Monster Paradise

It was because I knew that this was a test of voyeurism, so I decided to make up for my regret. I know that there are a lot of hurdles in my heart. The death of my parents and grandmother is also the breakup with Zhang Wei. These hurdles are also the source of my lack of security in my heart.

Only when I completely crossed it, can I solve the happy knot.

Therefore, I asked Zhang to marry in accordance with my own wishes.

Seeing the situation with Zhang Wei, it is beyond the expectations of parents.

When I was in love with Zhang Wei, my parents and grandmother were gone, and they naturally did not have the opportunity to see her. In this parallel world, perhaps it was the voyeurism of the runes to preserve the content of my memory. Zhang Wei also did not see my parents.

Inform parents that in fact we have talked about love for two years before, the two old people know that my decision to get married is not impulsive.

After both parents have seen the parents, the date of marriage was quickly booked, and the seventh day of the seventh lunar month of the lunar calendar.

There are two and a half months to prepare for the wedding, and the preparation for the wedding is quite adequate.

Time flies, and soon it is time to get married.

Zhang Wei is wearing a white wedding dress, in the crowd, like a noble white swan. Fortunately, I am not awkward. I am a black swan in a black suit.

Under the witness of both friends and relatives, we exchanged wedding rings.

When I put the wedding ring on her slender and slender ring finger, the huge regret in my heart was finally made up.

In the two years with her, I have considered this woman more than once, and this desire has come true under the influence of the voyeurism.

Both my parents and my grandmother are alive, and I also found the woman I love the most. I don’t think I have any regrets about this life.

But I have always maintained a little vigilance. This story is too smooth, even perfect, but I still don't know what the test of the voyeurism is.

After three rounds of drinking, I sent away all my relatives and friends. I and Zhang Wei returned to the wedding room that belongs to our two worlds.

Turning off the lights, the bright moonlight shines through the sliding door of the balcony on the bed in the bedroom.

Looking at Zhang Wei, a white dress, I lost my clothes under the moonlight, and my heartbeat almost stopped at that moment.

Under the soft moonlight, her skin is white like snow, and the whole person is like a light.

At that moment, I finally completely indulged, and I completely forgot the test of what the voyeurism is.

Woke up the next morning, I felt like I had forgotten something, but I couldn't remember it, the headache caused by the hangover in my mind, and the unrealistic sense of reality.

"Lin, drink some honey **** soup." Zhang Yuduan came over a drink.

I took the cup and took a sip, then I smirked and looked at her. "I said that you should change the name, wife?"

Zhang Yan’s face flashed a shyness, but he bent down and stared at my eyes and looked at me. “Okay, my husband!”

"Come, kiss my husband." I turned my face to the side and teased.

"Don't, my face is not washed." Zhang Yiyi grinned, his face disgusted.

"Oh, I have a headache." My acting is coming.

"Don't drink honey water, hangover." Zhang Wei also knows that the feeling of hangover is not good.

"I will drink if I kiss me." I continued to lie.

The warm lips slammed on my cheeks, but when I touched the points, then Zhang Hao straightened up, snorted with my nose, and yelled at me. "Drink clean, no drop left!"

"Okay, my wife and I." I drank the honey in one go, and after the bottom, the last few drops were still licked with my tongue.

"I want to get rid of this cup of disinfection..." Zhang Wei put on his face and disguised it. He pinched the cup with **** and turned to the kitchen.

......

After the marriage, the two of us fell into a state of love again. Two years of getting along, let us be too familiar with each other, only need one eye to understand each other's ideas.

This kind of tacit happiness has made me completely immersed in it. I have no idea whether this scene is true or not. I even forgot the black, forgot the white, black charcoal, tyrant... I forgot my life, forgot the knife skills, forgot my thoughts, forgot the witchcraft... I forgot my parents and grandmother used to be in me. It has disappeared in life...

Woke up every morning, I always feel that something is missing in my head, but I can't think of what it is.

When she was married for three months, Zhang Wei was detected to be pregnant.

I have no time to worry about what the lack of feeling is, what is going to be the father's happiness completely occupied my heart, my brain, and even my soul.

For more than nine months, the child was born and was a son.

The crystallization of this love not only makes me and Zhang Huan feel more happy, raising children is a hard thing, but I and Zhang Wei are both painful and happy. To be precise, happiness is much more than pain.

When my son was almost one year old, his wife was pregnant again. This time she was born a daughter.

My son and daughter grew up day by day. After the two little devils went to the medicine garden, my wife and I finally got a lot easier.

I got a promotion and became a department manager. My wife’s work has begun to get back on track, and the days are getting better every day.

The only bad news is that my grandmother passed away. On the day of my grandmother's death, some strange pictures flashed in my mind, but those pictures only disappeared for a moment, turning into a cloud that could not be grasped.

Time is over a year, and the children are also older, from kindergarten to elementary school, junior high school, high school, and then to college. My wife and I finally completed the task of cultivating the child.

During the period, my grandmother passed away.

I have been working independently since I was two children, and I am no longer worried about my wife. I realized that the years are like, my wife and I are old, and all of them start to have white hair...

In the year when my son got married, my father passed away. It seems that my mind has flashed a strange scene, but it is also fleeting. I can’t remember what the picture is.

Later, my daughter got married, my wife and I had grandchildren and grandchildren, and my mother died...

Although the days are getting better, my wife and I are getting old every year. When she was 87 years old, I finally sent her away. Our marriage lasted for 62 years. After all, our love still couldn’t stand the time...

On the day she left, a lot of pictures began to flow in my mind, but I was only immersed in the inexplicable illusion of these pictures, completely immersed in the pain of losing her.

Losing a person who has been with him for 62 years, it feels like a person has been sucked out of his soul and become helpless...

After my wife's death, my body is not as good as a day. Every day I close my eyes and I can dream about the past and my wife. I don't know if it's a bad mental condition. The more I eat, the weaker my body is.

Although the child helps to find a way to nurse, but also unable to stop the aging caused by time.

On the bed, I woke up from a coma and covered my nose with oxygen. I knew that I was running out of time.

"Dad..." The son’s eyes are red, I know he just cried.

My daughter has been holding my hand. "Dad, do you want to say something?"

I nodded with a very small amount, but this little movement made me feel tired.

After taking off the oxygen mask, my son and daughter came together. "Dad, you said, we listen."

I tried to make a strong effort, but the voice was still very small and weak. "I have no regrets in my life..."

After saying this, I seem to have lost all my strength. Looking at the white ceiling of the hospital, I feel that my body is slowly sinking. It feels like I have to fall into somewhere.

"I seem to have forgotten what, what is it?" Suddenly, a strange thought rose again, and I thought carefully about what I ignored.

I heard the cry of my son and daughter in the hospital ward, and the crying of other people, but the crying was getting farther and farther, like being completely isolated.

In my mind, a picture began to flash quickly, my father opened the door and let me enter the house, my mother chose food in the kitchen, my grandmother watched TV in the room, and my wife was white in the moonlight...

Wait, why do all my memories start at the age of 25?

What part of the memory I had before?

I feel a bit strange.

Just then, another part of the inexplicable picture began to appear.

When I was nine years old, on a rainy night, I was doing homework in the house. A phone suddenly rang, and after the father took the call, he ran out like crazy, not even the umbrella.

After he came back, the whole person lost his soul, until the next day, I learned from my grandmother that my mother could not come back.

When I was thirteen years old, I was already in junior high school. I was studying at the school last night. Suddenly the class teacher called me out of the classroom.

He told me, "Lin Huang, your dad has something to do, I will send you home."

When I got home, my grandmother couldn't make a sound. I repeatedly asked the class teacher to know that my father had a sudden heart attack and it was too late to go to the hospital.

In the 19th year, I was in class and suddenly received a call from Ergu. She told me on the phone that Grandma was gone...

At the age of twenty-four, Zhang Wei’s call came over, “Let’s break up”...

This memory is completely different from the reality. I am puzzled. "Where did these memories come from?! Why is the time wrong?"

My body is getting more and more heavy, and the picture of the movie version in my head, from beginning to end, shows me in front of my eyes, even every detail is clear.

Just when I felt that my body would never fall into the abyss, my mind suddenly flashed a familiar, but strange name, "Little Black?"

As the name emerged from my mind, the names one by one began to pop up in my mind. "White, black charcoal, tyrant, Kelly..."

"Right, my name is Lin Huang. I have life, ability and witchcraft in my body. I will use knife skills, fly knives, and summon monsters... I am now in the virtual world created by voyeurism. !"

With the rise of this thought, my body's feeling of sinking and sinking finally disappeared completely, and the world suddenly turned bright, and the originally dark world gradually began to disintegrate.

Only a moment, my consciousness returned to the body, I found myself standing in front of a black and black stone monument. On the top of the stone tablet, a golden mans shot, not into my eyebrows.