The Nation’s Male God Fell In Love With Me

  Chapter 1763 The best gift

   A sentence of benevolence and benevolence blocked Chu Lin's mouth. He took a few steps back, his eyes were red. Ah Sheng has been working hard to be with them, but he has been hiding in New York for three years. What is he doing?

He always complains that Ah Sheng doesn't love him enough, always complains that Ah Sheng ignores him too much, doesn't care about his feelings, and makes his own decisions, but in the past three years, he has never accompanied Ah Sheng through this difficult time He never considered A Sheng's feelings, his love was just on the lips, he talked about his love for A Sheng, but he didn't consider A Sheng's feelings, what he really did for A Sheng was so Little, what he used to hate the most was the kind of person who said more and did less, but one day he became the person he hated the most, and his love for Ah Sheng stayed on the most superficial surface.

  What did he do for Ah Sheng?

  How could he be worthy of Ah Sheng's sacrifice for him?

  Why?

  Chu Lin, why are you?

  You hurt him so much, but he has been waiting for you to turn back without hesitation.

"Are you going to run away again?" Lin Jingsheng looked at his red eyes, and his heart was full of sadness. This is why he couldn't say it all the time. This feeling is too heavy, so heavy that he is not sure, Ah Is Rin able to bear it, does he feel that he is too domineering, does he feel burdened, burdened feelings are not always good feelings, he does not want Chu Lin to have the slightest burden.

Chu Lin's feet seemed to be sawed off by someone, and he suddenly lost consciousness. He looked at Lin Jingsheng in front of him. They have been together since childhood, and they knew each other's feelings when they were teenagers. They knew each other so early. He should be the person who knows Ah Sheng best, how could Ah Sheng really do something to hurt him, back then he mistook someone and did such a humiliating thing to him, Ah Sheng just laughed it off, He didn't pursue it, but chose to forgive, so why did he ever do anything that hurt him? Why did he give up when he disagreed? Chu Lin couldn't figure out why they came to this point, was it because... he didn't love Ah Sheng enough?

But he obviously loves Ah Sheng so much, for Ah Sheng, he is willing to do anything, even if he is a child, he is willing to accept it, he has been convincing himself that he just needs time for these three years, he needs three years to forgive Ah Sheng's so-called betrayal, but it took Ah Sheng three days or three hours to give up his heir and choose to raise his child? How selfish he is, Chu Lin, how selfish you are.

  Your selfishness will be used on the person you love the most one day.

   "If you want to run away, just run away." Lin Jingsheng said flatly, "I won't force you."

   I don’t want to force you either.

  Perhaps, he made a mistake again.

  Lin Jingsheng passed Chu Lin and was about to leave when Chu Lin suddenly grabbed his arm. He pressed Lin Jingsheng's neck with one hand and kissed his lips.

His kiss was so warm and too fierce that it overwhelmed Lin Jingsheng. He was like a ferocious beast trying to gnaw people away. He had a way of biting his veins and trying the taste of his blood. He always wanted to Wanting lips and tongue to kiss him, it was so violent that he wanted to take away his soul, Chu Lin was in great pain, how could he escape, how dare he escape, Ah Sheng sacrificed so much, he just felt that he wanted to kill himself.

  Kill yourself!

Lin Jingsheng hugged his waist gently, the two of them always seemed to be like this, Lin Jingsheng's way of expressing his feelings was always too reserved, but Chu Lin was so enthusiastic and reckless, the way of expressing their feelings was so different , but they all love each other deeply, wishing to give everything they have to each other, and they can endure many things in order to be with each other.

  Chu Lin kissed him deeply, 10,000 sorry, already melted into the deep kiss, such a strong kiss is no longer enough to express the strong love in his heart.

   "Ah Sheng, I'm sorry." Chu Lin said.

  He pressed his forehead gently, holding back tears, "I'm really sorry."

   "Nothing sorry."

  Chu Lin felt a sharp heartache.

   "Stop making excuses for me." Chu Lin said, "You just fell in love with a scumbag, and I am a scumbag."

   "A Lin, this is my choice."

"If I hadn't forced you, why would you have made such a choice? You wouldn't have made such a choice at all." Chu Lin said, "It's all my fault. If it wasn't for me, you wouldn't have done this at all. I I enjoy everything you give as a matter of course, but I have never done anything for you."

   "Who said that?" Lin Jingsheng raised his eyebrows, he stretched out his hand and stroked his face, "Your existence is my greatest spiritual support, and the support you give is beyond the reach of anyone else."

  Chu Lin's ten thousand arrows pierced his heart.

  Sometimes, he was thinking, if Ah Sheng could be more ruthless, maybe they would have resolved things differently, and he and Ah Sheng would have broken up a long time ago. He also didn't feel that he was capable enough to give Ah Sheng so much.

  In this life, if he dared to betray Ah Sheng again, he would really be worse than a pig or a dog.

Yu Jiang and Zhou Zhou didn't know what happened. Lin Jingsheng never mentioned telling the children the truth, and Chu Lin didn't want to tell the children the truth. Zhou Zhou and Yu Jiang both longed for Lin Jingsheng's love. Jingsheng took care of them and brought them up. If he told them that they were not his own, but that his biological parents were someone else, it would be too unfair to Lin Jingsheng, and it would also hurt the children very much. Chu Lin never thought of recognizing the children.

   This is fine, how could he be willing to hurt his baby again.

  He wished to give everything to Lin Jingsheng, and naturally he didn't want to add salt to Lin Jingsheng's heart. To Lin Jingsheng, this was too cruel, and Lin Jingsheng didn't want to talk about it.

He wanted to raise the children as his own children, and raised the children to be kings. Lin Jingsheng has always raised his generals as kings, and he has always been stricter with his generals. His health is not very good, Zhou Zhou's character is a loose prince, it is okay to be protected by his elder brother, but he still owes a little something to be a king, but the child is still young, and it is difficult to say clearly what will happen in the future.

Seeing Yu Jiang again, it would be a lie if Chu Lin said that his mood did not fluctuate at all. His mood was very surging, with a secret joy, but also some sadness and discomfort. He missed the growth of the children these years .

  He miraculously did not blame Lin Jingsheng for concealing it. From the beginning to the end of this matter, Ah Sheng did nothing wrong. If he reaps the benefits and blames Ah Sheng for concealing it, then he is not worthy of being a man.

  He has become a father without knowing it.

   Their pair of children are so cute, Chu Lin feels that Ah Sheng and the children are the best gift from heaven to him.

  (end of this chapter)