What to Do if I Am Noticed by the Straight Guy Next Door?

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Su Bin drifted off to sleep without knowing how, lost in a hazy state of consciousness. As soon as he fell asleep, he was bombarded with a mishmash of dreams.

Dreams within dreams were all about Allen… He dreamt of Allen biting his neck, the biting turning into kissing… He dreamt of Allen chuckling sinisterly, a sense of mischief surrounding him… He even dreamt of Allen holding him tightly, preventing him from moving.

He felt like invisible threads were delicately wrapping around him, placing him in a soft and warm whirlpool. His heart resisted sinking, but his body couldn’t break free.

Su Bin woke up the next morning, his body feeling feverish, only to find himself and the sheets entwined like a spiral…

Q////Q Oh no~~

Su Bin had never experienced anything like this before. Even when he was with Chen Xiaotian, their interactions had been limited to pure and chaste kisses – lips meeting for a moment before parting. Even just that much had made Su Bin feel embarrassed, so you can imagine how innocent he was.

But last night, Allen had started with several minutes of passionate French kissing. Su Bin had been left breathless and ended up dreaming like this. It was a drastic transformation from something as simple as clear soup to a rich stew…

Having dreams that were so shamelessly explicit, could he still call himself a straight guy? (ˊ_ˋ)

He went to freshen up, his body feeling like a limp noodle. When he opened the door, he was slightly apprehensive about facing Allen…

However, it seemed that the more you feared something, the more likely it was to happen – just as Su Bin walked into the bathroom, Allen followed right behind him!

… Seriously, did Allen deliberately follow his every move? It crossed Su Bin’s mind as he wiped himself down.

Their gazes met, and Su Bin was the first to avert his eyes.

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Seeing Su Bin looking shy, Allen realized he was still preoccupied with last night’s events. Allen’s mood was great, and he cheerfully said, “Good morning. Are you feeling better?” He positioned himself in front of the sink, getting ready to brush his teeth.

To Su Bin, that statement carried a different connotation. It emphasized once again that Allen’s kiss last night was merely a “consolation,” devoid of any other meaning.

Nevertheless, at this moment, Su Bin was also quite speechless. Was Allen intending to share the bathroom with him?

Sharing wasn’t impossible, but Allen had clearly divided their bathroom usage times before. Now, with this sudden intimacy, Su Bin felt a bit overwhelmed.

Due to the narrow entrance of the bathroom, Allen’s nearly six-foot-three frame occupied the space. Su Bin, stuck inside, could hardly get out. Thus, he awkwardly stood beside Allen… brushing his teeth.

Gazing at Allen’s reflection in the mirror, who seemed to have just woken up, dressed in a sleep shirt that exposed a significant portion of his collarbone and chest, Su Bin couldn’t help but recall that night when he was drunk and ended up sharing a bed with Allen… Ugh, he hadn’t thought much about it that day, but now his imagination was running wild.

In his mind, the timid part of him had transformed into the submissive one, while the brave part had become the tsundere one:

Submissive: “That night, Allen seemed to have bitten my neck too…”

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Tsundere: “Stop imagining things, you idiot!”

It was like a conversation between two sides of himself.

Submissive: “But he had that look in his eyes when he kissed me…”

Tsundere: “Quit overthinking it! Moron!”

Submissive: “Thinking about Allen lying naked with me on a bed, I’m about to melt >///

“Hehe, go wash your face.” Allen says this cheerfully and then gives the bathroom to Su Bin.
Su Bin sighs, telling himself in his heart, “Fool, you haven’t recovered from your previous relationship yet, and you want to forget the pain before the wound has healed?”

Yes, Allen made it clear. He doesn’t want to see Su Bin’s lifeless appearance anymore. Even though he said, “Even if you’re gay, I wouldn’t dislike you,” it doesn’t mean he “likes” him.
Moreover, you know he has a somewhat difficult personality. Maybe whether it was last night’s deep kiss or today’s light kiss, they were just new ways he thought of to tease Su Bin.

After consoling himself, Su Bin went out to attend classes. However, today, it was almost time for the class to start, and Sun Yujie hadn’t arrived yet. Su Bin was looking at the classroom door when he received a text message.

Sun Yujie: “Flaky pastry! I overslept, can you help me mark attendance?”

Su Bin: “…” They’ve known each other for so long, and Sun Yujie has never been late or absent from class. Today, he overslept? Even if he overslept, he lives so close, he could just quickly get ready and come, the professor wouldn’t say anything about being a few minutes late.

Su Bin recalls last night’s masquerade party and worries if something happened to Sun Yujie…

However, in the afternoon class, Sun Yujie did show up. Seeing him fine, Su Bin felt relieved. However, when Sun Yujie sat down, he seemed a bit uneasy, shifting around.

“Where did you go after that last night? I couldn’t find you!” Su Bin asked.

“Um…” Sun Yujie discreetly looked around, then whispered to Su Bin, “I was with Cheng Ang…”

Su Bin was puzzled, “Didn’t you have a falling out with him?”

Sun Yujie lowered his head and said, “We’ve made up again. We were together all last night.”

“You guys…” Su Bin remembers Jin Fei’s plan to turn Sun Yujie gay and has a bad feeling… Could it be that the two people he saw embracing and kissing each other last night were Cheng Ang and Sun Yujie?

Sun Yujie quickly provided him with a positive answer — a certain bottom held his face and happily said, “We’ve become intimate~~” The tone carried an unsuitable BGM that almost made Su Bin spit out blood…

At this moment, inexplicably, Su Bin’s mind was filled with the words of the girl with the studded boots — “Being gay is contagious.” He’s both shocked by his own changing mentality and feels like he’s contradicting himself from yesterday.

Su Bin felt disheartened and couldn’t help seriously questioning Sun Yujie, “What exactly happened between you and Cheng Ang?”

Sun Yujie: “We met at the party last night. We were both wearing masks… The atmosphere was quite ambiguous. Also, Cheng Ang was a little drunk. He saw me and directly asked me to chat with him. He held onto me and talked a lot…”

“What did you say?” Su Bin raised an eyebrow, thinking that no matter what they talked about, it shouldn’t have ended up in bed. Sun Yujie surely must have said something shameless. Sun Yujie glanced at Su Bin guiltily and said, “He mentioned that he saw me with you and felt uncomfortable about it.”

Su Bin: “…” What does your affair have to do with me? OAO||

Sun Yujie recalled the conversation and realized he hadn’t lied to Su Bin. Cheng Ang did indeed say that. When they met, Cheng Ang was a bit tipsy. Sun Yujie heard him say that and took the opportunity to explain to Cheng Ang… He told Cheng Ang that Su Bin is straight and has a girlfriend in China (even though he was recently dumped). He also said that he and Su Bin are just friends.

Sun Yujie remembered that after he explained, Cheng Ang looked at him with a troubled expression and said, “I know you guys are just friends, but I still feel uncomfortable… Do you think there’s something wrong with me?”

This sentence had an implied meaning, and Sun Yujie immediately understood. If he pretended to be oblivious back then, he wouldn’t deserve to be called a promiscuous infatuated bottom by Su Bin.

However, he still suppressed his inner turmoil and casually reminded Cheng Ang, “Ang, you’ve had too much to drink.”

But the moment he finished speaking, Cheng Ang grabbed him and kissed him passionately… Thunder roared and fire ignited, they embraced each other and kissed passionately. Sun Yujie knew Cheng Ang was drunk, and while they were talking, Cheng Ang drank even more. Maybe Cheng Ang just wanted to confirm something, maybe he regretted the kiss after it happened…

No matter the excuses or reasons, Sun Yujie wouldn’t reject Cheng Ang’s advances — even if he got hurt, he was willing.

However, the situation went beyond Sun Yujie’s expectations. Cheng Ang actually took him to a hotel room and then… naturally… they did that…

In any case, for Sun Yujie, this was something he had been seeking.

Listening to Sun Yujie recount all of this, Su Bin was caught in a painful state of having plenty to say but not finding the right words. “So… Cheng Ang could be considered turned gay now?” Su Bin said with a conflicted expression.

“Not really…” Sun Yujie lowered his gaze, feeling a bit disheartened. In reality, even among straight men, there are those who might engage in same-sex activities out of curiosity. If they feel disgusted afterward and can’t accept it, they remain straight; but if they find it appealing, they might be considered “bent.”

Sun Yujie and Cheng Ang had at most engaged in a one-night stand. In the morning, when Cheng Ang sobered up, he returned to his calm demeanor. It wasn’t clear whether he disliked or regretted what happened last night. Perhaps, once Cheng Ang figured things out, he wouldn’t seek out Sun Yujie again.

“However, he asked me in the morning if it hurt…” Remembering Cheng Ang’s slightly apologetic and worried look, Sun Yujie felt overwhelmed. What to do, happiness came too quickly…

“Just with a question about whether it hurt, you’re this moved?” Su Bin felt that Cheng Ang’s behavior was a bit shady… If you don’t like it, why even try it?

Sun Yujie covered his face and said, “I thought it was already good enough, I’m just afraid he’ll find me disgusting.”

Su Bin: “…” Sigh, Sun Yujie is quite “complicated”… really worried for him!

Su Bin glanced at Sun Yujie, who was shifting uncomfortably on his seat, and awkwardly asked, “So, did it hurt for you?”

…You’re talking about that area, it’s so tight, just thinking about it is painful (=_=)…

“Of course, it hurt! There was even bleeding!” Sun Yujie said with a touch of grievance.

Su Bin: “…” Orz… why am I, a straight guy (?), discussing this kind of topic with a bottom?

Sun Yujie continued, “But I told Cheng Ang that I ‘didn’t feel any pain.'”

Su Bin: “Why did you say that? If it hurt, you should have let him know!”

Sun Yujie’s momentary grievance faded away, replaced by a blush that appeared on his face, “Because it felt really good too. He… was quite vigorous.”

Su Bin: “…” (╯‵□′)╯︵┻━┻ What happened to any sense of dignity!

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