Yearning of You for a Long Time

    She whispered, her eyes were slightly moist and her nose was sour.

    This feeling used to be unfamiliar, but recently it has become more familiar.

    It's really hard to like someone quietly.

    But maybe it was because of the little pride in her heart, she was wronged one second, and then raised her delicate little chin again, it is rare to take advantage of him to fall asleep to be condescending, "If you dare to like gray Girl, I will let you sleep in the kitchen every day from now on!"

    After the cruel words were whispered, she immediately turned around and went out, not having the courage to stay in front of him even when he was asleep for one more second.

    Tang Qishen slept for a long time, but he didn't sleep well, and the scattered and broken dreams came one after another.

    He usually works and rests regularly, but in fact he rarely dreams. This week, the day and night have been reversed, and the general feeling in the evening has almost finished his dream for more than ten years.

    The dream is what happened in the past ten years, intermittently, all related to Shi Luo.

    From childhood to adulthood, in his vision, the only girl who cares about her seems to be the only one.

    This girl is also very noisy in her dreams, chatting and doing evil things.

    The later episodes are relatively unfamiliar, and it seems that it never happened, but I always feel that it is near and very real.

    He saw that there was a cheerful and outgoing boy next to Shi Luo, who was the opposite of his dullness. He didn't only train her like he did. He liked to make her happy and spent all kinds of thoughts. , play all kinds of tricks to please girls.

    He never thought about who else Shi Luo could look for besides relying on him. The girl he protected with all his hands should be like the sentence she kept on her lips all day long, "Anyway, it will be the same in the future. I want to marry you", so it's logical to marry him.

    But when the little girl grows up, she can have her own preferences and pursuits, and she will not be manipulated.

    In the dream, he was domineering, he never considered letting her free, and he couldn't see her laughing and walking with other boys. In a daze, I felt that the touch of my palm became more and more real, as if I was really holding her tightly.

    But then she was never happy again, she blamed his domineering and hated his restraint.

    For the first time in Tang Qishen's life, the word "panic" appeared. He has been running smoothly for so many years, and everything is under his control and calculation. Can't count her every move, can't count her heart.

    When he woke up, he had a splitting headache and was groggy, but when he forcibly pulled her back to him in the dream, the look in her eyes was almost engraved in his mind.

    Tang Qi was stunned for a moment, then pulled the corners of his lips and laughed at himself, unable to distinguish between dreams and reality.

    Shi Luo was pulled by Liang Shuyi to the dining table to wait for dinner, Tang Qishen frowned and lazily went to the restaurant to pour a glass of water, which happened to meet Shi Luo's swept eyes.

    He took a step at his feet, only to think that today is Friday.

    Usually after school on Friday evenings, both of them go home together.

    Tang Qishen looked away and sat down where Liang Shuyi used to be.

    Shi Luo also felt uncomfortable. He had been cold to her for a week, and now he deliberately sat far away from her.

    Bastard! Scumbag!

    Liang Shuyi happened to come out with the last dish. Seeing that Shi Luo was eating deliciously, she couldn't help but winked with a smile as usual and said, "Luo Luo is delicious, eat more, hurry up Grow up and marry your deep brother."

    Shi Luo was eating, but he didn't have time to react, and even before his face turned red, he heard Tang Qishen sitting opposite to Liang Shuyi in a cold and hoarse voice: "Mom, stop It's a mess, she's grown up, and many words are inappropriate now."

    Liang Shuyi was blocked by his words. For the first time, a good-tempered woman was seriously angry with her son: "What's inappropriate, I think it's very suitable!"

    Shi Luo was startled by the side, she had never seen such a tense atmosphere in the Tang family, she carefully glanced at Tang Qishen, and before she could feel the pain, she reached out and caressed Look at the back of Liang Shuyi's hand: "Mother Tang, let's eat... If you don't eat it, it will get cold. The sweet and sour fish you made today is much better than the previous one..."

    **

    Two weekends, Shi Luo looked at Tang Qishen cautiously.

    But she was still reluctant to go home, so she stayed with the Tang family and refused to go back.

    She was afraid that she would not see him again like last week when she went to school.

    Tang Qi kept her cold for two days, and she didn't feel any better.

    It was approaching December, and the city of Heng was so cold that it was freezing.

    But the atmosphere between the two is colder than this.

    On Monday morning, Liang Shuyi sent Shi Luo and Tang Qishen out of the house. Shi Luo's winter school uniform skirt was added with a woolen coat, and the whole person was beautiful and delicate.

    Tang Qishen raised his eyes several times, intentionally or unintentionally, feeling more and more annoyed.

      It's blowing cold."

    Shi Luo thought it was still open to look good, and smiled and refused.

    Standing aside, Tang Qishen couldn't hold back, and said lightly, "Tie it on."

    Two days later, he was finally willing to take the initiative to speak, Shi Luo felt aggrieved for no reason, suddenly his temper came up, turned to face him, and puffed out his belly childishly: "Help me If you don’t help, you won’t be tied, and it’s okay to freeze to death.”

    Just when she thought she would hear Tang Qishen's cold sarcasm "then you'll freeze to death" in the next second, the boy who had been cold to her for two days actually sighed, He stretched out his hands and pinched her buttons, patiently tying them one by one.

     On the way back to school, the atmosphere between the two was not as stiff as it was on weekends. Although Shi Luo didn't take the initiative to speak to his face, he couldn't help but turn his head and cover his mouth several times. laugh.

    **

    The weather was unbearably cold, and white gas could come out of the conversation.

    There are far fewer people hanging out in the corridors of the playground between classes in No. 3 middle school.

    But no matter how cold the weather is, gym class should still be on.

    At this moment, everyone misses the math teacher who said "The physical education teacher is sick, let's do math in this class" every day.

    Fan Yuzhe sneezed and joked: "Damn, why is it so cold, the physical education teacher is not sick, this kind of ghost weather pulls students out to freeze."

    Xiao or Xiaoxiao: "The math teacher is probably really cold and sick. It seems that the physical education teacher is still in good health and has performed miracles."

    The two were talking, Shi Luo and Wen Yu were shivering as they walked ahead, but a figure running fast suddenly appeared from behind.

    When someone stood in front of Shi Luo, Fan Yuzhe said, "Why is this forced again."

    Yan Zheng smiled and rushed at Luo Yang and raised the thermos cup in his hand: "Here, I'll call you after class, it's hot, hold your hands warmer."

    Shi Luo didn't plan to get acquainted with him at all. He pestered her for two weeks, and she was annoyed when she saw him.

    "I don't want it, take it back."

    "Don't be brave, it's cold today."

    Shi Luo ignored him and walked straight to the track and field.

    Yan Zheng followed him shamelessly and kept stuffing a water glass into her hand.

    Not far away, the second-year high school student who just finished the physical education class and plans to return to class has sharp eyes. When he sees Shi Luo, he originally wanted to popularize the melons that have been rumored during this period of time to the people around him. Before Cheng Xiang started talking, he saw the two masters kissing me and me.

    "I'm going, so considerate, I even sent hot water thousands of miles in the last gym class."

    Tang Qishen was originally the least fond of gossip, but recently he is very sensitive to these things.

    They were far away and couldn't hear what they were saying, but what could be clearly seen was that Yan Zheng was walking beside Shi Luo with a smile on his face.

    "You said that these young people are really different when they fall in love, obviously we are only one or two years apart. You said that you want me to bring hot water to my girlfriend in this cold weather, then Better to break up."

    Tang Qi pursed his lips slightly.

    A tall and thin boy in front of him nudged the fat man beside him, and asked vaguely, "Hey, when will you show your girlfriend, learn from others, Send water or something."

    The fat man said: "If I can't learn, I can't learn, I choose to break up."

    Yan Zheng is still giving Shi Luo a cup of water persistently.

    Being scalded suddenly, she frowned and let out a cry.

    Tang Qishen, who was not far away, clenched his palms instantly, as if he had been burned, his eyes fixed on the opposite side, he was about to leave Duang and walk directly there, but saw Yan Yan Just throwing the thermos cup aside, he grabbed Shi Luo's hand and blew it.

    Tang Qishen's hurried steps immediately stopped in place, and the lines on the masseter muscles of the side face were faintly visible.

    Passing students also seem to have seen it, and someone whispered: "Damn, the pair that was rumored a few days ago seems to be true, they are holding hands..."

    "It seems to have been splashed by water, you see how distressed the boy is."

    "I'm so envious, I heard it's a banshee..."

    Tang Qi's deep eyes dimmed, and he turned back to the classroom.

    When Shi Luo shook Yan Zheng away, he had already left.

    Even if Yan Zheng was pushed away, he still had a mean smile on his face: "Your hands are so soft, fuck."

    Shi Luo frowned and scolded: "You are sick."

    Yan Zheng chuckled: "Don't be shy."

    “…”

    **

    After that extra episode was over, Yan Zheng couldn't forget the soft touch of Shi Luo's hand, and he couldn't sleep for several nights.

    The roommate persuaded him to be domineering and take it down quickly. He thinks it makes sense to hold him whatever he wants in the future. If the girl says no, it is all shy.

    After school on Friday evening, Shi Luo packed up early and went straight to the fifth floor.

    Tang Qi's face sank for several days, and she felt that she should not have the mood to look for her again, and she did not go back as early as last week.

    Shi Luo thought he was staying here to wait for him, and his mood improved instantly.

    He raised his eyebrows, took off his schoolbag and handed it to him naturally, Tang Qishen's back stiffened for a moment, but he still took it.

    On the way to the parking shed, Shi Luo used to chat with him about what happened all week.

    Tang Qishen tugged at her forearm from time to time, protecting her from the fast-moving bicycle.

    Shi Luo was secretly happy, and something was about to come out in his heart.

    It's just that before she could speak, Yan Zheng took the flowers and walked to the two of them before her.

    Yan Zheng glanced at Tang Qishen, who was staring at him, thinking that this sister-in-law is really annoying, and then politely said: "Hello, can I have a word with your sister?"

    Shi Luo rolled his eyes, is this idiot Cuntong? She is not a sister! It's the fiancee, the fiancee understands!

    Tang Qishen glanced at her with a very unfriendly look.

    Shi Luo subconsciously hides behind him, the meaning is obvious.

    Tang Qishen did not let go.

    Yan Zheng simply asked directly, "Shi Luo, is it possible to be my girlfriend? It's been a long time since we were talking about a word."

    Shiro: ?

    Tang Qishen clenched his back molars for a moment, his temples jumped suddenly, and before Shi Luo could speak, his tall body blocked her behind him, and answered her directly: "She won't fall in love early. "

    "I can..." Her soft and waxy voice came from behind the boy, Tang Qishen felt the taste of his heart sinking into the glacier for a moment.

    What I didn't expect was that the next second, this little ancestor hugged his arm, raised his head, and said cautiously: "I can fall in love early, do you want to...try with me Ah? Tang, Tang Qishen."