First love after marriage

"... why did you suddenly think?" Cheng Shi didn't move, just asked me.

I didn't know how to answer him. I hung my head.

I didn't suddenly think about it, but I was afraid of losing Cheng Shi.

"Well, don't think about it at this stage. The doctor said you can't think about it now. It's your first task to have a good rest and raise your fetus." Cheng Shi said, helped me lie down and covered me with a quilt.

I was relieved by his refusal.

If Cheng Shi really touches me, I guess I can't help bursting out.

My hand was tightly clenched in the quilt, and my palm was pinched by my fingernails. I wanted to make trouble with Cheng Shi and burst out all my grievances. But when I thought of what Duna said during the day, I broke my teeth and swallowed all my grievances with blood.

Maybe he just thought after I got pregnant that we still have children. I can save this relationship. I cheer myself up in my heart.

Besides, my first time was not for Cheng Shi.

And when we were together, Cheng was really the first time. At this point, I was really sorry for him.

At the moment, I seem to be standing in a wall with air leakage on all sides, desperately using all kinds of excuses to keep out of the wind, so as to make myself feel better.

The next day I got up early in the morning and made breakfast for Cheng Shi in the kitchen. There was no sweet mood in the past. Some were left with heavy sighs.

"I won't eat today. It's too late."

When I brought breakfast to the table, Cheng Shi had just finished washing. He walked quickly to the porch and hurriedly put on his shoes without raising his head.

"You ate..." I tried to persuade him to eat, but when I saw his cell phone in his neck, I couldn't say a word.

My intuition told me that he was talking to that woman on the phone.

In front of me.

I immediately froze. I stared at Cheng Shi's back like a zombie. I didn't get back until he slammed the door.

"No, Cheng Shi, don't go, don't go with that woman." I wiped the tears on my face and stumbled out of the door.

Rush to the elevator, the elevator just went down.

I turned around and ran to the stairwell. I grabbed the escalators from floor to floor and ran down. My slippers fell off and I took off my strength.

I don't know which floor I ran to. I really had no strength. My legs were soft and I sat down on the stairs.

I love Cheng Shi. I really can't accept his company with other women.

After sitting in the stairwell for a long time, I came home in a trance.

The breakfast I made for Cheng Shi on the table is already cold.

In the past, I often heard people say that after marriage, women just had to turn a blind eye. I couldn't understand it before, but now I understand it all.

At this point, I don't have the courage to confront Cheng Shi.

I'm afraid that once I open my mouth and prove it, there will be no peaceful day and no room for recovery.

Like an ostrich with its head buried in the sand, I watched my nose, nose and heart for nearly a month.

Until, I ran into the woman who was involved in my marriage.