his eyes turned red with anger.

I ignored him. I was too lazy to pay attention to a person who had been blinded.

In other words, in my opinion, there is no need to explain between Cheng Shi and me.