The Nation’s Male God Fell In Love With Me

  Chapter 1754 Chu Lin's Heartfelt Voice

  Chu Lin was startled, a little dazed, another daddy? Is that what he told the kids?

   Zhou Zhou was very disappointed to see Chu Lin's confused face, "You don't know anything, you're a liar."

Chu Lin looked at the cute and smart child in front of him, his heart was astringent, he felt a bit of indescribable pain, very sour, he was thinking, in the past three years, he was really wrong, he was angry with Lin Jing In three years, there has never been a moment of greeting, meeting and a few words, but he said to his children, you still have a daddy, treat him as a member of the family.

   "When did he say that?" Chu Lin's voice was a little astringent.

   "A few days ago." Zhou Zhou was embarrassed to say that in the days when he ran away from home, his small expression was a little wronged, and Chu Lin was a little uncomfortable, so he nodded, "I will tell you later."

  He left in a hurry, Zhou Zhou patted his head, "Grandpa, what's wrong with uncle?"

   "Leave him alone." Chu Ge said, he calmly said, "Watch me play chess with my brother."

"OK."

  Zhouzhou laughed happily, with a bit of lovable softness, Chu Ge thought, so cute, the more you look at it, the more lovable it is.

  Lin Jingsheng talked to Morgan on the phone next to the hot spring, talking about the church. Recently, the church is about to move. Lin Jingsheng said, "They are already at the end of their rope, so they will naturally jump over the wall. Don't pay attention to them. I have my own countermeasures."

  Morgan said, "Yes, I understand. I will keep an eye on the Lu family."

"Just keep an eye on Lu Pang. I want to know all his itineraries. This old fox is scheming. After all, he has been in office for so many years. It is inevitable that he will be a little regretful if he withdraws for a while. I don't know if he will keep it. The most important thing is whether he has contact with the church." , you should also contact Lu Yuan and let him see for himself, don't worry too much, if Lu Pang backs out, I will not keep my promise."

   "Yes, I understand." Morgan said, Lu Yuan is a very talkative person, this matter is related to the safety of the Lu family, and the Lu family will naturally be careful, Lu Yuan is even more nervous about the safety of the Lu family than Lin Jingsheng.

  He was talking on the phone when he suddenly saw a figure approaching in a hurry. Lin Jingsheng said hurriedly, "Okay, I have something to do here, so hang up first."

"it is good."

Lin Jingsheng just hung up the phone. He thought that Chu Lin came to him for something. After all, he walked in a hurry. Who knew that he didn't know to stop when he got close to him. He suddenly reached out and hugged him. Lin Jingsheng was shorter than Chu Lin. , In the past three years, he has lost a lot of weight, and being able to be completely hugged by him, although the momentum is evenly matched, there is always a lack of Chu Lin's wildness. He struggled slightly, "Let go!"

   This is in public, he is a majestic king, how decent is he.

   "Ah Sheng..."

Lin Jingsheng pushed him away, frowned slightly, Chu Lin felt his chest was empty, those familiar empty emotions from the past three years hit his heart, there was a kind of soreness in his heart, which urgently needed to be released on Lin Jingsheng, he Lin Jingsheng and Lin Jingsheng have always missed each other, met at the wrong time and confessed to each other at the wrong time. To them, God seemed to have made a joke.

   A huge joke.

   "I've said everything that needs to be said, what else do you have to bother about?" Lin Jingsheng asked, so repeatedly, what do you think he is?

Chu Lin looked at him, this is his most familiar look, even if he never met, he would always secretly watch the news of his visits, and he could always be seen in the news, a TV was specially installed in his bedroom, and it was on every day. Watching the national TV station of country C, once there is news about Lin Jingsheng, he never misses a piece of news, so he knows how hard Lin Jingsheng has been through these few years. He was not by his side, especially more than a year ago, when the strength of the church counterattacked. On the way to the orphanage, he was assassinated. He was shot in the arm. Although it was a flesh wound, it was quite thrilling. At that time, he was angry with Ah Sheng in New York, and he didn't want to have a word with Ah Sheng. No matter how many times Ah Sheng wanted to meet him, he was rejected by him. After many rejections, Ah Sheng gradually disappeared. Asked.

  A Sheng is not like himself, thick-skinned like a city wall, he has been pampered since he was a child, and his self-esteem is also strong. Under the embarrassment and humiliation of rejection, he gradually became cold-hearted, and gradually, he seemed to lose contact.

  In the past six months, he felt flustered in a trance.

  If he continues like this and cannot cross this horizontal ditch, he and A Sheng will really disappear.

   Just like that, slowly becoming strangers.

Perhaps, decades later, they will all come. Looking back on this past event, it can be used as a conversation material when he was young. He is unwilling to become that appearance. Recently, he has been planning to return to China. The matter of Chu Ge happened to took him a step up.

"You and I, if I hadn't been entangled with each other, we would have been strangers for a long time, wouldn't we?" Chu Lin said, looking at Lin Jingsheng bitterly, "When you were young, you loved me, but you expressed it implicitly. And pursuit, never showed fiery affection. I was young at that time, and I didn’t understand the difference between love and friendship. I always felt that your love for me was similar to my friendship for you. I didn’t see any sparks. Later , When I realized that I fell in love with you, you had already turned around and left, no longer willing to give a little affection. Since then, I have been chasing you all the way, Asheng, in fact, I have been chasing you all this way You run, I am pestering you, I have been forcing."

  Lin Jingsheng opened his mouth, but did not speak.

Chu Lin said lightly, "My dad once told me that before the age of thirty-five, I would give him a grandson, and I promised him. At that time, I was perfunctory, always thinking that I would tell him my feelings slowly. My cleanliness, my choice, he has guarded for his mother all his life, he will understand me. Before I have time to tell you about this, you suddenly gave me a heavy crab bomb without discussing it, I was stunned, I admit, In the past three years, I deliberately deceived you, I was naive, I wanted to use my own legs to keep you, and forced you to make a choice, whether to choose me or your pair of children, in the end, you also saw it. "

In the end, they all saw that this was a very tragic gamble, he lost a mess, he was angry, annoyed, and finally tired, tired, he thought, on this road of pursuing Lin Jingsheng, he should give up Tired and tired, it is better to give up. But no matter how he persuaded himself, he couldn't give up. In this relationship, he may have chosen the wrong way of expressing himself, but there is one thing that he has never done wrong.

"It doesn't matter if I lied to you or kept it from you. It doesn't matter if I haven't seen you in the past three years. Even if I use the wrong method, what I always want is to make me your only one, but I can't get it after all. "

  (end of this chapter)