Zhao Tianyi stares at my eyes, eager to eat me, the hate and cool in the eyes let me feel dull pain.

I admit that I will agree to marry Zhao Tianyi because I want to revenge Zhao Benyuan, I want to take back Xia, and I don't want Xia to fall into the hands of outsiders.

But when I learned that I was pregnant, the excitement in my heart was greater than all my feelings. This is my first child, the child of Zhao Tianyi and me. I look forward to the birth of this child more than anyone else.

Zhao Tianyi and I have been together for a short time. It's impossible to say that we love him completely, but I like to be with him, to accompany me, to stand up for me, to wash our hands and make soup for me. When he is not with me, I will worry about him and miss him. When I know that there may be another woman around him, I am crazy, as if the whole world has collapsed.

It's not the first time that I've been betrayed by a man. When I knew that Zhao Benyuan betrayed me at my wedding and was still with Qishan, I felt more ashamed than anything else.

But this time it's different. I feel that the whole day is going to fall down. When I think of Zhao Tianyi's other women outside, I'm more desperate and helpless than angry.

If, if Zhao Tianyi really has other women outside, what should I do?

"Tell me, what's the relationship between that woman and you?" I stubbornly want his answer.

Zhao Tianyi frowned. His eyes staring at me were full of displeasure. He snorted coldly and his tone became colder: "the source is right. A woman like you is really not worth it."

With that, Zhao Tianyi turned around and left home without looking at me.

My whole body is stiff, my legs are like pouring lead, I can't move. I stare at the direction he left, and my tears flow down without any omen.

Chest stuffy flustered, as if someone hammered a few punches as uncomfortable, the door sounded engine sound, not long to return to calm, I know is Zhao Tianyi left.

"My husband finally came back. He didn't eat dinner and was angry again. How can he stand it after a long time?" Yu's mother came out of the room in her coat and complained a little displeasantly.

I lowered my head to wipe my tears and said in a dumb voice, "legs are on him. Can I control him from going out?"

Yu Ma was immediately speechless when I said it. She just looked at me with unfriendly eyes. I ignored her and dragged her up the stairs.

Zhao Tianyi didn't come back all night. The next morning, I got up. When I went downstairs, Yu's mother was watching TV with her legs up. When she saw me go downstairs, she said indifferently, "the milk is in the refrigerator."

I look at my mother's indifference to my love, and I know that Zhao Tianyi and I quarreled so fiercely last night, so my mother naturally didn't take me seriously.

Last night, I didn't eat, and my stomach was empty. I warmed up a glass of milk and was about to go out. My mother called me, "take the garbage out by the way."

Yu Ma pointed to the garbage bag at the door and said to me without raising her head.

Yu Ma's bossy manner made me feel inexplicably angry. She pursed her lips and didn't want to quarrel with her. She simply went out without saying anything.

"I really think of myself as a young lady of gold. I'll hook up with this and that. I don't know what I like about you. Who married you is really bad luck for eight generations!" Yu Ma cursed, sharp words.

I quickened my pace as if I had not heard her curse.

Seeing that I didn't say a word, Yu's mother was more and more confident. She opened the door and yelled out: "who knows if I'm carrying a gentleman's seed in my stomach? A shameless woman like you deserves to die alone."

Harsh words into my ears, and like a loud slap, hard fan in my face, my cheek hot, eager to find a seam to drill in.

I don't like trouble. It's good to be bullied or scolded as long as I don't go too far. If Qi Shan and Zhao Benyuan did not go too far, I would not want to revenge her.

I can't learn the sarcasm from my mother. What's more, I'm pregnant now. I don't want my child to be taught how to curse the street. I try to avoid my mother's provocation.

From home I went to the hospital, my father just had dinner, is ready to get out of bed for a walk, I helped him walk in the corridor.

"Quarreled with him?" My dad took a look at me and asked me straight to the point.

I was embarrassed, quickly denied, and said: "no, Tianyi and I are very good, you don't have to worry about my things."

"These days, you run to the hospital every day and walk in a daze. When you look at it, your heart is not here. Either the company has an accident or you have a fight with Zhao Tianyi." My father snorted and said in a low voice: "you are pregnant now, but they are Zhao's children. If a man should love you and spoil you during your pregnancy, he dares to fight with you!"

My dad's voice was full of displeasure and indignation.

I was worried that my father would be worried and angry about my business. I quickly said with relief, "Dad, I really don't have a fight with Tianyi. Even recently, he is busy with work and doesn't have time to accompany me, so he is a bit..."My father examined the expression on my face for a long time before he said: "really, if Zhao Tianyi is not good to you, don't hurt yourself. Even if I fight my life, I can't let him bully you!"

I suddenly red eyes, forced to hold back tears, choked mouth: "what are you saying, ah, how can not look forward to his daughter's happy marriage ah!"

My father sighed: "really, you know you are different from ordinary girls, you..."

My father stopped talking, and my face turned pale. He continued: "I always hope you can find a man who is practical and willing to work. Only he doesn't care about your past, but now you..."

My fingers tremble slightly, thinking of the gray history, tears can not stop flowing, I wipe the tears, but the tears seem endless, how can not dry.

"Dad, stop it." I lowered my head, choked, and almost prayed.

Five years have passed, but that thing in my heart is always a scar that can't be healed. Thinking about what happened that day in the dead of night will wake me up from my sleep.

My father is right. I'm different from ordinary girls. I don't have a complete family. I can't get a complete father's love and mother's love. Even I am not complete.

Which woman doesn't want to give her first time to her husband? But I don't have the qualification.

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