Mother Xia cried with her, keeping her hands in the air all the time.

"Leave me...Leave me..." Xia Yitong hid herself in the corner between the bedside table and the bed, with her hands around her knees, her eyes lost focus, she kept whispering, and her face was covered with fresh tears.

Lu Yinbing fed Xia Yitong anti-fever medicine, and put a wrung out cold towel on her forehead. The thought of waking up just now, Xia Yitong sat on the ground with tears in her face and fell asleep, her heart tingled, she couldn't help but gently covered her heart, gasped in a small mouth, stood up, and turned to the side.

It was two o'clock in the morning when she woke up, she didn't know how long Xia Yitong had been here, or why she was crying like this. I must have scared her with her moodiness these few days, otherwise why would Xia Yitong cry only when she was asleep.

You bastard.

She lifted her head and sighed, and forced her tears back.

Xia Yitong was lying on the bed, frowning, and muttering something vaguely. Lu Yinbing's ear was close to her lips, and he faintly heard: "Leave me...Leave me..."

Leave? What is it to leave? Tell her to leave?

Yes, she brought anxiety and pain to Xia Yitong. She was the root of Xia Yitong's becoming like this. Without her, Xia Yitong would not act in that movie, she would not even embark on this road, she would have a completely different smooth life, she is so good.

If your career is not good, you can't even keep your love, you are a total loser. She heard the voice in her heart say so.

Lu Yinbing was shocked.

No, that's not the case. Xia Yitong loves her, and she loves each other too, all the contributions are willing to each other, and no one owes anyone. Xia Yitong's words without beginning and ending, why did he take her to her body, maybe she was not talking about her at all. Xia Yitong only had herself, and she didn't even sway. Why did she sway.

I am not a loser. I can make a comeback, take good care of Xia Yitong, and stay with her.

I can!

Can I?

Lu Yinbing stepped back, pressing his back against the wall, and slowly slid down and sat down.

In the room, two people are separated by a short distance. One is lying on the bed and the other is sitting on the ground. Light and darkness are intertwined. Different shadows are separated by light. The glass wishing bottle on the bedside table is tied with dark blue. The colored silk ribbon reflects a small silhouette on the bottle body.

The sun wheel rises, and the sun shines in through the heavy curtains, dyeing the room light orange. Lu Yinbing lifted his eyelids and fell again, staring at the ground in front of him with a dull expression.

In the end, it was Xia Yitong's wakefulness that shocked Lu Yinbing. It took her a full ten minutes to get herself off the ground, stand up, and walk to the edge of the bed.

"You're awake." She said that her voice was so dumb.

Xia Yitong looked at her, tears welling up uncontrollably.

"What's the matter?" Lu Yinbing's slow reaction was immediately frightened by her for several shots, faster than normal people's reaction speed, "Don't cry, my heart can't stand it when you cry."

She pressed her heart, and a familiar pain came from there: "My heart hurts, it really hurts, don't you cry, okay? You cried like that last night, I—"

Lu Yinbing's throat choked and couldn't say anymore, and the bottom of his eyes flickered.

Xia Yitong touched the towel on his head, wiped his eyes, and sniffed vigorously, "Stop crying."

The two got up and helped each other to wash.

While taking the medicine in the morning, Xia Yitong looked at Lu Yinbing, who was described as haggard in front of him, hesitated and put it back. Lu Yinbing cast a puzzled look at her: "What's the matter?"

Xia Yitong said: "I don't want to eat anymore."

"In no mood?"

"Yes." Xia Yitong's voice became firmer and firmer, "I don't want to be so muddled every day, and I don't want to yawn every day and resist the side effects of taking medicine. I can recover without taking medicine."

Xia Yitong said in his heart: The most important thing is that I don't want you to take care of me so hard every day. I am afraid that you will fall down when I get better.

Lu Yinbing's spirit was worsening day by day, and she couldn't think of herself for a while. She shook her head and decisively rejected Xia Yitong: "No, I want to eat."

Xia Yitong did not insist on her own opinion, but discussed with her: "Then next time I see the doctor, I told the doctor that if he said I don't need to eat, I won't eat."

Lu Yinbing: "Okay, listen to the doctor."

Xia Yitong’s sleepiness in the afternoon has improved a lot. Sometimes a person’s will can surpass his physical instincts, but he is still drowsy, and her eyes are always unclear. She thought of a way and put a piano in the living room, sometimes One flick was all afternoon, her face pressed against the piano keys, held up by Lu Yinbing, and she would stare at Lu Yinbing dumbly. Lu Yinbing took the opportunity to take a lot of cute photos.

Xia Yitong hasn't posted Weibo since more than a month ago. Lu Yinbing picked the second cutest one from the photos she took and posted it on the Internet, leaving the first cutest for himself.

Fans have lost their minds and said that they have never seen such a soft and cute Xia Yitong.

[Xia Yitong's white shirt: Wait, wait a minute, this angle is not like a selfie, who took it? ! 】

[Summer sycamore tree: Fuck, blind, you found Huadian [shocked]]

[Xia Xia Xia Xia Xia Xia: I took the photo, thank you everyone, Xia Yitong and I have obtained the certification [haha]]

[Perhaps one day you will love me: the furnishings of this house, emmmm... I haven't seen it before. Is it the new house Xiaoxia bought? Still, I have a bold idea [supporting my cheeks]]

[I have never seen such a lovely person: the speculation upstairs is extremely scary...]

A group of fans are looking for clues and intent to find the person who took the photo. I don’t blame them for the association. It turns out that Xia Yitong’s photo is either a self-portrait or a group photo of a lot of people. It’s not uncommon for someone to take a photo alone, and some are not street photos. , Who appeared in Jiugongge with a group photo, it is clear who took the photo at a glance.

Suddenly, a picture of a house, still taken by someone else, appeared, how could it not stir up waves with one stone. For a single photo, Xia Yitong posted another wave of hot searches, with the title "Xia Yitong taking a warm photo, suspected to be with people." Xue Yao shook his heart when she saw the hot search, and then put it down after reading the content clearly.

Since the two became sick at home, her heart was completely overwhelmed. Lu Yinbing came out of the closet in her dreams, and Lu Yinbing beat the paparazzi. Lu Yinbing... all bad things. When I woke up in the morning and looked in the mirror, I could pull out my gray hair.

Xia Yitong wasn't very worried here. With Lu Yinbing, she wouldn't have an accident. It is the headline party of Weibo that makes it too irritating.

But she hasn't called the two of them in the past few days. First, she doesn't want to disturb them. Second, she doesn't want to list any more rules and regulations. Then she will cause some misfortune. The big deal is that she will go out and stop.

Don't know how they are now? Last night I called Lu Yinbing and told her to have a good rest. Just ask her if you have anything to do. Lu Yinbing was still talking about what she would correct, and she knew that she didn't listen at all when she heard it, but it proved from the side that she was in good spirits.

Xue Yao wondered about choosing a time to visit them.

Psychological clinic.

Xia Yitong entered the doctor's office again and closed the door. She formally applied to the doctor to stop the medication, and the doctor raised her eyebrows in surprise. The chat time this time was shorter than last time. Xia Yitong was logically clear, and he answered his questions neatly, except for occasional uncertainties, almost the same as normal people.

At the end, the doctor smiled at her: "I have been in this business for so many years, and you are definitely one of the people who have the fastest recovery speed. I take the liberty to ask how you adjust, and I can use it as a reference in the future."

Xia Yitong smiled and said, "It may be an obsession that I must get better and get better soon. I can't worry my family."

Doctor: "That means the willpower is strong. Your family must be very pleased to see you like this."

Xia Yitong: "Well, I hope she is happy. By the way, can I stop the medication? Because my family is not in good health, the side effects of taking the medication are too great for me, and she is a little unable to take care of me."

Doctor: "I didn't recommend stopping it. You have to know that medicine is the most effective way to treat mental illness. However, you can stop for a few days and try it if you feel that it is not right. If it feels wrong, you should tell me in time."

Lu Yinbing turned off the Kindle interface. This time I watched Roberto Polano's "Distant Stars". When I saw 30% of the time, Xia Yitong came out, much earlier than she expected. .

The doctor praised Xia Yitong in front of her, saying that Xia Yitong was embarrassed. After getting in the car, Xia Yitong said: "The doctor said that I am in a good condition, so I don't need to take medicine."

Lu Yinbing: "Is this really okay?"

There is worry in her expression, and at the same time there is a hint of relaxation that is not easily noticeable.

For her relaxed look, Xia Yitong strengthened her determination, no matter how difficult it is, she must get better as soon as possible.

On the first day of the drug withdrawal, Xia Yitong was restless and anxious as soon as she entered the night. Mother Xia sat next to her and talked to her constantly. Just controlling to ignore her thoughts, Xia Yitong was so tired and sweating. Exhausted.

The exhaustion and sweat were washed away in the shower, Xia Yitongwo fell asleep in Lu Yinbing's arms, and suddenly woke up at midnight. Her mind was occupied by chaotic and complicated sounds, and she clearly felt that she was being split into many, many pieces, everyone was in. Talking to her, the violent blue veins and the scars of evil spirits are repeatedly shown in front of the sky until dawn.

Insomnia in the second half of the night.

On the second day after the drug was stopped, Mama Xia threw herself on her lap and cried, crying over and over again about her and father Xia’s tragic situation. Xia Yitong put her forehead against the edge of the bed, and her palm was pinched with deep blood marks.

...

One and a half months after the drug was stopped, Mama Xia disappeared from her. Xia Yitong took a long bath in the bathroom. When she came back, her eyes were red. She hugged Lu Yinbing and fell asleep for the first time since her illness.

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