Uplifting Journey

What is the feeling of the so-called childhood sweethearts, childhood sweethearts, and family like family?

Liu Xin, who has always paid attention to her own image, is curled up on the sofa as if in a cold wind, her hands hugging her knees tightly, her face buried in her thighs, motionless.

It was as if a boulder had been thrown into the heart lake and stirred up the sediment at the bottom. Scenes of deliberately forgotten memories kept flashing in her mind like a slide show——

The indistinct warm touch of infants and young children, the stickiness of babbling, the family wine that pretends to be serious, and the countless journeys to and from school.

A figure she called her elder brother ran through her long memories of the past, and it wasn't until Aunt Cheng's family moved away when that man went to college that her impression of him was slightly diminished after a few years of separation.

Then they met after a lapse of several years. The parents of both parties matched intentionally or unintentionally. The birthday party, which was both nostalgic and embarrassing, unexpectedly turned out to be the beginning of tragedy.

On the way home, the vehicle driven by the man drifted inexplicably and rubbed against the isolation zone, followed by a terrible rollover, violent impact, pain and blood

The man's parents died, as did his own father, and his ordinary and happy life fell apart in the blink of an eye and fell into chaos.

Standing in the ward, I was crying hoarsely, and the young man lying on the intensive care bed was murmuring to himself without looking.

Regarding the cause of the car accident, the seriously injured young man had only inexplicable explanations - some kind of demon or some dark shadow, which made his mind freeze and unable to control his body.

If it weren't for the kind mother who pulled her, she would have smashed the brain of this guy who evaded responsibility with a psychiatric test.

Since then, the two sides have been strangers. She deliberately cut off all contact with each other, and worked hard to study and work to support the family that lost the mainstay.

Until one day, Liu Xin discovered his special ability in an accident where his mother was kidnapped, and was noticed by the country.

The welfare benefits of the relevant departments are quite attractive, and Liu Xin, who is not from a good family background, chose to join without any hesitation.

But after coming to the general base of the relevant department and getting in touch with the circle of supernatural beings, Liu Xin discovered that something dark and obscure was slowly entangled.

According to national statistics, the time when the first batch of supernatural beings appeared happened to be the time when their family had a car accident in the past, and a large number of similar weird accidents occurred all over the world at the same time. The accidents were all related to the supernatural beings that appeared at that time.

And in the final test, after seeing what the young woman described about her own abilities in the eyes of the victim, a creepy association crawled into her mind and tightly gripped her heart.

The dark horror of phantoms, the car accident that occurred on the first awakening day of the supernatural beings, the murmurs of the young people on the hospital bed, and the stagnation and stripping of the mind.

——At the moment of the car accident, when I sat in the rear-end car and was forced to marry by my parents, I felt extremely embarrassed. When I was complaining, did I subconsciously use the abnormal ability on the driver of the vehicle in front?

Various thoughts surged in my mind like weeds, and my memory and thoughts were stirred into a mess. Feeling dizzy, Liu Xin curled up on the sofa, not daring to look up or listen.

In Cheng Bin's single dormitory.

Cheng Bin bent down and put his head under the faucet of the washbasin, withdrew the thought power that had been maintained on the body surface, and let the cold water stimulate his scalp and soak his neck and chest all the way.

"Are you okay?" Chen Pang looked hesitantly at Cheng Bin who seemed to be forcing himself to calm down in front of the faucet.

He had expected a lot of Cheng Bin's reaction after hearing the news, but now the emotional changes he sensed through his abilities were unprecedented, completely beyond his expectations——

It is like a time bomb whose countdown is locked at the last second. It is obviously a static and stable structure, but there is a sense of oppression that will destroy everything in the next instant.

In fact, Cheng Bin's own feelings are more complicated than Chen Pang's.

The car accident in the past was a turning point in his life. In that tragedy, he lost his relatives, his job, his garage, and almost all his social relationships.

The feeling of despair lying on the hospital bed cannot be expressed in words. Today, he suddenly learned that the original accident may not be his fault, but another "murderer", and the culprit may be his own guilt at the time. When it comes to the hard-to-face Liu Xin.

An invisible force suddenly tore open his healed wound, opened his soul, and forcibly dug out all the most intense emotions and thoughts in his past.

It was as if there were countless voices shouting in his mind, and countless contradictory thoughts made Cheng Bin feel a splitting headache. Every thought and every emotion of him was infinitely magnified by inexplicable power. Like a spinning top, it is about to fall and destroy.

— to see her.

——Keep thinking.

——Give back all the pain in the past to her, this is the punishment she deserves!

——This is not normal.

——To comfort her who was originally as close as a sister, the source of the birth of the supernatural is the root of the tragedy, we are all victims, and we cannot let her be immersed in the negative emotions of killing her father.

——Leave it alone, let her go, everything is already over.

— Wake up, you have already chosen

--Who are you? !

Cheng Bin slowly raised his head from the water flow, his unstable thought power exploded a large spray, the mirror in front of him was hit by a sledgehammer, and a dent appeared in the loud noise, and the broken cracks spread like a spider web Come.

Countless scattered mirror fragments reflected countless Cheng Bin with distorted faces. I don't know if it was light or water marks or what, but every Cheng Bin in the mirror seemed to have a subtle difference.

——This is not normal! My spirit is not so fragile and chaotic! Don't be swayed by sensibility, keep thinking!

- Fuck you thinking! Past sins for nothing? !

——Is Chen Pang playing tricks? No, he has no motivation or ability.

——Is this the so-called "little test"? What's the point.

-Focus, focus first.

Cheng Bin, who was breathing quickly without knowing it, put his hands on the side of the washbasin, sweating profusely, and waved his hands to stop Chen Pang from approaching.

There is no way to discern the chaotic thoughts in his mind one by one, Cheng Bin can only focus on taking deep breaths one by one, and gradually regain the normal perception and control of his body that is so stiff that it is about to cramp.

The more he thinks about specific things, the more chaotic and chaotic his mind becomes. The pain of twisted mind forces Cheng Bin to find a solid and reliable foundation. Find out a series of related mathematical problems and deduce them from scratch.

Mathematics, which seems boring and boring, is the foundation of all rational subjects to understand the world. Its rigorous logic system has a strong self-improvement and derivation ability.

When Cheng Bin shifted his energy to the deduction of the mathematical system in his mind little by little, the soul-dividing pain was obviously weakened, as if the different souls had found a common foothold.

Cheng Bin, who stood silently in front of the washbasin, established a stable thinking circuit little by little with the help of the correlation between knowledge, and built a thinking boat that can operate normally in the chaotic and turbulent heart lake.

After realizing that Cheng Bin's mood swings had eased, a white shadow flashed in the corner of Chen Pang's eyes, and he saw the clothes that were originally placed on the bedside fly over and neatly put them on Cheng Bin's body. Those traces of water have long since been shaken away by the power of thoughts, refracting a looming rainbow in the mist.

Cheng Bin jumped on the spot and finished putting on his trousers, shoes and socks. The buttons were automatically buttoned one by one precisely. He stared at the corners of his mouth in the broken mirror and twitched slightly. Then he turned and walked towards the door without saying a word. .

Being able to deeply experience and understand Cheng Bin's feelings, as a good friend, Chen Pang followed with a sigh.

——In any case, if Cheng Bin's emotions remain stable and he can think twice as he usually does things, then he is basically relieved, and the rest can only be decided by the two of them

The two walked in silence, left the dormitory area, walked through the square of the building, and soon came to the building where Chen Pang worked.

Outside the room where Liu Xin was, Cheng Bin, who was approaching along the corridor, stopped. A young woman in formal work clothes raised her hand in front of him to stop him.

The young woman who was in charge of the final test before frowned and glanced at Chen Pang, then stared at Cheng Bin solemnly, and said word by word: "You shouldn't come here now, tomorrow, at least you should each sleep to wake up For a moment, we will meet again after regaining our sanity and calmness."

Relevant memories appeared and exploded like a bubble, and Cheng Bin recognized the unfamiliar guy in front of him—the person who told him about the relevant departments in the private chat room of the mental hospital in the past.

"Thank you, I'm very calm." Cheng Bin smiled and nodded, feeling the kindness released by the other party. His telekinetic power had opened up the panorama and gradually penetrated into the room behind the young woman.

Through the reaction and conflict between supernatural abilities, the young woman noticed the torrent surging past her, her face changed, and she was about to say something, but Chen Pang stepped forward and stopped her.

Seeing Chen Pang, who specializes in psychology, pointing to the person in the room and shaking his head at her, the young woman hesitated for a while, and stepped aside from the middle of the corridor, allowing Cheng Bin to walk past.

Cheng Bin opened the room and walked in. After closing the door, he looked at the woman curled up on the sofa not far away.

Although her trembling body shrank into a ball as she was sobbing faintly, the feedback from the panorama image delivered the three-dimensional image down to the cell level to Cheng Bin's eyes.

Cheng Bin, whose head started to ache again, casually sat down on the other side. He glanced at Liu Xin whose face was buried in his thigh, and couldn't help but sighed softly while pressing his temple.

——The human body's interference with one's own telekinetic power is mainly reflected in the nervous system and internal organs, and it is easy to tear off the neck aorta of everyone in the field of vision.

——I remember that the sister next door always liked to wear straight and long hair since she was a child. It was still like this at the party before the car accident. Did she cut it short after the tragedy?

—Would you like to experience her abilities again? Although the probability of being wrong is very small, so far, isn't her opinion that it was her who caused the car accident just a guess?

——Speaking of which, the girl who was simulated by the system and finally turned into a white human shell has a little shadow of Liu Xin when she was a child.

——If you use telekinetic power, it is also very simple to damage the body's functions without leaving any traces or directly delay the killing.

As if there were many people talking in his ears at the same time, Cheng Bin frowned amidst the chaotic and noisy voices. Chen Pang, who was peeping outside, sensed Cheng Bin's emotional changes, and his heart couldn't help but suspend again.

Liu Xin trembled when she heard Cheng Bin's sigh. She raised her head and looked in the direction of the familiar voice with her red eyes.

Cheng Bin, who was reciting some mathematical formulas silently, saw Liu Xin's lips moving, but he couldn't hear Liu Xin's words, even though the panorama could capture the slightest vibration in his throat.

Because of the tsunami at the bottom of his mind, Cheng Bin was a little tired of coping, and the boat he was standing on seemed to capsize at any time amidst the infinitely magnified fluctuations in emotions and thinking.

Like an invisible war taking place in his soul, through the aftermath of a lot of distracting thoughts, Cheng Bin can feel all kinds of abnormal reactions produced by his body under the twisted mind.

However, according to the inexplicable knowledge that emerged in his mind, Cheng Bin could barely control the influence of the inner war on the real body through telekinesis to suppress the operation of the corresponding ganglion and hormone glands, and ease the emotional gap like a cliff, at least after the end of this battle Before, he would not make realistic choices.

In a trance, Cheng Bin's vision gradually split.

As if a large number of similar but different scenes overlapped together, Cheng Bin saw himself questioning Liu Xin loudly, saw the corpse lying in a pool of blood, saw Liu Xin with crying eyes red hugging himself and kept saying sorry, watching Seeing the irritable self severing the tendons of the security personnel who rushed over with a wave of his hand, I saw many, many completely different reactions of myself

The schizophrenic soul dispute made Cheng Bin extremely painful. He could feel the fighting and devouring between different thoughts or personalities. It seemed that his boat would capsize at any time.

But he has never really lost his sanity, instead relying on the common foothold - mathematical logic and curiosity about the status quo - or actively or passively absorbing similar nutrients to continue to sharpen and grow until all the noise disappears and the self devours everything Distracting thoughts, or until the self is washed and reshaped by distracting thoughts.

The information level war seems to have lasted for countless years, but in reality all this happened in a short moment.

Cheng Bin recovered from his trance, and the countless double images and blood stains in front of his eyes faded away, revealing the figure of Liu Xin who just raised his head and timidly watched him.

——What happened to everything that happened in my mind, as well as the knowledge and information that came out of nowhere? Mind power is no better than mind energy, and it is really troublesome without the ability to self-examine thinking. What is the point of tossing about these things for the system?

Cheng Bin, who was more interested in what happened in his soul before, stared at Liu Xin absent-mindedly for a while, and returned to focus on the problem in front of him after thinking fruitlessly.

It should be the vision of the world line split phantom before, and it has already shown a lot of development tendencies. If it is actually dealt with, it has already made a choice before anyway.

After suppressing the physiological reactions related to body emotions, simple logic passed through Cheng Bin's calm and rational thinking——

The experience of losing parents and being seriously injured in the past has led to this repressed resentment in the body now, and everyone's distrust of their own words and the truth of the final reversal intensified these emotions.

I want to release these grievances to the culprit, but who is the culprit objectively?

The one who got into an accident while driving? Of course not, I am just a victim of the black phantom's mental shock ability.

Liu Xin, the ghost releaser? She just made complaints about the embarrassment of the blind date. Considering that her feelings were not much different at the time and her friendship with her own sister, it was a bit reluctant to be the target of anger.

The source of the birth of the ability at that moment? Create a system that indirectly causes accidents in the inner domain? Isn't that Gao Wei's self?

Or should it be blamed on the long-dead Yao Civilization exploration terminal?

Cheng Bin sighed secretly, and casually chose a relatively stable method in the illusion of divergent world lines that he had seen before, and prepared to implement it.

But the moment Cheng Bin made up his mind, the whole world he perceived fell into a static state, and then, as if the pigments that made up the scroll melted and aggregated, the whole world became blurred among the colorful colors.

Cheng Bin, who had just retrieved part of the knowledge and high-dimensional information, had not had time to react, and his spirit once again sank to the bottom of the chaotic heart lake.

It is troublesome to write on the mobile phone, and the writing is messy. I will continue to travel tomorrow, hey. Is it only a few days before I need to use the full attendance leave?