It’s Colder Today

After autumn, the temperature drops very quickly.

Shi Yun moved very lightly the whole time she went out, and her grandparents were not woken up by her.

The sky is gray today, and the autumn rain seems to be falling at any time. The first batch of salted goods this year has been hung in the eaves of the corridor. There has been no good weather recently, so it is estimated that this batch of pickled goods will not be delicious.

Shi Yun closed the door and looked at it was still early.

The persimmon tree in the yard bears fruit, no pesticides are sprayed, and grandma always asks her to eat more. When Shi Yun was about to reach the gate, he turned back and picked a persimmon from the tree.

The branches fell under the force, and rebounded the moment the persimmon was picked, and the dew hanging on the leaves sprinkled Shi Yun's face.

She wiped her face carelessly with her sleeve.

Push open the creaking wooden door and walk outside.

Even though it was very early, there were still quite a few people who smelled of breakfast all the way out.

The fresh steamed buns from the breakfast restaurant at the entrance of the alley sent a puff of steam into the sky, but unfortunately they were wiped out before they touched the overhead wires dividing the sky.

It was no surprise to meet Chu Heng, he was used to getting up in the morning to exercise. At this moment, he had finished his morning run. Seeing Shi Yun about to go out, he raised his hand and looked at the time displayed on his watch. It was very early.

"Going out?" It was like a polite greeting from a neighbor.

Shi Yun nodded, the hand holding the persimmon was blocked by her long sleeves, she didn't hide where she was going: "I'm going abroad next week, and I plan to visit him before leaving."

The person didn't say his name in the words, but as soon as he said it, the relaxed expression on Chu Heng's face disappeared.

He withdrew his hand that was about to open the yard door: "Let's go together. I haven't visited him for a long time."

Probably because of a habit he had developed before, he went back to the house and changed his clothes very quickly.

The neatly cut short hair looked wet, Shi Yun reminded him not to catch a cold. Chu Heng put on his coat: "It's fine, you're in good health."

Shi Yun walked beside him holding a persimmon: "Didn't you go back?"

Chu Heng sideways dodged the pile of honeycomb briquettes piled up on the side of the road in violation of regulations: "I will be transferred back next month, an idle department."

But he is still young.

Shi Yun looked at him suspiciously and didn't speak, but his expression said it all.

Chu Heng pointed to his ear: "I have almost lost all my hearing in this ear, and the higher-ups also take care of me. It's just that gold shines everywhere, and I can serve the masses even in idle departments."

The tone finally became light-hearted and optimistic.

It was an optimistic tone to let Shi Yun not worry, but after finishing speaking, Chu Heng felt that something was wrong because He Yun was not able to come back. He looked like he was showing off now, but when he was about to explain, he saw Shi Yun smiling at him.

"That's pretty good. Uncles, aunts, and Chu Yue can rest assured after being transferred back. I heard that she is pregnant. How is it now?"

"It's pretty good." Chu Heng gestured with his hand on his belly, "It's so delicious, the belly looks bigger than ordinary pregnant women."

The two chatted casually and walked to the parking lot.

Chu Heng knew the location of the cemetery, so it took a little time to drive there, more than forty minutes.

Catch up with the morning peak congestion for a section of the road, and it took an hour to arrive in the end.

Shi Yun took out a handkerchief from his pocket and carefully wiped off all the dust on the tombstone. The handkerchief wiped the black and white photo, which was taken when he was in his early twenties.

With a bright smile, Shi Yun remembered that this photo was taken at the photo studio at the entrance of the alley. There was He Sui at the time, and everyone seemed to be using it for the start of school.

At that time, the boss held the camera and asked He Yun to laugh, and his smile was a little fake, so Shi Yun and He Sui stood behind the boss to tease him.

Finally, there is the smile in the photo.

Shi Yun wiped the tombstone clean and stood with Chu Heng. An orange-red persimmon is placed in front of the gray stone tablet, the color contrast is obvious.

Shi Yun stared at the person in the photo for a long time: "Tell me about that time one last time."

It has been four years, more than a thousand days and nights, and Chu Heng feels that he will never forget that scene until he dies.

When he first came back, he didn't even dare to sleep, he was afraid to close his eyes and dream.

As long as you close your eyes, that scene will be staged in front of you.

Chu Heng choked with sobs: "...We found Shen Sui and were about to retreat. Those people really... They grabbed the child and blocked them in front. The child was crying and begging us not to shoot. He looked like he was only six years old. Let's hand over Shen Sui... When the last bomb was thrown in, my ears were full of blood and I couldn't hear anything. Shen Sui lost an arm and a leg. He Yun, he stuffed the letter into After Shen followed, he fell on the last bomb that was thrown."

The cemetery was very quiet in the morning, and every word he said was like a knife. Finally, a leaf can't support the dew hanging on it, and it falls along the edge of the leaf and lands on another leaf, and finally a chain reaction occurs.

Chu Heng couldn't hold back, and began to cry softly. They went together, and when they finally came back, it was as if He Yun had never existed. There is nothing left, but a few clothes are buried here.

He brought back Shen Sui, who was missing an arm and a leg and was blind in one eye, and a letter.

That letter was for Shi Yun, it was his suicide note to her, and it was also the love poem that Shi Yun found now.

On the flight to Kokang, He Yun still didn't think about how to write the suicide note. He wrote it for his grandparents, parents, and brother, and it was all written and put in the drawer of his dormitory. Only the one for Shi Yun was not finished. .

Chu Heng wiped his gun and teased him that writing a suicide note was like doing any literary work.

After holding back for a long time, he finally picked up the pen.

Chu Heng was curious: "What did you write?"

He Yun folded the paper and didn't tell him.

Chu Heng's eyes were sharp, and he glanced at it at that time, it seemed to be a poem: "Write a poem?"

After asking himself this question, He Yun had already folded the paper and put it in the small interlayer on his chest: "Yes, love poems."

Chu Heng didn't know whether the answer was a lie or not.

When the letter came back, it was full of blood and the words were blurred, so I couldn't see what was originally written on it. She could only faintly see a few words. She searched through all the love poems she could find, but there were always a few words that didn't match.

If he wrote it himself, then Shi Yun would never know the answer.

Chu Heng was afraid that his crying would affect Shi Yun's emotions, and in order to give her and He Yun some time to be alone, he wiped away his tears and went to the car to wait for her.

The day before He Yun went on a mission, he went home once, and Shi Yun saw him after school.

On the issue of confidentiality, he didn't say anything about Shen Sui, but Shi Yun guessed it. He was going to bring Shen Sui back, and Shen Sui had enough evidence to deal with a demon who had been wandering in the gray area all year round.

Shi Yun had goosebumps all over his body when he heard that, even though he said he was just accepting a mission, the danger couldn't possibly be non-existent.

"What if something happens to you?" There were people coming and going all around, and Shi Yun couldn't speak loudly when he was in a hurry. Knowing that he can't be stopped, knowing that he is doing it for righteousness, but he is her boyfriend, and she has selfish intentions.

"You remarried." He still joked.

"I didn't say I wanted to marry you." Shi Yun glared at him.

He smiled brighter: "Isn't it just right, I'm going to come back alive, Rongguang's second-class or first-class merit, then our marriage report form will be able to jump in the queue openly, or we will have to wait in line for two years. If you don't come back..."

He lowered his tone: "then you continue to be good and pretend that I have never appeared."

Shi Yun remembered that he was very angry at that time, picked up his schoolbag and beat him: "You are really not afraid of death, are you?"

He Yun didn't hide, stood there and was attacked by Shi Yun's schoolbag several times, and when she was exhausted, he reached out and hugged her, and said in a poetic tone: "How many years have been immersed in the abyss of suffering, but how many warriors are there in the world?" Break open the iron gate of **** with your head, the glory belongs to those who are desperate, and the glory belongs to those who continue to follow."

Shi Yun was hugged by him, and his arms wrapped around Shi Yun's. Shi Yun couldn't shake his fist, so he raised his head and hit his shoulder with his head: "This is Ai Qing's poem."

"Yeah." He still hugged Shi Yun, hugging her tightly, "But it's also my idea."

This era seems bright and peaceful, but darkness still lurks all around.

The world still needs someone to stand up and walk into the darkness without hesitation.

But he always believed that no matter how dense the dark clouds were, they could not cover the red sun, and the sun's rays would shine into the darkness, illuminating the red blood that had been spilled.

Life is limited, spirit is immortal.

Shi Yun squatted down, took out the handkerchief that was put away, and wiped clean the place that was missed just now. On the day she met Wei Congying, she also came to the cemetery, saw her mother and then him, and happened to run into his mother.

The aunt is very fierce, so tell her not to come.

She knew that Auntie just didn't want her to guard He Yun anymore, so stop waiting for him. As a mother, she couldn't accept her child's dead body more than anyone else.

Thinking about it now, Auntie is already riddled with wounds, and she is still pushing Shi Yun forward.

Looking at the persimmon, Shi Yun rested his chin on his knees, didn't look at the photo on the stele, and said softly, "I won't come here from now on. I'm sorry He Yun, I fell in love with someone else."

The author has something to say:

How many years have been immersed in the abyss of suffering, but how many warriors in the world have smashed the iron gate of **** with their heads, glory belongs to those who do not care about their own safety, and glory belongs to those who have followed suit——Ai Qing

Unexpectedly, zero-point update.

There is another chapter at seven in the morning. I'm going out tomorrow afternoon hehehe.

Then there is a question that everyone is more worried about. Li Te will not have an emotional development with Wei Cong! ! In the three years since Wei Congying and Shi Yun broke up this time, neither of them would fall in love with others, and Xiao Wei devoted himself to the racing car.

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