Lu Yinbing bent over to pick up the script, and twitched his mouth with self-deprecation.

After two days, it was just a paragraph, and I still squatted by memorizing, and I didn't make any progress. It was not that she was impatient, and she calmed down as much as possible. After trying to figure out the character's feelings as before, she would recite the lines step by step.

One time is not good, two times, two times is not good three times, three times is not good, then ten times, one hundred times, even if a fool can recite, she is actually worse than a fool.

It’s not that she didn’t expect a miracle to happen. The things she lost came back silently when she memorized the words one time. She is still that beautiful scenery that can deduce the lives of countless people, so that everyone in the circle can hold them. Lu Yinbing on his hand.

But not once.

The reason why a miracle is a miracle is because it does not happen easily. It is like a high god, looking down on the world with cold and indifference, leaving or staying unintentionally.

The corner of the script was rubbed so that it was almost missing. Lu Yinbing repeated his lines, and his lips were white. Suddenly, Lu Yinbing looked over. Xia Yitong sat on the sofa next to her, resting her head on her chest, and humming uncomfortably, "Mr. Lu, I'm not feeling well."

Lu Yinbing was quiet, put down the script, resting her back with one hand, and asked softly, "Where is it uncomfortable?"

Xia Yitong pointed to her heart: "It's beating too fast, it's uncomfortable."

Lu Yinbing pressed her chest to listen to the heartbeat, and it turned out to be much faster than usual, far beyond the normal range. While comforting Xia Yitong, she called the doctor. The doctor replied that, just like sleepiness, it is a side effect of antipsychotic drugs. You don't need to deal with it. If it is really uncomfortable, you can take some peace of mind.

There was no medicine at home, so Lu Yinbing asked Xia Yitong to wait for her at home. She went out and came back soon. Xia Yitong refused, saying that if Lu Yinbing left, she would definitely fall asleep, so she wouldn't have to sleep at night.

Lu Yinbing touched her face and said, "I'll get something upstairs, get down immediately, and then we will go out and prescribe some medicine back."

Xia Yitong opened her eyelids with her fingers and nodded vigorously.

Lu Yinbing smiled and went upstairs.

She had nothing to take, everything was in the TV cabinet, just in the living room. She closed the door, squatted down with her back to the door, buried her face in her knees, and stayed for a long, long time. She felt herself for a long time, seeing that the time had only passed ten minutes, stood up and squeezed a smile into the mirror.

Xia Yitong was very obedient. In the living room downstairs, he walked around the dining table and yawned as he walked. When he saw her, he ran over, and the invisible little tail behind him shook: "Hello."

"Okay." Lu Yinbing put on the coat, softened, squeezed her ears, helped her also put on the double-breasted coat, took her hand from under the cuffs, and shouted with high morale, "Go Slightly, go get the medicine."

Those who didn't know thought they were going to fight the stars and the sea.

Lu Yinbing drove out for a while and parked on the side of the road. When he came back, Xia Yitong stuffed a cup of hot coffee in his hand: "Warm up, refresh yourself by the way, don't fall asleep on the road."

Xia Yitong said "Oh" and asked, "What about you?"

Lu Yinbing started the car with a fire, slowly stepped on the accelerator, returned to the driving lane, and said: "You drink first, I drink the rest, just leave me a sip."

"Okay." Xia Yitong said, "You just went on like this, have you been recognized?"

Lu Yinbing said, "I don't know."

Xia Yitong picked up the coffee on her lap: "That..."

Lu Yinbing: "I don't know, but I don't know, why are you so annoying, I have to drive!"

The blue veins on her forehead jumped, and she patted the steering wheel hard, the horn sounded, and the car in front accelerated a little.

Xia Yitong lowered her head, only daring to look at her secretly, with great caution.

Lu Yinbing didn't say anything anymore, and drove forward for a while, suddenly hit the steering wheel to the right, braked, and the wheels rolled on the ground in a black track. Xia Yitong's body leaned forward due to inertia and was pulled back by the seat belt.

Her forehead was pressed against the steering wheel, her **** pierced deeply into her hair, and her eyes closed.

Xia Yitong held the coffee and looked at her nervously. After waiting for a while, he said, "I was wrong. I shouldn't be so verbose, Teacher Lu."

Lu Yinbing grabbed his hair and couldn't see her expression clearly. He could only hear the voice coming from below in a low voice: "You're right, it's my fault. It's me..." again and again. Unable to control her temper, it seemed that ten thousand people were screaming at the same time, wanting to vent, and she untimely poured these negative emotions on Xia Yitong.

She took a deep breath and choked her throat, tears running down the corner of her eyes to the bridge of her nose and dripping onto the steering wheel.

"Ms. Lu?"

Xia Yitong pushed her arm. She has been lying on her stomach for ten minutes. She held the coffee cup with one hand and touched Lu Yinbing's fingers with the other hand. Lu Yinbing's frozen fingers shrank. .

Xia Yitong took advantage of the situation, and the air conditioner was turned on in the car, but their hands were still cold in addition to being cold. Xia Yitong used to be a small stove, but now, under the dual depression of mind and body, he can't take care of himself, and he can no longer provide warmth to Lu Yinbing.

She herself seemed to feel something, looking at the car running in front of her through the car window, revealing a deep sorrow of powerlessness.

But Lu Yinbing's backhand grip was very strong, as if he was about to crush the bones of her fingers, and sharp pain appeared between the knuckles. Xia Yitong let her hold it like this, without even moving her eyebrows.

"Doesn't it hurt?" Lu Yinbing took the lead to let her go. Xia Yitong's fingers were red, and after a while, deep purple finger marks were formed.

Xia Yitong looked at her and said softly: "It hurts without you."

Lu Yinbing smiled and laughed silently, leaning his head back heavily on the back of the chair, tears rolling down his closed eyes.

Xia Yitong drew a tissue to wipe her tears, and suggested, "I'll drive."

"No, you are not in good spirits. What should you do if you have an accident while driving after fatigue? I'll come, you fasten your seat belt." Lu Yinbing sucked his nose, wiped his eyes clean with a tissue, and his eyesight became clear.

Xia Yitong didn't insist, and took a sip of coffee with a straw in his mouth, without sugar, feeling very bitter.

Lu Yinbing rubbed his face, kissed Xia Yitong sideways, calmed down, and started the car again.

Coming out seemed to exhaust all of Lu Yinbing's energy. After entering the door, she barely cheered up and poured hot water for Xia Yitong and fed her medicine. After that, she didn't want to worry about anything, and didn't eat any food, so she went to the bedroom upstairs. Go.

"I want to sleep, and I don't need to call me for dinner at night." Lu Yinbing said, including Xia Yitong's worry about her. She couldn't take care of these thoughts. She just wanted to sleep and relax her tight nerves for a while. Just for a while.

She also wanted to be selfish once, without considering anyone.

She fell asleep with unprecedented peace and relaxation. She was wearing sweater and trousers with cotton slippers on her feet. The slippers fell off because of the movement of lying on the bed, revealing her feet wearing long cashmere socks. A pink pig, Xia Yitong's is a gray puppy.

Xia Yitong came up from downstairs and opened the bedroom door to see this scene.

Xia Yitong was not awake more than when she was awake. She was sleeping at night, and she was a little better in the morning, and she could also chat and exercise with Lu Yinbing. In the afternoon, she was completely drowsy, and her heart rate was too fast to eat. The doctor also said it on the phone, and Lu Yinbing said it again. When he went out, he remembered why he went out today.

Let alone understand Lu Yinbing’s feelings, even the simplest accompanying care cannot be done. Most of the three meals a day are prepared by Lu Yinbing. As well as her daily life, Lu Yinbing is responsible for it. Waiting, I can only take it passively, and I can't do anything.

It was her who was obviously sick, but it was Lu Yinbing who was losing weight every day. She didn't even notice that she was wearing today's coat and slipping off her empty shoulders? The key is how Lu Yinbing became thinner, she has no impression at all, did it start before she came back?

Obviously, Lu Yinbing needs her to take care of her, and she needs her help to cheer up, instead of becoming a drag on her as it is now. Falling from heaven to the world is not enough. Do you have to drag her to hell?

Xia Yitong sensed something and slowly turned her head to look to her side. Mother Xia was looking at her tenderly: "Child, it's not your fault."

Xia Yitong supported her forehead with her hand. Looking from the space under her palm, it was Mother Xia who had squatted down, the corner of her orange shirt was on the ground, and there was a warm light on it, and she gave a soft "hehe".

"Whose fault is that, is it yours? Lu Yinbing's?"

Mother Xia choked and changed the subject bluntly: "Do you remember how your father and I coaxed you when you were in a bad mood?"

"I don't remember." Xia Yitong said.

Mother Xia: "It doesn't matter if you don't remember, I can tell you again. When you were in kindergarten, you were bullied by a little boy because you were so good-looking..."

"Don't talk about mother." Xia Yitong said.

Mother Xia: "Baby..."

"Don't call me," Xia Yitong avoided her and stretched out to touch her hand. At the same time, he took a step back and shrank himself in the corner. "My mother is dead. I know how you came out. I also know. You have always existed because I was unwilling to let you go."

"You and Dad have been away from me for many years. It is my subconscious mind that stayed here twenty years ago. I refused to accept the reality. It was my fault. It was all my fault." Tears filled Xia Yitong's eyes, "But I Now there is only Lu Yinbing, I beg you, you go, don't show up in front of me."

Mother Xia looked at her with tears in her eyes, and touched the top of her head with her hand: "My child."

Xia Yitong knelt on the ground at the beginning, knocked his head vigorously three times, and couldn't cry: "I beg you, leave me. You leave me, mother—"

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