First love after marriage

"Jiang Li, I tell you, if you are sensible, don't want to divide our property, otherwise we will shake out your little white face and see who is more difficult." From the receiver came Cheng Shi's threat.

My memories floated so far.

Cheng Shi appeared in the darkest period of my life. At that time, Xiao Ziyu had just left. This man's meticulous treatment of me was like a good medicine for my incurable disease, gradually leading me out of the painful years.

My feelings for Cheng Shi come from gratitude, and then in the long run, they turn into a hint that they belong to each other. Once they cross the border, they are betrayal.

At that time, he would hold me in his arms, say that he only loved me all his life, and then describe to me a future that only belongs to us. Most of my sadness comes from this man's reneging. I can't accept being abandoned.

Cheng Shi's angry voice is like a sponge, which absorbs the beauty in my memory bit by bit.

"I'm talking to you. Do you hear me?"

I don't want to talk. For this man, in addition to disappointment, I don't even want to be sad because of him.

Maybe the phone was robbed, and there was a harsh collision sound, and then a rustling whisper. The sound I heard again was Cheng Shi's mother.

"Xiao Li, listen to your mother. You and Cheng Shi haven't reached the point of divorce. Let's sit down and discuss it. Maybe there's room for turning around." Listening to Cheng Shi's mother's voice, I couldn't help laughing.

The coldness in the smile can even be felt by myself. They just want to find a free nanny for their family.

I hung up before I finished listening. Such a marriage has interests, desires, betrayals and suspicions. There is really nothing worthy of my nostalgia. The only thing I get from this marriage is all kinds of lessons except the child.

Looking at the interface of the mobile phone, I accidentally drew the call record with Xiao Ziyu. This phone number made me remember the girl in red just now and a series of unspeakable insults she brought me.

You're not clean anymore, Let my heart like a thousand troops galloping past, leaving nothing but pain and deafening pride.

I looked at the name and began to blame the man from my heart. I blamed him for appearing in my life.

Or blame him for leaving suddenly.

If it hadn't been for him, I wouldn't have felt the grief of loss; If it weren't for him, I couldn't have chosen to replace love with moving because of what Cheng Shi did at that time; If it weren't for him, the girl wouldn't come to the door today and humiliate her.

Since all this is because of his appearance, the best way to end all this is to let him completely disappear from my life.

I don't deny it. I want to experience the warmth Xiao Ziyu brings to me again. These days, I didn't expect his sudden arrival, and then, as before, blocked all the difficulties for me and told me that I still have him.

However, I am still a flesh and blood person after all. I am not a machine that does everything to meet my heart's desires. People's emotions are contradictory. So am I. I hope to get him. Similarly, I can't forgive him.

Finally, I closed my eyes and clicked delete.

When Xiao Ziyu left me, I knew that his reappearance could only be my episode, not the ending.

I lost sleep, not because of worry. I don't know what I think. My head is blank. Looking at the sky outside the window, I turned out the fish belly white from the black curtain.

His eyes opened all night and became a little sore. He picked up the mirror next to him and looked at it slightly. It was full of red blood.

"Xiao Li, look what mom brought you." The door of the ward was suddenly opened. My mother came in with a heat preservation bucket and convenience bag. I was stunned and immediately changed my expression.

"Mom, why are you so early? You don't tell me if you want to come." I looked at my mother like a girl and spoiled her.

My mother put things on the bedside table next to my bed and opened them the same. It was my favorite preserved egg lean meat porridge and a cage of crab roe bun. Everything was still steaming. I looked at my mother through the swirling mist, and suddenly my eyes turned red.

"Mom found that there was no preserved egg and lean meat porridge here. She got up early in the morning, borrowed a pot from the breakfast shop next door, and bought your favorite crab roe bag. Please eat two." With that, my mother handed me the chopsticks and caught my eyes with water vapor.

"Little pear? What's the matter with you? " My mother stopped the action in her hand and looked at me so blankly. She was a little overwhelmed, and her eyes were full of worry.

I quickly blinked and calmed my tone, "it's all right. It's just that the water vapor enters my eyes and some can't open their eyes." With that, I began to observe my mother's expression.

Although she was skeptical in her eyes, she didn't ask anything. Relieved, she continued to happily introduce her food to me.

"Mom, I can eat it in the hospital. It doesn't have to be so troublesome." My mother is in poor health. I can't always let her worry like this. I even have to plan three meals for me.

My mother smiled and patted me on the head with her hand. There was pity in her tone.

"You're in confinement. It's hard to talk to your mother-in-law. Just tell your mother and make it for you."

My tears, which had just subsided, came up at once. Since I married Cheng Shi, I was far away from home. In addition, Cheng Shi's mother said it was always bad to go back to her mother's house. It took me a long time to see my parents. I couldn't understand their thoughts. At this moment, I felt very unfilial.

"By the way, where's your mother-in-law?" My mother looked at the ward and didn't find Cheng Shi's mother. She asked me.

I was stunned for a moment, and then I immediately recovered.

"Oh, my mother-in-law said she would bring me some clothes home and go back first."

I fought with my mother. Haha, I wanted to lie in her arms and cry. But now, looking at her face and her concern, I can't say it anyway.

I can't tell my mother about Cheng Shi and her mother, let alone what happened in the ward yesterday. I don't want to pass on my troubles and worries to her. This is the greatest filial piety I can do.

My mother nodded, scooped a spoonful of porridge, blew it, tried the temperature at her mouth, and then stretched it to my mouth, just like feeding me when I was a child.

"Is it delicious?" My mother's eyes were full of expectation. I nodded hard and smiled happily.