Daughter Said: It's A Shame To Have A Father Like Me

After many years, no one will forget this scene,

In those days when snowflakes were whistling, the bus station ticket was mottled with rust, a father with a tall but thin skeleton, put a coat on his daughter, looked at the BMW car leaving, and said calmly,

And he is the same as Snowflake, pale and icy, and like Snowflake, he doesn't look like a creature that just arises from dust.

Holding Xiao Shuying's hand, he quietly waited in this cold winter,

And his voice resounded throughout the sky, and many people who watched the replay remembered,

How can there be such a person,

He just fainted, because of terminal brain cancer, he almost died, but he didn't care about death,

Instead, he cares about what purpose this woman has. If it is good, he may let Xiao Shuying follow her, because he really wants to leave the world,

but not,

Still the same maliciousness as nine years ago, coming here with utilitarian purposes,

So the man didn't care, but quietly abide by it.

He didn't care about all the sadness, and even the confused life that followed, there was only one sentence left: it doesn't matter.

nothing.

Now Baijia Forum Live Room,

Zhang Zihai's eyes were deep, staring at the playback,

This man is so dazzling, he can't even open it when he burns,

This man is doing a little thing to make those Yu Shuying fans feel ashamed,

he is not angry,

no sarcasm,

no growl,

did not swear,

Just holding hands calmly, guarding the little shadow,

This is the real expression,

everything is silent,

Have you ever heard the sound of a needle on the ground,

hum…

so light,

But now it was in Zhang Zihai's ears, the voice was extremely powerful, and the grandeur struck, suddenly and continuously.

"This is a man with a strong heart like a god and a Buddha, but he lives in a humble place like dust.

"He is silent, seldom laughs, and seldom grieves. In the face of everything, he is calm and blocks in front of children. He gives people a sense of extreme security, as if no one can ever be like him. Brings so much security.""

"And he is also an orphan and has no future. The only connection he has with this world is that he has a daughter, and he only knows that what he has to do is to protect her.

"He was so poor and low, before the great changes of the times, he silently carried his destiny and guarded his children. It was very painful, because he was tortured by illness and could die at any time. He was carrying the most painful years."

"But he didn't get angry, he didn't complain, he didn't feel sad, he didn't run away, he didn't despair, he just stood there and told the people he was protecting, I'm not afraid, I'm fine, it's okay."

"Xiao Shuying didn't know at that moment how good and good her father was."5

Zhang Cihai sighed inexplicably,

He suddenly found that everything started with a context,

Insects Flying, Young Ying Zheng, Under the Sea, Flowers in the South of the City Are Blooming, Cosmic Poetry, Chi Ling, Mohe Ballroom, Tomb Raiders Set Little Brother,

Most of these works are extremely cold,

Completely different from the regular works of that era,

A person with a restless heart cannot write,

No experience, no spirituality, no talent.

And Zhang Cihai thought of what the man said again.

"You only approach her because she is a genius, approach her,

"You don't know how to nurture this child so that she can shine and become a genius."

he was silent,

Looking at the camera again, those eyes were very sighed and very emotional.

"You are doing this thing, you are doing it seriously, this is what you are doing in your life, because you have to teach your daughter well.

"You don't care what a genius is, and you don't care what if your child is not a genius, because you never think about it, you just finish it quietly, educate and nurture your children,"

Zhang Cihai said at the end, there was only one sigh left,

He looked at the camera, a lot of small fan questions,

He asked: "Is he not qualified to be a father?

Those barrages seemed to stop for a moment, disputes, doubts, etc., were quiet.

Because, Zhang Cihai's calm inquiry, behind him, is the shadow of a man struggling at the bottom,

He worked so hard,

so hard,

At this moment, few bullet screens continue to send messages without thinking.

The playback is still going on, but now Liu Shi can't hold back on the show, she suddenly feels that many people are watching her.

She really wanted to say that she was right, for Xiao Shuying, etc.,

But she dared not,

She looked at the camera and her surroundings with complicated eyes, and prayed silently in her heart.

"Don't show up."

"If you show up, I'll be ashamed, you can't show up, you saw my ugly side before, you can't show up!"

"You have a good rest, I will buy you a lot of flowers to see you.

"please,"

Her eyes were still calm, but her heart was as complicated as a rushing river.

Now, the playback screen continues,

After leaving the hospital and returning home, other neighbors pointed at Yu Ye and muttered,

Xiao Shuying looked at it in a complicated way, she heard a little clearly, those people were talking.

"He is probably going to leave, you look at that thin, like a monkey. 99

"Not bad. The eldest son of the Hu Sanjia has cancer. The young man in his twenties is lying in bed and leaving soon. He can still walk. 99

"This family is so pitiful, when he leaves, the daughter will be in trouble,

"It's all about life!"

Listening to the discussions of the neighbors, there are old men playing chess, some elderly women, etc.

They all tiptoed and pointed,

Xiao Shuying felt terrible.

She was a little lost,

Is this man so serious? For the first time, Xiao Shuying looked at him with complicated eyes. For the first time, she felt that he was still very important.

This time the meal was very rich, mutton soup and fried cabbage,

Xiao Shuying looked at him and asked, "What's wrong with you..."

Her voice was a little trembling and a little unknown,

Like an abandoned beast.

Yu Ye didn't feel weird this time, he said calmly: "Don't trust them, I'm fine. 39

"No 99

"You fainted. They all said that you had cancer. Cancer is very difficult to cure, and..." Xiao Shuying became incoherent.

"I'm fine.

Yu Ye patted her head, calmly cleaned up the tableware, the pace was still the same as before, steady, still standing straight and straight,

This made Xiao Shuying stunned,

are you all right,

silence,

It began to snow heavily outside, and the temperature dropped sharply. Yecheng belongs to the north, but don’t expect warmth, because this is the Baijia District. .

Yu Ye lit the stove in the living room, it was warm, and there was a kettle on the stove, it was babbling,

There is a small sun in the small sparse shadow house, which is also very warm.

And Yu Ye was beside the stove, behind the glass was heavy snow, the cold wind whistled and whimpered.

And he took the old-fashioned button mobile phone, boarded QQ, opened the group chat of "playing a character",

This time, the QQ account name he used was Xiaoge.

He continued to send messages,

[What should the appearance of the little brother look like? It was a snowy day and it was extremely cold. He walked out of Changbai Snow Mountain and came to the door of the Lama Temple at the foot of the mountain. He sat in front of the stove to keep warm. He was like a lonely and absolute beast , go down the mountain one step at a time, toward the destiny that we bear]

[When he walked into the lama temple, it was like walking into the human world. He was wearing a thick Tibetan coat. The old lama asked him where he came from. He said it was in the mountains. The old lama asked him where he was going, and he said outside , the old lama asked him again if he came from a village in the mountains?]

[And that little brother is calm, just pointing to the depths of the Daxue Mountain, it is a no-man’s land, cold storms and snow, no one dares to go in this season, and can’t survive]

[The old lama laughed. He felt that the person in front of him was pointing in the wrong direction, but he soon discovered that there was only a pair of solitary footprints where the little brother was standing, with no extension. He was pointing in the right direction]

[When he appeared, he could not find the way he came from, and it was difficult to find his place of return. He came from the snow-capped mountains, sat in the clouds and forgot, there was no past or future, only a snow-capped mountain and a white lake...]

Yu Ye wrote,

As if separated by a distance of only ten meters,

the distance of a wooden door,

However, Xiao Shuying looked at the text of the QQ group excitedly.

"What an illusory appearance, this kind of person should be this kind of appearance, poignant and lonely.

"I know how to shape this kind of character!"

She was very excited, especially when she turned around and heard the whistling wind,

The curtains were opened, and a vast expanse of whiteness was covered. The snow covered the earth and this world, and the cold wind whistled and whistled.

043 Those buildings she hates, the garbage is gone,

Only the wind and snow remain,

Especially when Xiao Shuying watched the little brother appear on the stage, she really felt that when this netizen shaped this moment,

She felt that a young man really appeared in the snow,

His decoration is so strange, and his weapon is a long sword,

Come slowly, in this snow,

His eyes are lonely and cold, calm and clear,

No strangers are allowed to enter this world,

As if in front of him, nothing would be scary.

He will face it calmly,

"I must write this kind of character design, and this work will definitely be popular in the future!

Little Shuying is firm,

She said confidently, both to herself and to that Bai Xue.

The 80 million viewers who watched the replay saw a different scene.

One is Xiao Shuying excitedly looking at the white snow outside, saying, she knows how to describe the little brother,

Her eyes are shining,

She felt that her literature must have a bright future,

This is her.

One is Yu Ye next to the briquettes stove, next to him there is a kettle, the kettle has been opened,

And he was still typing on the old-fashioned button cell phone, with a tired and weak light in his eyes,

And the body is always shaking from time to time before fainting,

But with his back to the wind and snow, and the stove warm,

He wrote very seriously, only when the little brother appeared, he looked at his fingers, stretched out his hand,

Ten fingers are shaking,

no reason.

One of the neurological sequelae of the brain, he was silent, then rubbed the acupoints on his arms, turned his head and glanced at the snowstorm.

So beautiful.

boom.

At this moment, the picture is merging in front of the audience,

One is a little brother who is carrying a suitcase in the wind and snow, his eyes are confused but firm, he has stepped into the world,

One was a dying man leaning on the stove in the tiny world. He looked at the wind and snow, as if he had entered the wind and snow.

Many barrages are talking.

"They are so similar,

"No wonder it can be written,

"But they... so bitter..."