Lord of the Silver Crow

In the scene where countless flesh and blood thorns raged, Yago saw one after another silhouettes dressed similar to those of the great wizards present. After trying to get closer and failing, they chose to retreat with a look of uncertainty.

Yago already understood the reason.

Passage after passage, countless memories from different individual sources squeezed into what he saw like a surge, the mind of the person who replaced him, diluting his or her consciousness to the extreme.

As countless memories flowed, Yago suddenly found that he was already sitting on the throne.

And at this moment, that strange, as if controlling the entire world, emerged.

but.....

This is not a good thing.

He could feel the intense pain.

Pain came from countless directions and enveloped his consciousness.

how to say?

The bones, skin, flesh and blood all over the body are fragmented?

No, this description is less than one ten thousandth of what I feel at this time.

Even the "pain" itself is fragmented.

And, it's not just this moment of time.

Endless, every second, every moment, years and months are unknown on the time scale, and the pain of every moment is superimposed together.

This indescribable pain, almost instantly, would crush Yago.

but......

Yago suddenly discovered that his "self" capacity was far beyond imagination.

Not to mention all, even the pain of scaly feathers compared to the whole can easily destroy his spirit.

But now, this pain completely enveloped him, but he did not collapse.

And the reason...

As if aware of something, Yago turned his head and looked at the throne.

The endless, shining light flow, as if there are rules, but flowing irregularly.

"awareness".

The moment he sat on this throne, he was with this endless and huge stream of light——

The huge consciousness is connected.

At this moment, Yago also understood what kind of status he was in relation to the whole.

For that huge flow of light, the scale of his consciousness is insignificant.

For that huge will, he is equivalent to distinguishing what these pains are, classifying and defining these pains and stimuli... a perceptron.

It's like a contrast between the whole person and a small piece of skin.

He is like a sensory cell in a huge organism.

It's just...the special thing is...

In the entire huge creature, he is the only sensory "cell".

Small and meaningless.

Yago was finally able to understand what "Diago" said at that time.

Compared to the thought product produced on a geometric exponential scale when the huge consciousness is constantly circulating, he is extremely small.

Not just him, everything he saw, the wizards, the professionals, the white robes, the elves, the demons, whether it was epic tragedies or legendary deeds, has been so small that it can almost be ignored. .

After all, such a thing, in an instant, in the process of mechanically turning and putting together the symbols of this huge consciousness, there will be countless ones.

Pointless.

It is comparable to the so-called "legendary epic" contrast between the galaxy in the entire universe and the tiny creatures on a certain star.

Yago hates nihilism.

However, at this moment, in his current perspective, in contrast, he inevitably fell into a sense of nihilism.

But at this moment, he saw someone.

A man in a black robe with a hood raised.

No need to observe, no need to perceive, who is, what, and what the other party is doing is quickly understood in his thoughts.

"Master Lu".

Or.....

The real "Master Lu" in the impression of Master Lu.

And is......

Existence derived from repeated self-positioning by several Master Lu Xiu.

He stared at each other.

In the contrast between the vastness and the smallness, the eyes became more and more hollow.

Because he gradually knew everything, and lost his curiosity because of omniscience, he uttered a voice:

"Is that what you want?"

"Maybe, maybe not."

"Master Lu" smiled:

"Humans always beautify themselves unconsciously."

"Even if you know this, it will be so."

With the influx of emotions in the vast consciousness and the curiosity obliterated by omniscience, Yago gradually became indifferent. He knew what he would say under the opponent's logic, and he knew what the other party would describe.

In this situation where everything has become boring and boring, his reaction has gradually become indifferent, like a machine that can only tell the answer that he is familiar with when stimulated by the other party's questioning:

"Yes, so you know your shortcomings, so you use your cognition to cut yourself apart."

Yago knew that the other party wanted to explain his experience to him.

"Yes, the'I' at the beginning was self-aware, knowing the limits of one's abilities."

"Master Lu" smiled and said:

"So, I cut off my self-knowledge."

"Expansion is a very dangerous thing, but if idealism becomes a materialism, self-expansion is an undoubted weapon."

Yago's eyes were indifferent, he knew that the other party was in a self-showing emotion at this time.

"Master Lu" smiled:

"Create a person who has a wrong perception of me, thinks I am insidious and smart, but can't grasp how smart I am. Then, he can help me and make me more insidious."

Yago didn’t say a word. He knew what the other party would talk about next. From the causal relationship, the original Lu Xiu calculated the later Lu Xiu. The latter Lu Xiu thought the original Lu Xiu was more insidious, so Achieve a self-overlapping cycle.

Self-verification and circumstantial demonstration.

"However, the deity is indeed very sinister. Everything we do is in his calculations and used by him."

"We want to calculate him too."

"He is also calculating us."

"It's just that it's not for the purpose of harming each other."

"It is to achieve a goal, a goal that is almost impossible to achieve."

A smile on "Master Lu"'s face is almost the same as that of the original Master Lu. However, judging from the line of causality, he and the original Master Lu have been separated tens of thousands of times. Argument.

However, Yago also knew what he wanted to express.

As he thought, a smile appeared on Master Lu's face:

"As for empirical creatures like humans, once they encounter difficulties, they will subconsciously try to retreat, avoid crises by conserving them, and staying entrenched in known experiences."

"Poor empirical creatures, they have an inexplicable attachment to the'initial', to the'reality', and to the'origin'."

Yago knew that the other party was mocking himself, mocking his own goal--

"The deity wants to retrieve'Diago'."

A mocking expression appeared on Master Lu's face.

And the reason is...

"Because after merging with the will of glory, the consciousness that has not been completely wiped out in the dream, drags the dead in another world on the time scale to this world."

"Just for this so-called repayment?"

"Or what is the so-called friendship?"

As he said, the expression on "Master Lu"'s face was very disgusting:

"It's that simple? The calculations come and go, just for this?"

He stared, looking at himself, as if he wanted an answer that denied him.

He wanted a goal that was grand enough in terms of scale, and a goal that was larger than his own.

The instinct of biology, the pursuit of being strong, admiring strongness.

The foundation of thinking cannot be separated from the pursuit of this macro-narrative.

Countless judgments about this phenomenon were formed under that huge and incomparable circulation of consciousness.

And Yago, also satisfied him:

"What he pursues is the process, the result is not important."

"What he pursues is the experience of the process, the freshness, the purpose is not even meaningful at all."

"You are not as good as him. You used the results of the time scale as a goal, retrospectively, and came to this conclusion."

Yago knew that what the other party wanted was to belittle, and what the other party wanted was a goal, a goal worth pursuing.

why?

Because this self-overlapping positive feedback loop is already on the verge of getting out of control.

In the continuous cycle, the core has become the pursuit of "computing each other."

Once he reaches the point of omniscience and omnipotence, he will collapse immediately when he reaches the point where he cannot calculate each other.

He has swelled in this cognitive cycle to the point where the world cannot accommodate.

He would even pursue this goal of "calculating each other" with the "deity" by self-harming and increasing the difficulty for himself.

The tendency to self-destruct has formed.

However, Yago had no emotions at all.

after all......

I was shaped by the real Diago as the original, "Yago", from a causal point of view, is to replace the "Diago" with the will of the glorious world.

Ignorance and curiosity are the driving force of human beings for knowledge and exploration.

The essence of "desire" is curiosity.

but.....

It also doesn't make sense.

Knowing everything, Yago once again fell into the sense of meaninglessness of nihilism.

Personality, will, thought, everything is meaningless.

Time, space, and consciousness are also meaningless.

No matter what he wants to do, he can immediately know what will happen, whether it is smooth or possible accidents, and what mood changes he will have at that time.

The moment he thought about it, he already knew the result.

Devastating.

What drives the personality is the incomplete consciousness of the unknown and the curiosity of the unacquired.

Desire is curiosity and stimulating reward for behavioral experience.

When all this has become known, and every detail is clear, the unknown disappears, and the excitement and curiosity have disappeared.

but......

This personality of myself may one day be able to escape.

When it is true, when the world is completely repaired, when the true will to glory is formed or restored, he can leave.

just.....

How long will it take?

do not know.

The only thing left is that he can keep his slight curiosity, and only this.

However, maybe I can repeat it a few more times.

Repeated several times the behavior of "Master Lu" to separate the consciousness fusion with Diago one by one.

It is also possible to repeat the drama of "Master Lu" trying to obstruct another "Master Lu" behavior several times.

It is also possible to repeat the play and struggle of "Master Lu" against wizards several times.

You can also repeat the "Master Lu" that no longer seeks a goal, and even deliberately erases your own memory, seeking to explore the unknown stimulating memory.

only.....

Unfortunately, he couldn't do it.

As an existence equivalent to a perceptron, he can act arbitrarily and will not be confined to this throne.

However, lost curiosity, lost desire to explore the unknown, all of this also lost its meaning.

It's not that it can't move, but the action itself loses its meaning.

Silently, he looked at Diago and Master Lu, who were not "original", and began to repair the world.

He knew clearly what their actions would cause, and he just watched silently.

"Utopia"?

Yes, utopia will be built.

It's just that there is no him.

He is there, and he is not there.

He knew where the door was, and he knew where the door was inside and outside.

He knows the past, knows the future, knows the present.

The scale of time is in his eyes, consistent with space, and all belong to himself.

The past is in the door, the present is in the door, and the future is also in the door.

He is the door of glory and the key to the door.

He is the gatekeeper and the door itself.

but......

At this last moment, Yago suddenly thought of something.

All these actions of oneself, all these experiences that oneself have experienced, and even "Glory", all the experiences of this world, is there a greater mighty force behind them to manipulate?

But, why bother?

Because of interest? Because of the vulgar desire like that?

probably is.

No one can guarantee that the Creator who may exist on a higher level of emptiness is not vulgar.

But it's okay.

The vulgar creator is good too.

The unknown and curiosity are the driving force behind this kind of human life.

and......

In the end, he created everything and wrote himself.

Or did his own affairs project past and let him write down his own affairs?

The door of cognition is two-way.

While thinking about it, he saw that a huge eye suddenly opened in the throne of endless brilliance.

ps: It's finally over, and I feel a little complicated.

I wrote a paragraph after imitating the hymn of Yugosothos, haha, it's a bit crappy, forgive me.

However, after writing the first idea, it is fortunate to finish writing before I hang up.

It's just that, after this is finished, it is not completely finished.

Probably the last mention?

If there is something you still remember, but I didn't reveal it, I will add it outside.

Next, I started to write about the extras.

The first is the related origin of Friesen. (If you have anything you want to see, you can talk about it.)

(Submit the paper to the editor tomorrow. If nothing happens, the new book will come out next week.)

(Do you want to write a testimonial? Write something about the setting.)