Constant Gaze

Rushing to not be late, Xu Xing drove the black car and forcefully brought Wu Shijiu on board to take him to school. The two people were agitated the whole way there. Xu Xing even smoked a cigarette, despite the fact he rarely did.

Although Wu Shijiu’s heart was fluctuating violently, he still opened his mouth and spoke in the same old way, “…Uncle Xu, you’re real handsome when you smoke.”

“…Thank you.” Xu Xing’s hand was already trembling.

“I want to sleep with you.”

“……” Xu Xing stepped on the break, and he opened the car door for him, “Get off the car.”

“You’re actually kicking me out!” Wu Shijiu began making a scene, “Damn, am I your little darling or not?!”

“You’re almost 1.8 metres tall, and you still have the nerve to… fine, fine, fine, you are, you are. Little brat.” Xu Xing put his cigarette out and reached out to pluck a strand of loose hair that had stuck to his brow, “We’ll talk again when you come back from school tonight, okay?”

“Okay.”

Wu Shijiu closed the car door and turned around, leaning over the car window like he was committing a robbery and fiercely saying, “I have something to discuss with you. Seriously.”

“Hmm.”

Xu Xing followed him with his gaze as he entered the school, then started the car again and heaved a long sigh.

Discuss what?

Love?


At 10 o’clock, Wu Shijiu returned home from school. Xu Xing was in his study, he’d left the door unlocked for him and a late-night snack.

He didn’t greet him, and it was unusually quiet. He directly went upstairs for a shower and tidied up, and only went downstairs to look for Xu Xing when he seemed proper enough for a discussion.

“Uncle.”

He straightforwardly climbed up on Xu Xing’s bed and laid down flat as if facing death.

Xu Xing, “……”

It was about time. Xu Xing tidied up his design plans and stuffed them into a folder, put away his computer keyboard and set aside all the matters at hand, then went over to sit on the side of the bed. “Speak.”

Wu Shijiu turned over and sat up, taking in a deep breath.

“I want to touch you, and I want you to touch me, any way is fine. I want to kiss you, with tongue. I want to sit with you, I want to hear you explain things, and I want to sleep in your bed, even if you don’t agree.”

“I want to be in that kind of relationship with you.”

He crossed his legs and tilted his head, independently considering something and expressing, “Maybe the time isn’t right yet, and we aren’t there yet, but I’m confident.”

Seeing that Xu Xing wasn’t saying anything, he snaked his hand along the fluffy bedsheets and cautiously tugged at the hem of the man’s clothes.

“You’d never refuse me. Right?”

The man turned around and hugged him, he buried himself in the crook of his neck, kissed his earlobes and the pulse on his neck, and pressed his hands against his lower back, intentionally using force. He knelt, his scalp numb from the kiss, unable to think normally, unable to move half his body at all.

“Right.” Xu Xing spoke beside his ear, “But I’ll turn into a wolf, an idiot, I’ll become petty.”

“I’ll control you, I’ll make you angry, I’ll give you a bunch of boring sermons, I’ll take off your clothes and make you cry.”

“Despite this, if you don’t mind, we’ll do what you want. Anything.”

He was hugged tightly.

“I would never refuse you.”

——Still not enough. This is far from enough.

“Then, when are you going to sleep with me, uncle Xu?”

——It’s still possible to love even more.

“Do we still need to pick a date? I’ll sleep with you whenever you want.”


Longing for you, your body, your present and your future, your constant gaze.


END.