Flying Gulls Never Land

Wei Shi and I went to Shen Xiaoshi's rented house to look for him. After shooting for a long time, no one answered.

Shen Xiaoshi is a local, but since the day he was released from prison, he has not contacted his family and has been living outside. He looks careless, but his mouth is very strict. He never mentions anything about his family, and Wei Shi and I have never asked.

Nowadays, who has no secret that can't be said.

"What to do?" Wei Shi stares at the door lock and frowns, "violence breaks the door?"

Now it's more than nine o'clock in the evening. Because of the poor sound insulation of the old building, the sound effect of war films played by families on which floor lingers in the corridor, and the sound of shells keeps on. If we break the door violently here, people in the whole building may not be able to come out to see the fun.

"No, they thought we were robbing." It doesn't matter if I'm a good citizen, but Wei Shi stands next to him. He has big arms and a short head. It's not a good thing to see.

Wei Shi scratched his head and looked at me critically: "have you learned some mysterious skills since you have been a teacher for so many years?"

I glanced at him: "yes." When he was excited, "I learned how to distinguish stupid X."

Wei Shi "fucked" and continued to knock on the door.

"Third brother? Mr. Feng All of a sudden, a long male voice came from the darkness.

Wei Shi and I were all excited and turned around.

Shen Xiaoshi stood not far behind us, holding a large plastic bag in his hand, as if he were returning from shopping. His face was not very good-looking, and his eyes were heavy, and his clothes were wrinkled, as if he had not been changed in a few days.

I'm relieved. Just about to say something, Wei Shi strides over and slaps Shen Xiaoshi's skull. It's so heavy and loud that my skin is tight.

"Are you sick?" Wei lion was ferocious and roared, "charge the phone, you can die!"

Wei Shi's strength is not a joke. All the solid boards have been cut by him.

Shen Xiaoshi covered his head with both hands and was somewhat aggrieved: "I just came back today There is no place to recharge the mobile phone these two days. "

"Just back? Where have you been? You just came back? Don't you know that people will worry about you? " Wei lion refused to give up.

"All right, all right. If you have nothing to do, come in and talk about it." I motioned Shen Xiaoshi to open the door first.

Shen Xiaoshi was beaten to death by Wei Shi. He shook out the key to open the door and entered the room without saying a word.

Wei Shi was more angry: "what's your attitude?"

I stopped him and let him control his emotions. He is good everywhere, but he is easy to get angry, and he is very angry. Otherwise, I would not have been in those years.

"Calm down before you come in." I said.

Wei Shi was not so angry with me that he looked at me with a black face for a moment, then turned to smoke at the window.

Entering the room, he saw Shen Xiaoshi sitting alone on the sofa with his knees in his arms, looking weak and helpless. I went over and touched his head and asked, "what's the matter? Talk to brother Feng. "

Although Shen Xiaoshi looks green and immature, he is not a person with no sense of responsibility. He said that he would only ask for a day's leave. He would be missing these days. There was no news. Something must have happened that exceeded his expectation.

Shen Xiaoshi was silent for a long time and did not speak. I don't force him either. Seeing that he has food in his bag, I contact him in a mess and guess that he may not have eaten yet.

"Shall I make you instant noodles?"

I took the noodles out of my bag and went to the kitchen.

"My mother called me..." Shen Xiaoshi suddenly said, "she asked me to go back and said she wanted to see me for the last time before I died."

I was startled. I took the instant noodles and turned back. I sat down and listened to him carefully.

"My father died when I was very young, and then my mother remarried and gave birth to a younger brother..." Shen Xiaoshi rubbed his eyes and said in a low voice.

His mother is a very weak and indecisive personality, born like a willow, let people take hold of it. Obviously, she didn't have much emotion, but because of the traditional view of marriage, she thought that someone was willing to ask her to be a widow with children, so she was thankful and hastily agreed to the second marriage.

As a result, the second marriage is a fire pit, easy to enter and difficult to get out.

Shen Xiaoshi's stepfather is irascible and irritable. If he is unhappy in his daily life, he will beat and scold his wife. Shen Xiaoshi is not used to it. But when he was young, even if he rushed to help, he was always beaten by his stepfather. His mother had to plead for him, and later suffered more humiliation.

"My mother always told me not to quarrel with him, let me be quiet, let me be like her, just bear with it." Shen Xiaoshi didn't want to bear it. The older he was, the less he wanted to be. However, his mother didn't understand him and thought that he was rebellious and impulsive. He always caused trouble. "I wanted to help her, but she took me as an outsider. In the end, they were a happy and happy family."

Deeply aware of being betrayed by his mother, the boy takes the Internet bar as his home and follows a group of bad kids who are not at home, and begins to wander around all day.

"If she tells me she's going to divorce, I'll help her leave the man without saying a word. She didn't have to worry about money. I went out to earn money to support her and my brother. But she never thought of it, not even a little bit. " Shen Xiaoshi closed his eyes, his face became more and more pale, "I hate her. It's useless to hate her, to hate her indecision, to let me live in such a bad family and have such a childhood. "People's joys and sorrows are not interlinked, so are anger and fear. The mother can't understand her son's anger, and her son can't feel his mother's fear. This is the beginning of the contradiction.

Before the age of 18, Shen Xiaoshi was an angry hedgehog. He pricked up anyone, fought fiercely, harmed others and himself, and finally put himself in prison. After 18 years old, under the careful training of Wei Shi and I, he smoothed the thorns, reduced some cynicism, and a little more optimistic, and restored a little bit of the temperament that young people should have. But he still did not reconcile with his mother, refused all visits, and never contacted her after he was released from prison.

Shen Xiaoshi said, "I thought we were like this, and we would be like this all our life. If that man died one day, I might go back to see her and honor her with my younger brother to support her. That man will not die, I will never go home, and it is not my home. But just three days ago, I suddenly received a strange call... "

Shen Xiaoshi's mother called and said that she wanted to see him for the last time and asked him to go home as soon as possible. Shen Xiaoshi did not know, so, just to ask, the other party has hung up the phone, and then how to call can not get through.

This situation is really strange. Although we haven't seen it for many years, although the heart knot is still the same, Shen Xiaoshi is afraid that something really happened to his mother, so he asks for leave in a hurry, stops a taxi and goes to the old house.

But when he opened the door, he was stupid

"My mother cut that man to death with an ax." He hugged himself more tightly, his voice was hoarse, and he was puzzled. "The whole ground is covered with blood, and the brain flowers are all cut out. She said she wanted to die after seeing me for the last time. How can this happen, brother Feng? Can't you leave him? Why put yourself in it? If I had left the animal more than ten years earlier, where would he have been today? "

I didn't expect this development. I thought the most important thing was that his mother suddenly got seriously ill and asked him to go back to see the last part of the family ethics drama. I didn't expect to jump to the suspense and murder for a long time.

"Now that I know it, I can't see her die. I advised her to surrender and personally took her to the police station. " He sobbed. "I've been dealing with her for the last two days, dealing with the police, dealing with the man's best relatives, and hiding from my brother. I'm only twenty-three. Why? I haven't sorted out my own affairs. I can't accept this... "

As if he could not help it at last, he buried his face in his knee like a kitten and sobbed in a low voice. With a sigh in my heart, I went over and gently hugged him and stroked his back.

"It's OK. We're here."

Wei lion leaned against the door with a cigarette in his mouth. His face was gloomy. He had been listening for a long time.

He looked like he wanted to come and was afraid to come over. At last, he breathed out a mouthful of white smoke and turned to the window again. He should not know how to comfort Shen Xiaoshi.

"Brother Feng, can I ask you something..." After crying for a long time, Shen Xiaoshi raised his head with tears and sucked his nose. "It's ok if you don't agree."

The children are pitiful like this. If they don't agree with him, how can they deserve the sound of "brother" he called me?

I took out two pieces of paper to wipe his tears, and said in a soft voice, "you can say it."

"Can I Ask lawyer Sheng to defend my mother? "

Shen Xiaoshi felt it when I moved. He held my hand and said, "I know he is very powerful and expensive, but I will pay for it. I saved 100000 yuan, if not, I can write IOU Whether it's hundreds of thousands, millions, I'm willing to pay. " His eyes flushed, "she gave birth to me, raised me, I hate her, but I can't die."

I understand what he means and I understand his request, but the problem is Sheng min gull doesn't have to listen to me.

Last time for Wei Shi, I have used the only one favor, this time I really don't know how to call him. Especially recently, his temper is still so strange. Shen Xiaoshi's going to ask him for help himself is much more useful than I am.

But in the face of Shen Xiaoshi's expectant eyes, I can't refuse in any case.

Finally, I patted the back of his hand, nodded and said, "OK, I'll talk for you."

Since he owes once, I can always make him owe it again.

After returning home from Shen Xiaoshi, I thought hard all night. At seven o'clock the next day, I called Sheng Minou - I knew that he was awake.

"I'll help you win Ms. Yang's case. Can you do me a favor?" As soon as the phone rang, I said first.

Sheng min gull may feel speechless. After a long silence, he used a arrogant and natural way of saying: "I could have won."

"You can win me faster." After a pause, he added, "maybe you can add more money."

I listen to him very disdainful appearance, also not angry, continued: "you don't want me to help you, then I let you go whoring again, the effect is the same."

That head breathes a suffocation, Sheng min gull says coldly: "no need."

"So you'd better let me help you, don't you?" I suddenly pulled the distance from my mobile phone. "If you don't make a sound, I'll take it as you agree? Hello? Suddenly, the signal is not good. Why Hello, helloPretending to "hello" a few times, I quickly hung up.

At the end of the call, I took a long breath, and then I was a little angry.

"Don't you want to go whoring for fear that I will poison you?" I left my cell phone aside and fell asleep.