First love after marriage

"Because this mall is also the property of my Shaw group, of course those security guards have to listen to me. I knew you were coming to the mall to buy a stroller. I specially came to the mall to inspect. I didn't expect to encounter that scum bullying you. " Xiao Ziyu said angrily. He squeezed his fist.

But I was stunned: "really? Is this mall owned by your family? " I was very surprised. No wonder I happened to meet Xiao Ziyu here, and today he asked me to come to this mall to buy a stroller for my children.

"Well, after I returned home, I first bought here." Xiao Ziyu nodded gently.

At the moment, I suddenly realized the gap between myself and Xiao Ziyu. Before, I knew that Xiao Ziyu's family was rich and powerful, but at that time, I had no special concept of money. At the beginning, I just liked Xiao Ziyu, so I could love him heartlessly for three years.

"You're great." I sincerely sigh.

Xiao Ziyu just smiled faintly. He came to me, put his hands on my shoulders, and his face suddenly changed into a worried look.

"Xiao Li, didn't you get hurt just now?" Xiao Ziyu asked me worried.

I smiled and shook my head. "No."

In fact, my arm is very painful now. Cheng Shi pinched my arm very hard before. If you look carefully, there are some light red marks on my arm.

But I dare not tell Xiao Ziyu that I'm afraid he will have trouble finding Cheng Shi. Xiao Ziyu has such a deep background that it should be easy to get Cheng Shi, but I don't want Xiao Ziyu to do it for me.

Xiao Ziyu breathed a sigh of relief. He stared at my face without blinking. I was a little uncomfortable by him and wanted to find a topic to resolve the embarrassment.

"What a coincidence. Why did you suddenly appear just now, like superman." I said with a laugh and pushed away Xiao Ziyu's hands on my shoulder.

But Xiao Ziyu kept pressing me, and he didn't answer me. Suddenly, he lowered his head and kissed me directly on my mouth before I could react.

He kissed very suddenly. The two wet lips rubbed on my lips. The soft feeling made my body and heart crisp.

At the beginning, I was ignorant. Five years later, I didn't expect that these two soft lips would touch me again, and my heart began to surge.

Fortunately, my reason was still there. I pushed him hard, but Xiao Ziyu seemed afraid that I would refuse him. He hugged my head and didn't give me the chance to refuse him.

I couldn't resist when he kissed me. I had to respond to him passively. Xiao Ziyu didn't let me go until we were both out of breath.

I breathed hard and stared at him complaining.

But Xiao Ziyu was very happy.

"What's the matter with you, suddenly kissing me?" I don't like Xiao Ziyu touching me without my consent at all. After all, I'm not an open woman. Although we had a past, it was five years ago.

But Xiao Ziyu didn't answer my question. Instead, he hugged me again.

My body was close to his body. The familiar feeling pulled my thoughts back to the past.

"Xiao Li, I'm really happy." Xiao Ziyu paused and said.

I look confused. What is this man happy about? Is it because of the performance of heroes to save the United States?

"Xiao Li, I heard you say that you still like me. Even after we separated, you still like me." Xiao Ziyu was very excited.

I was very embarrassed. It turned out that he was happy because he heard the conversation between Cheng Shi and me. How to say these words? He said them for Qi Cheng Shi.

But in fact, I don't know how I feel about Xiao Ziyu. I must have never forgotten him. The purpose of working with Cheng Zhen was to use Cheng Shi to heal his wounds.

However, I have already slowly restrained my feelings for Xiao Ziyu. When Xiao Ziyu went abroad without breaking up with me, he said he would come back to me soon, but later his attitude towards me became colder and colder. At that time, I had a hard time every day, wanted to see and couldn't see, and suffered from Acacia.

After we broke up, I also spent a long time healing myself. I was in a trance every day. I always felt like I was missing a piece of my body. That process was really painful and unforgettable.

Even when I mention the name Xiao Ziyu, what I think of is not the happy time when we were together, but the unspeakable pain of lovelorn.

"Xiao Li, in fact, I'm the same as you. In the past five years, I haven't stopped liking you one day, but I'm sorry for you at the beginning. I'm afraid you hate me, so I haven't dared to confess to you. It's good. You still like me."

Xiao Ziyu hugged me tightly. He murmured in my ear.

When I heard him say that he never stopped liking me, my tears flowed down in an instant.

Since you like it, why did you have to break up with me?

"Xiao Li, can you accept me again? It was my fault before. I made you suffer. Can you forgive me and accept me again? "

Xiao Ziyu lowered his head. His eyes were warm and full of expectation.

I didn't speak. We both kept quiet. I could even hear his fast and violent heartbeat.

After a while, I shook my head.

"What do you mean? Don't you want to accept me again? " Xiao Ziyu asked me somewhat disappointed.

I nodded.

"Why? You still like me. Why don't you accept me again? Is it because of lixiya? I've really broken up with her, and I'm not with her because I like her. That's what my parents mean. " Xiao Ziyu said anxiously.

I didn't turn my head and didn't speak. Xiao Ziyu looked more and more worried after seeing my attitude.

"Xiao Li, please believe me. What I said is true. I Xiao Ziyu only loved you, Jiang Li, from beginning to end. I had to break up with you. At that time, when I was abroad, my parents always urged me to stay with Li Xiya. At that time, I thought I might never come back all my life, so it doesn't matter who I am with, so I agreed to my parents' arrangement, But I only have you in my heart. These years, I have worked so hard to get the opportunity to look for you back and forth. "

I closed my mouth and tried to suppress the tears in my eyes.

"I don't want to be with you." I looked at Xiao Ziyu's eyes and replied to him coldly.

Xiao Ziyu was particularly shocked when he heard my answer. He probably thought I would accept him again.

But Xiao Ziyu, I really can't accept you anymore, because the gap between us is too big, which has exceeded the range I can bear.

How can I deserve you as a married, divorced woman with children and nothing?

If I promise to be with him, I'm afraid the final outcome will still be the same as five years ago. I can only get the cruel result of a lonely breakup.

I don't want such unbearable pain to hurt me again. Please forgive my cowardice.