Winner Takes All

Back at the resort, Li Shuo was tired and sleepy. Zhou Xianxing helped him to his room and poured him a glass of water. After a rest, he went to take a bath, washed away the smell of cigarettes and wine, and washed away a lot of ignorance.

After taking a bath, he was too lazy to blow his hair. He wiped his hair and fell on the bed. He was so tired that he could hardly think about anything, but he could not forget a kiss from Zhao Jinxin and naken.

It's just a kiss. It's just a kiss. Is it worth it?

It doesn't seem to have much to do with whether it's worth it or not

Li Shuo smiled bitterly, rolled up the quilt and covered himself, closed his eyes. Soon, sleepiness hit his nerves, and he fell asleep.

In the bewilderment, something warm gently covered lishuo's head. Lishuo's eyelids trembled, but it was difficult to open them. With a deep voice, he turned over subconsciously. But the tiny pressure on his head still didn't disappear. He finally woke up and slightly opened his eyes.

A pair of beautiful peach blossom eyes came into view, the eyes were full of helplessness, and there were some emotions that people could not understand.

"Why don't you blow dry your hair? You'll have a headache tomorrow." Zhao Jinxin's fingers shuttle between Li Shuo's hair, and his tone is the gentle blame between lovers.

Li Shuo frowned. It took several seconds to distinguish the dream from the reality. He squeezed his eyes hard and said in a hoarse voice: "you How did you get in? " He said it and remembered it.

Zhao Jinxin held him down and shook the hair dryer in his hand: "I'll dry your hair and then sleep."

Li Shuo pushed his hand away and added, "how did you get in?"

"Cui always brought me in. Why, are you afraid Zhou will not let me in? He's nothing. He's not allowed me in. " Zhao Jinxin feels that his heart is still pounding. As soon as he enters the villa, he runs to lishuo's room. Seeing that lishuo and Zhou Jinxing are not sleeping together, he feels that the hand holding his heart is released.

"I don't discuss his position, but you don't have a position to enter my room." Li Shuo tried to make a cold and hard expression, but he was too sleepy. What he said was only heavy tiredness.

Zhao Jinxin turned a deaf ear. "I'll dry your hair for you. Don't get sick." Then he turned on the hair dryer.

Li Shuo's concern for Zhao Jinxin's hypocrisy only felt boundless anger. Maybe he drank too much wine. Maybe there were no outsiders here. He didn't need to take care of his self-cultivation and face. The anger accumulated in his body exploded suddenly, and he opened Zhao Jinxin's hand severely. He roared: "roll -" the hair dryer fell on the ground, and there was no movement.

Zhao Jinxin froze.

There was a stifling silence in the bedroom.

Taking off the mask of "demeanor", Li Shuo just let it out. He grabbed Zhao Jinxin's collar and pushed it hard. His eyes were scarlet, and he gnashed his teeth and said, "we broke up. Do you understand? I don't want to see you again, don't want to hear your voice again, do you fucking understand?! What do you pretend to care about, and you expect me to continue to strip off for you? Can you get out of my world? Can I have some face, please don't provoke me again! "

Zhao Jinxin looks at Li Shuo dully. He has never seen such a Li Shuo, so hysterical, so angry and Sad. As if he had been hit by a heavy blow, his chest was filled with a dense, sullen pain, and suddenly he couldn't even make a sound.

Li Shuo pushed Zhao Jinxin again and pushed him to the door: "roll, roll, roll! Don't let me see you again! Roll - "

Zhao Jinxin grabs his wrist and takes root at his feet. No matter how Li Shuo pushes, he doesn't step back. His nose is sour and his voice is shaking:" I'm sorry... "

Li Shuo looks embarrassed. He stares at Zhao Jinxin's eyes without blinking. "I don't need you to apologize, I need you to disappear," he says in a cold voice

Zhao Jinxin bit his lips gently, his eyes were red and his voice was like a mosquito: "Uncle Li, don't do this to me..."

Li Shuo's heart ached sharply, and Zhao Jinxin's slightly imploring tone seemed to flirt with him countless times before. Countless pictures of the past flied by in his mind. He could remember those once beautiful details so clearly that the amount of information was so much that he felt a headache. He forced himself to endure all the pain he felt at the moment, and said in a hoarse voice, "how can you treat me? How can I treat you? No loss, no debt. It's clear." He took a deep breath and said with all his strength, "go."

Zhao Jinxin closed his eyes and laboriously changed his breath. When he opened his eyes again, he calmed down. He released lishuo's hand, but gently pulled lishuo's hair: "listen to my last words, OK?"

Lishuo looks at him in silence.

"I don't want to hurt you at all, and I've never liked anyone like you." Zhao Jinxin's eyes are full of sadness. "But I don't like bondage and commitment. I can't imagine what it's like to spend my life with someone. It's too long. Who knows what will happen tomorrow, so I can't respond to the kind of feelings you want..."

Li Shuo trembled and said, "enough, let's go." In fact, he already knew, just from Zhao Jinxin's mouth said, especially bloody. Zhao Jinxin is too young to imagine his whole life at such an age. However, Zhao Jinxin should not know his feelings but play with them recklessly. He cannot forgive this man for his deception and humiliation."But I think of you every day." Zhao Jinxin's eyes are gradually confused, "every moment Why, why can't you forget? "

Li Shuo closed his eyes, turned his back and refused silently.

"I'm sorry, I won't bother you again." Zhao Jinxin looks at Li Shuo's back, step by step, step by step. The more he retreats, the more he feels his eyes are sour, and his heart suddenly tears. It's something he has never experienced before. This strange feeling gives rise to an unspeakable fear. It seems that Li Shuo's back will eat people, and he almost escapes from the bedroom.

Li Shuo stood still for a long time, then fell down on the bed. All the strength in his body seemed to be evacuated with Zhao Jinxin's footsteps.

So it's over, great, it's over

Li Shuo gently covers his eyes.

The next day, Li Shuo didn't get up, not really how uncomfortable, just don't want to see people, so the hangover as an excuse.

Zhou Xianxing paused outside the door for a moment: "excuse me, is it because I didn't stop Zhao Zong from coming in yesterday?"

"No." Li Shuo said in a hoarse voice, "I really don't feel well. I'm sorry. You can go first." There is no reason for Zhou to have a conflict with Zhao Jinxin. Yesterday, he insisted on bringing him back.

"OK, I'll let the hotel give you medicine and have a good rest."

Li Shuo breathed a sigh of relief, rubbed his sore temple, and looked at the empty bedroom. He didn't know what to do. He thought about it, called his mother, and now he wants to hear a voice that calms him down.

On the phone, Mrs. Li asked anxiously, "son, are you ill?"

"No, I was choked at the dinner yesterday when someone smoked."

"Oh, I'd better stay away from dinner later. Our family is not short of money. If you want to work, you can work. If you don't want to work, you can go out and relax."

"It's boring not to work." Li Shuo smiled. "Besides, I have had a long rest, so I should do something. If this hotel project can be negotiated, I will leave a customized suite for our family. You can wear all kinds of beautiful skirts to take photos at the seaside. "

Mrs. Li was so happy that she said, "well, it's a nice climate. I want to stay for two months..."

Mother and son chatted with each other about their family life. Lishuo's heart lake gradually calmed down. As he chatted, he enlightened himself at the bottom of his heart. His family is healthy and happy. It's heaven's love. We shouldn't be too embarrassed about our feelings. All our sorrows will pass away. Just wait for the past, and the past will be good.

Li Shuo hid for two days before he packed up and came out to meet people. Although I can't do it, I'm not too embarrassed.

Zhou Jinxing and President Cui have been circling among various organizations these days. In order to get lower land acquisition price and higher policy support, he is also embarrassed to continue pretending to be sick, helping to get through the relationship, negotiate and promote, and soon became busy.

The deeper the contact with Zhou Xianxing, the deeper Li Shuo found the man's city. On the surface, he was gentle and polite to everyone. The way to solve the problem was somewhat gloomy, especially those that were difficult to solve. Although it worked well and didn't violate the law, it often made Li Shuo stare. He always strives to be frank and honest in his life and work. He never thinks it is naive or simple, but he does not force others to be the same as him.

Mr. Cui left temporarily for a few days because of his family affairs. Only when Li Shuo and Zhou Jinxing were left, they often ate and drank together. They shared a common language and were polite on the surface. Even if there were any differences, they always communicated and resolved peacefully. This kind of mature and intelligent way of life made them appreciate each other very much and gradually changed from partner to partner Become friends.

Zhou Xianxing showed lishuo a picture of the so-called "wife" and the child. The "wife" in the picture is clearly a man. He has a straight face, a cool smile, and not so handsome. But he has a casual and careless manly taste. From the perspective of gay, a trace of wild hormone can be smelled across the screen.

Li Shuo is quite surprised at Zhou's sexual orientation. After all, Zhou was married. Zhou didn't explain this much. Li Shuo is not easy to ask. He can only bless from the bottom of his heart.

Since that day, a month has passed, Zhao Jinxin has not appeared, there is no news. Li Shuo knows that they are really over, but he never feels relaxed and does not Miss Zhao Jinxin for a day. But he knows that one day, he will forget this man completely.

Like Zhou, he hopes that one day he will find someone who really belongs to him and get the blessing of his whole life.