The Paranoid Brother Relies On My Love to Live

    Pinching a large pile of mental hospital materials and thinking about it for most of the night, Qiao Zhenzhen finally figured out why Chi Shen did this. At nearly one o'clock in the morning, she suddenly sneered, raised her hand, turned off the light, and went to sleep.

    She was so angry, she had a dream just after falling asleep. In the dream, she was lying on the sofa, telling Chi Shen seriously, and every time he said a word, he took out a The manual from the mental hospital was thrown at her. She said it in the middle of the night, and he threw it away in the middle of the night. As a result, she was gradually buried in the manual. Her heart became heavier, her breathing became heavier, and she was infinitely suffocating.

    When she was about to suffocate, the desire to survive made her open her eyes suddenly, and after a few deep breaths, she realized that the information she had left by the pillow yesterday, I don't know when it came to her body , and the quilt that was supposed to cover him fell to the ground.

    …No wonder she suffocated, co-authoring is because the air conditioner is too cold, and the data is used as a quilt. Qiao Zhen Zhen was in an inexplicably bad mood, she made another note to Chi Shen in her heart, and after a while, she slowly washed up and went downstairs.

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    Qiao Zhenzhen yawned: "Well, I'm a little sleepless."

    "Is it insomnia or playing games and chasing dramas?" Qin Jing was not happy, "You are already in the third year of high school, and you are about to take the college entrance examination. Can you study hard?"

    Qiao Zhenzhen was a little dejected: "I also want to study hard, but I can't understand the teacher's lecture."

    "I haven't studied in the past two years, so it's strange that I can understand. When will you let me save some snacks?" Qin Jing's face suddenly became serious.

    "I will study hard in the future." Qiao Zhenzhen promised.

    Qin Jing sneered: "Do you think I will believe it?"

    Qiao Zhenzhen curled her lips and looked at her eagerly, pitiful like a malnourished kitten.

    "...What are you looking at, eat quickly, study is at least as good as your body, right?" Qin Jing gave her a sideways glance.

    Qiao Zhenzhen was so happy, she accompanied Qin Jing after breakfast, and then left with two pieces of pizza.

    She had been eating breakfast for a long time, and she was late when she got to school. There were only a few students left at the school gate, and one of them was Chi Shen who was standing in the corner waiting.

    As soon as Qiao Zhenzhen saw him, she remembered the fear of being dominated by nightmares, and immediately walked over with a blank face and put the pizza box in front of him: "Here!"

    Chi Shen took it silently and started eating in front of her. He doesn't like sweet and salty things, and he can't stand the taste of cheese and cheese, but in front of her, he obediently takes one bite after another.

    [Favorability +5, existing 90 points]

    Qiao Zhenzhen waited for him to finish eating, then suddenly said, "I'm not sick."

    Chi Shen tightened his hand holding the meal waste, his thin lips pursed into a straight line, and his eyes stared straight at the ground, not intending to meet her.

    Qiao Zhenzhen laughed angrily when she saw his evasive virtue: "I'm not crazy, I'm nice to you because I want to be nice to you and be friends with you, What about you? What do you think?"

    The answer given by Chi Shen was to take a step back silently.

    "The pool is deep!" She gritted her teeth.

    Chi Shen finally agreed to look at her, and after looking at her for a long time, his face became more and more pale.

    The school bell rang for the morning reading, and the vendors at the school gate were closing their stalls one after another. The school security guard took the iron lock and was about to lock the door. A student, from which class, why didn't you come in?!"

    Qiao Zhenzhen stood still, stern face with Chi Shen. Before, I thought he was mentally ill, so I didn't dare to force him easily, for fear of forcing him to have a seizure. Now that we know that he is not sick, we can no longer let him be, and we must explain the misunderstanding.

    She is good to him, not a split personality, nor is she mentally ill, she just wants to be good to him and protect him, she needs him to understand this.

    Chi Shen's thin lips were slightly opened, and he took a breath with a trembling voice, and then said in a rougher voice: "Go to the hospital."

    Zhenzhen Qiao: “…”

    After a brief silence, she was sure that what Chi Shen believed would not change easily. She had no choice at all. She took a deep look at him and turned to go to the school. Chi Shen watched her back get farther and farther away, and his overturned stomach finally forced him to bend over and vomit on the ground.

    Bursts of nausea made him empty his stomach, and at the end he had nothing to vomit, only barely vomited some water. He looked at the filth on the ground, his fingertips trembling.

    Qiao Zhenzhen walked very fast, didn't notice the movement behind her, and only looked back when she was about to reach the teaching building, but she didn't see Chi Shen. She hurriedly looked back, and after a while, she was relieved when she saw Chi Shen appearing, but before she could relax too much, she noticed that his face was getting more and more ugly. It was only pale before, but now there is a hint of blue in the white.

    …You scared people like this?

    Qiao Zhenzhen regretted suddenly, felt that she had acted too hastily, she wanted to step forward to explain, but when she thought that her approach would only make him more nervous, she stopped and turned around ruthlessly floor.

    Chi Shen followed silently, her hesitation and determination fell into his eyes, he seemed to have no emotion, just followed quietly.

    The two entered the classroom one after the other. Zhao Lianqiao felt hatred when she saw it.

    Qiao Zhenzhen ignored her as usual, sat down in the seat and began to think about what to do next, although maintaining the current state seems to be good, but she can't let him follow him for a lifetime.

    Chi Shen is a person, and there will be a long life waiting for him in the future. He has to know the normal way of making friends, and he must also learn to express his feelings normally.

    What should I do? Qiao Zhen Zhen propped her chin in thought, and after thinking about it for a class, she finally came up with a solution.

    At noon that day, she accompanies Chi Shen to eat lunch and then asks for leave, and does not come back until the evening for self-study. In the next few days, she asks for leave in the morning or in the afternoon, and she has not been well for the whole week I have been to class, but no matter how I take leave, I will come back at mealtime to supervise Chi Shen's meal.

    Chi Shen tried to follow her as before, but every time she asked for leave, she was in class, and occasionally she would just skip school, and every time she left without warning, and when he was busy , Gradually he also realized that she was hiding from herself on purpose.

    Alright, this is normal. Chi Shen looked at the empty seat again, his heart aching like being broken.

    Qiao Zhenzhen disappears from time to time, and it also caused a small discussion in the class, everyone guessed that she was going to go abroad, and she always asked for leave to participate in the interview.

    "Lianqiao, you are Qiao Zhenzhen's best friend, do you know what she has been doing recently?" Someone asked Zhao Lianqiao to gossip.

    Zhao Lianqiao squinted at the man: "It's not going abroad anyway."

    "How do you know?" The man was curious.

    Because Qiao Jian went to Zhao Qin every day, but never mentioned that Qiao Zhenzhen was going abroad. Zhao Lianqiao was a little unhappy: "It's not going abroad anyway, so I don't know anything else."

    She wants to know more than anyone else why Qiao Zhenzhen asked for leave, the original text did not mention what she did during this time period, she had no way to guess, this feeling of being out of control It sucks.

    "You don't know either, then she hides it tightly enough." The man was even more curious, and when he turned his head to see Chi Shen in the corner, his eyes lit up, "You said he would Don't know?"

    Zhao Lianqiao casually followed his line of sight, and immediately became impatient when she saw Chi Shen: "I don't know, just ask him if you want to know."

    "...I'm just gossiping with you, why are you so excited?" The man was speechless, and turned to talk to others.

    Zhao Lianqiao always looks so carefree in the class, she has never been out of control like now, so that she was left alone. She gritted her teeth and glanced at Chi Shen, and put the account on him.

    We must find a way to solve this thorn as soon as possible.

    **

    When Qiao Zhenzhen came out of the last psychiatric hospital, she only felt refreshed, and it was already seven o'clock in the evening, she hurried back to school, and she would not have time to accompany Chi Shen for dinner, so she simply studied by herself in the evening I didn't even go, I went straight home.

    Qin Jing was doing yoga when she got home. When she saw her back, she was surprised: "Isn't it still after school? Why did you come back?"

    "I was a little uncomfortable, so I went back early." Qiao Zhenzhen coughed deliberately.

    Qin Jing gave her a sideways look: "Stop pretending, if you don't want to go to school, you don't want to go to school, and make all these detours with me."

    Qiao Zhenzhen smiled and hurried back to the bedroom to rest.

    There is no need for self-study at night, she went to bed before nine o'clock, and didn't wake up until six o'clock the next day, the first thing she woke up was to check her schoolbag and make sure everything was there before going to school Go, look for Chi Shen as soon as you get to the school.

    However, after looking around, there is no trace of him.

    Qiao Zhenzhen was abruptly uneasy, after searching several times to make sure she didn't see anyone, she frowned and walked to the school.

    She felt a little uneasy in her heart, her walking speed continued to increase, and in the end she trotted directly. Just a few meters away from the classroom, she heard Zhao Lianqiao shouting—

    "I always knew you were a pervert, but I didn't expect you to be so perverted, you are disgusting!"

    Qiao Zhenzhen didn't even want to rush into the classroom, as soon as she entered the room, she saw that most of the students in the class were there. Qian You's two friends held Chi Shen like a prisoner, and Zhao Lianqiao poked Chi Shen's nose and cursed.

    Qiao Zhenzhen angered her forehead and asked sharply, "What are you doing?!"

    As soon as she spoke, everyone looked over, and the onlookers voluntarily made a way, and waited for her to enter the encirclement before they came up again.

    Zhao Lianqiao saw her coming, and hurriedly handed her the things in her hand: "Look, is this yours?"

    Qiao Zhenzhen had a dark face, and when she looked down, she saw half a pack of unpacked sanitary napkins. It is a foreign niche brand, there is no counter in China, and the price is expensive. She is allergic to most sanitary napkins. Qin Jing carefully selected this one many times. Every year, she buys it for her when she goes abroad to play. I am afraid she is the only one in the school to use it.

    Zhao Lianqiao saw that Qiao Zhenzhen was silent, and immediately gave Chi Shen a proud look: "I saw him sneaking in your seat last night after school, I don't know what he is doing , so after he left, he rummaged through the holes in his table and saw this."

    "This is too perverted, to steal a girl's sanitary napkin." A girl in the crowd whispered, "Now I start to sympathize with Qiao Zhenzhen."

    "Really, it's too bad to be targeted by perverts."

    Qiao Zhenzhen's hand holding the sanitary napkin gradually tightened, and the soft packaging bag gradually deformed in her hand. Chi Shen lowered his head, his eyes were hidden under the black slightly curly bangs, as quiet as a lifeless corpse.

     But his fingers were clearly shaking.