I See The Galaxy

    It seems that all of a sudden, the whole process heats up, getting warmer every day. However, it is still not hot enough, and there is still a long way to go before summer.

    After Yu Xing expressed her attitude, Sheng Yi did not disappear, instead she could see him often. Downstairs in the classroom, in the dining room, on the way back to the apartment, and in front of her house.

    He was waiting for her.

     frequently appeared in her field of vision, and those eyes seemed to have a lot to say.

    Yu Xing's footsteps were hesitant for this, and he quickly adapted, just like the flowers and trees on the roadside, you can see them when you see them, don't approach them, and gently bypass them under your feet.

    If you want to say intentional, you are intentionally ignoring him.

    The monthly test results are down.

    This time, Yu Xing topped the list alone.

    Before the test, the teacher spoke, this time the difficulty is not the same as before, so let everyone be prepared.

    As soon as the score came out, the second place was fifteen points less than her, which was far from the possibility of competition.

    "Fifteen points." When no one was around, Yu Xing said lightly to Fan Xiangxiang who was sorting out the exercise book, "Are you not ready this time?"

    Fan Xiangxiang choked and his face changed.

    Yu Xing said casually: "If you're really not ready, then don't prepare. I think you only have this level."

    Compared to usual, the smell of gunpowder in her words is much heavier, and she clearly holds a gun and a stick, unlike her previous style.

    Fan Xiangxiang was run and speechless.

    The questions became more difficult, but Yu Xing got better and better. Several teachers were still talking before, saying that Yu Xing is strong against pressure, and when he seeks stability, his grades can be maintained at a stable and excellent level for a long time.

    The slap was a hard one.

    Fan Xiangxiang's face was burning with pain.

    This time, she didn't even have the confidence to clamor, and everything seemed like a sophistry. Yu Xing even used contempt to the extreme, and after sarcasm, he didn't want to talk to her, and he was about to leave before speaking.

    Fan Xiangxiang was dizzy and said indifferently: "...you can't hold the thigh of the Sheng family, you were dumped by Sheng Yi, you can only throw your anger on me, what kind of skill!"

    The person who was approaching the door stopped and looked back. Yu Xing's eyes were unprecedentedly cold.

    Fan Xiangxiang was startled and took a step back.

    For a few seconds of stagnation, Yu Xing still did nothing and walked out quickly.

    …

    Out of the office and back to the classroom for the last class, I was suddenly so upset that I couldn't calm down.

    Fan Xiangxiang's words kept playing back and forth in his ears, Yu Xing's temples tightened, and he thought a little bitterly, it seems that he is really too good at talking, and sooner or later, Fan Xiangxiang will have to suffer. Don't let her always learn to shut up.

    After scribbled over a lesson, fortunately, the teacher just explained the test paper, with Yu Xing's score, it doesn't matter whether you listen or not. After packing up and going back to the apartment, Tong Youjing didn't live at the school. She was always alone at this time.

     Walking towards the apartment, the crowd gradually sparse, not only Tong Youjing, but the vacancy rate of the school apartment has always been high, and the number of people who come back every day like her is even less.

    I suddenly felt tired halfway.

    Yu Xing simply sat down by the flower bed beside the path.

    The halo of the street light spreads out in circles, falls to the ground, and dissolves mistily in the air.

    The night was covered with a hazy thin yellow.

    Insects rustled and the noise made the night seem even more quiet.

    Yu Xing didn't know what he was thinking, he thought about everything, and seemed to think about nothing. There was a mess in my head, and when I went to explore it, I found that it was empty and empty.

    The unfinished thoughts finally found a harbor, she thought of Sheng Yi.

    Or rather, all the time.

    The moment when the tip of the pen stopped when she was doing the question, the moment when the teacher in the class stopped when she gave a lecture... Countless when he appeared or did not appear, all the gaps in her life were filled with needles, like a magic barrier.

    He can recover.

    Should be.

    No... Absolutely, absolutely.

    She is nothing special, there are so many good-looking people, people with good grades, interesting people, all kinds, so many people.

    He just kinda likes her.

    They like each other, but only a little.

    A little.

    She persuaded herself.

    Sitting by the flower bed for some time, Yu Xing stood up and continued walking towards the apartment.

    As you get closer, the distance gradually shortens, and the familiar apartment building comes into view - suddenly there is one more person.

    She stopped, standing still.

    She is also in front of her.

    I don't know when he came and how long he waited.

    She was a little surprised, but not too surprised.

     Looking down, Yu Xing walked to the side.

    Sheng Yi blocked her, but she couldn't get around.

    She lowered her voice: "Let me go."

    "Let's chat."

    "I've said all I have to say."

    "That's all you're talking about, I haven't said it yet."

    She paused for a while, then stepped up again: "I'm sorry, I have to go back to rest."

    The moment she passed by, Sheng Yi grabbed her wrist.

    "You're not alone in feeling redundant," he said.

    Her wrists were pinched tightly.

    Sheng Yi's tone was as desolate as the night, and she was struggling to explain it.

    "You said you were left behind, why didn't I Just a bonus to their great love story."

    "You are afraid, and I am no less than you."

    "Finally because of you, I feel that love may be possible for me, I want to try, and I am trying hard. In the end, you just chose to give up because of fear. "

    "Is it fair? Is this fair to me?" he asked.

    He knows, he knows.

    Yu Xing always felt that her birth was a mistake.

    For love, the mother let her come into the world as a child with an "unknown father", and even lost her life for this.

    Her arrival broke the Yu family apart. The two elders of the Yu family hated her granddaughter and refused to see their two daughters until they died. And her aunt gave up her normal life in order to raise her.

    If they were not born, the Yu family would still be the same Yu family. Sisters Yu Wanchun and Yu Wanzhen might have their own family just like everyone else, and live an ordinary but happy life.

    It is a burden, a gift, an extra product of other people's love.

    —If only I hadn't been born.

    Yu Xing must have thought this way more than once, and why not Sheng Yi?

    Sheng Guohuai and Fan Nianqiu loved each other deeply. After he was born, his mother Fan Nianqiu died of depression. His father's love for his mother turned into hatred for him, and he began to torture him, which made him go through extremely painful those years.

      Since then, there was nothing to rely on to live on, so Sheng Guohuai followed his deceased wife away.

    Violent, paranoid, manic... All the psychological problems and uncontrollable emotions he once had were the impulse in his body, questioning why he existed.

    He doesn't feel like he's superfluous.

    Yu Xing is afraid, and Sheng is also afraid.

    But now, even she wants to leave him.

    Sheng Yi squeezed her wrist very hard, but Yu Xing didn't say a word. No matter how tight or tight his strength was, he refused to let go. The warmth and softness in his palm was where he could finally draw energy.

    "Xing Yu, be fair." He said, his voice hoarse, "Be fair to me."

    No response, quiet enough to hear my own breathing.

    The sky began to rain, and the drizzle like needles suppressed the heat in the air. If the temperature were a little higher and warmer, the ground would become a steamer of wet swamps.

    "It's raining." After a long time, Yu Xing gently broke his hand, "You should go back."

    She stepped on the raindrops that had just fallen, stepped them into the ashes, and walked towards the apartment building step by step.

    …

    For several days, I did not see Sheng Yi again.

    Going home on a rest day, there is no his car in front of the building. On class days, he was not seen in the dining room, nor in the gazebo or in front of the apartment building.

    He should have breathed a sigh of relief, but Yu Xing was not happy, so he could only exile himself to countless homework and exercises, not giving himself a moment of relaxation.

    After school in the evening, Tong Youjing didn't come, wait for Jiang Zhiyan.

    Yu Xing was blocked at the door of the class by him, unable to advance or retreat.

    "Follow me."

    "Where?"

    "Go to Sheng Yi."

    Yu Xing subconsciously refused: "I..."

    "You have to say no." Jiang Zhiyan's eyes were not good, "Whether you go today or not, you have to follow me!"

    "Senior Jiang..."

    "Sheng Yi is sick, did you know that?" He interrupted her, holding back his anger.

    Yu Xing's face was dazed for a moment, and then he lowered his eyes: "Go to a doctor when you are sick, there must be someone in his family to take care of him."

    "You're really heartless! Sheng Yi met you, and he's been in bad luck for eight lifetimes."

    Jiang Zhiyan stood in the camp of his brothers and really couldn't say anything good. What has she tossed Sheng Yi into during this time? They saw it in their eyes, anxious in their hearts, and couldn't help but be angry with her.

    At the moment, I couldn't help but grab her arm and pull her away.

    Yu Xing tried to earn, but he pulled tight, frowning in pain.

    "I'm not Sheng Yi, you don't have to do this to me." Jiang Zhiyan glanced at it and sneered, "You honestly don't make me angry, no one can help you now. Sheng Yi is waiting at home. If you die, Tong Youjing will not be here, I advise you to be more acquainted."

    After saying this, I took another step forward.

    Jiang Zhiyan walked in a hurry, and Yu Xing was dragged by his arm through the fabric, so he could keep up with the trot.

    Going to the parking lot and getting into the car, Jiang Zhiyan glanced at her and said coldly, "fasten your seat belt."

    Yu Xing had no choice but to do as he did. As soon as it was fastened, he stepped on the accelerator and almost lost his seat.

    The car drove out of Lintian, and Yu Xing asked in a low voice, "Sheng Yi...what's the disease?"

    Jiang Zhiyan sarcastically: "Do you still care about him?"

    "..." She said nothing.

    Jiang Zhiyan snorted coldly, both angry and helpless.

    "It was just a fever, and he could be cured by taking some medicine. He didn't eat, he just slept, and procrastinated for a few days. If you don’t have the energy, even if you are not sick, you will be sick!”

    Yu Xing felt uncomfortable: "Why doesn't he eat?"

    "What do you think?" Jiang Zhiyan seemed to hear something funny, "I want to ask, why don't you tell me?"

    She was ridiculed by him. After a while, she said softly, "...No matter what, you should eat and take medicine. Your health is important."

    "You go and tell him this yourself. You have to be the person who rang the bell. I can't persuade it anyway, we don't have the ability." Jiang Zhiyan gritted his teeth, "Come on!"

    The car drove for dozens of minutes, drove up the mountain, and drove into a manor-style villa.

    The Sheng family has arrived.