First love after marriage

When I woke up again, it was already dark. Through the window of the ward, I can feel the prosperity of the city that is incompatible with me.

I had a dream. In my sleep, Xiao Ziyu and I were still young. He stood in front of me and stretched out his hand to me, as if waiting for me to go.

His hair was plated with the golden color of the sun in the afternoon. The breeze poured into his white shirt and set off bright waves. The only thing I could catch from my dark and shiny eyes was my giggling self.

I've heard Mu Xin's poems before.

"The sun slowed down before. Cars, horses and mail are slow. Life is only enough to love someone. "

Some sentences can always jump into your heart from the paper, and then pull your nerves and force you to recall beautiful things.

Of course, when you are about to indulge, it will give you a loud slap in the face and send you back to life. For example, now, my chaotic life has not allowed me to think about this much.

I was awakened by the nurse who came in for ward rounds. She gave me an apologetic smile. I was at a loss. In the face of such kindness, I couldn't turn a blind eye on the grounds of embarrassment.

Although the nurse didn't say anything on her mouth, the exploration hidden in her eyes has reminded me of what happened in this ward during the day.

"The physical condition is very good, that is, we should pay attention to rest and don't get excited." Her smile did not fade. She tucked in the quilt corner for me and poured me a cup of hot water.

The sympathy on her face is like a sharp dagger at this moment. I pry open the skin and flesh in my chest and plunge it directly into my heart. I want to struggle, but I am alone in such a large ward. For a moment, I can't find anything to defend myself and tell her I'm not alone.

"Thank you." I smiled. I couldn't see my expression, but I thought her dimples couldn't infect me. My smile must be full of embarrassment.

During the day, things were so noisy that I didn't dare to ask my parents to come and listen to people, so I called them and told them that my mother-in-law took care of me today. They didn't think too much. They probably thought that my so-called mother-in-law wanted to stay with my children more. Listening to their confident tone, I suddenly didn't know what to do.

"Ginger pear?" I turned to see the night view outside the window, but was interrupted by a strange female voice. I turned my head and was a little surprised.

The moment I looked at each other, I remembered that this was the girl who added fuel to the fire this morning. Different from the dress in the morning, she is now in a fiery red skirt, which is very enchanting.

I struggled to sit up, probably considering the relationship between her and Xiao Ziyu, I didn't want to be half lower than this girl in momentum.

"What can I do for you..."

"Of course there is something, otherwise you have something worth asking me to come." This girl speaks very impolitely. I envy someone who can have such a domineering look. My mother is a teacher. She gave it to me from childhood. In addition to being modest and polite, she is self-restraint and patience.

It is not so much gentle and clever as binding and rigid.

I didn't speak, waiting for her.

"What is the relationship between you and Xiao Ziyu?" She didn't wait for me to invite her to sit, so she pulled a chair from the door and sat next to me.

I have some resistance to this series of impoliteness. This wanton act seems to be a kind of ridicule and a mockery of my downfall.

I decided not to explore anything from her eyes. I looked down at the quilt. A piece of snow-white made my eyes dizzy. "Why should you intervene in the matter between me and Xiao Ziyu?"

There was nothing between them, but somehow there was an intention of revenge.

Sure enough, when I heard my ambiguous answer, I could see the resentment expression on the girl's face. I looked at her twisted makeup and had an exciting pleasure. If I had been before, I would pray to God for her jealousy.

"Ginger pear, do you want a face? You're married. How can you get tangled with other men?"

For such an unwarranted crime, I accept it with a smile. Since the world is so unkind to me, I still transfer this unhappiness to the people who want to hurt me.

"This is about me and Xiao Ziyu. I don't need to tell you. If you want to know, go and ask Xiao Ziyu." I tried my best to make a proud gesture and bluff the girl, but I gave myself a psychological hint of ugliness.

"Ginger pear!" The girl's warning voice didn't confuse my mind.

"I'm Xiao Ziyu's girlfriend, so I have the right to ask." The girl looked at me and suddenly turned a tone. I felt some pain with a proud look. The three words "girlfriend" used to be my identity in front of Xiao Ziyu.

"Well, ask Xiao Ziyu. You are his girlfriend, not mine. I have no obligation to answer all your questions or meet all your needs." Before I said these words, I didn't know that I was so angry.

This sentence was like the last straw that killed the camel, and suddenly pulled away the girl's strong calm.

The girl is very good-looking, with willow eyebrows, apricot eyes, round and some baby fat faces. At this moment, she shows an expression that is incompatible with her appearance.

"I tell you, Jiang Li, what are you proud of? He told me everything about you and Xiao Ziyu. What do you think you are? It's not clean anymore. Do you think Xiao Ziyu will want you again? "

"Don't think that he stands up for you now, that is, he doesn't change his old feelings for you. Look at it. Once her heroism is gone, who will pay attention to you."

One vicious word after another blurted out. In the face of such humiliation, even if I don't care anymore, it's harsh.

I have a feeling of blood countercurrent all over my body. I just feel that all the Qi and blood begin to flow into my head. I don't know if I can restrain it. Fortunately, after the girl finished, there is no meaning to continue.

In this confrontation in the heart, the girl lost first, stamped her foot angrily and walked out of the ward. Finally, there was peace in the ward again.

The sound of high heels touching the ground in the corridor didn't leave my ears for a long time.

I just gave a long sigh and my mobile phone jumped up restlessly. I'm not curious.

My circle of friends is very small. Since I married Cheng Shi, I have wholeheartedly played the role of a wife and haven't been with many people.

"Hello." I'm too lazy to watch. Suddenly, I have a bad taste. At this time, people looking for themselves, in addition to booing and asking for warmth, are sarcastic. I want to guess how bad the world can be to me.