The Regressor and the Blind Saint

The next day, Renee’s bedroom.

Aisha looked at Renee, who was nursing Vera, hiding behind the door, a worried expression on her face.

Rene’s face was full of embarrassment. He hadn’t slept, so his eyes were dark and dead, and his head was constantly shaking up and down.

Aisha was worried that Renee-sama might fall over that way, so she could not just look at it any longer, so she knocked on the door.

“Rene… ?”

“Aisha?”

uh-.

The white divinity that Ren had exuded collapsed. His head turned to Aisha.

Aisha cautiously approached Renee and uttered those words in a tone filled with concern.

“Rene, are you okay? It looks very difficult… .”

Saying that I should stop taking a break.

To that, Renee answered with a small smile.

“it’s okay. Are you still this good?”

It was the answer that I did by waving my arms a little.

It was an action to clear Aisha’s worries, and Vera did it because he thought he couldn’t sleep comfortably while lying down like this.

Renee spoke like that, then fumbled into the air, placed her hand on Aisha’s head, and then continued stroking her head.

“Because I’m fine. Do you want to go and see Dovan? You are struggling a lot.”

I knew Vera was troubled by the thought that it was his fault for this to happen.

In times like these, having Aisha, who is close to you, by your side will comfort you.

Aisha responded in a muffled tone to what Renee had said.

“yes… .”

“Come on, go. Because I am fine.”

Aisha looked at Renee smiling helplessly, then turned and went out the door.

thud-.

As the door closed, there was a noise, and the smile disappeared from René’s face, who had been smiling faintly until then.

Suddenly, the hand on the bed was looking for Vera with another fumbling movement.

Their fingertips touched with a popping sound. Then their hands were intertwined and a white divinity covered them.

Renee lowered her head and rested her forehead on her folded hands.

“Ugh… .”

What was entangled in the long breath that escaped was a sliver of relief and deep sorrow.

Suddenly, Renee’s fingertips began to tremble.

It was like remembering the past.

There was no relief that Vera had returned.

How surprised I was to find out Vera’s condition, which was carried back to Norn only as the sun was setting.

As if it was going to break soon, I was breathing coldly, how my heart sinks at that cool sensation.

Since then, Renée has not been able to leave Vera’s side ever since.

In case Vera’s condition worsens while he is away. I fear that Vera will die forever in that short time.

Without holding Vera’s hand like this, the anxiety soared and it was impossible to think normally. It was only by feeling the warmth and pulsation of his hands that he could suppress his anxiety.

“Vera… .”

called your name

I hoped he would wake up, and I called his name, hoping to get up and say sorry to him, but there was still no answer.

I have to get up and reassure myself, but I also have to hold hands and walk together.

“Vera… .”

No answer came back.

Renee grated his teeth and began to mutter as he felt Vera’s chilling warmth.

“… You said you’d stay by my side.”

that you will always be by my side You said that you would protect me.

“It’s like we’re doing it together.”

He said that he would be with him so that he could overcome despair until he found the answer.

“why… .”

why doesn’t it happen

Renee’s eyes reddened. heat came up.

drop. Rene’s heat fell and scattered on Vera’s cold hands.

*

Two more days passed, and Vera was still asleep.

Renee was still sitting by the bed treating Vera.

While the white divinity, who had been holding up for the whole time, slowly began to show the bottom, Renee felt a sudden uneasiness rising to the end of the divinity.

This was done because he thought that Vera might die if he used up all his divinity like this.

Judging by the facts, he had already finished recovering his body and had to come to his senses.

Rene, who did not break Hansako’s stubbornness despite the restraints of others, including Norn, started to tremble in a state of half madness.

The anxiety in Renee began to grow bigger.

He began to paint himself alone in a dark world.

Renee quivered at it and stuttered, placing a hand on Vera’s chest.

Can not be done.

With that thought, he pulled out all the divinity that was in him. led power. I longed for Vera to wake up.

however.

uh-.

Nothing changed.

“iced coffee… .”

Renee remembered the fact that was only passing through his head.

God’s power was something he could never use for himself. It was impossible to use the wind based on his own greed.

In fact, it was because there was nothing left to heal, but Renee, whose judgment was clouded, vomited so much despair at the thought that the gods had forsaken him again this time.

“no… .”

Tears welled up in the corners of Renee’s eyes.

Renee got up from her seat, went to the bedroom, buried her head in Vera’s chest, and cried.

“no… !”

Vera must not disappear. Had to wake Vera.

Renee squeezed the divine again.

Now he made a feeble mist that was hardly even called light and shoved it into Vera.

thud. thud.

A faint beating sound is heard as you bury your head in your chest.

Renee was squeezing everything she had, hoping that the beat wouldn’t go away, but she ran out of energy and collapsed.

*

tedious weight.

It was the first thing Vera felt when he woke up.

Vera slowly opened his eyes, confirming the identity of the weight he felt on his chest.

‘Lady… .’

It was Renee.

He could see him leaning over his body as if he had collapsed with a pale face.

As Vera looked at Renee, he trembled at the marks left on Renee’s cheek.

tear marks.

it was Upon closer inspection, his eyes were all red.

Slowly, in slow motion, an outstretched hand brushed Renee’s cheek.

Vera proceeded to do so.

‘… How long has it been?’

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Obviously, the place where he was right before he collapsed was the barracks of the three countries.

But now it’s Renee’s bedroom.

What he could see was Renee, who was clearly crying.

Vera narrowed his eyebrows and continued to think, then slowly lifted Renee’s head and stood up.

Careful not to wake Renee, Vera put Renee right on the bed and covered him with a blanket, then checked his condition.

‘It’s fine.’

No, it wasn’t that I was fine. It was by far the most perfect condition.

Vera’s gaze turned to Renee.

Considering the circumstances, it was probably Renee who cured him.

Vera darkened his face at the thought of having caused trouble in the end, and immediately left the room.

To find out the details of his progress, he went out to find Norn.

It was not long after that, at the entrance of the main building, that Vera moved and found Norn.

Norn looked at Vera who opened the front door and came out and shouted so with a bright complexion.

“Sir Vera!”

“Shh, the saint is sleeping.”

“ah… !”

Norn shuddered at Vera’s small words, placing his index finger in front of his mouth, and nodded.

Vera looked at the sound-killing norn, then asked in a low voice.

“What happened?”

A question about what happened after you fell.

To that, Norn made a ‘knuckle’ sound, and then explained.

From the time he brought himself, who was buried in the dust, and brought him here, to Renee’s treatment after that, and in the meantime, the three countries suddenly became silent and the union situation changed.

Hearing all this, Vera let out a short sigh and bowed his head.

‘three days… .’

Has it already been three days since you fell?

Realizing that the power recoil was far worse than he had expected, Vera let out a sigh of regret and nodded.

“You suffered.”

“no. It’s a good thing that you woke up like this.”

Vera saw the dark dead under the eyes of the Norn who spoke, and bowed his head slightly.

“I was worried.”

“What? The saint was more worried about me than I was.”

Words spoken with laughter.

Norn added those words in a slightly grumbling tone, as he was just beginning to let go.

“The saint suffered a lot of heartache. You must have been very tired from taking care of the lord without sleeping for the past few days. Even if you tell me how about taking a little break, you hardly hear me… .”

“… Did you?”

Vera’s gaze turned to the main house from which he had just escaped. My heart felt heavy. Wasn’t he made to remind himself of his worries on a plate that would not be enough even if he relieved him of his worries?

A feeling that would be correct to call it guilt.

As it came to mind, Vera’s complexion darkened.

-Vera!

Renee’s cry erupted from inside the main building.

It was a loud cry that seemed to break.

Vera, startled at him, left these words to Norn and went back into the main house.

“I will go.”

Every step I took was full of impatience.

*

Renee, who was lying on the bed, realized that the warmth he had been holding on to the whole time had disappeared, so he got up and fumbled around.

Touching your fingertips feels like a rough quilt.

Suddenly, Renee felt her heart sink with a ‘thump’.

Vera is gone.

It disappeared after losing consciousness for a moment.

“Vera?”

The words you stutter, sweeping the bed with your hand and sweeping the walls. It was as if his head was looking around in the air.

“Vera?”

none. Vera is absent.

Vera disappeared after a moment of fainting.

“Vera… .”

In the midst of moving his body in a hurry, Renee fell to the floor as his hand touched the outside of the bed.

thud-.

There was a loud noise.

Renee stuttered and stuttered to the floor while the shock was being applied to her whole body.

“Vera? Where are you?”

A cry was added to his voice. Even while crawling, Vera could not be held in his hand.

Anxiety that lingered all the time.

Renee felt it upset her stomach again.

He felt Vera disappearing from his world.

my mind goes blank

Fear runs through your body.

Without realizing it, Renee screamed.

“Vera-!”

Left alone in a world without Vera. In a world that was all dark, I was in a state where I could not move even a single step properly.

Renee’s eyes reddened.

Can not be done. Can not be done.

He could not live without Vera. couldn’t go on

In the midst of such anxiety and fear, my whole body was trembling.

bang-!

I hear the door open violently.

“Lady!”

Vera’s voice rang out.

Renee’s head flashed.

I took a deep breath in surprise, and my body rose up to face the direction of the sound of Vera’s trembling voice.

So ‘tuk’.

Renee felt her body bump into something.

Then, something rested on his shoulder, a large hand rested on his shoulder.

Renee knew right away.

“Vera… .”

It was Vera’s hand.

“Yes, Madame. Vera is here.”

It was Vera’s voice.

Rene felt that the emotions that had been engulfing her body until the moment before were gone by the sensations that were being transmitted to her, and she felt the strength in her body loosen up.

A body about to fall down.

It was sustained by Vera.

“What are you doing? Have you ever been hurt?”

Rene, who heard the voice full of worry, felt the tears that had been hanging from the corners of her eyes until just before were flowing down her cheeks.

Arms wrapped around Vera’s waist.

His head lodged in Vera’s chest.

He was relieved, and when Vera spoke to himself, it was only then that the tears came out.

Meanwhile, other emotions started to fill up.

The human heart is so deceitful that, as soon as reason returns to the thought that Vera is alive, the hardships he has suffered so far pass by.

It is resentful to have made it so difficult for yourself.

Renee bit her teeth and said so in a very suppressed voice.

“why… , why did you do that?”

It was a word full of resentment.