The Greatest Showman

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Looking at himself in the mirror, Adam felt very unfamiliar, as if he had seen a face for the first time since he was born, which made him a little stunned. From this moment on, the cancer is no longer a secret, it has become a part of his body. More precisely, it was hidden inside the body before, but now it has surfaced on the head.

He was still different after all.

The bald head made him stunned for a moment, and his eyes were slightly moist, but he didn't pause for too long, took a deep breath, nodded lightly, and cheered himself up, but he still had no confidence, so he couldn't help asking, "Look. It looks good, doesn't it?"

However, he didn't wait for Kyle's answer. Kyle happily immersed himself in his thoughts, staring at Adam's bald head, and then he couldn't help but reached out and touched it, and the smile bloomed greatly, feeling The fluffy touch is really wonderful. I looked at the mirror and Adam, and laughed happily.

"Not bad." Adam didn't notice Kyle's expression, or even his movements, he was completely caught in that erratic mood, he had to take two big breaths, trying to make the surging in The restlessness in my chest settled down, I kept nodding, affirming, firming

Adam himself touched his head and removed all the broken hair on it. The short and hard touch was really strange. He looked at himself in the mirror again, trying to find a familiar self from the contours of his face, but This is really difficult.

Kyle was constipated again, the corners of his mouth twitched, his smile gradually disappeared, he shook his head gently, and said in a deep voice, "No, this is too weird."

With just one sentence, all the confidence Adam had built up just now collapsed. "We shouldn't do this." His watery eyes were full of doubts and hesitations. He raised his hand and touched his head, rubbing it back and forth, one circle, another circle. It looked like he was touching the ball.

"Yes, a big mistake." Kyle's eyes were already straight, looking at the head that left a cyan, like a beard, feeling that his thoughts had flown out of the sky.

"Why don't we go to the barbershop?" Adam asked uncertainly, turning his head.

In the mirror, Adam's movements affected the reflection, and even Kyle came back to his senses, pulling the corners of his mouth, "That's a good idea, find someone to take care of it for you." But then, watching Adam turn around again, Kyle's eyes fell on the bald head again, and his voice gradually became smaller.

Adam pursed the corners of his mouth and looked at the bald head carefully, a faint loss surging in his eyes.

He knew, he had cancer, because the doctors gave the results, because he was in chemotherapy, because he was in psychotherapy, because he was vomiting, because he started to lose his hair, because everyone was looking at the dead Watching him as his mother treats him with care as if he were a fragile glass doll...

However, at this moment, the feeling of realism passed over heavily, as if two lead blocks were thrown into the stomach. He floated up and down under the cold lake bottom, and the weight accelerated the sinking speed, but the illusory feeling like a dream subsided a little, and the real and cruel reality was slightly more obvious. You can feel the chilling moisture begin to invade.

Since the doctor pronounced his condition, everything has seemed fake, as if it never really happened, as if it was just a fictional story played out on the TV screen. Then, little by little, the realism seeps in slowly, first with vomiting after chemotherapy, second with hair falling out in the morning wash, and third with now.

That kind of real feeling is like a heavy fist, once and again hitting the stomach, the pain that slowly spreads gradually spreads like a spider web, the whole body has already started to curl up and spasm in pain, but still has to stand upright. Waist pole, stand up straight, cover up the turmoil in the depths of the soul.

Every time, the illusory fog of the dream receded a little, and the desolate scene of reality became clearer.

Looking at the bald head, there was a momentary daze in the depths of his eyes, and the bitter taste danced gently on the tip of his tongue. Inexplicably, a gleam of water appeared in his eyes, and the instant fragility and panic hit him hard. .

The unfamiliar self in the mirror seems to be still the same, and it seems to be completely different; it seems that something is missing, and it seems that there is something more. Some twisted, some deformed, and some strange, which made him panic, he quickly lowered his eyes, covered all his emotions, and when he raised his eyes again, the mess had returned to calm, and all the water light had converged to the bottom of his eyes. deep.

Will Rissel, who was watching from the side, easily caught the loss in Renly's eyes. The reality of the slow sinking, suddenly accelerating at every turning point, accelerating again, each time heavier, more fierce, and more profound, the suffocation and dull feeling of drowning, but unable to express, except for himself , no one understands, and no one can help.

With just one look, Will was hit hard. Before he was caught off guard, the tears fell, and he didn't even have time to be moved or painful. He realized his embarrassment when his cheek was scalded. But Will didn't want to turn, didn't dare to turn, just stared blankly at Renly.

The momentary loss of consciousness passed by in a flash, but it was as heavy as a thousand nails! So painful.

Raising his eyes again, Adam looked at the bald head again, with a look of disgust in his eyes, "I thought, after shaving

, it will be shiny and will not leave any traces. "There was nothing unusual about that calm voice, but those clear eyes were already vicissitudes.

Kyle didn't notice and couldn't notice.

Bystanders are still bystanders after all. The so-called empathy is nothing but wishful thinking. Adam knows this, this is his path, he must walk on his own after all, the company of Kyle, the company of his family is his driving force, but every step, he still has to take it by himself.

Kyle only noticed Adam's dislike, frowned slightly, and said suspiciously, "You mean, like Vin Diesel?" Seeing Adam nodding, Kyle shook his head repeatedly, "No ." Then he made up his mind, with a disgusting look on his face, and said again firmly and loudly, "No! That's not for you, you look like a charles-xavier, And you're in a wheelchair too."

Charles Xavier, Professor X from "The X-Men".

Adam rolled his eyes, "Ha! Ha! It's so funny." The dry smile was full of sarcasm, and the tone of every word revealed a contempt, "You should be thankful that I didn't kill with my mind now. You." He also joked, "What the hell am I thinking? Instead of going to the barber shop, I used your shaver!"

Hearing this, Kyle picked up the electric clipper, looked at it, and smiled smugly, "I've never cleaned it. Also, it's not for scraping balls, it's for cleaning/ chrysanthemum/flower."

Adam pursed his lips lightly, looked at Kyle speechlessly, and then complained, "Did you mean the last game night with Jonathan?"

Game night, but to clean up / chrysanthemum / flowers, this...

"Pfft." Jonathan Levin, who was standing behind the monitor, couldn't hold back, and his saliva spurted out. Fortunately, he didn't stand next to the radio microphone to avoid the appearance of noise, otherwise it would be bad.

Unexpectedly, completely unexpected, Renly actually used Jonathan to make fun of the following lines and dialogues. These lines and dialogues are not in the script, and it is completely free for Seth and Renly to play. But...the laughter is really good. In addition to embarrassment, Jonathan had to admire Renly's whimsy! But, what's going on with those slightly hot cheeks?

The other staff standing beside them were already in a state of panic, and they didn't know how to react at all, and the amount of information was a bit large. However, the violently vibrating pupils revealed their turbulent emotions at the moment.

Kyle was caught off guard by the sudden counterattack, shook his head gently, laughed dumbly, and said in a breath, "I'm joking."

Adam restrained the smile at the corner of his mouth and shook his head firmly, "I'm not joking."

Kyle was turned against the generals. Looking at Adam's extremely serious and focused expression, he opened his mouth slightly and froze in place, for a while he didn't know how to respond.

"Stuck!" Jonathan's voice rang out, and Seth became depressed and shouted complainingly, "Hey, hey, I haven't responded to the past, how can I be stuck here?"

Jonathan couldn't help laughing, but he still had to restrain his smile and said solemnly, "I don't mind, what do you mind."

After saying this, the staff at the scene finally recovered a little and let out a low laugh. Looking back carefully, they don't seem to remember what happened, but they just feel that the filming of this scene is smooth, humorous, and a lot of things to watch, as if everything is really happening in front of them.

The same is true.

All eyes were on Renly. To be precise, on the head, the bald head looks really conspicuous. Although it won't shine like Vin Diesel, it is really eye-catching and it is too difficult to ignore.

Although Jonathan stopped filming, Renly still stood in front of the mirror, looking at the strange self inside. It reminded him of the years after his rebirth, looking at his own projection in the mirror, the little baby body, the strange hair and eyes, the strange foreign language, everything was brand new, but It is also impactful.

Now, he felt as if he had been reborn again, which made Renly a little dazed.

Cancer, in a sense, is also the beginning of a new life. Either die and die; or live and turn the world upside down. This is a change that has no retreat, and a change that cannot be rejected.

Lost, that kind of faint loss was surging in his chest, and he couldn't find a landing spot.

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