Flying Gulls Never Land

I think Sheng min Ou didn't care about my life and death for ten years. After all, his attitude was cold enough to make people tremble.

But what if it's not what it looks like?

After saying goodbye to Lao Huang, I walked home and went through the supermarket to buy a pack of cigarettes and several cans of beer.

Although drinking is harmful, such a mood at night is really suitable for him to get drunk.

Lighting tobacco, spitting out the pungent smoke in the export, memory gradually returns to ten years ago.

I rarely recall what happened that day, but today I can't help thinking about the details.

After two months, Sheng min Ou finally picked up my call.

I don't know if it's a sign of peace, but I'm so happy and excited that I even pinched myself to see if I was dreaming.

"Brother..."

He answered my phone, I was ecstatic, but soon began to be unsatisfied, if not the phone. If he himself stands in front of me, I can hold him and make fun of him and tell him his grievances, so that he can't push me away.

"Lu Feng, don't send those things again." On the other end of the phone came Sheng min Ou's familiar and indifferent voice.

I clenched my cell phone and said in a hoarse voice, "have you seen it all?"

Those care about him, and his apology of the text messages, those nagging, even I feel stupid things, he has read?

Sheng min gull said: "no, I don't have time to see, and I don't need those things, so don't send them again."

He doesn't need my care, he doesn't need my stupid flattery, he even I'm not needed.

Realizing this, I was a little frustrated.

"Well, I won't do it."

I bent over, drooped my eyes, lost interest, and the joy of being able to talk to Sheng min OU on the phone, but for a moment all turned bitter.

There was a moment's silence at the other end: "that's it."

When I was stunned, my back suddenly straightened up and said in a hurry: "brother, I I want to see you. Please, let me meet you! I can't do anything. I just want to see you and see if you're ok... "

I haven't been separated from him since I was born. I miss him so much.

The phone didn't hang up, but Sheng min Ou didn't make a sound again.

"See if I'm doing well?" All of a sudden, Sheng min gull whispered and seemed to be laughing, "the world is meaningless to me, and it doesn't matter whether it's good or not."

"Brother..."

The world may be meaningless to him, and people in this world are dispensable, but he is very important to me, very important.

I want to convey my thoughts to him. I want to tell him how much I value him, but he will not care. Maybe he will think me ridiculous.

"Yes. When you get closer to the abyss, you won't see it. "

When I came to my senses, I heard him murmur to himself.

The meaning of his words is not clear, what fear what abyss, I did not understand his meaning, some doubts in my heart. But without waiting for me to ask again, a big piece of good news hit me - he agreed with me.

"I'll see you in the ruins at five tomorrow afternoon." He said, "don't be late or too early."

The ruins are not far from my home. They are the places where I made mistakes when I was a child. Since I can remember, the huge uncompleted building has been standing there. It seems that it was originally intended to build a commercial building, but I don't know why it suddenly stopped working for many years.

The first time I hid there, the whole family found that I was missing. They were anxious to look for me everywhere. They also called all my classmates' homes and asked if they had met me.

My mother was so anxious that she thought I had been abducted by a human trafficker. In fact, I fell asleep accidentally. When I wake up again, the sky has been blackened, a torch straight into my eyes, shining me all over the little stars.

“…… Lu Feng I covered my eyes and listened to the voice of Sheng min gull coming from behind the white light.

In such a dark day, the road is not easy to walk. I really don't know how he found that place.

Sheng Minou didn't ask why I was hiding there, nor did he show the excitement or indignation to find me. He just took my hand and quietly left the ruins with a bunch of flashlight.

When I got home, Sheng min Ou called my parents who were still looking for me outside. I only knew that the matter was big. I was scared for a moment.

My parents came back soon. I thought I was going to have a mixed doubles game. I hid behind Sheng min gull and refused to come out. But what I didn't expect was that my mother would forget it. Even my father just said two words to me, asking me not to run around next time, and then let me go like that.

When I was a child, I felt lucky that I had survived. When I grew up, I realized that the few hours I was missing was nothing to me, but it was like a year for them. Maybe thousands of bad possibilities have been thought about in my mind. So when I appeared in front of them perfectly, how could they bear to scold me again.

Ah, it doesn't beat me. No wonder I'm so bold when I grow up.I remember I asked Sheng min gull how he knew I was hiding in the ruins.

He thought it over and said it was intuition.

When he was intuitive, I took it as a feeling between brothers. When he was frustrated and unhappy, he would always hide there, and he could always find me again and again.

It can be said that it is the secret base of Shengmin gull and me. It is a special existence with special significance.

Sheng min Ou asked me to meet, I was naturally happy, but also a little strange why he offered in that place.

I tossed and turned all night thinking about Sheng min gull. Excited and anxious, I couldn't sleep any more the next morning and got up to go to the ruins.

Yes, although Sheng min Ou asked me in the afternoon, I couldn't wait to see him. I planned to wait there early.

I packed my bags, packed my backpack with bread and water, ready to go out.

Just then, I received a strange call.

I have never seen that group of numbers. The display is local. It has been ringing for a long time.

I am puzzled to pick up a listen, that end unexpectedly is Qi Yang.

"How could you have my number?" I held my cell phone tightly and sat down on the sofa with my backpack. I was completely covered by a dark fire.

Qi Yang didn't answer my question. His tone was full of sympathy and pity, as if he was the elder brother who grew up with me and cared about me a lot.

"I've read all the messages you sent to Sheng min ou. He didn't return any of them to you, poor little man."

He stabbed me with painful feet, and the knot was solid and good. I have to say that he is really a master of speech arts and knows the secret of irritating others.

"It's none of your business. You don't have to worry about us." I grind teeth, dark hate, if Qi Yang in front of me, I can spit in his face.

"Did he meet you today?"

"How do you know?" I exclaimed

A lot of thoughts flashed in my mind. The thing we met was Sheng min Ou yesterday. How could Qi Yang know? Is it difficult to Is Sheng Minou telling him?

But even said, why did Qi Yang call me now? Demonstrating with me for provocation?

"You can come earlier, I'll tell you what you don't understand."

As soon as I heard that he even knew the location, he was in a big mess: "is it Shengmin gull and you said that?"

There seemed to be a voice screaming in his heart: "told him... Not only about the text message, but also about our secret base? How could he do that? How could he do that? "

Qi Yang chuckled, the voice through the eardrum, raised a cold discomfort, like a snake spitting a long letter in my ear.

"Come on, I'll wait for you." With that, he hung up.

I held my cell phone tightly, watched the call record on the screen for less than five minutes, took a deep breath, and was about to go out with my backpack.

As I scanned the spring knife on the tea table, I was stunned, pondered for a moment, and finally grabbed it and put it into my trouser pocket.

"Where are you going so early?" My mother came out of the house with a sleepy face.

I sulked and walked out: "go out for a while and come back soon."

My mother stood still, and for a long time she said tentatively, "are you going to find your brother?"

"No I put on my shoes, looked up and laughed at her and left.

When I got to the ruins of the uncompleted building, I just got into the crack of the metal baffle, and heard Qi Yang's voice above my head.

"Here He stood at the top, waving his arms at me.

I pursed my lips and went upstairs.

Only half of the uncompleted building has been built. The concrete structure has been poured, and none of the rest has been moved. On the ground, there are residual steel bars and domestic garbage. Because there is no wall, it is very transparent and bright.

Qi Yang is waiting for me on the top floor.

Different from the previous times, he didn't wear spectacles that day, and his hair seemed to have been carefully taken care of. At first glance, I almost didn't recognize him.

"Poor, I'm glad you're here."

But when I opened my mouth, I knew that he was still him, that psychopath.

"Come on, what do you want?" I put down my backpack, warily not very close to him.

Qi Yang laughed and walked slowly towards me: "Sheng min Ou also asked me today."

I was at a loss for a moment. Before I knew what he meant, I listened to him and said, "he wants me to kill you."

At that moment, the blood of the whole body seemed to coagulate. It was the midsummer. The cicadas on the treetops below could be heard for hundreds of miles, but my hands and feet could not help getting cold.

Qi Yang's words are really funny and ridiculous, but it is undeniable that the impact is not small.

After the panic, anger came to my heart.

"No way." I met him and grabbed his shirt. "You don't talk nonsense!"Qi Yang was still smiling: "imagine what better way to solve the two problems at once? We both lose and die here. It's the best ending for him

I was shaken by his words.

"Stop it."

"Monsters have no heart. Don't you know how much weight you have in his heart? " Even if I grabbed the collar, he was not afraid, "how could he love you? He doesn't even know what love is. "

"Shut up!"

I hit Qi Yang's face fiercely. He staggered two steps, steadied himself, and touched the corner of his mouth with bleeding skin. His smile was even more strange.

"You look funny now." He slowly picked up a steel bar from the ground, "originally I should hide here, kill you, and then bury you. But I suddenly felt that it was a bit boring. What's the meaning of walking alone in the abyss? I have to pull Sheng min gull into the abyss together

When you really see fear, you won't get close to the abyss.

Sheng min gull's vague words flashed in his mind. Did he really want Qi Yang to kill me?

"You can let me tie you up, or you can hide here quietly and watch me kill him or he kill me." He held the steel bar in his hand and laughed wildly. "Anyway, he will be taken to hell by me."

He's crazy. He's really crazy.

Thinking like this, I rushed to grab the steel bar in his hand. We tumbled on the ground, and the dust choked our noses and fell into our eyes.

I was a bit blindfolded, and he took the opportunity to strangle my neck with steel bars and put me under my body.

Neck sharp pain, two feet kicking, in my eyes black to breathe, neck strength suddenly a loose, Qi Yang has no reason to loosen the clamp on me.

In my pants pocket, the spring knife that I took in case fell out because of the violent action, and it was just reached by me.

My neck was burning hot and painful. For the first time, I felt that the air was so sweet.

In a panic, the spring knife stabbed into the meat. For a moment, time seemed to be still. Qi Yang looked down at his side abdomen, and blood flowed out along the edge of the knife.

He staggered to his feet, and there was no knife wound on his body. The steel bar was raised high and was about to fall. I rolled on the spot, narrowly avoiding a blow.

But he didn't let me go. He came to fight with me again.

"As long as I don't die, I will haunt Sheng min gull all my life." There was blood in his teeth, and his smile was ferocious. "He will never get rid of me, forever!"

I can tell from his expression that what he said is true.

He will not let Sheng min gull go, he will lure him to fall into the abyss, never return to the sun.

"You dream!" I roared, holding the knife inserted into his abdomen and pulling it out. Suddenly, warm blood splashed on my hand, sticky.

He groaned, covering the wound and trying to open the distance with me. I caught up with him from behind and stabbed him in the back of his waist, thinking only that he could not get close to Shengmin gull again.

Blood splashed on the face, Qi Yang screamed, and then began to laugh.

"You are such a wretch He, he can never love you, but you have to do this for him? " He turned and whipped a stick on my arm.

I had a sharp pain in my wrist, and I couldn't hold the knife.

Qi Yang again rushed to me, and I grabbed the steel bar he had attacked with the only hand I had left. Unconsciously, the two men struggled to the edge without protective fence.

"Can you protect him for a while and for a lifetime?" He asked.

The sharp top of the steel bar was a little close to my eye. I gritted my teeth and forced two words out of my throat.

"I can." With a hard push, I pushed him out.

The last second he grinned grimly was still reflected in front of my eyes, and then the next second, everything happened too fast. In the blink of an eye, Qi Yang's foot sprained and he fell off the edge of the flat floor.

I subconsciously wanted to catch him, but it was too late.

He disappeared from my eyes, full of seven or eight stories high, fell back down on a piece of gravel. I threw myself at the edge and looked down. He was bleeding from his mouth and nose. He didn't die at once. Instead, he opened his eyes and gazed at me for a moment, then slowly closed his eyes.

I sat down on the ground, stupidly wondering what to do next. All of a sudden, I heard the mobile phone ringing, looked around for a long time, and then determined that it was from my backpack.

Tired to move to the backpack, open the zipper, found that Sheng min gull message.

Remember to be on time, he said.