Flying Gulls Never Land

After the new year, Wei Shi originally wanted me to rest for a few more days, but I refused and went to work on the eighth day of junior high school.

I didn't go to Sheng min Ou again, and of course he would not come to me on his own initiative.

This is also very good, as long as I can bear it, he Sheng min gull is again charming, again my heart, ten years can not 20 years, 20 years can not 30 years, I can always stop.

The days are spent step by step in peace, working and living. When they are free, they go out to eat with friends. When they are tired, they go back to sleep. Sometimes they watch a movie and spend an ordinary and ordinary life.

I think that's what I'm going to do with my life. Who would have thought that one night in March, this calm, ordinary, ordinary, uninhibited attitude was broken.

In my sleep, I was awakened by my mobile phone. Vaguely took a look at the mobile phone on the bedside table, Mo Qiu sent me a dozen messages in one breath, each paragraph was long and dense.

I rubbed my eyes and rolled down. I didn't understand what he was doing in the middle of the night. For a while, he said that he couldn't be the illustrator in his dream because of me in junior high school. He was very happy to meet again after a long separation. If I could, I would like to have a good chat with me. He said a lot of nonsense. Finally, he said something that he didn't like to give up, I hope I can go to his funeral and see him off for the last time.

"What the hell?" All of a sudden, I woke up, and was so shocked by the midnight that I lost all my sleep.

At the time of Chinese new year, Mo Qiu came to me and asked me to have a cup of coffee in the coffee shop. They chatted awkwardly for a short time. It was about an hour. I saw that I couldn't talk anymore, so I had to go ahead in the afternoon.

When chatting with him at that time, he did not show any sign of being tired of the world at all. When he asked him whether he was married, he shook his head in a red face and said that although he was not married, he had already had a lover who was in serious contact.

I congratulated him politely and politely asked him to bring his lover with him next time he met.

What did he say then?

"We I haven't seen each other Mo Qiu holds the coffee cup and stares at the table nervously, not at me.

"Never met?" I doubt for a moment, quickly understand, "online love?"

His cheeks were redder, and he murmured "um" in a low, embarrassed voice.

There are also reliable online love, but Mo Qiu's character is very much like the one who was cheated of money and heart on the Internet and finally cheated into nothing.

Out of the friendship of my former junior high school classmate, I reminded him a little: "it's better to see each other. Don't be silly. You don't even know whether the other party is a man or a woman."

Mo Qiu's body is stiff, quickly looked up at me, and dropped his eyes: "I know, appearance, name, age, and work, I know." He may also see my doubts about his online love and explain, "the other party is much richer than me, not a liar."

Why can't money be a liar? It may also be a liar of feelings.

But at that time, Mo Qiu was in the ascendant. I thought he would not listen to this, and it seemed that I was very indifferent. So I held the basin full of cold water, and finally didn't throw it out.

After that, we didn't get in touch with each other. After midnight, we even said goodbye to SMS.

I quickly called back his cell phone and found that the other end was off.

Damn, it's enough in the middle of the night

I called Shen Xiaoshi in a hurry. Fortunately, he was always a night owl, and he didn't sleep at all.

"Hello, brother Feng, what's the matter?"

"Do you have the address of Mo Qiu's house?" Since Mo Qiu has added the micro signal of pawnshop, maybe he has bought or pawned things in the shop before. Maybe he has left a mailing address.

"Mo Qiu?" There was a rustle at the other end. "Wait, I'll flip."

After waiting for two minutes, Shen Xiaoshi said he had found it, and then gave me a string of addresses.

"You send the address to my mobile phone." With these words, I got up and dressed and walked out the door as fast as I could. "What's going on, brother Feng?" Shen Xiaoshi didn't think of asking until now.

Mobile phone micro shock, I looked at his message, said: "Mo Qiu seems to commit suicide, I go to see first, hope nothing."

"Fuck, suicide?" Shen Xiaoshi was also surprised, "do you want to call the police?"

As soon as he reminded me that I had to call the police.

The weather in early spring was still chilly. I walked downstairs with my neck down and said, "no, I'll call the police first. They should move faster than me. I don't know if I can get a car."

After hanging up Shen Xiaoshi's phone, I dialed "110" for the first time in my life. The operator asked me about the details and Mo Qiu's address. He said that he would ask the police to arrive at the scene as soon as possible, and at the same time, an ambulance would be provided.

Fortunately, I got to the side of the road and there was an empty car. As soon as I sat on it, I explained to the driver that I was going to save people. He told him to drive as fast as possible. The driver stepped on the gas pedal and I almost hit the windshield. The shift and the drift seemed to be driving at midnight F1.Because of the hard work of the driver and the lack of cars at night, it took only 15 minutes to get there.

I got out of the car and rushed to the community, almost no need to find, under the dim street lights, the flashing lights of the police car, is my destination.

There was a police car and an ambulance downstairs. I was about to go upstairs. Two ambulance workers came down the narrow corridor, carrying stretcher beds one after the other, followed by two policemen.

For a moment, my breath was stagnant. I was afraid to see the corpse covered with white cloth on the stretcher bed.

They go down, I can only back, back to the door, stretcher bed past me, Mo Qiu pale face lying on it, although looking at more than the dead, but it is not dead.

Great

I relaxed as a whole and held the door frame for a long breath.

A young police officer came up to me and asked if I knew Mo Qiu.

"I'm his friend, I called the police."

The other side stuck in his waist and sighed like me just now: "he burned charcoal at home and cut his wrist. It seems that he is determined to die, so he should be well advised. So young, what can't be solved? "

I also want to know how big things need him to take such a desperate road.

The door of Mo Qiu's house was damaged when the police broke into the door and couldn't be closed for a moment. I have to follow the ambulance to the hospital, and I'm tired of separation. I had no choice but to call Shen Xiaoshi and ask him if he could go to Mo Qiu's house so late to have a look at his house and find a lock changer to help him repair the door.

"Yes, I sleep everywhere." Shen Xiaoshi agreed without saying a word.

When I got to the hospital, I was busy again. I had to check the payment procedures. When I settled down, it would be light.

It seems that Mo Qiu's parents divorced when he was very young. After that, they went their own way and nobody cared much about him. He grew up with his grandparents. Now the two old people are no longer there, and he is the only one living in the old house.

This is my second time in the rescue room. Because my first experience was not so good, I was quite resistant to this place. After a long time, I felt nausea and cold sweat.

Anyway, Mo Qiu didn't wake up. I said hello to the nurse and went to smoke outside the hospital.

Between smoking, Shen Xiaoshi suddenly called.

"Brother Feng, I think your friend's computer is not turned off, so I want to turn it off for him. As a result, I accidentally looked at it more..." Shen Xiaoshi was eager to speak but stopped.

"And then?"

"And then I saw something I shouldn't have seen. I thought about it with my clever little brain, and I'll probably understand what happened to your friend."

Shen Xiaoshi told me all about his discovery. At first, I didn't care. At last, the more I listened, the more frightened I was. My eyebrows were tightly frowned, and I couldn't even smoke. My stomach was even surging. It seemed that I had eaten a bad meal overnight.

"Are you sure?" Shen Xiaoshi said: "I'm afraid it's because I think so much. I've searched his chat records for nearly a year and found a video cache in his computer that he didn't have time to delete Do you want to see it? "

"Look at Diao, no!" I scolded him, "you turn off the computer for me, as if you have never seen it."

At this time, a nurse called out at the door: "are mo Qiu's family members there? He wakes up. "

I hung up in a hurry and went back to the emergency room.

Mo Qiu half opened his eyes, watching is not very sober, I do not know whether it was originally not wearing or to rescue him to take off, face glasses. A pair of eyes blurred in the water light, lip color with some black, at first glance, there is a bit of beauty of illness and weakness.

"Why don't you think it's OK to see you before?" I sat down by his bed.

Mo Qiu turned her eyes and looked at me, without saying a word, quietly shed two lines of tears.

I have a headache: "don't do this..."

"Lu Feng..." Mo Qiu's eyes are full of sad color, dumb voice asked me, "failure, how can't succeed, right? Family, friendship, love People who fail, in every way, fail, right? "

I looked at him and folded up all my expressions: "yes, fart."

Mo Qiu looked at the ceiling: "it's also People like you can't They don't understand us, these losers. "

"Me? What kind of person am I? " I laughed, and now I feel there is nothing to hide. "I just came out of prison six months ago. If you want to categorize me, I should be a "former prisoner."

Mo Qiu was shocked and turned his head to look at me in disbelief: "you..."

"In the summer vacation of my freshman year, I killed a man and was sentenced to 10 years." Now that I have opened a mouth, the next one is not so hard to say, "in terms of failure, am I not more failure than you? What's more, you are not so defeated in terms of friendship. Isn't there me to save you? "

Mo Qiu Leng Leng looked at me for a long time, dry way: "thank you." "Thank you for protecting me all the time..."I wanted to close his sluice, but instead I broke all the water pipes. I went to ask the nurse for a paper towel and pressed it on his face to wipe his face.

"What happened to you? Say it out, don't be alone in your heart, maybe I can help you? "

"You can't help me." His nose was red with me.

I am patient, good words: "how do you know I can't help you if you don't say it?"

He was silent for a long time, during which only silent tears.

Just when I couldn't help but have a showdown with him, he said slowly: "I was photographed Bad video, the other party threatened me, not to meet his requirements, will put my video Send it online to let everyone know that I am Jian is a commodity. "

His eyelashes were stained with tiny drops of water, and his tears fell down his temples, wetting a small piece of his white pillow.

"I'm not, I'm not..." He shook his head, with hope in his eyes, but more despair.