First love after marriage

My attitude is cold and I don't give Xiao Ziyu a chance.

His hot eyes began to dim down, and his hands holding me shrank back. I immediately felt relieved. Sometimes breaking up is more relaxed than being together.

"Xiao Ziyu, I'm sorry." My voice trembled.

I'm sorry to look at his water chestnut clear face. Over the years, his appearance has become more mature and stable, and I've faded from my youth. However, no matter how much our appearance has changed, fortunately, our original heart for each other has never changed.

Unfortunately, the gap between us given by time is so big that I can't bear it!

I grabbed the stroller and decided to leave the mall and get some air outside.

But at this time, Xiao Ziyu's hand suddenly put on mine, and I looked at him in shock.

"Xiao Li, I want to eat your dumplings in the evening." Xiao Ziyu suddenly looked at me and smiled.

I was stunned. Why did this man suddenly want to eat dumplings.

"All right. Then you should come back early in the evening. " I can't refuse Xiao Ziyu's eager eyes. After all, I'm living in his home now. I'm still able to meet this little request.

Xiao Ziyu nodded, and then he sent me away from the mall.

After returning to the villa, I considered whether I should go home. Living in Xiao Ziyu's house is tantamount to owed him a favor. If the favor is accumulated, it will be difficult to pay it back.

After thinking for a long time, I decided to finish this dinner for him and leave here tomorrow to go home.

After putting the child to sleep, I hurried to prepare the ingredients for making dumplings. During this period, Aunt Liu wanted to help me, but I politely refused.

Making dumplings is very troublesome. After a long time, I finally wrapped all the dumplings and put them in the refrigerator.

Then I called Xiao Ziyu and asked him when he would be back.

I waited until Xiao Ziyu came back in the evening before I went to the kitchen to make dumplings.

"Xiao Li, I'm really happy. I can actually eat your dumplings. When I was abroad, I always wanted to eat dumplings. Sometimes I wondered what the dumplings you made would taste. I didn't expect that my dream came true this time." Xiao Ziyu looked at me very happily.

I suddenly blushed. I didn't expect that such a small thing would make him so happy. In comparison, Cheng Shi often disliked that the food I cooked was not delicious and couldn't compare with that made by his mother.

When Cheng Shi didn't say that, I wanted to buckle all the rice plates on Cheng Shi's head.

At the end of the evening, Xiao Ziyu rubbed his stomach and looked at him gratefully. "Xiao Li, it's really hard for you today."

I shook my head unkindly and said, "nothing, it's all small things."

"What will you eat tomorrow? What else would you do? " Xiao Ziyu looked at me expectantly.

I was stunned. He wanted to eat my meal tomorrow, but I was going to leave here.

I'm a little tangled. I don't know whether to tell him my plan to leave here.

If I did, would he allow me to leave? But I believe that he will be sad for this. Whenever I think that he will be sad, I can't bear to say that I want to leave.

"I'll see it tomorrow. I'm a little tired today." I said carelessly.

Xiao Ziyu's face was hurt. He rubbed my head, then stood up and began to clean up the dishes and chopsticks on the table.

"Xiao Li, go back and have a rest first. I'll deal with the rest." Xiao Ziyu urged me.

However, I didn't mean to let him clean up the tables, chairs, bowls and chopsticks alone, so I stayed to clean up with him. Originally, I planned to wash the pot together, but Xiao Ziyu stopped me. He asked Aunt Liu to deal with the rest of the work.

I want to go back to my room to see the children. Xiao Ziyu follows me upstairs. I always feel that his eyes have been following me, which makes me very uncomfortable. When I return to the room, I quickly close the door. I am deeply afraid that Xiao Ziyu will follow me in.

Now I really can't face Xiao Ziyu calmly. Since he confessed to me again, every time I get along with her alone, I always feel uncomfortable all over.

I was relieved to hide in the room. While the child was still sleeping, I wanted to pack up the things I needed to leave here tomorrow as soon as possible.

After tidying up everything, I looked at myself in the dressing mirror and said, "Ginger pear, you should come on. From tomorrow, say goodbye to Cheng Shixiao Ziyu and try to start your new life."

Thinking that I was going to be reborn, I felt better. Lying in bed at night, I thought that after Xiao Ziyu went to work, I would tell him that I was leaving.

If it was in front of Xiao Ziyu, I was afraid that he would retain me. I was even more afraid that I would be very discouraged and couldn't refuse his retention and stay unpromising again.

Because I have to get up early tomorrow, I went to bed very early tonight. I just changed my clothes and lay down. Suddenly I heard a knock on the door.

My nerves immediately tightened. No one would knock on my door except Xiao Ziyu.

"Xiao Li, did you sleep?" Xiao Ziyu's voice sounded outside the door.

"Sleep, what can I do for you?" I asked nervously. I was really worried that Xiao Ziyu wanted to come to me to do that kind of thing. After all, he kissed me when he was in the mall, although he apologized to me.

"Oh, I have nothing to do. I just want to say good night to you." Xiao Ziyu said outside the door.

My face turned red and my thoughts were really dirty. People just wanted to say good night to me.

I got out of bed. I opened the door. Xiao Ziyu saw me coming out. He smiled and said to me, "good night."

I nodded: "you too, have a good dream."

I was about to close the door when Xiao Ziyu suddenly put his hand against my door.

I was surprised and looked at him in panic. What does this man want?

"Xiao Li, don't be nervous. In fact, I want to tell you that I know you have concerns and can't accept me, but I can wait. I'll wait for you to accept me. I love you and never stop. I can't give up you." Xiao Ziyu suddenly confessed to me.

Facing his confession, I didn't know how to respond to him for a moment, so I had to be silent.

Seeing that I didn't reply to him, Xiao Ziyu sighed, then touched my head and comforted: "go to bed quickly. Remember to call me if you have something."

When he finished, he closed the door for me.

I went back to bed, feeling more and more irritable and sleepless.

I finally made up my mind to leave here and start my life again. Why did Xiao Ziyu suddenly confess to me and say he would wait for me.

My heart suddenly fell into a tangle, and there were two villains in my mind who were constantly fighting. One kept encouraging me to promise Xiao Ziyu to be with him well, and the other villain kept reminding me that you don't deserve him at all. Don't delusion that a toad wants to eat swan meat.

In this tangle again and again, until midnight, I finally fell asleep, but I didn't expect that in my dream, all I dreamed of was Xiao Ziyu confessing to me and asking me to be with him.

I shook my head and refused him. Unexpectedly, Xiao Ziyu in my dream cried sadly.