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She nodded and looked down at her hands on her knees. "After resection, do you want chemotherapy again?"

She knew a little about the treatment process, because she had experienced it in her last life.

"Well, yes."

She stopped talking, thinking about the memory of receiving chemotherapy, as if it was only yesterday Just this time, she changed to the one she loved the most.

She still remembers that there was a lot of hair loss wrapped around her comb, that there were more things to vomit than to eat, and that her mouth was too ulcerated to eat Thinking that Beichuan had to go through all this, she was almost out of breath.

That night, after Song's mother knew the news, she rushed home angrily, venting all her grief and anger on Lin Xiaoqing's head.

"How did you become a wife? My good son is entrusted to you to take care of him. What kind of care have you become? Gastric cancer? Gastric cancer?! What do you usually give him She was so angry and furious that she almost beat her daughter-in-law.

"Mom, that's enough." Song Beichuan is sitting on the sofa with his daughter in his arms and makes a voice impatiently to stop him.

"What's enough? Do you think you just have a cold? Gastric cancer! You've only been married for a few years. She got you stomach cancer. What about ten years later? Ten years later, my life will be gone! "

"My illness has nothing to do with her. Don't talk nonsense." He closed his eyes, took a deep breath, took a deep breath.

"How can it be irrelevant? Have you had any diseases in your family for more than 20 years? Have I ever made you sick? " Song's mother crossed her waist. She was more angry than Lin Xiaoqing had ever seen.

But she could fully understand her mother-in-law's idea, so she just sat there quietly, accepting all the accusations, without any intention of refuting.

Perhaps, as her mother-in-law said, she is the culprit. Whether she didn't take good care of song Beichuan or the God of fate found Beichuan to punish her, it was her fault.

She even began to believe that without her, life in Beichuan would not have been so full of twists and turns, no matter in the past or now.

Her heart was aching, but she couldn't shed a tear.

Song's mother later scolded a few ugly words, but when she heard them, she just stared blankly in front of her and couldn't find the focal length.

"Is that enough?" Song Beichuan put Xixi aside and roared angrily: "if I blame Xiaoqing for this, will my illness be cured? Or do you think that when something happens, someone has to shoulder the blame? "

Song Beichuan wanted to be filial. This was the first time in his life that he lost his temper with his mother. His mother was stunned and speechless.

"Now that something has happened, is it hard to face it and get rid of it?" He continued: "why do you come here to point at Xiaoqing? How does it help you to say so much? It just makes the atmosphere worse, makes Xiaoqing feel more guilty and makes me feel worse. "

With that, he got up and went back to his bedroom, slamming the door, leaving three people looking at each other in the living room, at a loss.

Finally, mother song goes back with worry and anger, while Xixi is coquettish and confused.

Lin Xiaoqing tried to smile, embarrassed and bitter smile, touched Xi Xi's small face, "let's go, Mommy will accompany you to sleep."

At the moment, she really wants to know whether, no matter how many times she has been reborn, everything she loves is bound to be broken in her hands?

If this is the true meaning of fate, then she would rather have nothing, really, she wanted nothing

"Mommy?" Xixi suddenly reached out and touched her face, "Mommy, don't cry, Mommy, don't cry, shame Shame... "

In order to take care of the company's big and small chores, song Beichuan was two days late for hospitalization, and decided to accept the operation on the day of admission.

As for his illness, he didn't confess. He just said lightly that his digestive system had some problems, so he had to do some minor surgery.

Colleagues doubted that he was there, and even ridiculed him, saying, "it's mysterious. It must be a shameful operation!"

Song Beichuan stopped and just laughed it off, then echoed, "yes, yes, while that place has not been exposed, we should cut it off as soon as possible."

He acted like the usual joking boss, just like before.

Although concealing the truth makes him feel guilty and uneasy, and he always feels as if he doesn't trust his employees, he thinks that his cancer is bad enough. Why should he bring those negative effects into the company?

The night before admission, they sent Xixi to song's mother. When she came back, Lin Xiaoqing sat by the bed and carefully enlarged the daily necessities for him.

Song Beichuan is lying on his side with his cheek in his hand, quietly looking at her elegant and delicate back, and suddenly has a strange feeling of separation from reality.

He didn't know how to describe his thoughts at the moment, which was an experience he had never had before.

Shakespeare once had a day, after a major injury, will completely change a person's character.

He can't imagine that when he comes back to this society and home again, will he still be himself at the moment? Even He was not sure whether he had a chance to go home."Do you know what my first thought was?" He began abruptly.

"Well?" She turned her head slightly and glanced at him. "What did you say?"

"It is..." He waved his hand and made meaningless gestures in the air. "When I announced that I had cancer, the first thought that came to my mind."

"Angry?" She lowered her head and continued to put her clothes in order.

"No

"Resentful?" She guessed wildly, but was absent-minded. "Or afraid?"

"Not either." He still shook his head.

"I can't guess."

"At that moment, the thought in my mind was to divorce you."

Lin Xiaoqing was stunned, and her body was obviously stiff for two seconds. Then she pretended that she could not understand the real meaning of his words. She jokingly replied, "it's too much. You just got sick and you want to take me off. If it's my turn to get sick another day, you can still get it?"

"I didn't mean that."

She didn't speak any more.

"I just suddenly remembered at that moment," he said selfishly, "after you married me, you not only didn't have a honeymoon, but also had to adapt to the life of being a mother immediately. The problem of mother-in-law and daughter-in-law also made you gasp. Now life is getting better. The second child is bothering you again. My body is at this time again..."

"Stop it..." Before he finished, Lin Xiaoqing stopped him.

Tears fell silent, she raised her hand to erase, continue to clean up, and then slide, she raised her hand to erase, focusing on finishing his clothes.