First love after marriage

She changed her diaper and fed her milk. Her daughter fell asleep, but I couldn't sleep over and over in bed.

It's nearly 12 a.m. and Xiao Ziyu hasn't come back yet. I get up from bed and look at the roses arranged all over the room. Originally, I wanted to create a romantic environment and summon up the courage to accept Xiao Ziyu!

But now I haven't seen Xiao Ziyu come back. My enthusiasm is slowly fading. I struggled for a long time. I got up and picked up all the roses and petals and hid them under the corner of the bed.

After that, I was relieved and lay back in bed. I hesitated because I was not sure whether it was the best time to accept Xiao Ziyu.

Now I'm not so good and don't deserve such a good Xiao Ziyu. I'm worried that if I accept him now, will Xiao Ziyu be tired of me after a period of time.

Cheng Shi's cheating really hurt me deeply. Dealing with Yang Lili will make me exhausted. If there is any problem with Xiao Ziyu, I think I may really collapse!

I believe Xiao Ziyu's feelings for me, but an excellent man like Xiao Ziyu is like a delicious cake. Even if he doesn't take the initiative to provoke others, I believe he will attract some women with ulterior motives to tease him!

I just haven't figured out whether I can cope with these situations!

Such inferiority complex makes me at a loss. The most peaceful way is not to have anything to do with him for the time being. Just be a friend quietly.

Thinking of this, I lay down with my eyes closed, but I seem to have insomnia. I can't sleep anyway!

I don't know how long after that, I suddenly heard my door opened, and then I smelt a strong smell of wine, and there was a faint fragrance of perfume in the wine.

I am familiar with this smell. It is the perfume used by Xiao Zi Yu.

I didn't get up immediately and didn't turn off the light. I narrowed my eyes and saw that Xiao Ziyu seemed to be carrying a bag. He put the bag on the cabinet in my room!

I thought he might just come in and send something, put it down and leave!

But who knows, after he put down his things, he came to my bed. I was scared and closed my eyes tightly. I smelled the smell of alcohol and heard the footsteps approaching gradually.

I was nervous and regretted that I should have woken up just now. If I woke up immediately, wouldn't he find that I pretended to sleep? That's embarrassing.

I lay motionless in bed and breathed steadily like a deep sleep. When Xiao Ziyu came to my bed, he only heard a sound. I felt the light in front of me disappeared!

It turned out that Xiao Ziyu came to help me turn off the light. I was relieved in an instant, but the next second, I felt two wet and soft lips on my forehead!

I opened my eyes in a moment like a conditioned reflex and happened to see Xiao Ziyu's bright eyes shining in the moonlight.

I stared at him with wide eyes. I didn't expect Xiao Ziyu to kiss me secretly.

It's dark in the room. I'm not sure if Xiao Ziyu can find out that I opened my eyes!

After kissing me, he straightened up. I think he didn't realize I was awake!

But unexpectedly, Xiao Ziyu suddenly sat next to my bed. He bent down and supported me on both sides of my body with his arms, completely imprisoning me.

His evil face slowly approached me, the thick wine gas spread into my nose, and my body unconsciously shrank into the quilt.

"Wake up?" Xiao Ziyu asked in a low voice!

At this time, I couldn't pretend anymore. I struggled to sit up from the two arms he imprisoned me!

"Yes!"

Xiao Ziyu immediately took back his arm and stood up: "so you didn't sleep!"

"Yes!"

I don't know how to face the fact that he just kissed me secretly. I always feel a little embarrassed and blush.

Xiao Ziyu turned on the light in an instant. My eyes flashed and subconsciously covered my eyes.

"I bought some small clothes for Nannan and wanted to send them to the children. Just now..."

Xiao Ziyu probably wanted to explain why he kissed me secretly just now!

I cut my hair, raised my head and looked at him: "thank you!"

"Go to bed early!" Seeing that I didn't seem angry because he kissed me, Xiao Ziyu didn't explain anything more. He turned and took two steps.

I looked at Xiao Ziyu's lonely and wide back, and suddenly I was a little reluctant to let him leave. The next second, I blurted out his name unconsciously!

Xiao Ziyu turned around and his handsome eyes stared at me!

I sat on the bed and shouted his name. I couldn't say anything. In fact, I planned to give myself to him today. Now he's nearby!

"Go to bed early, too!" It took me half a day to spit out these words.

After listening to Xiao Ziyu, the light in his eyes seemed dim, but he also nodded politely, turned and walked out of my bedroom.

The room suddenly became empty. A feeling of loneliness filled my whole heart. I couldn't shrink into my quilt.

Hiding in the quilt, my brain kept remembering the kiss!

Just as I was intoxicated with the aftertaste, the sound of opening the door sounded again. I hurried out of the quilt. The next second, I saw a black shadow holding my face!

I watched Xiao Ziyu's lips stick to my lips.

I felt his kiss. I didn't want to refuse at all. Together with Cheng Zhen, we always directly entered the theme, and there was no foreplay at all. In addition, after I was pregnant, I never had this kind of skin kiss again. In the face of Xiao Ziyu's kiss, I was so rusty.

After a while, Xiao Ziyu stopped.

He gasped heavily, his forehead was close to my forehead, and suppressed the voice in his throat: "Xiao Li, I miss you, give it to me!"

Hearing this, my body seemed to get an electric shock and trembled.

I didn't speak, but took the initiative to stretch out two hands to hook his neck, put my face on it and kissed him!

Xiao Ziyu got my response. He stretched out his hand and hugged me tightly. At that moment, my tears couldn't help flowing out!

Not because of sadness, but because of excitement. I have been hesitant before, and now I have finally taken this most important step.

After five years of separation, I didn't expect to give myself to Xiao Ziyu again. On this night, I slept very firmly in Xiao Ziyu's arms.

I didn't wake up all night.

The next morning, I turned over in my sleep, but I felt empty beside me. I suddenly opened my eyes. I still remember Xiao Ziyu sleeping beside me. Why did he disappear?