Winner Takes All

Lishuo has been depressed for several days.

His body is blocked with a manic and depressing Qi, and his mind is full of things related to Zhao Jinxin, which can't be digested at the moment, and can only be solved by self abusive sports.

After playing for half a day, he was sweating in the gym again. When he was so tired that he was walking straight and shivering, his brain could be temporarily empty. He didn't want to do anything and didn't get tangled. But this state didn't last long. When he passed the squash room, his brain exploded again and again.

He couldn't help but push open the door of the squash room and sit against the wall.

I'm so tired. I'm really begging for help.

Thinking of the ball they played, he couldn't tell who the winner was. Zhao Jinxin lost the ball, but achieved his goal. But he won the ball, but he didn't have time to cash in his reward, and I'm afraid he will never have the chance to cash in.

I don't know if I'm old, but I'm easy to be soft and fragile. I've never been in such a low tide before. Now I'm just hit by lovelorn. I don't seem to even climb up.

What is lovelorn? It will pass soon.

Lishuo stretched his aching thigh and left the squash room.

After taking a bath and changing clothes, he saw Han feiye's missed call on his mobile phone and a text message asking if he would be free to watch a movie at night. He sighed, but now he was resisting to see anyone, but he said: OK.

When he got home and changed his clothes, he rushed to the cinema.

Han feiye has always been fond of films with strong literary and artistic atmosphere. The selected films are no exception. The plot is as watery as water, but the quality of the paintings is exquisite and beautiful. In college, Han feiye liked photography. Naturally, the two talked about lens, lighting and other topics, which was not boring at all.

After watching the movie, they found a Chinese restaurant nearby for dinner.

Han feiye's face flushed with chili peppers, but he enjoyed it.

Li Shuo said with a smile, "after all these years, your ability to eat pepper has not improved."

"I can't help it. Maybe it's like this, but I prefer to eat." Han feiye said, and poured another drink.

"Feiye, you really haven't changed much." Li Shuo can't help but feel that this man is really similar to his memory.

"You haven't changed much, but you are much more mature than before," Han Fei said with a smile

"Haha, I'm old here, but I don't have the energy before." Li Shuo asked, "feiye, have you talked about feelings these years?"

Han feiye paused, smiled and sighed, nodded: "Alas, it's a pity that they all died of nothing. They've been working hard for a few years, and their minds are not on it."

"Well, I understand." Before the age of 30, he had a bed companion and a serious boyfriend, but he didn't think about it for a long time. His career is the most important thing. After the age of 30, it seems that he was given the hint of age, or watching his friends get married one after another, he suddenly wanted to settle down.

"And you?"

"I've talked a few more." Li Shuo shrugged and said to himself, "you see it, too."

Two people look at each other a smile, all have some sympathy heart ache.

After dinner, it was still early. They strolled and chatted along the times square, recalling the past, as if there were endless topics.

Han feiye looks up and suddenly stops. Li Shuo looks down at the stock exchange.

"In a few months, our company will be listed here," Han Fei said with a smile

"Congratulations." Li Shuo said sincerely, "your efforts deserve all the rewards."

"When my friend pulled me into the business, I thought about it for a long time. After all, I didn't get a foothold on Wall Street. You should know, I'm not an adventurous person."

Lishuo nodded: "I know." Han feiye is very different from him.

"And then you know why I agreed?"

"Why?"

"I think of you." Han feiye looked at him, his eyes were gentle and bright, with a touch of emotion. "I thought, when I was young, I didn't brave for love. I regretted for many years. Now if I flinch again, how many years will I regret again?"

This is a pun, said particularly heart piercing, Li Shuo heart surging, for a while feeling. Only people of the same age can understand the ambivalent mentality of being content with the status quo and unwilling to abide by the destiny. It takes several times more courage than when they were in their twenties to break the stability and seek a breakthrough. If Han feiye had such courage in those days, they must have another scene, but now he has such courage, which is also admired. Li Shuo suddenly realized that Han feiye had changed a lot. At least he was more confident than before. This time, under the condition of basically equal mentality, maybe they had a chance to come back together.

Li Shuo sighed: "flying leaves, it's really not easy for you to get out of this step, so you will succeed."

Han feiye looks at the big light sign of the stock exchange, which symbolizes the world's top wealth. He seems to be waving at him. His eyes are brighter than the lights in Manhattan: "Xiao Shuo, I'm standing beside you now, and finally I won't feel inferior, so I will try to find our feelings back."Li Shuo looks at Han feiye, and has a reward in his eyes. Although such a Han feiye is strange, it has its own charm.

Just like before, try new feelings, Li Shuo said to himself.

Let the meaningless past stay in the past forever.

Since that night, Zhao Jinxin has not contacted Li Shuo any more. Li Shuo has endured the first few days of unaccustomed, and then he has become indifferent.

He and Han feiye met more and more frequently. They ate, went to bookstores, watched movies and played ball, which they used to do, but there was no progress between them. Han feiye is a reserved person. He is not an active person. He always takes the initiative in his feelings, but he can't make further actions at this time. He doesn't want to go deep into the reasons behind it. He just Don't want to change.

Han feiye often shares the company's business with him. The company has passed the qualification examination, submitted the formal listing application, and operated well. If nothing unexpected, the victory will be around the corner. Occasionally he encountered some financial problems. He would also consult with Li Shuo, who would try his best to help him.

Unconsciously, the weather became hot. When lishuo realized it, he had been in New York for half a year.

Li Chengxiu's news is completely out of context. He guesses that Shao Qun may have obstructed Xiang Ning's investigation. He can't sit on a stool more and more. Even if he knows it's useless to go back, he still decides to go back to China in the near future. Even if he can't find Li Chengxiu, he can look at Wen Xiaohui's recent situation. In the past half of the year, he was worried about Li Chengxiu, but he forgot to care about him People.

After making up his mind, he informed his parents and Han feiye, and then booked a ticket to return home three days later.

He didn't call Zhao Jinxin. They haven't been in touch for half a month. I'm afraid that's exactly what Zhao Jinxin wants. Since they will have enough fun sooner or later, they can get together and get together like him so that both sides can leave with dignity - at least he has maintained his dignity. As for the mess inside, as long as others can't see it, he can recover himself sooner or later.

Before leaving, Li Shuo and Han feiye made an appointment to have a meal together. He arrived at the restaurant ahead of time. As soon as he was seated, his mobile phone rang. Han feiye called: "Hello, feiye."

"Xiaoshuo, are you out of the house?" Han feiye's voice doesn't sound right.

Li Shuo said with a smile, "I just went out. Don't worry. Take your time."

"I'm sorry, Xiao Shuo. I can't go today."

"Well? What's the matter, what's the matter? "

"There is something wrong with the company. The boss told us to go to the meeting now. I don't know what it is, but it should be urgent to hear his voice, so I......"

"It doesn't matter. Then hurry up. It's important."

Han feiye apologized, "I wanted to see you off. I can't see you before you go."

Lishuorou said: "it's OK. I won't be back for a long time this time. Maybe I'll be back next month. Then you can pick me up. Be careful on the way. If you need my help, please call me, OK? "

"Well!"

After hanging up, Li Shuo stood up awkwardly and said to the waiter that the reserved seat was no longer available, so he left the restaurant in a hurry.

Well, I'm going back to China tomorrow. I'd better go back to accompany my parents.

The next morning, uncle Guang took lishuo to the airport, and his parents went with him.

Li Shuo finished boarding and said to his parents with a smile, "go back. I've told you not to come for a long time. I should be back soon."

Mr. Li said: "you don't have to hurry to come back. I'm already in good health. Go to Sanya and have a good look at the project. Let's communicate at any time. If it's feasible, I'll push forward. "

"Well, don't worry, Dad, take care of yourself, mom. You look after my dad and make him avoid eating."

"I see. Be careful on the way."

"Brother Li."

There was a clear and pleasant male voice behind his back. Li Shuo trembled and his expression froze.

"Oh, Jinxin?"

"Uncle, aunt." Zhao Jinxin walks over. He only mentions the case, with a warm smile on his face. "Brother Li, you are so early."

Li Shuo took a deep breath, calmly turned around and said with a smile, "I'm afraid of the traffic jam, so I came ahead of time."

"Xiaoshuo, why didn't you say Jinxin is going back with you?"

"Oh? Didn't I say that? "

"Certainly not." Lifu said, "it's just the right time. If you have a chat on the way, it's not so boring."

Lishuopi smiled at Zhao Jinxin and said, "yes."

Farewell to their parents, the two walked to the security inspection side by side.

Zhao Jinxin said with a smile, "it's agreed to go together. Why don't you call me?"

"I forgot." Li Shuo looked straight ahead without expression.

"It's merciless. Isn't Uncle Li turning his face a little too fast?"

Li Shuo said politely, "that's not right."

Zhao Jinxin leaned down and laughed twice: "is it right for you to kick me off when you are finished?"His voice was hoarse and he couldn't hear his emotions, but Li Shuo felt a chill for some reason. He clenched his fist and endured the fury in his chest. He looked straight ahead and smiled: "this is even more inappropriate."

"Why? Am I wrong? "

"I hate to argue with people. It's a waste of time. It's useless. You can say what you want." Li Shuo walked quickly to the customs. Zhao Jinxin and get along with each other for just a few minutes, which is even more tired than the ball he played all afternoon. Now that Zhao Jinxin knows that he is leaving today, he must have been ready for a long time. When he thinks of the next ten hours, he will face Zhao Jinxin again, and he would like to go back to China by boat.

What does Zhao Jinxin want to do? What else does he want to do?

He refused to rebuild trust with him, said that he had never met anyone before, and finally faced his invitation to cohabit, and hit him hard in the face. A young "playboy" who just wanted to have fun in time and didn't want to be bound by responsibility. He fully understood that, but he didn't want to play with him, so why dare to speak rudely to him as a victim now?

It's ridiculous.

They have been separated from the customs and inspected temporarily.

Zhao Jinxin finished the security check first, and waited at the security check point of lishuo.

Li Shuo adjusted himself for a while. On the surface, he seemed to be light. He made a gesture of "please" towards Zhao Jinxin.

After all, they are still partners.

Zhao Jinxin's smile is cold.

They walked side by side towards the lounge.

As soon as he entered the lounge, Li Shuo went straight to the VIP room to isolate Zhao Jinxin from his own sight.

Did not expect that Zhao Jinxin but swaggered to follow up.

Li Shuo grabbed the door handle and frowned, "aren't you a member here? Otherwise, you can swipe my card. There are many rooms here. "

Zhao Jinxin innocently stands out: "how wasteful that is. Let's use one."

Li Shuo narrowed his eyes. "Wasn't what I said that night clear enough?"

"Yes, but I don't agree."

"I don't need your consent."

Zhao Jinxin's elbow was leaning on the wall and smiled vaguely. "We haven't seen each other for two weeks. I miss you so much. Even if Uncle Li doesn't want me, doesn't he want my baby? "

"Can you be more decent in public?"

Zhao Jinxin bit her lips and said with a low smile, "I'm sorry? Uncle Li is serious in front of others, but he can't be coquettish in bed. This contrast is really lovely. "

Li Shuo looked around and remembered that they were speaking Chinese. It happened that there was a very low chance of someone who could understand them passing by. He was too old to blush because of dirtytalk, but he was not interested in being looked at. He said in a deep voice, "Jin Xin, don't make things too ugly."

"Ugly..." Zhao Jinxin that a pair of beautiful eyes at this time but hide the deep emotion, "I know more than you what is ugly." He flung open the door of the room and pushed lishuo in.

Before lishuo could turn around, he heard that the door was locked behind him. The next second, he was crowded into a familiar embrace, and the anger that had not yet been exported was blocked into * kiss.