How Am I Still Alive?

"Where is the source of pollution? What kind of existence is the source of everything. What kind of great existence can pollute one world after another at will?"

The question asked by the big cat made Lu Pingan stunned for a moment, and the next moment, he instinctively came up with the answer from memory.

"Pollution, isn't it from a foreign land?" This is the standard answer, and the original source of all pollution is not from this world.

"Which foreign land?" The big cat asked directly.

"How do I know? There are many worlds, or there are no known worlds without pollution, but you have to talk about the original source." Lu Pingan really can't answer this.

Not to mention that he couldn't answer it, there wasn't any book in the secret service team's library that could answer this question.

".I don't know." Lu Pingan gave up his stubbornness and asked directly.

"You know? Isn't this waiting for you to tell me?" Lu Pingan was looking forward to it. In fact, he had been waiting for this 'answer' for a long time.

According to his personality, he has long been disgusted by the coping methods of "procrastinating" and "surviving as long as possible", but he also knows that others are not fools or cowards. No solution.

"The original source? I don't know either." But what the big cat said made Lu Pingan unable to play anymore. Are you kidding me?

This time, the big cat was really not playing with him, she said honestly:

"There is no answer to this question, or in other words, if you dare not have an answer, even the so-called gods can't come up with an answer. They are just a possibility derived from the source."

It seems that, worried that Lu Pingan would not understand, Big Cat drew a sketch for Lu Pingan.

It is a "champagne tower", composed of layers of wine glasses, with more wine glasses below and fewer wine glasses above.

When there is a wine bottle pouring water on it, the upper layer gradually overflows, and naturally overflows to the lower layer.

"There are two most commonly used metaphors. In the past, it was the 'ocean system' that flows backwards. Water flows from the sea into rivers, then into lakes, and then into creeks. But with the changes of the times, this champagne tower has become a more straightforward metaphor. .”

Lu Pingan thought about it, and he understood a little.

If the wine bottle is the so-called source, if a cup is just a world, then how can the inhabitants of the world below peek into the source.

If you and your party are just fish and shrimp in the stream flowing backwards, what right do you have to spy on the whole picture of the ocean.

"The so-called god, what exactly is it?"

"Reflection, or imagination, us, you, and them, the reflection of the true source."

"Snapped."

With a crisp sound, the world before Lu Ping'an's eyes changed again, and the taboo knowledge brought resonance of memories that could not be avoided.

This is the truth that all high-level professionals have to face, but for Lu Pingan, it came too early.

On the blue sky, there are bright stars, bit by bit, but if you get closer to them, you will find that they are not beautiful, nor kind, and even have no feelings.

"Lu Ping An! Hold on, don't look too far, too high, just look at your feet"

The big cat's words made Lu Pingan calm down. He no longer foolishly looked at the so-called gods, but just looked at the "water source" flowing under them.

They are the roof of this world, and at the same time, they are also filters, and the "water" filtered by them is much clearer.

"No one can resist the gift from the source, so only by becoming part of the 'gift' can it last longer"

"Becoming a so-called god is the end of everything? Hehe, that's just the beginning."

"Mirrors that reflect higher-dimensional light? Filters? No difference, that's all."

"Are we the observer? Also the observed? Can't understand, can't describe, we are just ants destined to be drowned"

A lot of disorderly whispers and whispers filled Lu Ping'an's mind. He felt uncomfortable all over, but he couldn't resist the call from the source. The moment he thought about the existence of the source, he established a connection with the source.

He looked up.

So, something to look down on.

In the small room, the boy was lying on the ground, twitching all over, but no one cared about it. Even the big cat who was once a quasi-god did not dare to interfere with Lu Pingan in front of him.

If it is allowed to develop, the next Lu Pingan is doomed to decline and mutate, and everything will come to an end.

Lu Pingan couldn't understand, couldn't think, the other party didn't have any malice, but it was enough to destroy.

But at this time, the big cat spoke.

"The mother god is loving. She is the mother of life, the source and the end. She loves all children, and all children love her." The quasi-god praised his Lord with pious words, and he was in the infinite void. The great existence that I look up to in the world is the "God" whose source cannot be determined.

This is guidance, but also salvation. In the infinite void, Lu Pingan gained the focus of something at this moment, and also ruled out other disturbances.

Yes, the mother god is benevolent, at least in the side of the quasi-god Chrissy's observation, the mother god is benevolent, she will not refuse any child's request, and she will save all lives.

Lu Ping'an's ferocious expression calmed down, and the big cat's guidance allowed him to use it as a ladder to peep into the "reality". But then, the development of the situation directly exceeded Chris' expectations.

"What's going on?! He didn't see the tree of life?! He obviously saw it through me, and my guidance was successful. Could it be that he has other observation points?" At this moment, the big cat's calm state of mind was completely The defense is broken, the once-in-a-lifetime opportunity has been wasted, and Lu Pingan is doomed not to believe in the Mother God.

Because, he has long seen his own "truth".

He uttered the word, the "truth" that terrified Chrissy.

"All spirits."

In the void, a certain concept, a certain thing, and a certain existence looked at Lu Pingan, and an inexplicable connection was formed between each other, and Lu Pingan saw everything about it.

That's a piece of meat.

Yes, a mere lump of meat is neither beautiful nor divine.

Boundless as far as the eye can see, a super piece of meat that runs through the endless star sea and void.

kindness? There are countless gods roaring on her body, fleeing, trying to avoid the ruthless mother, but helplessly being swallowed into it.

maternal love? At every moment, countless offspring are born on it, everything from mythical creatures to beings beyond gods. They are screaming and crying for help, but it is meaningless.

It is a wall, a city, a planter, and a reaper.

Some lucky ones escaped successfully, but countless unlucky ones returned on their own initiative.

A little bit of its granulation, falling on the deserted planet, will give birth to endless life, life will produce civilization, civilization will eventually fall into ruins, and life will eventually return to all spirits.

"This is the source? Yes, it is one of the origins, the source of thousands of lives."

"Is it the source? No, it's just a false reflection. How can mortals observe the real source? It's just an illusion created by the afterglow refracted by countless 'mirrors' in the void and falling into your pupils."

"It's fake, it's also true, it's the truth in your eyes"

"safe trip!"

This time, Big Cat's awakening was timely. Without her care, Lu Ping'an was doomed to fall into "reality" completely and become one of the spirits.

At this moment, Chris looked at Lu Ping'an with more complicated eyes.

Originally, in her eyes, Lu Pingan was a lucky guy who was pushed out by fate to fight against her. No matter how dazzling the lead was, it was just a meteor in the end. She didn't even have to worry about it, and she could patiently wait for him to step into the grave moment.

But at this time, the him who has overcome her "trap" and directly obtained his own real him means that he has the possibility of being his own, and the possibility of becoming immortal.

However, Lu Pingan didn't know that the big cat almost made a fool of himself and turned himself into a believer of the Goddess. Now he just feels a little confused and a little uncomfortable.

"Wan Ling. Cough, is it the source?"

Lu Pingan remembered that when he had completely completed the "pollution and dyeing" before, there were four choices: Perpetual Motion, Nine Marrows, Madness, and Wanling. At the beginning, the big cat attached great importance to it (and was a little jealous), but he didn't take it too seriously.

"It belongs to your source, and it is the reality you peeped from the gods as the 'mirror'. We mortals can only infer the existence of the source from the characteristics of pollution. Since there are so-called life-type abilities, we should There must be a source of life."

When the big cat admitted that he was a mortal, Lu Pingan was a little confused.

But recalling the "illusory spirit" posture, Lu Pingan understood that in front of the real source, even the gods are just clay puppets, and naturally they are also mortals.

"Finding your own truth and source is something that needs to be considered at the rule level. It's a good thing for you to get it early." The sourness of the big cat is almost oozing out.

The previous system used "jumping" for the evolution process of "the body of black iron (all spirits)", which means a complete transformation of the body and soul, which means that you have taken on the color of the "source of life" on your body, and completed A permanent "stain" that cannot be replaced.

The so-called "increasing the ability to master the life system" is nothing more than that your container is more suitable for receiving the pollution of the source of life.

Lu Pingan was able to know "Wan Ling" before because of the analysis of the source of pollution by the lowest seven-level system of "Life Bank", and after knowing this name, Lu Pingan really gained the real possibility.

At the beginning, the big cat peeped at the "Tree of Life", and only then did the Mother Goddess teach, and like her, the daughter of the forest who peeped at the Mother Goddess of the Tree naturally became its mortal enemy.

As a mortal, in the infinite void, he is only blind and deaf. "Blind people feel the elephant" is inevitable, but every piece of "truth" is a part of a greater reality.

They are fighting for their position in the "river and sea", for their right to interpret the "source", for more "rights to clean water", for becoming the mortal anchor of the gods, and for everything.

"Before the sixth level, you can follow other people's modules at will, but after the sixth level, you are destined to embark on a unique journey and obtain your own reality. Too many people get stuck in this step. Those idiots taught by the Mother God , just trying to take away my 'truth'."

But Lu Pingan only wanted to solve the problem completely.

"The source, the source of the pollution, is it really impossible to get rid of it?"

The big cat, however, laughed out loud. This is something that every mortal who has seen the truth and is unwilling to accept it has asked.

Then, she can use the words of her mentor back then to give back to Lu Pingan.

".How do you prove that it is only the source of 'pollution', not the source of your life?"

With a smirk, Chris Sauce presented an irrefutable evidence.

"In all known life, even life in a world with zero pollution can still detect the pollution at the source of life."

"How can you be sure that you are not polluted? Isn't your so-called normal also a kind of madness?"