The Locked Marriage in the Rich Family

"Do you really want to go back?" Yin Jingtian looked at me with an uncertain inquiry in his eyes.

I was silent for a moment, then nodded slowly: "yes, I have to go back."

For seven years, I have never gone to pay homage to my father. For seven years, I have never gone back to Qi city. Every time I dream about all kinds of things in Qi City, I wake up in a flash, tossing and turning until dawn.

Everyone says that time is the best medicine to comfort the wound. I also think that time will erase my physical and mental injury. But seven years later, my heartless heart is more and more obvious. I wish I could go to Qishi immediately and let Zhao Tianyi suffer all the pain I once suffered.

"Then go back." Yin Jingtian suddenly smiles, and his eyes twinkle with cunning: "but an an can't go back."

I frowned and nodded, "OK."

Six years ago, I gave birth to Ann, no one to accompany me, I lay in the cold operating room, in the gate of death again and again.

Before that, I couldn't understand the pain of childbirth. The pain came from my bones. I couldn't bear the pain. But when I thought of the baby in my stomach, I still held it down by biting my teeth.

That kind of unforgettable pain is the pain I can't forget in my life, and I won't want to experience it in my life.

I know what worries Yin Jingtian. Similarly, I don't plan to let An'an go back to Qishi with me.

Zhao Tianyi doesn't know that I secretly gave birth to her. If he knows that I gave birth to An'an, even if he sees An'an, he won't have half a love in his heart. An'an is the treasure I love in my hand. How can he let Zhao Tianyi hate her?

Yin Jingtian held my hand and whispered: "your hand is still so cold. How can I warm your hand?"

His voice is very light, and he chooses the ending. When he speaks, he stares at me. I'm the only one in his eyes, as if I'm the only one in his heart.

"When I go to Qi City, you should take good care of An'an." I pulled back my arm and whispered.

Yin Jingtian just laughed, his eyes still staring at me. After a long time, he said, "really, I'm not worried that Zhao Tianyi will rob An'an with me. I'm just worried that you will never come back."

I was shocked and looked at Yin Jingtian with wide eyes. I didn't expect that he would say such words to me, but I still put a light tone: "no, give me three months, and I will come back when I deal with all the things."

Yinjingtian satisfied smile, he approached me, warm kiss fell on my cheek: "early to early back, don't let me worry."

"Good." I didn't move. I let Yin Jingtian move.

Seven years ago, I met Hindu on the plane, and it was he who brought me out of the swamp of hell. Without Hindu, I would not be reborn in Nirvana today. What I have now is also given to me by yinjingtian. I have nothing in my heart but full of thanks.

After six hours' flight, I finally arrived in Qi city. My eyes were red for no reason. For seven years, I miss this land all the time, but I am also afraid of it. This land makes me love and hate.

"Ma'am, please get in the car." Uncle Liu gave me a light call. I came back and got on the bus with him.

Yin Jingtian worried that I could not handle the affairs of Qishi by myself, so he asked Uncle Liu to come with me. Instead of taking care of me, he was staring at me.

"This is the house that my husband has prepared for you. If you don't like it, you can see other houses." Uncle Liu showed me the layout of the room.

Two rooms and one living room. Although the room is not big, it's enough for me to live alone. The design of the room is designed according to the style I like. How can I not like it?

"It's good here." I said softly.

Uncle Liu didn't speak any more and left the room.

Tossed all day, I am a little tired, is preparing to go to bed, Yin Jingtian called: "do you still like the room?"

"Very much, thank you." I lay in bed and whispered.

A smile came from the end of the phone. Yin Jingtian lowered his voice and said, "really, if you're not used to living in Qishi, you can come back early. My home is not only spacious, but also me and An'an."

I gave a bitter smile, and I understood the purpose of yinjingtian's doing this. Yinjingtian was always generous and didn't pay attention to money. This time, he prepared such a small house for me. Of course, it was clear that yinjingtian was reminding me to go back early.

Speaking of An'an, the softest place in my heart was touched for no reason, and asked softly, "is An'an OK?"

"She's fine, except for missing you." There seemed to be a slight sound from the other end of the phone, and then came a soft voice: "Mommy, I miss you so much. When can you come back?"

Listening to an an's voice, my heart suddenly softened down and said in a soft voice, "Mommy will go back after work. You should be obedient at home."

I talked with an an for a long time. An an was reluctant to hang up the phone. I rubbed my eyebrows and felt heavy. Since she was born, I have never left her. Although I know yinjingtian will take good care of her, I still can't let go.But at the thought that I had more important things to do, I tightened my fingers secretly, and my heart sank again.

The next day, I got up early and went to the cemetery. I got out of the car. My legs were weak and my tears were in my eyes. In the past seven years, I seldom cried because I learned that tears are not weapons. They can't protect me or Ann. Only when I become strong can I protect the people I want to protect.

In the past seven years, I miss my father all the time. I want to come to sweep his grave and talk to him. But I'm afraid I'm not strong enough and I'm afraid of this land. I dare to come here until now.

Uncle Liu didn't follow me. I knelt down in front of the tomb and felt my father's picture with trembling fingers. Big hot tears fell down. I choked and said, "sorry dad, I dare to come back now. It's my fault. I didn't even see you at the last time. It's my fault."

Every time I think of the picture of my father's death in my sleep, I wake up with a start. I dream that my father's face looks at me, but he doesn't speak. His face is very embarrassed. He seems to blame me, and he seems to be angry.

I often dream of him, but he did not say a word, let my heart more uneasy.

I wiped my tears and talked about ANN with my father, hoping to tell all the things that happened in the past seven years.

"It's getting late, ma'am." Uncle Liu reminded me in the distance.

I stood up on the ground, clenched my teeth, and said in a deep voice: "Dad, don't worry, I won't let go of those who have hurt you and me easily, none of them!"