Winner Takes All

Back home, Mr. and Mrs. Li are still awake, watching the reality show.

Li Shuo was pleased and envied to see the two men's faces red with laughter.

If his sexual orientation is normal, he has already married and given birth to a son. No way, this thing can't be ignored. But he also has friends in the circle like his parents. He met and loved each other in his school days. For many years, the adopted children have run everywhere. He is a stable character, how can he not have a stable life?

Mrs. Li beckoned to him: "Xiao Shuo, come on, this program is so fun."

Lishuo smiled and did it among them, holding their shoulders one by one: "I haven't seen you for a day, do you miss me?"

Mr. Li said with a smile, "what are you doing, ah, by the way, when are you going to return home?"

"I'll go back when you get better."

Mr. Li clapped his chest: "I'm ok. I plan to go to work tomorrow."

"Dad, you'd better take a rest. Don't rush to work."

"I'm suffocating every day. Your mother has to take me to yoga practice. I don't want to go to a house of children."

"There are men, too." "The coach is a man," she retorted

"The coach is gay."

The Lifu man punched him, "your son is gay. What's wrong with gay?"

Mr. Li doesn't have the same look as you.

"Well, it's OK not to do yoga, but don't touch the strong sports for a while," he said with a smile

"I know what the doctor says and what I listen to." Mr. Li suddenly remembered something. "Xiao Shuo, I went to the bank that day and met your boyfriend in college. I forgot his name. I remember his appearance."

Li Shuo says unexpectedly: "Han feiye?"

"Yes, he didn't see me. After all these years, he hasn't changed a lot. Anyway, he can recognize it at a glance. He's pretty good at it. "

"Well, he quit his job and started a business with others. He became a medical AI company and is going public."

Mrs. Li sighed: "that's good. I liked that child at that time Oh, is he also a sheep? I remember being a year older than you. "

Mr. Li can't stand it: "can you stop being superstitious? I'm afraid my son won't get a wife."

"I'm just saying that."

Li Shuo thought of his English name joked by Zhao Jinxin. He couldn't help but ask, "Mom, am I in need of five elements?"

"Ah? What's missing? "

“…… it 's nothing. You see, I went to have a rest. "

Li Shuo went back to his room and took a bath. He wanted to take a look at the book quietly. When looking for the book, he found several albums on the shelf. He paused, reached out and opened the album.

This is a picture of him playing in the National College Tennis League when he was in college. At that time, he was so young, full of energy and bright smile. Han feiye was just beside him, half his head shorter than him. His face was clear and his eyes were bright. They hugged each other's shoulders. They were like brothers, and they were even better than brothers.

They really had a good time. It was a very important memory in his life.

But he didn't remember much. The original heart, sweetness, thrill --- love, sadness, complaint and yearning when breaking up, no matter how strong the emotion, after 12 years of baptism, are all pale and almost invisible. People are such forgetful, there is no time to change.

Can he and Han feiye really get back to their original feelings?

He didn't know.

As Han feiye said, at this age, it's time to play. It's time to watch. I just want to have a stable home. When I'm sick, someone pours water. When I'm home, someone waits. Joy and sorrow are shared

He had no hope of such a person, but who would that person be?

Zhao Jinxin's face reappeared in his mind.

Zhao Jinxin is a good lover. If he is ten years younger, he will not be tired of playing for several years, but this is not what he wants now. He watched his heart derail and couldn't do nothing.

He closed the album and leaned against the shelf with his eyes closed.

I'm tired of living.

The next day, Li Shuo received a message from Xiang Ning that Shao Qun had gone to Yangcheng today. He must be looking for someone. He sent someone to follow him, but he lost him.

Li Shuo had expected Shao Qun to be on guard against them. After all, when he got the news from Li Chengxiu, Zhao Jinxin was listening. How could he not inform his cousin.

He asked Xiang Ning to continue to find a way. As soon as he found Li Chengxiu, he would go back to China immediately.

Zhao Jinxin, who had been busy for several days, also called him and asked him to have dinner.

Li Shuo took care of himself well. Man, I don't want to lose face if I lose anything.

They were in a quiet private restaurant.

Zhao Jinxin sat in the corner seat and smiled and kissed him.Li Shuo went over.

"Uncle Li is so handsome today." Zhao Jinxin looked at him up and down and said vaguely, "I'm dressed up specially for me?"

"Yes." Li Shuo flicked his bow tie. "Don't you say it's a standard match for dating? Then our date shouldn't be without it. "

Zhao Jinxin licked his lips: "but no matter what you wear, I just want to pick it up."

Li Shuo chuckled, but did not respond.

"I'm so busy these days. When will you go back to China? I'll go back with you. My father urged me to take office. "

"I'll go back as soon as I find Li Chengxiu." Lishuo looked at him, "but someone is obstructing me."

Zhao Jinxin touched his nose: "well, I don't know."

Li Shuo shrugged and looked at the menu.

"You and Li Chengxiu broke up. What else do you want to do with him? My brother will treat him well if he finds him. "

Li Shuo glanced at him and said, "I will abide by the agreement. If I don't talk about Shao Qun with you, don't mention it."

Zhao Jinxin nodded, "OK, I won't mention it. Today is our date." He said sarcastically, "what would my little lamb like?"

"I'm not familiar with the dishes. You'd better order them."

"Good." Zhao Jinxin ordered several dishes and a bottle of wine, and said with some expectation, "I miss domestic dishes. Although there are many Chinese in New York, I think the taste is not more authentic than domestic dishes."

"Yes, I really want to go back. I live near the food street. There are many takeaways to choose from at three or four every night."

"Really, where do you live?"

"XX road."

"That's not far from where I work."

"Yes, do you want to move in with me?" Li Shuo looks at Zhao Jinxin quietly, and his tone is very natural.

Zhao Jinxin was slightly shocked and said, "Oh, my brother I prepared the house. "

"It's not a trouble to meet like that. You don't know how crowded the capital is. You haven't been there for a long time. You're not used to life." Li Shuo smiled softly and said, "let Uncle Li take care of you."

"I went to school there for three years, no problem," Zhao said

"Don't you want to have breakfast with me every day?" Li Shuo's face with a doting smile, his chin on one hand, the other hand, but under the table into a fist.

Zhao Jinxin, I'll try my best for the last time. Promise me. Can't you even agree to live together.

Zhao Jinxin said with a smile, "of course, but I love staying in bed. It's very convenient for me to walk to the company where I live."

Li Shuo felt a sour breath on his nose, and his smile became stiff. With almost all his self-control, he stopped himself from saying "I'll move to live with you." he had already torn his face apart and thrown it out like a field loss. He had to leave some for himself.

He smiled and nodded, "it's OK, it's convenient."

The waiter brought up the dish. Zhao Jinxin picked up a piece of fried goose liver and put it into lishuo bowl: "taste this, the signature dish."

Li Shuo lowered his head and took a bite. He found his teeth trembling. He forced himself to calm down and smile softly: "well, it's delicious."

"Uncle Li looks so elegant and nice to eat." Zhao Jinxin is holding her cheek and is intoxicated with exaggeration.

Lishuo smiled and raised his glass of wine: "this one is for ennan group. I wish us a happy cooperation."

Zhao Jinxin raised his glass to meet: "happy cooperation."

Li Shuo asked about the specific plan after returning home. Zhao Jinxin explained that he would be happy: "today is our date. We will talk about it later." He said mysteriously, "Uncle Li, before we go back to China, we still have one thing to do."

Li Shuo raised his eyebrows: "what's the matter?"

"Remember when we first met?"

"What part do you mean?"

"I remember every detail of every part." For example, I said I want to work with you in the pool of my apartment, while doing love and enjoying the beautiful scenery of riverside park

Li Shuo bowed his head and smiled, "remember."

Zhao Jinxin's eyes flickered a wolf light, and she said: "when will you realize my wish?"

"This..." Li Shuo tightly grabbed the napkin, slowly moved to his lips and wiped it. Then he straightened his back, raised his head, and his eyes were still and determined, "sorry, I can't do it."

"Zhao Jinxin Leng for a while:" you don't like the water in particular

Li Shuo said calmly and clearly, "no, we won't do it anymore - love."

Zhao Jinxin's expression instantly solidified, and his eyes narrowed slightly: "what do you mean?"

Li Shuo secretly pinched the flesh on the palm of his hand with his fingernails and armed himself with all sense and self-reliance: "Jin Xin, I don't want to continue such a relationship anymore. Let's return to the partnership."

Zhao Jinxin's lips trembled: "why? Wasn't it just fine? Why, what, what. ""No reason." Li Shuo said calmly, "I don't think it's interesting."

Zhao Jinxin stared at him for a while and sneered, "it's because of Han feiye."

"There's only one reason for him."

"Just a little?"

Li Shuo quietly looks at Zhao Jinxin, looking at the face that he deeply likes and hates, but it seems to be frozen inside. The ice ballast is carried to the whole body along the blood, which is deadly. He opened his mouth, eased the pain like a heart spasm, and opened mechanically, "feiye said, if you want to try with me, I think it's worth trying."

"Try? What to try? How can he abandon your three-year relationship for a job? " Zhao Jinxin glared round his eyes and forced his anger.

"What does our relationship have to do with you?" Li Shuo said lightly, "although we plan to get along with ordinary friends first, but I can't get involved with you again, so I don't respect people."

Zhao Jinxin punched on the table.

There were not many people in the restaurant, and the limited number of guests were shocked to turn around to see them.

Lishuo's Adam's apple slipped and his expression did not fluctuate. He can fully understand Zhao Jinxin's anger. He has always been the only one who jilted people. It's the first time for him to be jilted. In fact, Zhao Jinxin should cherish such a fresh experience. When he is young, he should try many possibilities. When he is old, he will More and more timid, more and more dare not take risks.

Zhao Jinxin's brow was full of blue tendons. He narrowed his eyes and whispered, "lishuo, are you serious? Did I treat you badly? What's wrong with us? Not happy? " He didn't expect a happy date to end like this. Li Shuo slapped him in public, making him embarrassed and angry.

"Yes, no, good, happy." Lishuo smiled, "but I've had enough fun."

Zhao Jinxin glared at Li Shuo for two seconds, and suddenly a cold smile appeared: "well, it's too hurtful."

"Sorry." Hurting people? Hearing these two words, Li Shuo wanted to laugh, but he couldn't laugh.

"Don't be sorry, you didn't do anything wrong." Zhao Jinxin returned to the cynical look, he blinked, "what a pity, you are so delicious, I really hate it."

Li Shuo nodded elegantly: "thank you."

Zhao Jinxin took out his wallet, dumped several American bills on the table, and then stood up: "I'm sad. I can't eat any more."

Li Shuo looked at his glass: "then I won't send you. Drive carefully. Good night."

Zhao Jinxin's fist was clenched. He leaned down and pasted Li Shuo's ear.

Li Shuo thought he would hear something, or get the last kiss, but the next second, he felt a sharp pain, he was shaking with pain, instinctively want to push away Zhao Jinxin.

Zhao Jinxin took hold of his hand, licked the newly bitten ear bone with his tongue, and said in a voice that was tender and chilling: "honey, don't regret it." He let go of Zhao Jinxin's hand and walked away without looking back.

It was not until Zhao Jinxin's back disappeared in the sight that Li Shuo collapsed on the chair.

He has divided his hands many times. No matter how calm, complaining or hysterical the other side is, he tries to maintain his demeanor and respect. This time is no exception. But this time, he was so depressed that he could hardly breathe. The heart can't restrain the throbbing pain. He doubts whether the heart disease is inherited from the family?

It's just to end a relationship. It's just to wave a passer-by. Even in Zhao Jinxin's eyes, they've "never been together" and they don't even deserve to talk about their relationship.

Every thread of his entanglement is a begging for help.

He loathed the feeling, and the disgust was controlled by emotions.

Disgust, what happened tonight.