Urban: I Am God

Chapter 302 The Sadness in My Heart

Chapter 02

Hu Fei was silent for a while, he knew that what Bao Qingyu needed at this time was not persuasion, but listening. ?With {dream} small◢

"I think it was because of my adoption that she suffered such damage to her reputation, and she may be criticized by others in the future." Bao Qingyu's face was a little painful.

"Do you need me to find someone to help you clarify?" Hu Fei asked.

"What she needs is not clarification, but forgetting." Bao Qingyu shook his head firmly, "Because, even if you find someone from the government to endorse, the people who should blackmail you will still blackmail you, and they won't think about it at all. How much their words will hurt a little girl who is just four or five years old."

"What they care about is how much attention, traffic, and benefits this matter will bring to them."

"Because if you find someone, they will say that you have the money to find a relationship to clarify. In fact, she is my biological child with so-and-so. For example, the procedures for my adoption are not correct, because my country's laws do not allow me to do this. Single women adopting children, etc. All in all, those who want to attack can find many points of attack." Bao Qingyu said softly.

"I don't want to come out to hype anymore, let this matter pass as soon as possible, but I was wondering if my choice at the time was really a mistake."

"If it weren't for you, what would happen to her? Orphanage, or adoption by their relatives, or being adopted by others, but with you, she got the best conditions." Hu Fei said softly. road.

"At least, she doesn't have to worry about making a living. You have to know that there are many children of her age who are worrying about making a living in this world." Hu Fei stretched out his hand and patted Bao Qingyu's back, comforting him.

Bao Qingyu turned her head to look at Hu Fei, then lowered her head directly, leaning on Hu Fei's shoulder naturally.

Uh... Hu Fei was stunned for a moment, but he didn't dodge.

Bao Qingyu, who was leaning on Hu Fei's shoulder, continued: "I know what you said is right, but sometimes, I just can't get over that hurdle. She's fine now, but I'm afraid that after many years, if someone finds out about this Come to think of it, what would she think at that time, I don't want her to know, her real background is too cruel for a child."

"To her, I am her whole world." Bao Qingyu said softly.

Hu Fei didn't speak, because Hu Fei suddenly thought of himself,

When his grandparents passed away, why wasn't he like this? When he was in junior high school, Hu Fei realized that people are going to be born, grow old, get sick and die, and at that time his grandparents were already very old.

Since junior high school, Hu Fei seemed to live in a world of fear every day. He was afraid that one day, when he came back from school, his grandparents would not be there.

But birth, old age, sickness and death are not something people can control. Until later, his grandma left him first, and then his grandpa.

At that time, Hu Fei felt that he had also lost a world. With that kind of heart-piercing pain, Hu Fei seemed to feel that his soul was aching right now.

On the contrary, Hu Fei didn't have any special feelings about his parents, because when he was one or two years old, his parents passed away, and he had no impression of them at all, but his grandparents were all he had.

"Are you crying? I can feel it, you are very sad." Bao Qingyu next to him suddenly said softly.

"Ah?" Hu Fei came back to his senses, he subconsciously stretched out his hand to touch it, and at some point, Hu Fei realized that there were tears on his cheek.

"I just remembered that when I was a child, I was also an orphan." A smile appeared on Hu Fei's face.

"Orphan?" Bao Qingyu was really a little shocked. A person like Hu Fei is an orphan?

"Yes, I was brought up by my grandparents. In fact, we are just ordinary people. The property I inherited is not from my grandparents, but from my grandparents and brothers." Hu Fei said softly.

"When my grandparents passed away, I felt that the whole world was gray." Hu Fei said with a smile on his face, because at this moment, he seemed to be able to see his grandparents' rough palms again, full of wrinkles and Smiley face with age spots.

Bao Qingyu sat up straight, and instead stretched out his arms to wrap around Hu Fei's shoulders. Hu Fei didn't resist, but instead leaned on Bao Qingyu's shoulders, feeling the trembling of his soul, he said softly : "In the two years of high school, I don't know how I got here. If it wasn't for my grandfather's final dying wish or seeing me go to college, maybe I wouldn't be able to persevere."

"I didn't have any other fun in my childhood, but I will never forget that they walked behind me with a slow pace and a smile."

Hu Fei seemed to have returned to the withered and yellow picture, which was a memory he never dared to think about before, but at this moment Hu Fei recalled it again, until the withered and yellow picture became bright and then turned gray again.

"At least Guoguo is better than me. By the time you get old, she will already be an adult and can bear all of this independently. At that time, she can already understand and appreciate all of this."

After finishing speaking, Hu Fei sat up straight and collected his emotions. Bao Qingyu next to him was infected by the sadness in Hu Fei's powerful soul power, and was already crying.

And Hu Fei looked at the wet marks on Bao Qingyu's shoulder with some embarrassment, it was the tears he just shed. He hadn't cried for a long time. Hu Fei thought that he had forgotten his sadness, but he didn't know that he just hid his sadness deep in his soul.

"It's all...it's all your fault..." Bao Qingyu felt a little embarrassed when Hu Fei looked at him, sobbed a few times, and simply rushed over and buried his face in the clothes on Hu Fei's chest, grabbing his clothes and crying wiped clean.

"I'm just afraid that she will be too attached to me." Bao Qingyu sat up straight after wiping away her tears, was silent for a moment, and then said softly.

"At the scene of the car accident, when I saw those young soldiers hugging her clumsily, because a batch of ambulances had left and the new ones hadn't arrived, I rushed over to help her up, maybe because I'm a girl, and she was only over a year old in my arms before she finally calmed down."

"But when she went to the hospital for an examination, she kept grabbing my hand and wouldn't let go. I will never forget that terrified look in my eyes. Later, the doctor said that she might subconsciously move my hand because of what happened that night. I took it as a reliance. In the end, it was the doctor at the time who gave a guarantee to the police before I could adopt her, because I really did not meet the requirements for adoption, but that child is already inseparable from me, and it is considered a special adoption clause." Bao whispered softly. road.

"There is no smooth sailing in life, there must be twists and turns, and she will not grow up without twists and turns." Hu Fei picked up the beer next to him, and the two touched again, Hu Fei said softly.

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