Flying Gulls Never Land

Bending down to pick up the fruits one by one in the basket, I advised her to coax her: "don't be angry, don't be angry, he has gone. If you don't want fruit, eat the pancake fruit I bought for you. It's delicious

She clutched her quilt tightly, her eyes protruding slightly in anger, and her eyes were so big that they were a little terrifying.

"He's just a sweeper! Blood sucking bugs! The white eyed wolf that feeds the hand that feeds him

The basket was on the floor, and I sat down by the bed as the perfect listener, listening to her curse Sheng min ou with all the vicious words she could, without interrupting.

I never knew that she could scold people like this, even though she didn't like it. It seems that these years have not been less scolding, are already skilled workers.

The nurse showed a look of shock that could not be concealed in my mother's hoarse curse. She was afraid that she would never say that teacher Lin was the most temperament dying patient she had ever met. At this time, teacher Lin had no temperament to speak of.

On the way back, there were still no people on the bus. I was holding a basket of fruit in my arms. I lied to my mother that I would take it and throw it away. In fact, I wanted to take it home and eat it myself.

It's a pity to throw away a few hundred yuan.

Looking out of the window at the rapid passing scenery, my mind can not help but drift to open, from my mother to the future, and gradually fell to today's long farewell to meet the man.

Sheng min Ou was only three years old when I was adopted by my family. The reason for adoption was no more than that one - my parents couldn't give birth.

But just like many families with childbearing difficulties, they are very hard prepared to adopt someone else's child. When they come back, they will be able to give birth to themselves.

Before she could change her name to Sheng mingou, her household registration procedures had just been completed, and my mother checked out that she was pregnant.

She wanted to retire, but my dad didn't agree. He loves Sheng mingou and can't bear to be hurt twice at a young age. He also stubbornly believes that it is the arrival of Sheng min ou, the boy who gives birth, that the old Lu family is able to spread its branches and leaves. If he does not treat others well, he will encounter misfortune.

Although my mother is not a teacher, she has worked in primary school for many years. Her colleagues and neighbors politely call "Teacher Lin" when they see her. She has been deeply influenced by modern science education for many years. She doesn't believe my father's feudal superstition theory at all. They quarreled with each other and almost got divorced.

It can be said that in the end, there is no problem with the two people's feelings, but each other less stanza step down. I don't know how they communicated with each other. Anyway, my mother took a step back and left Sheng min ou.

But in this way, he became a redundant person.

He is not so much a part of our family as a temporary resident. My father is OK, but my mother's attitude is particularly obvious. She doesn't treat him as a son. At most, it's just a group of people with names.

When I was a child, I was too proud of my mother's infinite favor. I used to show off in front of Sheng mingou with the cake toys she only bought for me, and asked him if he wanted to.

Sheng min gull always looks at me expressionless, the dark pupil is particularly deep, especially cold. When he saw me offering filial piety, he would not hesitate to tell me that he didn't like it, and then turned around and left without looking back.

When I grew up, I realized how stupid I was. When Sheng min Ou looked at me, I must have looked at a fool.

He hates me, I can feel it.

Every time I act coquettish with him and talk to him, I can feel that he hides good repulsion and is afraid of him for a long time.

It's not that he doesn't have a smile for me, but his smile can never penetrate into his eyes, like a mask of artificial kindness. All the kindness and kindness to me is just to please the adults of this family, so that he can have a place to live.

This "hate" may be ambiguous when I was a child, but after growing up, in this decade, I have gradually understood.

At the age of ten, something big happened to my family.

My father had a car accident on his way home from work. He was rolled into the wheel by a truck with a battery. When the ambulance was sent to the hospital, he was already dying. The wound is too deep, the amount of blood loss is too large, the immortal is difficult to save.

On his deathbed, my father took my mother's hand and made her promise that she would take good care of us and grow up, especially Sheng Minou, so that he could go to high school and go to college. For more than ten years, he really knows my mother's virtue.

Although my mother did not want to, but in the face of a dying person, at that time, she could only nod and promise.

Since then, she is an orphan and widowed mother, with an oil bottle, is even more indifferent to Shengmin gull.

Sheng min Ou seldom goes home after boarding in high school. He only comes back on the death day of my father and Chinese New Year. He works outside during winter and summer holidays.

Since the third year of senior high school, he didn't ask my mother for money. He earned his living expenses and tuition by doing odd jobs. He also applied for a scholarship in the University. And the relationship between me and him, which was not very close to each other, became weaker after he moved away from home.

I was a freshman, and he was a sophomore, studying law at the best university in Qingwan city. Less come back, often just carelessly eat a meal and then leave in a hurry.

I had to do all I could to ask him about all sorts of topics that I had already mastered so that he could stay at home for a little longer.When he talks for me, I always like to look at his side face, watching the sun fall on his thick eyelashes and cast light shadows from the bottom of his eyes.

Often at this time, I have to admire his good looks, nahan his biological parents are not stupid, otherwise normal people would not abandon such a beautiful and healthy child.

At that time, I thought that the yearning that I could not get rid of in my heart was just my attachment to my elder brother, a manifestation of lack of fatherly love.

Until the appearance of Qi Yang.

He pestered Sheng min gull, eager for Sheng min gull's eyes. He was greedy and insidious, just like the reflection I had seen in the mirror.

At that moment, I suddenly understood that the strong emotion, the yearning can not be separated, but are driven by * *. I covet Sheng min gull deeply. I want to hold on to it.

In the past ten years, I have thought about it a lot. In fact, Qi Yang and I are the same people. I am addicted to the feeling of disobeying morality and unwilling to be ignored by Sheng Minou. It's just that he went too far and crossed my line.

When in prison, most of the prisoners are indifferent, but after a long time, there will always be some good relations.

In cell 67, I had the best relationship with three people - third brother, monkey and Shen Xiaoshi.

These people came in later than me, but they all went out earlier than me.

The third brother's real name is Wei Shi. He is bold and forthright. He looks at the five big three roughs, but he is very economical. When he came in, he already had several massage shops under him, and his younger brother was numerous.

I asked him the reason why he came in. As soon as he bared his head, he scolded the guy who had sentenced him to five years' imprisonment to the eighteenth generation of his ancestors.

It's quite dramatic. His massage shop is expanding day by day. He has a big brother on the road. If he takes this line, the business of the massage shop will be able to rest assured and earn money every day.

Together with his good brother and business partner, he came up with a way to invite his elder brother to gamble in the gambling city to enjoy himself. If you win, it's all big brother's, and if you lose, you'll have to share half with your business partner. Big brother is happy, and their business is good.

When I went there, I said it well. The group was in high spirits. Who thought that the elder brother was a bad hand that was hard to meet in a thousand years. The more he lost, the more he lost, the more he lost tens of millions.

Tens of millions for Wei Shi is not a small sum of money, all the cash out of his hand, but also to compensate for several stores. But big brother, this line is stable, and it is not difficult to earn back.

The bad is that his good brother turned his back and refused to accept his promise. He also blamed Wei Shi for his trip to gambling city.

Wei Shi paid all the money and went back to the country with a good temper. The more he thought about it, he ran to his brother's house in the middle of the night a few days later. He tied up the man and drove him out of the city. He beat him up in a deserted place. After that, he drove away and sold the car.

When the police found him, he didn't realize the seriousness of the problem. He was sentenced to five years for illegal detention and embezzlement.

"You say I'm not in bad luck. What kind of bullshit do I meet?" His heroic long eyebrows are inverted, and the benevolent Avalokitesvara statue on his arm is distorted by his tight muscles, and his face suddenly becomes gloomy.

I patted him on the shoulder, no comfort, only to tell his own things, let him happy.

After hearing this, he looked at me in shock and gave me a thumbs up.

"A mountain is higher than a mountain, and what you meet is nothing."

I smile: "who said no, so you are not the worst."

After that, we seemed to have some kind of friendship of sympathizing with each other. We took care of each other in prison and when we were out of prison.

On the day of regaining my freedom, Shen Xiaoshi and he picked me up. They not only helped me get rid of the dust, but also asked me to work as a manager of his new pawnshop.

As soon as I heard that the "manager" was a big official, I asked him how many people he was in charge of.

He took a big gulp of cold beer, held out two fingers and said, "two, one finance, one man." A finger next to Shen Xiaoshi, "this is your man, finance tomorrow you can see, is a beautiful woman."

People who have business experience can make a comeback. Wei Shi was released from prison for several years. Instead of making a massage shop, he opened two pawnshops, which made his business prosperous. What I want to manage is the third chain store, which is not large enough for a trusted person to look after.

"I don't know anything. I can't manage a shop if you let me manage it all at once." I said frankly that I didn't have this ability and wanted to refuse.

In addition to the reason, there is my mother's disease. In the last days, I want to accompany her more.

"You don't know anything. You don't have education or experience. After my village, where can you find a job you like? I know you can't rest assured of your mother. In this way, I'll give you a class to learn how to identify those jewelry. It will take at least one or two months to finish these classes, and then it's not too late for you to decide whether you want to come to work with me. "

Wei Shi looks at the rough, but his words are not leaky, and his work is intimate. If I refuse again, I will be ungrateful.

Fortunately, I didn't refuse. After living in the "ivory tower" for a long time, the prices outside were far beyond my imagination. Even pancakes and pancakes were raised.My mother was very happy to know that I got a job so soon, and joked that I didn't have to worry about my death.

If she had seen me folding my quilt, she would have dispelled her worries.

The so-called authentication course is not difficult, at least much simpler than the high school course. It is mainly to teach people how to quickly identify those famous watches and bags, real gold and silver. Occasionally, when the teacher is interested, he will also talk about the international luxury trend.

On the whole, the trend is just like people coming crazy, coming turbulent and fierce, retreating quietly.

The course was completed three weeks ago. The school gave the graduation certificate and the teacher wrote the future message for each student.

My card said: "Lu Feng, your future is limitless, and your efforts will be rewarded in the end. I hope you will cherish it and everything will go well. "

If I get rich, I will go back and give him a big red envelope.

Holding a basket of fruit home, just to pour a glass of water for himself, Wei Shi called and asked me to eat hot pot.

There's a lot of noise, and it's quite lively.

I had to take the key and go out again. I went to the door and sniffed the cowboy coat on my body. The faint smell of leather and wood had almost gone.

After a moment's hesitation, I turned into the room, took off my clothes and changed into another coat in the coat cabinet. Then I rushed to the invitation.