I’m In Charge of SCP

Chapter 345 I Killed Me

Dissociative personality disorder is a kind of psychological disease, which is called "dissociative/intermittent personality separation" in scientific name, and also known as "dissociative identity disorder". Simply put, it is that there are several souls living in one body .

Although several souls share a body, they seem to be completely different people, each with different memories, personalities and behaviors.

There are many reasons for this disorder. It may be due to illness, accident, or being in a depressive environment for a long time. Everyone's situation is different, and the results of split personality are also completely different.

Some personalities can coexist peacefully, some do not interfere with each other, and some may even become enemies.

Zhang Jue was lying on the bed in the detention room, with a dazzling light above his head.

He put his palm in front of him, held it slightly, then opened it, and observed repeatedly.

Anyone who has been in contact with Zhang Jue knows that although he behaves like a fool, he has always been a very calm and wise person.

Encountering a problem, figuring out why, and then fixing it is his consistent way of thinking.

But this time, it seems that things are different from the previous encounters.

There is no enemy that can be defeated.

He began to doubt his own existence.

Missing memories, completely different behavior patterns, all remind him that there is another person living in this body.

And the worst thing is, there are various signs that Zhang Jue, the author of the web article, is the real owner of this body.

And he is just an accessory personality produced by the other party's long-term self-hypnosis.

Everything he experienced was just the other party's imagination.

If you continue to deduce this theory, things will easily make sense.

Li, chief physician of Jianghai People's Hospital.

Yu Mou, deputy director of the pharmaceutical department of Jingzhou Huarong Pharmaceutical Co., Ltd.

The two victims in the case corresponded to Dr. Li and Yu Hongbo.

What's even more coincidental is that the time when the case happened was February 1, 2221, which happened to be the day he traveled through.

From this point of view, the MRW and the Administration of Abnormal Biology are just the onset of the main character's persecution paranoia.

Consultant Zhang.

The title is a bit ironic.

Zhang Jue couldn't help but think of the voice that rang in his mind.

Could it be that this is reality?

Other than that, are there any other possibilities?

...

"This is a psychologist specially invited by the Investigation Bureau from Jingzhou City. He has studied in Meiguo and has come into contact with many patients with multiple personality disorders. He has very rich experience in this kind of disorder. Next, he will explain to you An initial assessment of mental status."

When he came back to his senses, Zhang Jue found himself sitting in a lounge with handcuffs on his hands.

A security guard stood behind him, watching him warily.

There were two people sitting opposite. On the left was Liu Zhe, a lawyer whom he had met before. Next to him was a middle-aged man with black-rimmed glasses. He had a kind face, but his eyes were unusually deep.

After Liu Zhe's introduction, he stood up and extended his hand to Zhang Jue.

"Hello, my name is Huang Jikai, you can call me Doctor Huang or Director Huang."

There seemed to be a gap in memory again, and Zhang Jue had no memory of when he came here.

Fortunately, with the previous two experiences, Zhang Jue observed the environment calmly.

Then he shook handcuffs with that doctor Huang.

Huang Jikai pushed his black-rimmed glasses with the knuckle of his index finger and took out a notebook.

"Excuse me, I would like to ask, who are you now...?"

Huang Jikai carefully chose his words, as if he was afraid of scaring Zhang Jue.

Zhang Jue thought for a while and said, "Magician Zhang Jue."

"Oh? In your memory, are you actually a magician?"

Huang Jikai took out a black pen and took notes in his notebook.

"So do you have any memory of what happened before - I mean long ago, like when you were a child?"

"Yes, and very clearly, I can, if necessary, recount to you every incident of relative importance that has occurred since I was six years old."

"No, no need, Mr. Zhang, I'm just judging when 'you' appeared."

"Can you figure it out?"

"It's impossible to calculate the exact time, but it can be used as a reference. In layman's terms, the appearance of the sub-personality is like a dream. People often appear in a scene suddenly, and the memory of how they came is missing. Zhang Mr. has such a deep 'memory' of his childhood, probably because you have been hidden in this body long ago, and you have only recently gained the authority to control the body."

Zhang Jue nodded.

He has watched some movies about multiple personalities, but they are all for fun, and he doesn't know much about related professional knowledge.

"Let's move on to the next question, Mr. Zhang, have you communicated with the main personality after you developed self-awareness?"

"No."

"Do you ever have the impression that others are constantly taking advantage of, defrauding or trying to hurt you?"

"No."

Huang Jikai asked Zhang Jue dozens of questions.

Many of them are common sense, such as a simple arithmetic problem, or literacy through pictures.

And every few questions, there will be some difficult questions mixed in, such as "If only one of you can control the body, which one do you think is more suitable".

Two hours later, Huang Jikai nodded to Liu Zhe, ending the mental state assessment.

"I understand the patient's situation, and I will truthfully submit my conclusion to the Bureau of Investigation. Thank you for your cooperation. Goodbye."

Huang Jikai sorted out his notes and was about to leave, Liu Zhe got up to see him off.

Zhang Jue rubbed his temples with the back of his hand.

After more than two hours of intensive mental work, he was a little tired.

After a while, Liu Zhe came back from the outside, and said to the guard guarding Zhang Jue, "Please stay away for a while, I have something to talk to my client."

This is a normal appeal, the guard nodded, left the room, and closed the door by the way.

"Can I ask, what's today's date?"

Seeing the guard leaving, Zhang Jue asked first.

Liu Zhe sorted out his things and looked up at him: "February 13, what, you don't remember?"

Zhang Jue shook his head.

The last time they met was February 11th, and he lost nearly two days of memory.

It could also be said that for the past two days his main personality has taken over the body.

He doesn't know how this switching mechanism is triggered, but now it seems that there is no rule.

Seeing that he was silent, Liu Zhe comforted him: "I know this is not fair to you, but I hope you can accept it calmly and adapt to this situation. In a sense, your current state is also Not necessarily a bad thing.”

"How to say?" Zhang Jue raised his eyebrows.

"Your situation is quite special. Although the facts of the case are basically clear, if it goes well, you may not need to bear criminal responsibility."

"What do you mean 'if it goes well'." Zhang Jue was sensitive to his words.

Liu Zhe glanced out, and said in a low voice: "I just consulted that doctor Huang, and I can basically confirm that you suffer from multiple personality disorder. Everyone agrees that under the law, you have a high probability that you will not be punished."

Having watched a lot of movies, Zhang Jue knew that mentally ill people could get reduced punishment for committing crimes, but he didn't know whether multiple personality disorders were among them.

Seeing that Zhang Jue still had doubts, Liu Zhe explained: "Although there is no such precedent in our country, according to international practice, when a personality who intends to commit a crime occupies a dominant position and commits a crime, we can think that another personality who is at a disadvantage is against This criminal behavior does not have control. When the inferior personality with no criminal intention returns to the dominant position, because it does not have the ability to identify and control the criminal behavior committed by another personality, it should be determined that it does not have the ability to be responsible and should not carry out the crime. Punishment."

Zhang Jue looked at him: "That is to say, as long as they confirm that I have 'multiple personalities', I will not be punished?"

Liu Zhe shook his head: "It's not 100% sure, but there is a high probability that I will plead not guilty against you, but it may be a little troublesome."

"Wait a minute, I have another question. Since our two personalities share the same body, how do you plead not guilty to 'me'? Let me go, isn't it the same as letting him go? You know , he is the master personality, and I still don't know how to take the initiative to gain control of this body."

"Mr. Zhang, this is what I said. There may be trouble." Liu Zhe looked at Zhang Jue, trying to lower his voice and slow down, "Mr. Zhang, after two contacts, I appreciate your meticulousness very much." thinking ability, so I want to help you, if you want to be free, then no matter what method you use, please gain control of your body."

As a lawyer, Liu Zhe's business and ability are impeccable.

In just a few days, he formulated a set of tactics for Zhang Jue to get rid of the crime.

The first is to admit that you have multiple personalities, then prove that the murderer is the master personality, and finally use the secondary personality to get rid of the crime.

Among them, the first two steps have almost been completed. The most difficult point is how to turn Zhang Jue into the guest.

He needs to take control of his body after the results of the psychiatric appraisal and before the Bureau of Investigation's trial.

And it is completely mastered, not giving the main personality a chance to stand up.

In a sense, he wanted to kill another self.

Zhang Jue thought of Lu Xiucai's lines in "Wulin Biography" for no reason.

I'm going to kill me.

Easier said than done.

After the conversation, Zhang Jue was taken back to his cell.

Although he was a little tired, he didn't dare to rest, for fear that he would fall asleep and wake up for several days.

While he is awake now, he must sort out the clues he has so far and how to complete his backstab.

For a patient with multiple personality disorder, under normal circumstances, the original personality is not aware of the existence of the other personality.

He has seen the profile of the main personality, but his main personality knows nothing about him.

Although he was imagined by the other party, Zhang Jue, the author of the web article, did not know this, which was his advantage.

There is only one chance, and he must grasp it well. Once the main personality finds out, he is likely to waste all his previous efforts.

Either the two parties refuse to give in to each other and enjoy control of the body at different times, so it is estimated that they will be sent to a mental hospital.

Of course, there is a worse result, that is, he is defeated by the master personality and disappears completely. Although his body is still alive, "he" is already dead.

He lay on the bed, thinking about how to defeat the master personality.

But he has never heard of such a battle, and there is no good way for a while.

Time passed by, he was a little sleepy, and was about to roll over to sleep.

Suddenly, I felt a stabbing pain in my chest.

As if bitten by something.

He quickly opened his clothes.

Under the light, he found that there were many small scars on his chest and abdomen.

what's the situation?

Facing the light, Zhang Jue carefully examined the wounds on his body.

A large dense area, as if bitten by a mosquito.

Most of them are concentrated on the front torso. Judging from the angle, it should be stabbed with something sharp.

He immediately remembered the incident of bumping his knee before.

Could it be that his master personality, in addition to being persecuted and delusional, also has a tendency to self-harm and self-abuse?

...

"Mr. Zhang, I heard that you want to see me." Liu Zhe was still carrying his black briefcase.

"Yes, what's the date today?"

"It's the 16th, and there is still about a week before the court date," Liu Zhe said, "Mr. Zhang, how is your progress?"

Zhang Jue shook his head slowly.

"It's okay, I have some good news for you." Liu Zhe took out a document from his briefcase and put it in front of Zhang Jue.

Zhang Jue took it over and took a look, and found that it was his mental status appraisal report.

"Since Dr. Huang saw you that time, in the past few days, the expert group sent by the above has conducted two rounds of tests on you-you may not know that it was your main personality who was controlling the body at that time, and they compared you. After several different performances before and after, this identification report was issued, confirming that you are indeed suffering from 'multiple personality disorder'."

Although it is an expected result, this report is the cornerstone of all actions and is very important.

With this thing, there is room for his case to continue to operate.

"Thank you, Lawyer Liu." Zhang Jue said.

Liu Zhe shook his head: "This was originally my duty."

This Liu Zhe seems to be a very trustworthy teammate.

But Zhang Jue looked at the report with a calm face, not knowing what he was thinking.

Liu Zhe looked at him and asked, "Mr. Zhang, are you worried about how to gain control over your body?"

Zhang Jue didn't answer his question, but asked directly: "Do you have a solution?"

"On this point, I had an exchange with that Dr. Huang. He said that he had successfully cured a patient with multiple personality disorder."

Zhang Jue frowned: "How did you heal?"

"Mr. Zhang may have a different way of thinking." Liu Zhe said, "Don't think about how to expel the main personality, this is too difficult, how about integrating him into your consciousness?"

...

Thank you Qin Zhidao for your reward, thank you very much!

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