Winner Takes All

When Li Shuo heard the word "Shao Qun", he was stunned for a moment. He thought that the sound from the microphone was distorted, or that he had heard it wrong. How could he hear this irrelevant name at the birthday party of a father and friend across the ocean?

However, the next second, he saw Zhao Jinxin too late to clean up the face of the sudden change, immediately a blank brain.

Shao Qun Shao Qun?

Shao Qun is Mrs. Zhao's Nephew?

Is it the same Shao group? Is it the same surname with the same name? But Is there such a coincidence?

Li Shuo felt that his vision was a little shaky, his brain was buzzing, and the people, things and space around him were all distorted. He heard the external sound like a wall, hitting outside the eardrum. He felt that a hand grabbed his arm, and he almost instinctively shook it off.

For a moment, Li Shuo recovered Qingming. He looked directly at Zhao Jinxin, but he couldn't say a question. Zhao Jinxin's never had an expression that had explained everything.

This man He has no doubt that the young man he loves is the cousin of the man he hates most?!

What is all this? What are all his and Zhao Jinxin's? They meet, get along with each other, and meet each other What the fuck is that?

Zhao Jinxin investigated him and listened to him mentioning Shao Qun's name many times on the phone. He couldn't have known anything. So the cousins, from the beginning to the end, were playing with him

From the beginning to the end.

The heart is like being beaten hard. The sullen pain and the shame that followed made the blood on lishuo's face fade away.

How can it be like this? How can it be fucking like this!

"Li..." Zhao Jinxin raised his hand rigidly to hold Li Shuo's shaky body. He didn't expect to be exposed like this. He didn't want to

"What's the matter with you, Xiao Shuo?" Mrs. Li came and took his arm. "Oh, how can you look so ugly? I'm tired if I don't dance. You see, neither I nor your father are tired. "

Li Shuo wrapped his mother's hand in a big one and smiled: "Mom, I'm ok. The wine is just a little over."

"Oh, then you go outside to blow the wind and wake up."

Zhao Jinxin said in a deep voice, "let me take brother Li."

Li Shuo looks at Zhao Jinxin deeply. It's amazing. Just two minutes before and after, he felt that the man who had once met naked was strange and disgusting. He put his hand in his trousers pocket, clenched it secretly, stabbed it in the palm with his fingernails, in exchange for the lucidity of his brain. He stopped his waistline and nodded politely and smiled at the people around him: "I'm going out to wake up." Then strode out the door.

Zhao Jinxin clenched his teeth and followed.

They walked out of the banquet hall and turned a little to the right. It was an open balcony. Li Shuo walked into the balcony and looked at the stars of the city. For a moment, they were in a trance.

"Lishuo......" Zhao Jinxin called softly.

Li Shuo turned his back to Zhao Jinxin and said calmly, "Shao Qun is your cousin."

Zhao Jinxin took a deep breath: "yes."

"He asked you to come near me."

"Yes."

"Because of Li Chengxiu."

“…… Yes. "

Li Shuo suddenly turned around, his face was ferocious and there was no ordinary gentle gentleman. He hit Zhao Jinxin with his fist.

Zhao Jinxin didn't hide or even blink.

Li Shuo's fist brushed Zhao Jinxin's cheek, and he hit the wall behind him heavily.

Zhao Jinxin's eyes flashed a little dim, and his eyebrows twisted.

Li Shuo looks at Zhao Jinxin's face. He likes to call him uncle Li, but he has a very animal sexual face on the bed. This face will appear in his sweet dream, making him think of the face that will turn up the corner of his mouth from time to time. His favorite heart seems to be the face of someone who will fly.

He can't get down.

He never likes violence, how can he use it on people he likes. He could only stare at scarlet eyes and gnash his teeth and say, "how dare you play with me like this!"

But if all this is a game from the beginning, his love for Zhao Jinxin is just an illusion. After all, Zhao Jinxin, who is frank, lovely, and naughty, with all kinds of faces, may be pretending to be one. Li Shuo shuddered at the thought of this.

Zhao Jinxin grabbed his wrist and looked at the blood oozing from his fist. "I'll help you deal with it."

Li Shuo drew back his hand, and he really realized what it was called "confused.".

Zhao Jinxin lowered his head and looked like a student who was reviewing: "I was close to you at first because of my brother, but I really like you." He forced a smile. "Uncle Li, shall we talk?"

"I don't want to see you now." Li Shuo really didn't have the courage to see Zhao Jinxin again. At the thought of what happened in just three months, he doubted whether he had been cursed. It's nothing to be fascinated by a man who is 11 years younger than himself, but the other side is playing with him all the time!He really wants to know, Zhao Jinxin is holding the state of mind of how to ridicule, watching himself being played in applause step by step, how stupid and funny is he? Just a few minutes ago, he thought that he might have met true love, and then reality slapped his ears. The shame of being cheated and played with -- shame and resentment almost burst out of his heart and lungs!

Shao Qun, it's Shao Qun again. You even think of this way to fool me

Li Shuo realized that he had to find a place to be quiet, or he would make a serious violation of his culture. He pushed Zhao Jinxin away and walked out of the hotel.

Zhao Jinxin chased after him for a few steps and stopped. He watched Li Shuo's back until it disappeared, and then kicked over the garbage can.

Li Shuo sent a message to his father, saying that he went home first and took a taxi.

Until he came back to his room and lay in bed in the dark, Li Shuo felt that his brain was still in a hot state. His anger and sadness did not weaken a little, but became more difficult to control with the divergence of thinking. He felt like a beggar who had been punctured by others. He resented the people who disturbed his dreams and even the people who made him dream.

He is not a hysterical person. He can tolerate betrayal. If someone falls in love with someone else, it may be that he is not good enough, and he can also let go of rejection. After all, he is not perfect, and how can he make everyone like him? But he can't accept the complete fooling, because at the beginning, he was malicious.

And he actually took that malicious fool as a dessert and ate it. He found it was glass debris in his stomach. He had already cut through his internal organs and was bleeding profusely.

Up to now, he has been unable to distinguish, sad and humiliation, which let him suffer more.

Zhao Jinxin, the one who gave him infinite surprise and joy and let him burst out with excitement, emotion and vitality, was just playing with him. He plunged into the pit and fell black and blue. Shao Qun, who was standing on the pit, how should he laugh at him and despise him.

Li Shuo grabs the quilt and roars angrily in the dark.

Shao Qun, Zhao Jinxin, you are so deceiving

Lishuo didn't know when he fell asleep. When I woke up, it was light. He sat up with his head in his arms. His head was splitting. He took five minutes to get out of bed and into the bathroom.

There is a depressed and tired face in the mirror. A casual suit is wrinkled and can't be seen. The whole person looks very bad, very bad.

Li Shuo took off his clothes mechanically, opened the shower, and the cold water poured down without warning. He poured it into his heart. He could not help but scold him. He palmed his hand and slapped the tile hard for several times. He didn't stop shaking until his wrist seemed to be shattered.

He took a bath with cold water, and then he felt calm.

The last time I lost control like this, I can't remember when. Losing rationality is a very bad experience, and it will lead to very bad consequences. He is very glad that he didn't lose his temper in front of Zhao Jinxin yesterday. It's humiliating to be played around. If he can't hold a free and easy posture, he has lived for thirty-four years.

Yes, Zhao Jinxin is playing with him. The fact has become a fact. It's meaningless to get involved in why he's stupid. It's better to straighten up and help him get through the difficulties in his heart.

The difficulty is that he likes Zhao Jinxin.

It's really difficult.

Li Shuo rubbed his hair with a wry smile.

Fortunately, they didn't get to know each other for a long time, and they didn't cultivate any unforgettable feelings. They liked it. When they were in love, they were dying. After that, they passed. He liked Zhao Jinxin, but he could not like it any more. Just give him some time, what can't be diluted. And those sweet memories that made him heartthrob and have endless aftertaste must also be sealed in the deep memory and become meaningless.

Li Shuo comforted himself in this way and tried to piece together the self-esteem that had been broken to pieces.

The cell phone is ticking.

Li Shuo took a look, there are many messages, almost all sent by Zhao Jinxin.

"Uncle Li, shall we talk?"

"Uncle Li, are you still angry with me? I didn't cheat you. "

"Lishuo, I really want to have a good talk with you."

Li Shuo throws his cell phone aside. He can even picture Zhao Jinxin's expression when he sends these messages in his mind. At first, she was coquetry, trying to weaken the influence of this incident on the two, and then gradually realized that she needed to face it with a correct attitude. In retrospect, Zhao Jinxin approached him with purpose at the beginning, so the wind -- exile -- wandering Zhao Jinxin at the first meeting was really different from later Zhao Jinxin, and he had been adjusting his strategy according to his own response.

Zhao Jinxin, in the end is holding how deep heart in his love?!

It's scary.

Of course, they have to talk about it. His contract has not been signed yet. Later, he went back to the capital, and there are a series of follow-up cooperation to talk about.

As for him and Zhao Jinxin, a man who dares to fool him like this has already made a judgment in his heart.