The Nation’s Male God Fell In Love With Me

  Chapter 1755 Let's do it all over again, shall we?

Lin Jingsheng was slightly moved, and Chu Lin said, "Ah Sheng, I didn't mean to hurt you these three years, the person I don't want to hurt is you, and it's not that I don't want to be with you, I know I missed these three years, yes The hardest three years in your life, but I just want you to treat me more... Persistence, even a little bit, I will not care about the rest, I am just a childish ghost, one who wants to prove, Ah Shengai childish ghost of me, but I failed, so I hid in my own city, unwilling to take another step. So, you won't forgive me again, will you?"

   "You said, you have been pursuing me for more than ten years?" Lin Jingsheng raised his eyebrows and looked at him coldly.

  Chu Lin was full of desolation.

   I thought to myself, it’s broken, did he say something wrong again?

   But it’s true, isn’t it?

Lin Jingsheng said, "Ah Lin, what a failure I am. I have liked someone since the beginning of my love. I have liked someone for more than ten years, but he doesn't feel it at all. Tell me, what a failure I am. I am such a failure. Is it not worth talking about?" emotion?"

   "Ah Sheng, that's not what I meant."

"You said that I haven't had a little bit of persistence in the past three years. How do you want me to persist? I made a mistake. Without your consent and without any discussion, I wanted a pair of children. I am sorry for this matter. First, your leg was injured, and I tried everything possible to find someone to treat it. You returned to New York, and I tried to communicate with you many times, but you were not willing to see me, and even said, I will stop looking for you. The domestic situation In a flash, there are so many people behind me, so many lives, you want me to devote 100% of my energy to you. If I am light, it doesn't matter, I can spend it with you. Whatever you want, we will do whatever you want So, I don't care, but there are so many people behind me, if I make a wrong decision, blood will flow into rivers, and if I am not careful, my child will become my brother, and even I will become my brother. Under the circumstances, how do you ask me to spend time with you, Ah Lin, I can't afford it, it's not that I don't insist, it's that the facts are not as good as I want. If I tell you that the situation is compelling, how much will you understand, because you never Never stand in my position and think about what I think, you will always, only think in your own position, I am sorry for you, I want a child, you are a clean freak, you can’t stand it, you just go away, you have not thought about it As a prince, the only prince in the royal family, I can do so little, and I can give so little. You should know the responsibility on me from the beginning. I once felt that you regretted it. This is me. The biggest feeling in the past three years is that you regret falling in love with me. If you don’t fall in love with me, you fall in love with another person, you will live and fly together, you don’t need to be trapped in this dead situation, and you don’t need to suffer. It's a pleasure. That's why I did what you wanted, didn't you bother me? I didn't expect that it was wrong to do so. Then I don't know what to do. It is right. Maybe you should tell me, I should How to do it."

   "Ah Sheng, are you blaming me?"

   "Didn't we blame each other and hurt each other for the past three years?"

  Even though they hurt each other and blame each other, they still love each other.

   It's like fate.

  What a painful realization.

   Chu Lin thought, Ah Sheng was partly right.

   They do blame each other.

  They don't understand each other, and they can't think about it from each other's point of view.

  What he wants is different from what Ah Sheng wants, which is why there are so many problems between them.

  He will spend his life in hiding.

  He doesn't want to.

  But when he fell in love with Ah Sheng, he knew it.

  At that time, I just didn’t expect that Ah’s birthday would become a king.

"Chu Lin, actually, let me talk about a more realistic question. If I am not the son of a prince, but I am a prince, I am afraid that you will not fall in love with me." Lin Jingsheng said, "No matter how good I am, no matter how good I am, I am so in your favor, no matter how much attraction we have, you will quickly withdraw, I understand you, even more than I understand myself, you are much more realistic than me."

  If he was a prince from the beginning, and his responsibilities and obligations were clear at a glance, would Ah Lin still fall in love with him?

Will not.

  There was no beginning between them.

  Chu Lin wanted to defend himself, but couldn't speak, all of them were choked up in his throat.

   "So, you don't want to forgive me anymore, do you?"

  Lin Jingsheng was taken aback. Did he come to ask for forgiveness?

  Then what have you been doing for the past three years? After avoiding them for three years, can they pretend that nothing happened? In these three years, every night, his loneliness and regret, can it be regarded as never happened?

  Why did he ask for forgiveness after three years, but what did he do wrong?

"A Lin, what did you do wrong?" Lin Jingsheng said, "You just fell in love with someone you shouldn't love. You want me to give you 100% love, but I can't give you that. That's all. You didn't You did something wrong, so you don't need my forgiveness."

   "Lin Jingsheng!" Chu Lin shouted angrily, "Do you really want to pierce my heart like this?"

   "I'm not wrong." Lin Jingsheng said, "I tell you with all my heart, you don't need my forgiveness."

   "As you said, we all understand each other, even better than ourselves." Chu Lin said lightly, "How can I not know what you are thinking?"

"If you insist on saying that, that's fine. I forgive you." Lin Jingsheng was also very happy, "A Lin, we have been entangled for more than ten years since we were young. Are you not tired? I am very tired. Especially in the past three years, it has been extremely tiring."

   "So, you still don't intend to forgive me." Chu Lin asked.

   "What exactly are you going to do?" Lin Jingsheng said, "It was you who said that we would never see each other for the rest of our lives, and now you are the one who is entangled for an end. What exactly do you want to do?"

   "Yeah, I don't know what I'm going to do, what I'm going to do." Chu Lin smiled bitterly, "I think I'm just a joke."

  Lin Jingsheng was silent.

In the hot spring villa, the fragrance of birds and flowers, with a bit of clear fragrance, makes people feel refreshed and happy, but the expressions of these two people are tense, and there is something unspeakable caught between them. Both of them feel the burning pain, but there is nothing Method.

  It is true that there is no way at all.

   "You..." Chu Lin looked at Lin Jingsheng carefully, he was so repulsive, even if he made a request, would he agree to himself? Will he promise himself? Ah Sheng, tell me, will you promise me? But even if he is rejected, what does it matter? It's not that he hasn't been rejected before, how many times he has been rejected, and it's not this time. He has already cultivated the face of a city wall, "Let's start over, okay?" ?”

  (end of this chapter)