Winner Takes All

Li Shuo felt the man in his arms breathing hard, but gradually calmed down, and then he shook and let go of his hand.

Wen Xiaohui turns around and hugs him, holding back his tears, but they fall down uncontrollably. He is full of anger and affection when he takes one of his shoulders.

Li Shuo can't describe his mood at the moment. It's hard to say which proportion of sadness, embarrassment and anger is heavier. He only knows what it's like to feel his heart hollowed out and his body full of cold for the first time.

Zhao Jinxin knows his mind from beginning to end and plays with him from beginning to end.

From the beginning to the end, only I was confused, tangled and struggling, while Zhao Jinxin looked at me like a mirror.

When he proposed to rebuild trust, when he proposed to cohabit, when he proposed to separate, Zhao Jinxin knew exactly what he was thinking and wanted, just didn't want to give it, but he didn't have enough fun. Until at last there was no way to do it, he used a move to "express his love".

Think of Zhao Jinxin's affectionate money at that time. He was moved by his surprise. He would vomit.

With what kind of cold heart can we practice others like this?

Li Shuo has been generous, honest and kind all his life. The only two brothers who were deliberately hurt were the two brothers in this gate. One of them was the one he thought he liked each other.

Zhao Jinxin, the big boy who always plays coquettish in front of him, even though he sometimes does not hide his faults, is trampling on his feelings with his most disgusted people by talking about the weather, as if they are cheap enough to only appear in small talk, as if Zhao Jinxin doesn't care about how his enemies will ridicule and despise him, as if his dignity is worthless.

No one can humiliate him here, and this person is the one he likes?

Thinking of the past, his tolerance, concession and patient management, his vow to "tame" Zhao Jinxin in front of Xiaohui, and his painstaking efforts to celebrate his birthday these days, Zhao Jinxin slaps him in the face of his most hated enemies and closest friends.

Lishuo felt that his heart and lungs were about to explode. He wanted to leave the place immediately, but his legs were like being nailed to the floor, unable to move.

Leave now, leave now, leave here, can't let him see, can't let him have another chance to humiliate you

"Lishuo, let him go."

A voice with cold meaning is like a sharp sword from another time and space. It splits the quiet night fiercely, reverberating in the open corridor, making lishuo and wenxiaohui stiff all over. In the ward separated by one door, there is no voice.

Li Shuo looks back. Behind them, I don't know when he stood a handsome young man. His white jade skin is still as transparent in the dim light. His lips are also morbid pale. But his deep eyes are extremely sharp and bright. They are so deep that they seem to pierce the skin and the heart. He looks so beautiful, but There is a unique cold temperament.

Luo Yi

Wen Xiaohui went back to his mind and said, "Luo Yi, what are you doing..."

"You said come back in three days." Luo Yi looked at Li Shuo gloomily. "You didn't say you were with him."

The door of the ward was opened, and Zhao Jinxin ran out in a panic.

For the first time in his life, he felt so helpless and vulnerable that he had to hold Wen Xiaohui's hand.

Wen Xiaohui wiped away tears: "Luo Yi, I'll explain to you later."

When everyone didn't respond, he picked up the garbage can beside him and smashed it at Zhao Jinxin.

Zhao Jinxin turned blue and dodged.

"Zhao Jinxin, I fuck your ancestors for eighteen generations!" Wen Xiaohui roared with a voice completely inconsistent with his delicate and beautiful appearance, and then swung his fist to attack him.

Li Shuo bit on his lips, woke up all his wits with the pain, then put on his last arm, and stood in front of Wen Xiaohui, saying softly, "OK, say no."

"Zhao Jinxin, you wicked brute, stinking fool, I fuck you." Wen Xiaohui is like a small animal that is totally enraged. He roars and scolds with his teeth and claws. "Zhao Jinxin --"

Luo Yi comes over and pushes Li Shuo away. Holding Wen Xiaohui back a few steps, he frowns and looks at Li Shuo. Then he looks at Zhao Jinxin: "what's your crazy? Who has offended you? "

"He, just him!" Wen Xiaohui points to Zhao Jinxin, "I'll kill you!" He kicks and kicks the air and wants to jump up, but Luo Yi holds him in his arms and cannot move.

"Xiaohui." Li Shuo increased the volume. "I'll take care of it myself, OK?"

Wen Xiaohui looks at Li Shuo, tears in his eyes, full of anger and grievances.

Li Shuo takes a deep breath, turns around and faces Zhao Jinxin.

Zhao Jinxin's eyes were extremely gloomy: "lishuo..."

Li Shuo finished his dress. He didn't force himself to smile. Now he can't even pretend to smile: "Zhao Jinxin, I'm a little curious. When are you going to have enough fun?"

"I......" Zhao Jinxin's tongue is like a knot. Ren pingri is very articulate, but there is no use for it. Li Shuo's eyes are like an invisible hand, holding his throat."I have a festival with Shao Qun, but it's still very good for you. Are we still friends, teasing me for fun?" Every time Li Shuo uttered a word, he felt that some part of his body was bleeding. Zhao Jinxin stabbed him in the heart. He turned over his skin and dried it in the clear sky for all people to watch.

How can it hurt so much? How can I be so desperate

Zhao Jinxin clenched his fist and still couldn't make a sound.

Li shuoqiang, with the last dignity, pretended to shrug easily: "you can rest assured that Li Shuo can afford to play whenever he wants. He will never let you have the trouble of" can't throw away ". When he leaves this hospital, he will not let me see you again." He said faintly, "it's disgusting."

Zhao Jinxin's face turned white instantly and looked at Li Shuo deeply. The emotion leaked from her eyes was quite complicated.

Lishuo turned around and strode forward with all the pride of his life.

"Uncle Li." Zhao Jinxin called out in a low voice, which was full of grievances.

Lishuo's eyes were wet almost instantaneously.

But he did not hesitate, did not turn back, step by step away from Zhao Jinxin.

As long as he goes to Zhao Jinxin, he has to leave.

Wen Xiaohui stared at Zhao Jinxin with hatred on his face: "base -- people, I wish you go to hell early." He turned to chase lishuo.

Luo Yi holds Wen Xiaohui's hand, and his face is not worried. Wen Xiaohui calms down a little bit: "go."

Entering the elevator, Li Shuo leans on the elevator car, and closes his eyes wearily.

"Brother Li!" Wen Xiaohui held his arm. "Are you ok? You don't care what that beast said. Ten thousand of them are not worthy of you. They are the same as Shao Qun! "

Li Shuo looks at him faintly, only feels dazed in front of him, he looks at Wen Xiaohui's lips moving, but some reactions are not enough to say what he is talking about.

Luo Yi coughed a little and said in a cold voice, "little Huige, I'm going to be angry if you get closer to him."

"You'll talk later." Wen Xiaohui said without returning.

Luo Yi narrowed his eyes and glared at Li Shuo. Then he squatted down holding the elevator and let out a painful gasp in his throat.

Wen Xiaohui was stunned for a moment, ran to him and said nervously, "what's wrong with you, baby? Did you touch the wound? Who the fuck asked you to come here? I'll beat you. "

Luo Yi hugs Wen Xiaohui: "it hurts."

"I'll give you a sign downstairs. How did you promise me last time? Never leave the hospital at will. "

"You said that you would come back in three days, but not in five days. When I checked, Li also came. What do you think?"

"Think about Mao. If I could really get along with him, I would get you in turn. You didn't have the same hair at that time."

Luo Yi again.

"All right, let's not talk about you." Wen Xiaohui helped him up.

Li Shuo looked at them with a wooden face. The two people who he thought should not be together at all can make him envy now. By contrast, how sad and funny his feelings should be. He said feebly: "Xiaohui, you take him to register. I'll go back to the hotel first. Don't worry about me. I'm ok."

"But..."

Li Shuo reluctantly held the corner of his mouth and smiled, "I want to be alone for a while."

Wen Xiaohui nodded with red eyes.

The hospital is close to the hotel, less than 200 meters. But those two hundred meters seemed to be the longest road he had ever walked. His legs were weak and his feet were floating, for fear of falling down.

I'm afraid that only when a toddler is young can he have such weakness. But when a toddler falls down, he will be pitied and encouraged. At this age, when he falls down, he will only gain sympathy and ridicule.

He resisted sympathy and hated ridicule, but in one night the whole meeting took place.

After 34 years of living happily and advantageously, he was played with by a big boy who was 11 years younger than himself. He deserves to be pitied and laughed at.

He was so stupid that he was ashamed of himself.

Back to the hotel, Li Shuo packed his bags, tore off the bow tie on his neck, threw the book that Zhao Jinxin had just read last night into the trash can, and left the room with his luggage.

When he walked into the elevator, he should have pressed the first floor, but his eyes were all the way up, and he stopped at the number of 32, and he pressed it with all his might.

When he walked out of the elevator door, he looked at the two solid wood doors at the end of the corridor, which was the best suite in the hotel and the most familiar hotel suite in his life. He knew that as soon as he closed his eyes, the layout, structure and furniture placement of the room were clear and clear. In the past week, he spent a lot of time in it every day, just to like it A birthday surprise.

But Zhao Jinxin slapped him in the face.

He followed suit and opened the door with his room card.

is on the face of a whole wall of "pink" perfume lily. The room is full of romantic balloons, ribbons, love, flowers, candles and graffiti. Hundreds of cute sheep puppets are piled on the ground, almost covering the whole room. They all have curly horns, hairy bodies and black bean like eyes, which are charming and adorable.Surrounded by the little sheep in the center, there is a table with white tablecloth, on which are two sets of exquisite relief bone china tableware.

Li Shuo thought about it carefully. In the past, although he was always generous, he never took so much trouble with anyone. He was full of joy and expectation to do something that was not practical, purely romantic, and never tired at all. I'm afraid he would never have a chance to experience it again.

He put down his luggage, took off his suit coat, unbuttoned a few buttons, and pulled up his sleeve. Then he strode over the furry sheep, picked up the stool, and smashed the table.

The loud crash is like a battle drum, which instantly inspires all the madness in his body. He rounds the stool, smashes everything he and Wen Xiaohui carefully choose and arrange, flowers on the wall, vases everywhere, small decorations with heart, candlesticks with love, murals, ribbons, curtains, all the things he can destroy, all the things that leave traces of his folly He used every means to destroy it.

He threw down the stool, picked up the paint bucket of the graffiti, and sprinkled it everywhere, especially those innocent sheep puppets, whose white hair was dyed with colorful colors in an instant, and soaked in the intermittent paint. The picture was embedded with a messy background, which seemed to be full of sorrow.

At last, Li Shuo, exhausted, sat down against the wall. He looked at his hand. He didn't know when it was scratched. He was still stained with some paint. It was dirty. He looked at the ruined suite again. The more he looked at it, the more blurred it was.

Why do you make yourself so embarrassed for a person who is not worth it

Lishuo closed his eyes and something hot and humid slid down his cheek. He banged against the wall with his back head spoon. Once, once, he longed for the pain to transfer the sharp pain in his heart, but it didn't help.

It's so ugly. It's so ugly.

What he looks like now is the last thing he wants to be in his life.

He staggered up from the ground and grabbed the box to leave the room.

He left a blank check at the front desk of the hotel and left without looking back.

When Zhao Jinxin returned to the hotel, it was very late.

He didn't expect lishuo to be still in the hotel, but when he returned to the guest room and looked at the empty room, he felt extremely lost.

He simply packed his bags and wanted to change a room. If he stayed here all the time, he would be confused.

After cleaning up, he found a book in the trash can.

Li Shuo held him last night and read it to him. In order to create an atmosphere, he occasionally called out in his ear. How could he be frightened by this kind of thing? It's just to tease Li Shuo.

He picked up the book and looked at the horrific and bloody cover in silence. The book had obvious signs of folding. He could even imagine lishuo's long fingers holding the page, elegant and sexual. He took the book and turned to his box, but he stopped halfway. At last, he turned around and threw the book back to the trash can.

What's a boring book for.

He picked up the box and left the room.

As soon as the elevator door opened, six or seven cleaners were standing inside, with all the equipment in their hands. They almost filled the elevator. Zhao Jinxin frowned and went in, only to find that the elevator was upstairs, but the door was closed.

"I think it's a mental disorder." Said an aunt.

"But Xiao Li said that he was very handsome and handsome. He had no problem with his behavior and words. He was also very rich."

Zhao Jinxin froze.

"It's this kind of person who may be abnormal. It's played on TV. Otherwise, why do you decorate the room like that and smash it? You've also splashed a room of paint. You're scared to death."

"You can imagine that it must be lovelorn. It's to celebrate the birthday of your girlfriend. Ouch, it's a waste of things."

Zhao Jinxin clenched the suitcase and saw the number of the elevator jump to the top floor. He followed the group of cleaners out.

The door at the end of the corridor was wide open. At a glance, he saw the paint on the wall. There were also petals on the wall. He could recognize "Happy Birthday" and his English name. His heart was tight, his breath was shaking, and he walked to the suite step by step.

It's really scary in the suite. I don't know what kind of rage it is to have such destructive power and make people feel especially depressed.

"Sir, we're going to clean the room. You don't want to watch it here."

"Who ordered this room?" Zhao Jinxin opened her mouth and found her voice shaking.

"A guest who has just checked out has lost a lot of money. I don't know what he is thinking."

Zhao Jinxin's eyes fell on the pile of sheep puppets soaked in paint.

Today is his birthday, he actually forgot. In the morning, his mother called him, and he remembered. He didn't expect lishuo to know

No wonder he dressed so well today and wore a beautiful bow tieZhao Jinxin thought of lishuo's appearance, and the corners of his mouth were raised. But he thought of the pain and submission in lishuo's eyes, and he could not laugh any more.

He put down the box and shuttled through the mess, not caring that the paint had ruined his shoes and trousers. Even if it's now a dump, he can roughly restore their beautiful appearance in his mind.

He looked at his watch. It was not past 12 o'clock. Today, he had a romantic surprise birthday and a gentle and perfect lover.

But now there is nothing.

He crouched down and picked up a sheep puppet.

It was the cleanest of all the puppets, splashed with only a little paint, and most of the hair was white and soft, with a simple smile.

Zhao Jinxin pressed the sheep on his chest and lowered his head heavily.

A doting voice echoed in my mind, saying "lamb". It was his own voice.

Li Shuo got off the plane, went home, took a hot bath, fell on the bed and slept in the dark.

When he woke up again, it was the noon of the next day. He slept for 24 hours, but he still felt very tired, as if he could not wash no matter how he rested. His head was also faint, and he didn't want to do anything, so he lay in bed.

I don't know how long later, the doorbell rang.

It was like a foreign voice. It took him a long time to get into his ear. From ear to brain, he realized that it was a doorbell, and it seemed that he had walked for a century.

Li Shuo got up from his bed and swung to open the door.

Wen Xiaohui, with two big plastic bags in his hands, stood at the door and looked at him as if relieved.

Li Shuo said softly, "you are back."

"I've been calling you all day. I want to scare you to death." Wen Xiaohui involuntarily squeezed in.

Li Shuo laughed at himself: "what are you worried about? I'm such a big man." Don't worry about him. It's ridiculous.

"I'm worried about you. Who can be better when I meet such a disgusting thing." Wen Xiaohui opened the plastic bag and took the food and drink out of the bag. "You didn't eat at first sight. Your face is too ugly."

Lishuo grabs his hair: "I'm sorry to let you see this. I'll wash my face."

Wen Xiaohui turned around and whispered, "brother Li, we have been friends for so many years. You have seen me in the most awkward way. You have not laughed at me, and you have helped me so much. If you really take me as a friend, don't force yourself in front of me, OK?"

Li Shuo looked at him in a daze, then nodded softly. He really had no strength to pretend to be natural and unrestrained. He felt tired even when walking.

Wen Xiaohui chuckled: "I'm terrible at cooking, so I won't poison you. I've packed a lot of food and it tastes good. Let's eat it together."

It's strange that lishuo has no appetite for a table of delicious food, and he doesn't feel hungry.

Wen Xiaohui put the chopsticks into his hands: "eat, do you want me to feed you?"

Li Shuo picked up a piece of meat and stuffed it into his mouth, but he couldn't taste it. He didn't want Wen Xiaohui to worry about it and didn't want to starve himself, so he reluctantly ate it.

"These days, if you don't want to go out, I will send you a meal and accompany you by the way."

Li Shuo looked up at him and said, "will Luo Yi agree to your company?"

Smell speech, Wen Xiaohui's expression becomes a few different twist, he shrugged, pretended to say easily: "ah, even coax with noisy, anyway he can't do anything to me."

Li Shuo said softly, "thank you, Xiaohui, but I really don't have a big deal. Just take a few days off. Don't make it difficult for me."

"There's nothing hard to do, you don't care." Wen Xiaohui gave him a piece of spareribs. "Eat this, it's delicious. After eating and watching the movie, I brought a bunch of comedies."

After dinner, Wen Xiaohui pulls Li Shuo to see a movie. Li Shuo always feels dizzy and can't see any plot. After half of the movie, Wen Xiaohui lets him go to sleep.

Li Shuo is lying in bed, listening to Wen Xiaohui busy in and out to clean his room, I am very moved. There is a person around, noisy, very good, but this person does not belong to him, no one belongs to him, he is still a person after all.