Isekai Life Is Not So Easy For A Sc.u.m Protagonist

Isekai Life Is Not So Easy For A Sc.u.m Protagonist,

Aahahha! Finally my wish was realized.

I'm gonna reincarneate in a different world!.....eh?! i was not the one supposed to be chosen?!... eh?! because i'm ugly and otaku i' m not gonna receive any blessing?!
what kind of bullshit is this?!