My Ex Is My Bestfriend

I found myself pinned down on the bed. Someone's tracing kisses from my neck down to my b.r.e.a.s.ts. I let out a soft m.o.a.n. He tightens holding my hand and groans.

"Fck Cass, you are so beautiful. I want you. I want you.... "

Hearing him say those sweet words makes me m.o.a.n louder. Oh God I so love this guy.

"Please baby.. Oh baby... "

I jerked awake, sitting bolt upright. The bus lurched violently to a stop.

"What the! " I snapped angrily at the driver. Poor driver.

"I'm sorry ma'am. A dog just ran and crosses the street. " I don't know what got into me but I want to chase that dog and strangle it. Oh did I like my dream? Sht Cass get a grip. Inhale, exhale.

I stood up and faced my babies. "Hey kids you okay? The driver says sorry. There was a dog. In order to avoid hitting it, he has to stop the bus. "

"Ooohh that's a good thing to do Mr. Driver." That was Bianca, my smart kid.

"Thank you Mr. Driver! " everyone said. And the poor driver just can't help it but blush. Oh such a cutie.

I addressed him once again, "Let's go! " And off we went.

So, let's face this major problem. WHY DID I DREAM ABOUT THAT?!!Of all the things to dream, of all the memories to remimisce in my subconscious mind, it was THAT! Why? I let myself believe that I have forgotten it. That I have moved on. But what was that. And because of that I keep on seeing his overly handsome, majestic but annoying face. Oh god help. If I let slip a m.o.a.n in front of these kids, I'd be swallowed up whole. I don't know if I can face them again, or even the world. *sigh* I hope I won't see him there. I was still thinking about that scene, where he kisses me passionately, when the bus pulled up at a huge building.

And before I knew it, we have arrived.