The orchid at the door of the office was declining, and the leaves were sticky and droopy and listless. Lu Yinbing raised his head from the kindle. Today’s book list is Herman Hesse’s "Siddhartha", a story about self-searching. The protagonist of the story Siddhartha has been out of her world, and there is no way. Throw it in.

She cast her gaze on the orchid, walked to the flowerpot and squatted down, staring at its leaves intently.

In an office separated by a wall.

Doctor: "Are there hallucinations?"

Xia Yitong said, "No, I haven't seen it since I left here last time."

Doctor: "What about auditory hallucinations?"

Xia Yitong: "It's a little bit, but it doesn't affect normal life. At the beginning, it happened during the day and night, but it only appears at night, and it lasts about an hour."

The doctor closed the pen cover and smiled faintly: "From now on, the frequency of your visits can be changed to once every two weeks, to do some consolidation. In fact, your initial choice to stop the drug was a...well, how to say, a more sensible choice. Spiritually. These drugs are highly dependent. They are used to regulate nerves. They can’t be cut off, and they are prone to relapse. Many patients with mental illnesses take medicine for life to suppress the condition, treating the symptoms but not the root cause. In the final analysis, it is to cure here... …"

The doctor pointed to the temple, "I said before that there are individual differences, whether they are mild or severe. Some people will have serious sequelae, slow movement, memory loss, etc. If you eat the actor's profession, if you have to take medicine all your life. If the condition is controlled, the consequences..."

The doctor shook his head, and the following words were self-evident.

Xia Yitong flashed a flash of light in her mind, and grasped something: "Lu Yinbing said that depression has been cured in your place, hasn't she taken medicine either?"

The doctor lifted his eyelids calmly and said: "It involves the patient's privacy, so I can't comment."

The doctor didn't say it, and his expression couldn't capture the truth, but Xia Yitong had already determined the answer. After hearing the side effects, Lu Yinbing must have never taken medicine, and resisted the past on his own. She couldn't help but bend her eyes. As the lives of her and Lu Yinbing became more and more intersected, a very strange phenomenon also emerged. She paid homage to Lu Yinbing’s master in "Mei Qi" and jumped to drink ice. She jumped over the steps and ran along the path she ran; she had to play the role that Lu Yinbing was going to play; she had suffered from mental illnesses together, received treatment from the same doctor, and refused to take medicine to carry it.

She laughed, her eyes sparkling with joy from the heart.

The doctor looked at her, opened the pen cap with his fingers and closed it again, looking through her as if he had seen Lu Yinbing a few years ago. Lu Yinbing also stopped the medicine after taking it for a few days. She belonged to the type with a strong individual response. Just after taking the medicine, she felt that her body and brain had become very bad, and then she decided to stop the medicine resolutely. The doctor resolutely refused. Lu Yinbing had committed suicide, indicating that her condition was very serious and it was almost impossible to survive without medication.

"I won't eat!" Lu Yinbing stood upright in front of the table, his face haggard like a living ghost, but a ball of fire was burning deep in his eyes, "I can't eat anymore! Live like a waste person." , I would rather not live!"

"I can survive, I can tie myself up, I will never commit suicide again. Doctor, doctor, you believe me."

She was so stubborn that the doctor had no choice but to give her psychological counseling as much as possible, delving into all the information from ancient and modern times, China and foreign countries, and doing everything possible to help her recover. With the passage of time, Lu Yinbing became a case he had to track every day, watching her getting better day by day, as if witnessing a miracle with his own eyes.

A year later, she really survived, from pale and evasive, to radiant and bold, active again under the shining spotlight, attracting attention.

The doctor remembered the first film premiere after she recovered. Lu Yinbing gave him two tickets for the premiere for him and his wife to watch. The doctor had treated so many patients, and when he saw the smiling Lu Yinbing again, he almost couldn't hold back tears on the spot.

I took a picture, right in front of the huge poster of the movie, and that picture is now in the doctor's drawer.

The doctor raised his hand and stroked the lock of the drawer, looking far away, looking at something else through the office door...

"Thank you, doctor." Xia Yitong bowed deeply at the door, turned around and opened the door, asking the doctor to go first. A group of black shadows squatting at the door startled the two of them. Xia Yitong blurted out, "Ms. Lu?"

Lu Yinbing patted his clothes and stood up, smiled and nodded to the doctor, and then said to Xia Yitong, "I'm looking at the orchid, it's a bit lingering, didn't I water it?"

The last sentence was for the doctor again.

The doctor also bent over and took a closer look: "Maybe so, I'll ask someone to take a look at it later."

Lu Yinbing: "The New Year is almost coming. May I invite you and my sister-in-law to have a meal?"

The doctor complained: "My wife is on night shift today."

Outside of work, the doctor is also an ordinary husband, and will complain about his wife who is busy at work tonight and does not come back for dinner. Lu Yinbing said, "Then just ask you to eat?"

The doctor shook his head: "No, in another half an hour, I still have a patient coming over, and just asked the assistant to order a takeaway for me."

Lu Yinbing smiled: "Then you are busy, we won't bother you."

"Wait a minute," the doctor said, taking out the phone from his pocket, "Shall we three take a group photo?"

Lu Yinbing: "???"

The doctor said: "Leave a memorial, great miracles and small miracles."

Both the great miracle and the little miracle laughed, holding hands, and a doctor standing beside them, leaving a precious photo.

Xia Yitong was in a good mood all the way back, so good that Lu Yinbing felt abnormal. There was a song in the carriage that didn't know the time of the FM, and the sound was not tuned too loudly. Xia Yitong hummed along, raising the key a few more than others.

"The sky is as gray as weeping, and there is no more freedom after leaving you, the sour air smells our distance, a heart-wrenching ending, like breathing..."

Lu Yinbing couldn't help asking, "The doctor said you are cured?"

"I know that we are all right. I just forgot how to step back. The promise I made so swearingly, but it was...no time." Xia Yitong's voice was very cheerful, "the doctor said, the frequency of coming over will be changed to once every two weeks. The split is not so easy to heal...The most beautiful memories of love to be continued..."

Lu Yinbing: "...You just said that it's not that easy to heal, right?"

She wondered if there was something wrong with her ears, or something wrong with Xia Yitong's brain.

Xia Yitong shook his head during the music accompaniment: "Yes, yes, the doctor also said that it can only achieve a basic recovery, completely cured, and it seems that there is no... "

Lu Yinbing: "Do you want to take medicine?"

Xia Yitong: "Sniff out our distance... No need, I have stopped for so long, what kind of medicine... The yellowed diary of the drawer, drained of memories, that smile is summer, and your past is forgotten clockwise. ..."

Lu Yinbing: "Will it recur in the future?"

Xia Yitong: "Careless tears are superfluous... I don't know, it's possible, but I don't think you need to worry too much. Soldiers come to cover up the water and earth, and you are by my side. What is there to be afraid of. I will hit it once it recurs. Once... Huhuhaha, use the nunchakus, huhuhaha, use the nunchakus, if I have light skills, I will be upright and upright! Use the nunchakus, huh, I will defend with a knife, huh, beautiful Swivel kick! I was so scared that I almost gave the accelerator a kick with excitement."

Lu Yinbing: "……………………"

Xia Yitong’s stray song was brought back by the radio station. She went from shrugging excitedly to nodding slowly, turning the steering wheel skillfully: "I know you and I are not wrong, but it’s better to let go. The most beautiful memories of love are to be continued. I know that neither of you nor I was wrong, but I forgot how to step back. I promised me on an oath, but I was—"

Lu Yinbing raised his hand and pressed the radio station, and the music stopped abruptly.

Xia Yitong stayed for a while and silently added: "...Time is running out. What's wrong?"

Lu Yinbing was expressionless and said, "Pull over and stop."

The feeling that the other person is so high that she still knows nothing is really too bad.

Xia Yitong drove forward for a certain distance and stopped on the side of the road. Although he was stunned, his face was still smiling. Lu Yinbing pressed his hand on the edge of the seat, unfastened his seat belt with a "click," and put his hand directly on it. When I stepped onto the steering wheel, it was equivalent to half-circle Xia Yitong in his seat: "Before you go home, do you want to explain to me why you are so abnormal all of a sudden?"

Xia Yitong: "What is the abnormality?"

Lu Yinbing: "That's how you are now."

Xia Yitong: "I'm pretty normal now." She deliberately pulled down the mirror on the car and took a photo. Her complexion was especially good, her eyes were shining brightly red.

Lu Yinbing poked her shoulder: "Say, why are you so happy? Saying it makes me happy too."

Xia Yitong: "Ah, you said this."

She laughed for a long time again, laughing so much that Lu Yinbing raised his hand to hit someone.

Xia Yitong hurriedly begged for mercy and asked, "Do you really want to know?"

Lu Yinbing: "Nonsense."

"Okay, I'll tell you." Xia Yitong pressed her hand on the seat belt buckle and stared at her steadily. Her eyes were so deep, as if the affection of a world was hidden, Lu Yinbing couldn't help being touched by her gaze. Attracted, I can't remember what I want to ask for a while.

"I love you." When the second "click" sounded, Xia Yitong leaned over, held Lu Yinbing's wrist, pressed it against her leg, and accurately pinched her in Lu Yinbing's wide-open eyes. Lips.

After a long time, Xia Yitong gasped slightly and let go of her. The lips of both of them were shiny and moist. Lu Yinbing wrapped Xia Yitong's neck with his eyes blurred, as if he hadn't recovered yet: "You haven't yet..."

She remembered that they were talking about the reason Xia Yitong was so happy?

"Because I love you." Xia Yitong interrupted her, looking into her eyes and said, "Nothing makes me happier than the fact that I love you."

The author has something to say: Friendship Starring: Jay Chou "Retreat", "The Nunchaku"

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