Daughter Said: It's A Shame To Have A Father Like Me

"Your life is so miserable,"

"Aren't you tired all your life? 35

"Why do you do this, in fact, you can let the Liu family take Xiao Shuying away, and take the money to be cool.

"Yes, is it worth it for you to be so tired?"

At present, various live broadcast platforms have exceeded 80 million, and many barrages and many people have said this, and they have asked this question.

But the man had only one sentence, calm to the core, "Nothing..."

But this sentence hides the glory that a person has hidden all his life,

He's hid the sparkle all his life.

In front of Xiao Shuying, in front of reporters, he is mediocre, he is the most ordinary person, the most ordinary person.

on the show,

Yu Shuying thought of one thing, that was the initial scene,

Xiao Shuying saw the book [Legend of the Tomb Raider] on the novel forum, and she ridiculed that it was really bad and poorly written.

Really ugly.

And by the stove, the Chinese medicine was boiled, the man just whispered quietly, his voice was warm like the hottest flame of the fire.

"Well, I can't write too well, the light belongs to Xiao Shuying, and it belongs to her.

He looked very calm at that moment and didn't feel anything,

your own daughter,

baby girl,

only daughter,

The only connection between myself and this world,

So he said, feeling normal, even though he was frowning tightly at the time, feeling uncomfortable and fainting,

He just wants to give all he can give to this child,

The future is too bitter, life is too bitter, he has nothing to give this child,

That's it.

It is Yu Ye who said that the light is a small shadow,

Now on the show, Yu Shuying is very distressed, she is not standing so straight now, but bows her head, no one sees how sad she is now, and no one sees how sad she is now,

Those memories are all connected,

"Am I wrong, me, but why are you like that after that? I'm staying outside alone and laugh at me. Every time I get a little late for my pension, I get angry. When reporters interview you and say bad things about me,""

"It's obviously greedy, demanding money, pedantic, and old-fashioned, but why has it changed, why has it changed..."

"Did you see, I haven't contacted you for a year!""

"I didn't want to before, but now I want to see you.

The pain was like a flower blooming from a cliff, and Yu Shuying felt it vividly at this moment.

The reason why she has always been so proud and so high in her life is because she feels that she owes nothing to anyone, she does charity, she rescues children with congenital heart disease, and she does all charity that benefits the bottom.

His whole being is really shining,

But not now. For the first time, she felt indebted. That kind of feeling struck and made her feel really uncomfortable!

So all she had left was this mournful voice.

The playback screen continues,

At ten o'clock, Xiao Shuying saw the appearance of the younger brother in the bedroom, and she thought of the beginning of the novel forum [Legend of Tomb Raiders].

She began to know how,

But writing down is still a problem, because it wasn't her who read the lines, knew the character, and knew the setting to be able to write,

She needs to know the background of the times, the description of the breath, the sense of words, etc.,

Xiao Shuying didn't start writing for the first time, she started flipping through the books, the books on the shelf, and the stack of "books" placed by the man on the ground

Xiao Shuying threw the chicken soup book aside in disgust, and then saw a few good books, although it was a little dirty, but the title of the book [Thirty Years of Wind and Rain in Jianghu, Jianghu slang, Changbai Longmai Fengshui, Cao Cao Touching Gold History of school captains, records of tombs and funerals of various dynasties], etc.

At this moment she watched obsessively, while sitting and setting,

In Jianghu books and magazines, she saw, in the late Qing Dynasty, waiting for Blacken, wearing, describing, slang, all kinds of Jianghu secrets, she learned how to write Jianghu,

While reading the book Captain Jin, she learned that there are rules for tomb raiding, and there are rules for everything.

There is also tomb funeral, she also checked all kinds of textual research on the Internet,

And the fat man in the group also posted a bunch of different tomb funeral defense methods, such as quicksand, etc.

At this moment, Xiao Shuying forgot about the man's physical condition, she was immersed in it,

She thinks she is lucky, after reading the broken book on the forum, she has a new concept of writing method,

I joined a very strange group and got to know three amazing characters.

I also learned a strong historical setting, the grass snake gray line, a thousand miles of turbulent veins,

There is also a group of friends, all five of them are helping themselves, carrying a variety of settings, starting with family struggles, such as fate, and so on.

so warm,

"Will this be the outside world? I will also start a company at that time, and it feels good to have many people helping each other. 99

She sighed, and Xiao Shuying also wrote the first paragraph before going to bed.

[Fifty years ago, a group of native masters stole a Warring States silk book, and the story begins here]

At this moment, a small shadow is drawn,

The barrage was stunned for a moment.

"Hey, actually I want to praise Xiao Shuying for being really good, but...that man played five roles just to guide her writing!

"The five characters are all guiding gently and inadvertently perfecting all the settings for her.

"Snowing...."

on the show,

09 Guest Chen Shuaiwen's eyes are moist, he is a rich second generation, but his three views are not bad, he has not bullied anyone, except for the time when his father blocked Xiao Shuying, he was a little angry and angry,

But now he really regrets why he was so embarrassed to do this kind of thing before,

A random act of oneself, what do commoner families have to endure,

The reason why he regretted it was because he had never seen this kind of grievance in his life,

Before thinking about Xiao Shuying, he said, "I want a very good bookshelf!"

So when Yu Shuying was 18 years old, she posted a meager selfie. She had a very large study, nearly 300 square meters. In her collection study, there were many books, but the way of obtaining those books was not as good as when she was a child. Warm, there was a person when she was a child, who gave her the quiet to find every book.

Xiao Shuying also said: "The outside world is really warm, I want to have a company in the future, many people help me, we help each other!" At that moment, she really looked forward to the outside world,

Then when she went out, she found out that there are a lot of capital small fresh meat and her vying for the first place, and there are many actresses who do not use their strength to please investors in other ways, and compete with her for roles, the world is not beautiful, and her company is not a lot of people. In helping her, but many things have to rely on her.

The cold wind is howling,

Sudden attack, in an instant, did you hear it?

Chen Shuaiwen smiled bitterly and sighed inwardly,

you will not be cold,

Because someone went early in the snowy night and carried everything for you.

It's windy.

The playback screen continues,

In the middle of the night, Xiao Shuying wrote the beginning of the first paragraph, and went to rest comfortably,

On the balcony, Yu Ye was still beside the fire, it was really warm, his fingers were tired and sore, he pressed the acupuncture points, and then boiled the traditional Chinese medicine, the sky was dark, the wind and snow were howling, he didn't want to go back to his bedroom, it was too cold, it was all medicinal,

Now he is lonely looking at the wind and snow outside. There are still quarrels in other houses, but it is much smaller.

There are also drunks roaring downstairs, who do not know who they are arguing with, falling down on the side of the road,

In the casserole, the Chinese medicine is being stewed,

And his eyes are deep, looking into the distance,

His eyes crossed, he suddenly thought of something, and began to write for the first time,

Will: [Written to Daughter Xiao Shuying]

The first time he tore, but now he starts to write,

Write a few words for you, Xiao Shuying,

When I am cremated, it should be clean and warm,

I am not worthy of a memorial service, and no one understands my life,

Don't have monks to recite sutras, they don't sing well.

I don't need to put my body for three days, no one came to see me, didn't see it,

Because the people who come to see me, they will always miss,

Don't put so many clothes in the coffin,

In the soil, I shouldn't feel the coldness of the world anymore, then just buy me a cheap dress, remember to buy white,

I like white, clean and pure.

As for tombstones and graves, I have chosen them, there is nothing sad about the inscriptions on the tombstones, I really like quiet,

In fact, the epitaph, I originally wanted to engrave a painful word, because this word, I have been refusing to say it all my life,

But I think it's too hypocritical. I'm a man and a father, so I can't be so hypocritical.

In fact, it's you that I care about, so if you have time, don't be so tired. During Qingming, you don't have much to lose. Just sit and look at the tail. The wind here is not cold.

No need to burn paper money, no need to bring flowers, no need to hang blue,

Just take a look at me,

Because at that time I was no longer able to protect you,

You have to be good, everything depends on yourself,

You can say a lot of things in front of the tombstone

Tell me what's going on at home, forget about that Baijia district, you definitely won't go back, that place you hate him so much,

Tell me what happened to the lilac you bought for the first time, has it bloomed again?

Tell me, what book have you read recently? Did you read a book on philosophy, concrete reality?

You can say these things, it's commonplace,

But don't mention what people think of me,

Because I already expected

Because I originally wanted to engrave the word pain on my tombstone,

But this inscription will not appear,

If one day, you see the wind and snow whistling, and snowflakes fall on your hair and palms, and when the snowflakes run towards you, don't be afraid, that's me coming to see you,

I really like snow, clean and pure.

Yu Ye finished writing the suicide note quietly, his eyes were very warm.

He folded the suicide note, put it in the envelope, and put it in the drawer. This drawer is dedicated to the residence booklet, ID card, and other valuables.

It's eleven o'clock now, and the cold wind is howling fiercely,

Yu Ye drank the Chinese medicine and looked at all this with reluctance,

How long can you live?

He thought about the Liu family, that woman probably hasn't left yet, she is still waiting for her condition to be serious, and she is still waiting to pick up the child.

There are also those long-tongued women in the other 13 buildings, who are also ready to wait for their own death, and then bully their daughters, because they beat their sons at first, and because they want to deceive Xiao Shuying, a dead old lady who stole children let them doing so,

And the little gangster from before, who was also waiting for him to go, and then started to take revenge on his own family, because he was drunk and boasted that he was going to kidnap Xiao Shuying, Yu Ye skinned his vicious dog and put it beside his pillow,

And the fat man who was arguing upstairs, he has been divorced, and there is no woman to fight, but he wants to fight Xiao Shuying,

Yu Ye closed his eyes and listened to the wind, as if he saw Xiao Shuying's eyes begging with fear when he heard the quarrel upstairs.

He just comforted her gently and touched her head, that voice was very warm here and in winter.

"" "Don't be afraid

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"I'm here. 99