My Girlfriend is the Cutest in the World

As soon as the school starts in September, it has entered the stage of guaranteeing research and avoiding promotion.

During that time, luyuanyuan basically checked the list of re examination qualifications and enrollment brochures released by the school once a day, screened out all the conflicts, and confirmed the last three volunteers.

In August, she performed well in the summer camp, and the offers she had received also included the schools she wanted most. However, this is not the final offer. She is just known as the excellent camper of the summer camp. She has passed the second level. She needs to confirm her wish before October, and then apply for the retest.

At the end of September, as an excellent camper, he completed three handshakes - that is, after he passed the retest, accepted the admission, and shook hands for the third time.

She is interdisciplinary, interdisciplinary and successful.

A year ago, I realized the goal that I thought was out of reach.

Before that, her efforts may not be less than the last sprint of senior three.

The difficulty of interdisciplinary lies in why someone else's tutor wants a person who is not a professional to go to graduate school, and how to make the tutor recognize your ability and feel that you are comparable to the three-year undergraduate level of someone else's major.

So all the time, although we have been doing our best, we have to admit that we are trying to turn the corner.

Another part of the reason is that in the days when she was separated from him, she needed something to divert her attention.

When Su Lin, a junior, just left, she was at a loss for a while.

That kind of blankness doesn't exist all the time. If she has something to do all the time, it will be very weak. If she suddenly has a day off, she will think about it the next day, and she won't even remember what she did that day.

Maybe it's eating, drinking, sleeping, and then being in a daze for a long time.

Until she realized that something was wrong, she began to cram herself full every day and didn't dare to stop.

That time passed.

It doesn't seem to show up this time.

Because of the 13 hour time difference and her studies, she couldn't find a time when they were free every day, so she basically spent every weekend with him.

Sometimes when there's nothing to say, you don't talk.

When you can't see people, it's happy to listen to each other's breathing, and it's nice to listen to the sound of his reading and drinking.

Lindsey didn't go to the school she wanted to go to most, but she accepted her second choice, which was also the top university in B city.

Wang Yihan did not change his major and went on to study mathematics, which was less difficult than both of them, and he also passed smoothly.

October is in the atmosphere of the whole dormitory.

After the confirmation of Baoyan, the dormitory, which had been suppressed for a long time, was completely crazy for almost a week.

On the craziest night, Lin Xi and Wang Yihan went out with a schoolbag on their back. They didn't know how many cans of beer they could carry back and began to put them on the ground.

Since luyuanyuan was drunk for the first time, she actually felt that wine was really addictive. When she was drunk, her whole body seemed to fly, and her hangover headache could not stop her from drinking.

Four people in the dormitory, except luyuanyuan and Linqian, took their nicknames later. Although Wang Yihan's colorful hair has been dyed back now, Caicai has been called Shunkou for several years and has not changed.

The name of cool brother is too literary and artistic. They all think it's not suitable to call her a nickname, so they just call her brother.

She's so cool anyway.

Luyuanyuan had been drunk several times before, and he was very thorough. He didn't remember anything except being on cloud nine, and his brain was very clean. This time, several people sat on the foam board of the dormitory and drank slowly. She found that she was still sensible when she was floating.

It's just that the train of thought and the words are not very clear.

"Yuaner," Wang Yihan asked, "if you want to go to B city to study for graduate school, does it have something to do with your seniors?" she blinked very vaguely, "eh ~

After listening to the four words "her senior", Lu Yuanyuan suddenly became energetic and opened her mouth: "belch -"

"..." Wang Yihan's smile froze. "I took it. The wine hiccups of fairy are so loud."

As soon as the words came out, Lindsey and cool brother laughed.

Lindsey finished laughing and leaned to the edge of the bed behind her. "Ah, what nonsense do you want me to guess?" she held out a finger to the sky. "What they should take is the script of getting married after graduation!"

"Ah," luyuanyuan was stimulated by the word "marriage" again. She blinked and nodded, "yes, sissy, how do you know!"

Lin Qian: "I'm not sure." She took her arm down and took a gulp of wine. "That's what I said."

He turned around and lied on Wang Yihan's body and said, "whoo whoo whoo whoo whoo whoo whoo whoo whoo whoo whoo whoo whoo whoo whoo whoo whoo whoo whoo whoo whoo whoo whoo whoo whoo whoo whoo whoo whoo whoo whoo! Woo woo

On the other side of the deer garden are the two of them, with big long hair.

Sitting next to him is a cool guy with an immeasurable amount of alcohol.

She leans aside like Lindsey. The girl's shoulder is a little bit rough, but her head is a little dizzy. She has to find a support.

Lu Yuanyuan pointed to the two people on the opposite side and said, "your hair is so long." she felt very satisfied and nodded her chin. "Come and be my bridesmaids."Then she turned her head and looked at the people around her.

The skin is cold and white, the chin is pointed, the face is very thin, the eye tail is narrow and long, the lip petal is very thin, looking sideways, the nose bone is protruding a small piece.

When I was drunk, my eyes were blurred, and I gave this man a soft light.

Lu Yuanyuan frowned and thought.

I've been thinking about it for more than three years. I don't understand why there are girls who are so handsome???

"Brother..." Don't understand, even if she got up close to the girl's eyes, feel like a coyote with a smile, "brother, you are so handsome, give me when the best man is good?"

Elder brother: --

……

After that, luyuanyuan lost her memory.

I don't know why. Maybe it's because Lindsey mentioned marriage by accident.

She was drunk that night and had a dream.

In her dream, she used the third person's perspective to see the scene when Su Lin left the airport.

All conversations repeat, all actions repeat.

She even knew clearly that it was a dream.

dreams, and she still has all kinds of Tucao in her heart. She cried so badly that day, her nose was so red, her nose was all cut, and Su Lin did not make complaints about it. She also put a tissue on her nose and brought her child to blow her nose and wipe it for her.

In fact, in the taxi to the airport, she didn't know much about it. She still remembered the things she had checked the night before about going abroad, such as how to deal with acclimatization, and so on.

Promised not to cry, she also felt sure she could do it.

But she couldn't tell exactly why she started crying.

As soon as I stepped into the airport, it seemed that there was a kind of smell. There was a kind of medium in the air. I went into the perception clearly and realized that the person she was holding was about to fly to the other side of the ocean.

Maybe it's the sequelae of the half year before the separation, or just sad, or both. The reason is that I don't want to let him go.

The airport witnessed more sincere hugs and kisses than the wedding hall.

This is a sentence that luyuanyuan had read before. I forgot where it was. I just jumped into my mind at the moment when I woke up.

I've seen my cell phone. It's 4:30 in the morning.

It's still dark. There's only a faint dark light in the room. I can barely see the outline of the object.

The smell of wine hasn't gone away yet. If the three roommates don't drink, they don't have the habit of snoring, only the sound of breathing at a constant speed.

The corner of the eye suddenly cools.

She reached out to wipe, only to realize the tears, without warning.

Luyuanyuan just opened her eyes and looked at the bed board above. She was very conscious. Her temple was a little sore. Her tears left from the corner of her eyes to her temples and disappeared. She suddenly remembered the last scene of her dream.

He was simply dressed with only a few English letters on his clothes. Just after checking his large suitcase, he was left with only a black schoolbag.

It's the same way he took her out countless times.

But not this time. This time he has to go by himself.

He finally reached out and touched her face, and she remembered the touch, the cool fingertips, the unspeakable comfort.

In fact, the dream is to experience it again from a different perspective, but she is still a little surprised.

His expression looks so gentle on the side.

He finished the sentence with that expression.

She saw herself and heard her reply.

"Good."

OK, I'll wait for you to marry me.

You remember to come.

October passed in the blink of an eye. November 1st was Su Lin's birthday. They said that they had made an appointment for the video. Luyuanyuan had nothing to do all day. When she was on his side or in the evening, she went to the computer club.

As soon as she entered the door, she saw her acquaintances. She said with a smile, "the president is so early today."

The old president graduated two years ago and gave him to Xu Yi at that time.

Although both of them are senior, Xu Yi did not quit this position. After all, this club is really cold and has nothing to do with it.

The boy also raised his eyebrow, "you're too clever."

"Well?"

"Here's the book we ordered." He said.

Some time ago, they studied together and ordered several books from abroad on software design.

The main reason is that if we buy enough money together, bookstores will pay for the package transportation. If we don't talk about cross-border business, books are so heavy, so it's definitely the best way to save money.

Luyuanyuan has been looking forward to it for half a month and finally arrived.

"Then..." Before she finished, Xu Yi continued: "their bookstore is not a place with many problems. It doesn't go to school. It has to be a private house, so I filled in my address before." he stood up from the back of the computer and put on his coat. "Now my father has brought it in his car. I'm going to pick it up. Are you coming with me?""Well," luyuanyuan agreed, "I can help you with some more."

Two people walk out side by side, Xu Yi looks at her with a smile, "you little body, I dare not let you do heavy work."

Chatting, unconsciously came to the school gate, luyuanyuan very consciously stood at the school gate side, "president, I'm waiting for you here."

"All right."

She stood by the door, took out her mobile phone and habitually looked at wechat.

See the top of the four o'clock in the afternoon, a smile.

It's about three in the morning on his side.

Even if you get up early, it will take at least four hours to see him - on the screen.

The weather began to cool in November. It rained yesterday, and today's air is very cold and humid.

Lu Yuanyuan put his mobile phone back in his pocket and looked up at the direction Xu Yi had just gone.

There is enough space in front of the school gate for vehicles to stop temporarily.

At this time, only the black car in front of Xu Yi has a long body. Two people on and off the car look like a couple. The middle-aged man is a little fat, and the woman is holding a child in her arms. She can't see her face clearly.

Those are Xu Yi's parents.

Luyuanyuan smiles a little. He didn't expect that he was not an only child and had such a small brother and sister.

A few minutes later, her eyes swept again, and the whole face of the woman who had just lowered her head came out.

Luyuanyuan's blood was almost frozen.

That face.

Her face will never be forgotten in her dreams.

Like sleepwalking, when she came back again, she had already stood in front of the black car - the family - the woman.

Women are well maintained. A pair of big round eyes not only doesn't droop, but also looks much younger. The figure is wrapped in a slim coat. It's concave and convex with exquisite makeup and red lips.

While shaking the baby in his arms, he raised his head and laughed at Xu Yi, or the middle-aged man.

At the moment of seeing her, the smile of the woman's mouth was completely fixed on her face. There were many emotions in her eyes, such as shock, confusion, and flash of water.

Lu Yuanyuan felt that his heart was beating painfully, and he could not hear the sound around him. All the noises were buzzing in his ears, and his mind was in a mess. Countless pictures and fragments flashed by, and countless sentences were blocked in his throat.

In the end, she just loosened her clenched teeth, and her hanging fingernails were embedded in the soft flesh of her palm. She vomited out two words: "I love you Mom

I don't know how hard it is to speak when I am so old.

When you say these two words, it seems that your throat is sore.

Clearly I used to cry every day for so many years.

The woman shivered all over.

It seems that someone is talking around, and luyuanyuan is like turning on the automatic shielding, completely unable to hear or understand.

She just stares at the people in front of her.

For so many years, every time she cried alone at night, she used her old phone to dial this person's number again and again.

There will never be an accident, empty number.

Luyuanyuan knows what kind of person he is.

In this family relationship, no matter to her father or mother, she may never get angry.

At that time, when this person left home, she didn't ask, mom, why don't you want me.

During the divorce period, when the neighbors looked at her and they said that the child was really poor, she listened to her.

Everyone knows the answer. What else to ask.

So many, so many years, so many words to say, so many resentments, after seeing this person, they couldn't speak out.

"Yuanyuan..." The woman's ending is trembling, as if she is suppressing something, but she doesn't say it any more.

Is there nothing to say?

Luyuanyuan suddenly laughed - she admired herself, but she could still smile. "At least ask me how I've been for so many years, ah?"

A worried look appeared on the woman's face, "Yuanyuan, don't --"

"Mom," Lu Yuanyuan interrupted her, "don't talk, I'll ask you a few questions."

“……” The tears that the woman accumulated in her eyes finally came out.

Those eyes

From childhood to adulthood, people who have seen her say that our garden looks like mother, and your father is so handsome that he will be more beautiful than mother in the future.

She would retort, and raise her head to say to them, you are wrong, I won't look better than my mother, mother first, I second, father third.

Sure enough.

There is nothing more terrible than that.

……

Luyuanyuan quickly adjusted her mood. Her eyes were dry to pain. She asked word by word, "have you ever regretted so many years?"

She waited for ten seconds.

The woman didn't speak, just kept on crying.Luyuanyuan noticed that the man next to her wanted to take away the child in her arms, as if he had left a sentence like "waiting for you in the car".

“……” Luyuanyuan looked down at the child who was wrapped in a small quilt and ate his fingers. A pair of big black eyes also inherited a woman's gene, and a sore throat appeared again. "Is this your child?"

“……”

She didn't speak.

This is the default.

Yeah

It's not obvious. What's the strength of her question.

"Well, I have no problem. I'll ask you two more things." She heard her voice, soft as usual, no trill, calm as dead water.

“……”

"The first is, after today, never see each other again. I'll have a good time - whether you care or not."

The woman's mood collapsed. She suddenly looked up and said, "I care. How can I not be here --"

"the second thing." Lu Yuanyuan felt the pain of his head and interrupted again.

She took a deep breath, with the most sincere tone of her life, "I beg you --" she looked at the child, "be good to this child."

“……”

"I don't mean to curse your family," Lu Yuanyuan said in a soft voice, looking at the child's unsophisticated smile I just hope you don't abandon him, treat him well all the time, and don't let him Just like me. "

After the last four words.

Long silence.

Luyuanyuan stood in the same place for a while, saying nothing more. When he turned around, he seemed to hear a familiar and strange voice whimpering.

All the way to the girls' dormitory downstairs, luyuanyuan saw the familiar tree, and the wooden bench in the middle of a pile of fallen leaves.

It used to be one of Sulin's favorite dating places. After he left, she seldom went there.

After seeing it, she moved her legs spontaneously and sat on the bench that she had sat on countless times.

She's empty.

The picture of her mother holding the child and laughing happily repeatedly appeared in front of her eyes.

Luyuanyuan thought vaguely whether she had ever been lying in that arm.

Whether she was cared so much by her mother or not.

She has a lot to say. She doesn't want to talk to her grandparents, much less to Lu Zhi. She's full of clamour to find Su Lin, but But today is his birthday.

How can you say such a sad thing.

And he's not up yet.

Luyuanyuan kept calm for a while.

She felt that she could digest it all by herself - after all, all these years of self-healing experience were not in vain.

While there's still time, you must hide it before the video in the evening.

Luyuanyuan's legs stretched forward, and the whole person leaned back to the seat and collapsed. This was the posture that Su Lin loved to do.

She frowned.

What a pain Even if the back hurts, the buttocks don't seem to be stable and the legs don't feel comfortable.

Is that the difference in leg length?

She persisted for a while, but she was still very miserable. She stood up straight as if she had accepted her life.

At the same time, coincidentally, the mobile phone in the pocket shocked.

Could it be Is he awake?

Luyuanyuan immediately took out the mobile phone, opened the screen and entered wechat.

…… Ah, it's dormitory group.

Wang Yihan took advantage of the weekend to return to city B. the news just now is a video she sent, recording a place similar to a scenic spot, surrounded by a lot of people.

Wang Yihan @ everyone, and made a voice: "this is the holy land of making wishes, babies! My sister told me that the thief is evil. My wish is over. Please send voice to me and I'll play it for you! Come on

Soon, Lindsey's voice came out, "I! Lindsey! Beautiful sissy! Want to take off the order! Take off the order

Luyuanyuan kept her head down.

It's so quiet around that there should be no one. She didn't even want to look up to confirm it. She turned on the two voices directly and played them out at the maximum volume.

Only Lin Xi replied. Maybe considering that Kuge Shiyou doesn't care about this kind of activity, Wang Yihan ordered luyuanyuan alone.

Wang Yihan: [@ What's Lu yuan'er's wish? Come on! 】

what a wish

Luyuanyuan had been interrupted by Wang Yihan just now. She really began to focus on what she wanted.

Baoyan has done it.

The internship has also been decided.

My grandparents are always in good health.

Dad During the winter vacation last year, she found that Lu Zhi didn't know when to start to go back to work. After confirming for half a month, she finally decided. Although his habit of silence for many years was hard to change, she still didn't have much to say to her, but he was really getting better.In fact, think about it carefully. Before today, except for the temporary separation from Su Lin, life was like giving her a generous treatment.

And today

Luyuanyuan pointed [hold to talk].

Anyway, it's already like this. It can't be worse.

Anyway, it won't come true. Let her have a bite.

Just let her A little greedy.

What she wants most and most --

"I want to..." Just after two words, she stopped.

I don't know why, I didn't shed tears at that time just now, but now my nose is very sour.

Lu Yuanyuan took a breath and said again, "I want to make a wish I can see my senior now. "

Let go and send the voice.

Tears came down.

Really, I miss him so much.

If he is here, she doesn't have to sit here by herself. She can hold him, especially tight, and then bury her whole body in his clothes to smell his breath.

I want to hear him call her baby.

Want to hear him say, baby, it's OK.

She wants him to touch his hair, pinch his face, hold hands, kiss, whatever, as long as it's not the remote look that can only be seen in the video but can't be touched.

Luyuanyuan didn't see any more news from the group.

Put the cell phone back, just sit here, head down, mouth covered, tears flowing silently and wantonly.

For the first time in two months, she completely indulged herself in thinking about this person.

She couldn't shed a tear just now, but now she is crying more and more fiercely. She is surprised to cry, but she is still surprised in her heart and crying on her face.

There was a sound in my ear.

It's the sound of shoes stepping on the leaves. It sounds right next to her - and only this chair has fallen leaves. It must be very close to her.

It should be just passing by Luyuanyuan continued to cry and decided to bury her head in indifference.

Unexpectedly, the next second -

an external force intervened, her hand tightly covering her face was pushed away by something, and then One hand began to wipe the water on her face.

The temperature of that hand was far lower than that of her hot face because she had just cried. It was cool, slippery and comfortable to touch.

Also Very familiar.

These two movements were too sudden. Luyuanyuan didn't have time to react, so the whole person stopped.

She froze for ten seconds.

I can't believe I open my eyes and look up.

There was a man squatting in front of her.

He was a long coat, because the squatting posture swept on the ground, he didn't care at all - squatting was different from others, the posture was natural and unrestrained.

He seems very relaxed, both hands are moving, will not lose balance, nothing to say, just focus on her face.

Her eyes and hands skimmed every inch and every place on her face. The movement was slow and light, as if she was dealing with some priceless art that could not be damaged.

When he finally finished, one hand was on her knee, and the other hand was still hovering on her face.

"I heard that," he said in his first words, cleanly. "I helped you realize what you just made."

…… Yeah.

She had just made a wish without any hope, and he appeared with heat and light.

Luyuanyuan dare not blink.

I'm afraid to break the dream like scene.

Compared with what you can see in the video, he seems to be a little thinner. His white skin is still not tanned, but his outline is more clear and three-dimensional.

The eyelashes of crow feather hang down at the end of the eye, and the pupils are pure black, passing a dull light.

"So..." Su Lin opened his mouth for the second time, and first he sighed and spat out three words.

Then he suddenly got up and sat down on the stool, his arm around her back, and his breath filled the deer garden.

Su Lin rubbed her hair from the back, and her pale lips gently restrained her, kissing her eyes.

“… Who let our baby cry, "like coaxing her, his voice is very gentle and dumb," come on, tell the elder. "