Flying Gulls Never Land

The air is hot and shortness of breath. I bit the hem of my sweater and put a cowboy jacket against my nose to smell it.

the smell of men's perfume has long been dissipated. Besides the smell of logs in the wardrobe, there is no smell at all. The higher the mood, the more chaotic the brain.

Sweat seeps from the forehead and the tip of the tongue against the wet cloth.

Not enough, or not enough

The impatience that I couldn't let out made me throw off my coat, grabbed the silk handkerchief and pressed it on my mouth and nose, breathing like an asthmatic.

When the breath of tobacco flowed into my lungs through the respiratory tract, I felt as if I was hit by an electric current. I was extremely happy from my body to my heart.

The eyelashes trembled a few times, and the body fell back into the bed like clouds. I loosened my sweater, half closed my eyes and looked at the old fan on the ceiling, panting wearily.

Cover your face with a silk handkerchief and see everything through the thin fabric like a layer of fog.

According to Freud, dream is the carrier of Yu hope, and the meaning lies in the satisfaction of desire.

When I first dreamt of doing AI with Sheng min gull, I woke up in horror and found my lower body was sticky. I feel ashamed of what happened in my dream, and the huge shame lashed my body and mind, and told me that I just want to lock this dream into the bottom of my heart and never touch it again.

The more you want to suppress it, the more you can't ignore it.

Class, eating, bathing, any brain empty, it is possible to let it into the void. If there are demons in the world, this absurd dream is the bait to lure me to fall.

Qi Yang is the arrow that shoots me into the abyss.

I don't know what I think in my heart, confused by the feelings of Sheng min gull, this uncertainty makes me suffer day and night. Finally, one day, I decided to solve the problem by myself and put an end to it.

I left school late self-study run to find Sheng min gull, when entering the old tube building, the tension in the heart, or in the dark premonition. Let me take it easy.

Up to the floor where Sheng min Ou rented, there was a faint light in the corridor, and I heard two men arguing.

"Qiyang, don't bother me again."

Ear tip micro motion, this voice I will never mistake, is Sheng min gull.

"Don't drive me away I know what kind of person you are. It doesn't matter. I accept it completely and tolerate it completely... "

Another voice is also very familiar, especially that kind of artificial gentle tone, let my stomach a burst of discomfort. It's the psychopath.

I quickly recognized Qi Yang. The conversation between them aroused my curiosity. I did not speak out and chose to peek out my head secretly and watch the two people in the dark.

Sheng min Ou stands in front of the half open door, Qi Yang is very close to him. There was a dim sensor light on their heads, and the corridors were hidden in the dark.

"You can do anything to me, as long as you are happy, I will never resist..." Qi Yang kneels down slowly and opens the hem of his clothes to reveal the belly of red mango.

I don't know what's there, but Sheng min gull didn't move his eyes after half a day. It seems that he is stunned and seems to be I was fascinated.

Qi Yang's face showed a successful smile, took Sheng min gull's hand, devout, as if a faithful believer, kiss on his fingertips.

"You can use my blood as wine, my meat as bread, stir on the bed and spray Yu Wang on my wound..." He affectionately released Sheng min gull's fingers and stroked the place where his words gradually reacted.

"I will scream bitterly and cry for mercy, but I will." Qi Yang's bewitchment continued. He slowly untied the button between Shengmin gull's crotch. His eyes were greedy and his expression was excited, "a Sheng, I love you I love you so much... "

With my eyes wide open, my fingers clenched the safety door under my palm. Suddenly, countless voices appeared in my mind. They screamed one after another. Let me kick Qi Yang out of that psychopath and let him stay away from Sheng min ou.

In front of my eyes, it looks like a layer of blood. I'm ready to show my skills and beat the abnormal. Shengmin gull over there kicks him out first.

Qi Yang bumped into the opposite wall, covered his stomach and curled up. His mouth groaned unbearably, which seemed quite painful.

But he could still laugh: "yes, that's it Don't suppress yourself, cough... "

Sheng min gull Mou color is gloomy, sneer way: "you think you know me very well?" He stood there, leisurely buttoned up the button that was untied by Qi Yang, zipped up, and spit with thin lips, "roll."

He turned and entered the room, the door closed so hard that even the faint light shook twice.

Qi Yang stares at the closed door and laughs. With his smile, his abdomen is covered tightly with blood, which is stained with the fabric.

You deserve it.

I silently raised the corners of my lips, and my heart was filled with joy.

It seems that Qi Yang will not leave in a short time, and Sheng min Ou doesn't seem to be in the mood to talk to me. After weighing the pros and cons, I finally decided to go back first.Walking downstairs, I looked back at the location of Sheng min Ou's rental house. There is a light, an ordinary incandescent lamp, but it seems to have some magic, let me always look at it.

Qiyang and Shengmin gull play riddles that make me a little anxious, it's like there is a world, only they can enter, but I have to be blocked out.

Like Qi Yang, I used to think I knew Sheng min gull very well, but it seems that this is not the case. I am just a person who deserves to be spitted by Sheng min Gull: "you think you know me well".

After returning home, the head teacher reported my truant behavior to my mother, which led her to bombard me in my ear for half an hour.

She said that she suffered so much for me. Why can't I understand something? It's easy to say that my dad is dead. I don't have to work hard to discipline me.

In order to avoid her nagging, I hid in the bathroom.

"If you have Sheng min gull as good as reading, I will be relieved!" Her voice came through the door.

I splashed cold water to wash my face. In my mind, the dream and reality reflected each other. At one time, it was Sheng min gull's fierce breathing, while the greedy eyes of Qiyang in the corridor.

Water drips from the tip of my hair, I hold the washing table to raise my face, a little stupefied. Whether it's face or my own face, I've been familiar with it for more than ten years. I have to think whether Qi Yang followed me back home.

My face was pale, my eyes were red, my lips were tight, and my brows were more sinister.

I and Qi Yang's eyes are so similar, greed, jealousy, love This eye contains all the complex feelings for Sheng min gull. Why should I go to find him to solve the problem? The answer has been written in my eyes for a long time.

I'm the same as Qi Yang's pervert.

I was quite stimulated by this cognition. My mood was up and down, and I hit the mirror with a fist.

Blood streamed down the cobweb like crack. My mother opened the door and burst in. She screamed in horror at what I had done.

"Maple, blood Blood! Why are you so impulsive Mother said it nonsense, and she will never say it again. "

She thought it was her words that hurt my sensitive heart, and she did not dare to compare me with Shengmin gull.

She didn't know that my self-esteem was good and crumbling. It was my self righteous "Brotherhood" to Shengmin gull for more than ten years.

Ever since I knew that Fang Lei was an old king who came to visit the green grassland above the head of Shengmin gull, I paid special attention to him. Every time he comes to the pawnshop, I have to talk to him more. After a long time, even Shen Xiaoshi felt strange and asked me if I was also subject to the charm of "shage", otherwise why I was so happy when others came.

This he is opening his eyes to talk nonsense, I am at most a little excited, happy not yet.

“…… He wants to go, the boss does not let go, so the deadlock. If you want me to tell you what's wrong with staying in your own company, how difficult it is to start your own business. "

Fang Lei said the two or three things about him and his golden master Bai Fumei. When it comes to Sheng min gull, it's a long time. In short, Sheng min Ou wants to jump out of Meiteng and work alone. Bai Fumi's father doesn't allow him.

Sheng min gull can have today all depends on this big boss, also not easy to make too ugly, so let's just stand still.

"Not everyone likes to eat soft food as much as you do." Shen Xiaoshi joked, "did Bai Fumei really fall in love with you?"

"She said yesterday that she would elope with me to Europe." Fang Lei said with a smile, "I love her fiance a little bit. I regard him as a hand weighing tool at will. My daughter wants to elope with others on his back. Besides working, he has no hobbies. How failed he is in this life. Ha ha ha ha..."

I stare at his smiling face and lean back to the back of the chair. I can't help laughing.

"It was a failure."

Ten years in prison, I had the best friendship with three people - Wei Shi, Shen Xiaoshi and monkey.

On the day I got out of prison, Wei Shi and Shen Xiaoshi came to pick me up. The monkey was in another city because he wanted to stop shooting star gossip, so he didn't have time to come back.

Monkey is not his real name, but he is small and thin, with thick body hair, just like a monkey, which is called "monkey".

Monkey doesn't like to be called his real name, because his real name is Yi Dazhuang, which is quite inconsistent with his personal image. Every time someone calls him "Dazhuang", he always thinks that the other party is making fun of him.

Monkey was a private detective before he went in. However, unlike Sherlock Holmes and pollow, he did not deal with homicide cases, but only helped Mrs. and Mr. Fu to catch the third in the investigation of extramarital affairs.

One time, when he was helping a rich lady to take a picture of her husband's secret lover in his villa, he accidentally clashed with the villa security guard and hit the other person on the nose. When his story came to light, Mrs. rich drew a line with him. He was charged with intentional wounding and illegal invasion. He finally paid for his money and spent a year and a half in prison.

Because of his professional relationship, there are many stories about him who are full of bullshit, and he has a strong desire to express himself. Over time, he has become a recognized crosstalk master in prison 67.

After lunch, leisure time, where there is him, where there are endless jokes. As a result, Wei Shi and Shen Xiaoshi missed him after he left for a year and a half.After the monkey got out of prison, he stopped doing his old job and became a paparazzi instead.

I think it's also very good. It doesn't mean that I'm completely oblivious to my own craftsmanship.

After we got out of prison, although he and I had made friends with each other, we seldom had time to chat except to give our friends compliments and say hello on festivals.

So when I called him and asked him out to talk about a deal, he was a little surprised.