Flying Gulls Never Land

I used to want to have a little dog. When I was about seven years old, I was just in grade one.

Our family lives on the wrong side. There are a lot of wasteland and ruins around us. Maybe the dogs were raised on the construction site before. The workers left, but the dogs were not taken away. They have been breeding there for generations, struggling to survive. Some are still friendly to human beings, and some have gradually recovered their wildness. My mother always told me to stay away from there for fear that I would be bitten by a dog.

My primary school is still close to home. When I was in grade one, Sheng Minou was in grade five. We had a short time in the same school. We would go home together after school.

Boys less than ten are naughty. According to the normal route, we should bypass the ruins and take the road home, but that would make a big circle, about five minutes more. So when I found a corner of the blue iron fence of the ruins, I had a bold idea to go straight through it.

Sheng min Ou naturally disagrees. He seldom agrees with my suggestion since he was a child.

"No going in."

We stood at the gap in the fence and there was a disagreement.

"But I want to go in..." I glanced inside the fence, and then looked at Sheng min gull with a heavy face. "You go home from the road. I'll walk inside. Shall we see who gets home first?"

Sheng min gull frowned, his eyes had already risen impatiently: "I said, do not go in."

When I was a child, I didn't always listen to his words.

I know he doesn't want me in, but he has to be a bit adventurous. So, like a boat sailing away into the ocean, I would not head back into the gap, pretending not to hear his warning.

"That's settled, brother. I must be faster than you!"

The ruins of the road is not easy to walk, the ground has not yet had time to pave cement, are still uneven soil. But that's exactly what I am, an adventurer. I was running fast on the mud, open arms, facing the breeze, happy as if the deer had stepped on the green grass for the first time.

Then, just then, I heard a tender, tender cry.

I stopped and looked at the sound source.

It took me more time to get home than I expected, and when I got to the door, Sheng min Ou was already waiting there, his face was not very good, and saw me turn upstairs without saying a word.

"Brother, wait for me." I quickly follow, schoolbag heavy pressure in the shoulder, suddenly from inside a small dog barking.

Walking in front of the Sheng min gull suddenly stopped, I grabbed the backpack belt, nervous.

He turned back and his eyes fell behind me: "what sound?"

"I didn't hear that..."

As if against me, the voice did not fall, the backpack came out of a louder call, accompanied by an uncomfortable sob.

In Sheng min gull see through everything, I pout, helplessly put down the backpack, from which to pick up the little guy from the ruins.

The little guy is yellow with a little black face and tail tip. He is an authentic local dog.

"Brother, are you cute? Shall we take it home? " I hold up the dog, close to Sheng min gull, a face to please.

Sheng min gull took another step up the steps, away from me and my dog.

"Mom won't agree."

I hold the dog in my arms, not very basic airway: "never mind, my mother loves me the most, she will agree."

Sheng min gull looked at me, and then looked at the little dog. Without saying anything more, he turned and went on.

It turns out that no matter how much my mother loves me, she can't tolerate the sudden addition of a dirty, unidentified, parasite free little Terrier at home.

When she came home and found the dog, she screamed that I should throw it out. I had a fierce quarrel with her, locked myself in the house with the dog in my arms, and cried heartbroken.

Later, my father came back. After understanding the general situation and contradiction, he knocked on the door and asked me to go out for dinner.

My father is always reasonable, I listen to his tone feel drama, busy wipe away tears, opened the door.

The atmosphere of the whole meal was depressed, and everyone seemed to be in no mood to chat. To nearly finished, my father pickling rice to my mother: "since small maple like, or stay to raise it?"

I don't know where this sentence pricked my mother's feet. She was black faced, put down her chopsticks heavily, and rebuffed her back without politeness: "raise and raise, you should raise everything! Have you ever thought about how I feel? Who can't be a good person, but do you have the ability and the financial resources to be? What do you think our family is, millionaires? We're just working class. It's hard to raise two children. Do you want a dog? " She seemed to be talking about dogs, but she seemed not to say, "besides, you don't know that I hate things with hair loss most. Seeing cats and dogs makes you headache. I might be able to accept a bird, a dog, I will not allow it

My father also broke down: "if you don't support, don't raise it. If you have something to say, why does this attitude hurt the child's heart?"

"I hurt the child's heart? I'm a bad guy now, right? I don't have a heart, do I

I was very scared by the growing quarrel between my parents. They looked like two strangers who had never met before."Stop fighting!" I was so upset that I wrinkled my face and cried at the table, which made the scene even more chaotic.

My father gasped for breath, a little by my cry call back to reason, trying to use a peaceful voice to let Sheng min Ou take me back to the house to do homework.

Sheng min gull said "good" and took my hand and went to the house.

As soon as he closed, the restaurant erupted into a row, mostly my mother's voice, repressed, irritable and angry.

I picked up the dog sleeping in the corner and sat down on the bed with tears in my eyes. I had a premonition that I might not be able to keep it.

"Put the dog down and take out the homework."

My room is bigger. Besides bed and wardrobe, I have room for a desk. When doing homework, Sheng min ou will do it together in my room so that I can ask him what I don't understand. My whole primary school work is basically Sheng min Ou tutoring, parents can say extremely worry free.

"Oh, don't..." Before I was ten years old, I was very stubborn, and had a tendency to be arrogant. Then my dad passed away, and the family experienced great changes, which successfully pushed this trend back. Later, although still stubborn, but also only in the matter of Sheng min gull.

Sheng min gull has limited patience and, despite my refusal, reaches out to grab the dog in my arms.

The dog is frightened, or sensing Sheng min gull's dislike for him, and bites into the palm of Sheng min gull in confusion.

Sheng min gull quickly retracted his hand, and the little finger connected to the side of the palm by the dog's teeth draw two bloodstains, not serious, but still let me panic.

"How are you, brother?" I left the dog and anxiously went up to see the wound.

Sheng Minou holds his wrist and looks down at his bleeding wound. There is no expression on his face.

I exhaled at his wound and asked again, "brother, does it hurt?"

Sheng min Ou didn't seem to hear my question. He was still there for a long time.

At the same time, outside came the parents' quarrel, my mother also broke the bowl.

"What do you think this is, a homeless shelter? If you want to raise me, I'll leave. I can't afford to be provoked, but can't I hide? "

"I don't want to argue with you..."

"Who wants to quarrel with you?"

Sheng min gull suddenly moved, he waved me away and went to the bedside table: "I don't like it."

I was stunned and rushed to his side: "brother, I'm sorry..."

Sheng min Ou took a few paper towels and pressed them on his wound. The bright red color quickly surfaced from the surface of the tissue. He didn't seem to feel pain. He didn't frown. He crossed me to the door.

"One stray animal at home is enough." He whispered in my ear as he passed me.

I looked back in amazement. At that time, I couldn't understand exactly what he meant. Later, when I grew up, I realized that I had missed the best time to comfort him.

Sheng min gull opened the door and went to his panting parents and told them that he had been bitten by a dog.

My father was very nervous when he heard the speech and immediately said that he would take him for injection.

"You see, you can bite people now, and you can still grow up? This kind of dog is not familiar. " My mom took this opportunity to make a mockery.

My father ignored her, went into the house with a straight face, took the money and the key, and took Sheng Minou to the hospital.

They didn't come back until late at night. As soon as I heard the key unlock, I opened the door. When I saw Sheng Minou, I called him "brother" in a low voice. As a result, he didn't look at me and went straight back to my room.

My father locked the door, glanced at the quiet direction of the master bedroom and asked me why I hadn't slept.

"I want to wait for you to come back..." I was staring at the ground nervously.

My dad sighed and took me into my room to show him the puppy.

I took the dog out from under the desk, stroked its head and said, "I think it's pathetic. It's He wagged his tail at me, and his mother couldn't be found nearby, so I brought him back

My father took me to sit down by the bed and said in a gentle and deliberative way: "dad knows that you are a kind and good child, but now my mother doesn't agree to have a dog, and my brother is bitten by it again. My father thinks about it and thinks that it may not be suitable to stay in our house."

I had been prepared in my heart, but I was no longer stubborn this time. I gently nodded my head and said, "well..."

My father touched my head and continued: "Dad's unit just lacks a guard dog. In this way, my father will take it to the unit tomorrow and keep it there later. Do you think so?"

My father took the dog from my hand, took it out to feed some leftovers, and put an old clothes in the bathroom to make a temporary nest.

"Let it make it a night here." My father stood up and told me to go back to bed early.

Passing the door of Shengmin gull, I stepped forward and stared at his closed door for a moment. Finally, I did not dare to knock on the door. I turned back to my house and closed the door.

The next day, the dog was taken to the unit by my father. Shengmin gull had a high fever due to the side effects of the vaccine, so he had to ask for leave to rest at home.From then on, I also lost my pet dream.

Open your eyes, the scene seems to be spinning in front of you, your ears are buzzing, and you have a layer of hot sweat on your body.

Hearing the sound of turning the page beside me, I slightly turned my head and saw Sheng min Ou leaning on the head of the bed, reading a professional book on law.

I looked at him for a while and called him, "brother..." His voice was rusty and hoarse.

Sheng min gull's turning page stopped and looked at me.

"Would you like some water?"

I shook my head and hastened to explain to him, "that cat, I'll find someone else to adopt. I won't keep it for a long time."

He looked at me for a while, and returned his attention to the book.

"Whatever you want."

I reached out from the quilt and gently pulled his sleeve.

"I'll just have you."

He looked at the pages in front of him, as if he were reading, but he did not.

"Do you think I can't hold a cat, or are you afraid I'll hurt it?"

I pulled at his sleeve a little more, almost pulling his hand off the book.

"No, I don't want it..." I gazed at the small half of his face from behind the book and chuckled, "I just want you."

Sheng min Ou didn't speak again for a long time and didn't turn the page.

"Brother, can you kiss me?" I still pull his sleeve, like a sick child, with him.

After a while, as if there was no way to take me, he folded the book upside down, bent over and dropped a kiss on my lips.

I grabbed his arm and, just as I was about to look back, he backed away without any hesitation.

"It's still burning. You'd better sleep a little longer."

He picked up the book again and began to read. There was no sign that he would continue to be warm with me at all. I leaned towards him with my shriveled mouth and buried my face in his waist.

"Then you will accompany me." I held him in my arms.