First love after marriage

When I woke up again, there was a dazzling white in front of me, and the smell of disinfectant penetrated into my spleen and lungs.

"You're awake." Xiao Ziyu's voice sounded.

I turned my head and saw Xiao Ziyu sitting on the chair beside the bed. He looked at me with worry in his eyes.

His eyes are still so good-looking. After watching for a long time, he will indulge in it if he is not careful.

I was uncomfortable staggering his direct eyes, struggling to sit up and said faintly, "thank you today."

Xiao Ziyu got up, put up his pillow, stood at the head of the bed, held me up, and gently scolded, "the doctor said you were thinking too much, you didn't sleep well, and you need good conditioning. Since you are pregnant, why don't you pay so much attention to your body?"

I smiled bitterly and shook my head. I couldn't answer his question.

"Xiao Li, I'm back. You can tell me if you have any difficulties." Xiao Ziyu sat down again and naturally held my hand. His tone and attitude were very sincere.

So sincere that I'm afraid.

I want to take back my hand, but he holds it too tightly. I can't take it out. I can only bite my lips and say faintly, "Xiao Ziyu, I'm married."

To remind him, but also to remind myself.

The past is irretrievable. It's better not to be stirred up.

After listening to my words, Xiao Ziyu was slightly stunned. Instead of loosening me, he held my hand tighter.

"When you get married, can't I protect you anymore?"

His understatement almost made me cry.

From senior one to senior three, he fell in love for three years. He loved me for three years and protected me for three years. I can no longer be familiar with the meaning of protection he said.

That meticulous tenderness, wholehearted consideration.

I have imagined countless times that I went to college with him, and I married him. I even childishly told him that I wanted to give him two children, a boy and a girl.

He also laughed at my shame, but after I was angry, he surrounded me from behind, bit my earlobe and said that two were not enough, and he would have ten or eight.

But now we sit opposite each other. In my stomach, I am pregnant with the children of other men.

I couldn't help thinking, if those things hadn't happened in those years, would Xiao Ziyu and I go on all the time, and would I not become a woman betrayed by my husband without experiencing this pain.

There is no if.

No matter how Cheng Shi betrayed me, I'm still Cheng Shi's wife. I can't do such things as cheating.

I woke up from the unrealistic fantasy, took back my hand and said to Xiao Ziyu without lifting my eyelids, "you don't have to compensate me. We were still young and couldn't do many things. I don't blame you anymore."

"I don't want to compensate you, I am..."

"I don't want to hear."

Xiao Ziyu took a breath, shook his fingertips, took them back and shook them into a fist.

I know that even after breaking up, I can still be friends. Xiao Ziyu may not have that purpose to protect me and care about me.

But I'm experiencing my husband's cheating, like a frightened bird, and I'm particularly sensitive to men and women.

In this state, I can't keep normal contact with Xiao Ziyu.

Maybe I said too much. Xiao Ziyu said no more. He pursed his lips and got up and went out.

I looked at his back and felt a tingling pain in my heart.

"Don't say to me forever, forever is too expensive oath..." the mobile phone ring suddenly, and the broken female voice is singing in the quiet ward.

I felt for the phone and saw the strange number on the caller ID. I connected the phone without thinking about it.

"Ah... Don't... what if your wife comes and sees it... Ah... It hurts..."

On the phone, the woman gasped indescribably.